Date: Wed, 09 Dec 1998 01:26:56 PST
From: fabler@hotmail.com
Subject: Into Manhood: Kyle's Story

This is my first attempt at writing, any comments/criticisms would be
appreciated, please e-mail me at fabler@hotmail.com

This is a story about a love between two young boys.  The usual disclaimers
apply: If you are under the age of 18, or reading such material is illegal
in your jurisdiction, then please leave this story unread now.  There are
within the story explicit descriptions of sex between boys, so if you do
not like reading stories that are sexual in nature then this story will
probably not be to your liking.

The story is about myself, and is all true, the people herein are real, but
their names have been changed.

			       Kyle's Story
				  Part 1

I was always very self-conscious about my body when I was growing up.  I
was short, and skinny but worst of all, it seemed to me that I was the only
16 year old that did not have any pubic hair or a cock worth mentioning.
I've got two brothers, one nearly two years older and the other younger by
three years.  The older brother and myself didn't get on too well, he was
the sportsman and the academic in the family and as such, "daddy's bright
eyed boy", he believed that when he sat down, the sun set.

One way for him to show off his "macho image" to his friends, was to tease
and ridicule me, egging my younger brother to do the same.  I knew they
were only generalizing and weren't really aware of the accuracy of their
constant remarks because neither of them had ever seen me naked, in fact
nobody I knew had ever seen me naked, not even my mother, but it didn't
help with the confidence.  I would always sneak a look at the other boys in
the showers after gym, so I knew I was different.  I avoided gym as far as
possible, taking other classes which would take place at the same time as
gym.

I was very popular with the girls at school, and was always in a group of
at least four or five during break times.  I was however too petrified to
ever make a move on any one of them, as much as I wanted to, I would've
died before I let any one of them find out I didn't have what it took.  I'm
sure by now you've worked out that I was a pretty screwed up kid.

Not being the active sportsman, I occupied my spare time by belonging to
various clubs, of which St Johns Ambulance was one.  Having been active for
a fair time, I had progressed to being one of the instructors.  There was
always a shortage of helpers and we would frequently canvass for new
recruits at school.  After one of these drives I had managed to recruit
Kyle.  He was a cute looking kid, stocky build, big round brown eyes that
captivated you when you looked at him.  He had the most spontaneous laugh
that you couldn't help but laugh with him when he started laughing even
when you didn't know what you were laughing at.  He was very forward and
friendly, I took an immediate liking to him.

We started developing a closer friendship extending beyond first aid
classes.  Back in those days, I didn't realise I had an attraction for
other boys; to me, my attraction was more a need for friendships.  We'd
spend most of our time just chatting, occasionally there would be a little
rough and tumble, but for the most part it was sharing secrets.  That is
until one day during one of our rough and tumble groping expeditions, he
didn't react and pull away when I grabbed at his cock, instead he stood
there and presented himself, inviting me to feel to my hearts content.  I
was pretty shocked, and pulled my hand away faster than I had put it there
in the first place.  He laughed at my reaction, but nothing was ever said
about the incident afterwards.  It was only when a few days later when he
tried to grope me that I did the same and didn't react.  He wasn't quite as
shy as I was and carried on with his explorations, pretty soon I felt that
I was reacting to his touch by developing a hard-on, it felt good, suddenly
my self-conscious fears were gone.  I became a little bolder and started to
return his touches, discovering that he too had developed a hard-on.

We both stood there gazing into each others eyes, fully clothed and both
very aroused.  He eventually took the next steps and started undoing my
zip, like a puppet I followed his lead and pretty soon we were both
standing face to face naked.  My fears and hang-ups had vanished and I felt
comfortable despite the fact that he was better built than I was and had a
bigger cock than I did.  I felt an incredible closeness to Kenneth, I had
bared my sole to him and there was no ridicule.

We embraced and I moved my head forward in an attempt to kiss him, our lips
met and slowly our tongues started exploring each others mouths.  Not only
was this going to be the first time that anybody touched my body, but it
was the first time I ever kissed someone other than a peck on the cheek in
greeting.  It was my first time and I didn't need any instructions, it was
as if it was the most natural thing to do, the fact that it was another
man, didn't make it any less natural to me.

We backed up across the room to his bed not breaking our kiss, as I lay
back onto the bed he stopped kissing me on the mouth and started kissing my
neck, I closed my eyes and let myself drift off on the cloud I was on.  I
gave myself over to him in total trust, he slowly progressed lower,
stopping at my nipples, sucking each one in turn into his mouth and
nibbling on them with his teeth.  My body started tingling in ways that I
had never felt before.  I was in a new world, one where there was no fear,
where I didn't feel different or less of a man, one where I could feel
safe.

He continued his South bound quest, he stuck his tongue into my navel and
as I jerked in reaction, I felt my cock press up under his chin.  He took
hold of it with his hand and pointed it toward his mouth, I felt his tongue
tickle the head and as he pressed his tongue tip into my piss slit, I felt
as if I would explode.  He gently wrapped his lips around my cock head,
still working it with his tongue and slowly started to swallow me as far as
he could go without gagging.  He moved up and down on my shaft still using
his tongue around my head.  The pressure of the suction on my cock was
causing my balls to tingle and pretty soon I could feel the need to
release.  I didn't want to cum so soon, we had only just begun, I pulled
him off my cock and up towards me, again we embraced in a long passionate
kiss.

I flipped him over onto his back and copied his previous movements and
worked my way down his chest and stomach, doing what he had done to me
earlier, heading for his cock.  I'd never sucked a cock before, let alone
seen one so close up, I wasn't sure what to do or what to expect.  It
looked different to mine, granted he was a bit bigger but he was cut and I
am not, there seemed to be something missing.

I slowly started exploring his shaft, kissing and licking it up and down
from the base to the tip.  Holding it in my one hand, I used my other to
massage his balls.  His cock felt good on my tongue, but I wanted to know
what it would feel like in my mouth, I took a bold leap and wrapped my lips
around his head and started exploring the piss slit with my tongue, he had
been seeping loads of pre come and I spent a little time savoring the
taste, trying to find a comparison.  The taste was unique, there was
nothing to compare it with, all I knew was that I liked the taste.  I
started pushing my head down taking him as far as I could go, as I felt I
was going to gag, I lifted up and tried again.  Not being experienced, I
think I caught him once or twice with my teeth scratching his shaft.

I guess as he felt his approaching orgasm as well and he moved me around
into a 69 position and resumed his previous sucking on my cock taking me as
far down as he could, I reciprocated and it became an unspoken challenge to
see who would be the first to take the other to the hilt.  We both achieved
our objective at the same time, and it was as if it was a signal to the
other that it was time to release our loads.  We shot our loads into each
others mouths but neither of us tried to swallow, we let it trickle out the
sides of our mouths, making room for the next load.  Our bodies were
quivering and our skin was wet with a fine perspiration, we released our
lip lock on each others cock, gasping for air trying to regain control yet
wanting to revel in the moment.  Still out of breath we turned back and
faced each other, neither of us saying a word, we locked into another kiss,
wrapping our arms and legs around each other, trying to get into each
others bodies and become one.

We both lay there in silence, each lost in his own thoughts about what had
just happened. I could not believe what we had just done, there was no
remorse or feelings of guilt, it felt like the most natural thing to have
done.  If we could have, we would have stayed in that position, but we were
expecting his mother home shortly.  We unwrapped ourselves from each other
and got dressed, we discussed our plans to meet again the following day,
and I reluctantly made my way back home.  How I got home I couldn't tell, I
was still in a daze.


			       Kyle's Story
				  Part 2

Kyle's and I had made arrangements for me to sleep over that weekend, a
little strange for someone my age to be having "sleep-overs", but the
details had been worked out.  There was a partially furnished outside room
generally used for domestics, but they did not have a domestic, so the room
was available.  His parents weren't phased by the idea that we would crash
in the outside room, thinking that it was better if we made a noise outside
rather than disturb their sleep with our music and chatter.  We watched a
little TV so as not to draw attention to our eagerness to be alone.  We
excused ourselves and departed for the room.

We no sooner entered the room when we both started ripping the clothes off
each other like two crazed animals.  We wrapped our naked bodies around
each other and got ourselves totally entwined in each others arm and locked
into a breath taking kiss.  After about 10 minutes of the most exhausting
kiss I had ever had, we started to regain control of ourselves and slowed
down.  I continued to kiss every part of him, gently kissing his neck and
gradually moving down to his chest and stopping to nibble on his tits.  I
sucked on each of them until the both stood erect and hard.  I continued to
work my way down towards his belly button.  Pressing my chest against his
fully erect cock and pinning it between our bodies.  Licking his belly
button caused him to raise his pelvis and push his cock harder against my
chest.  I reached his cock and started to tease him by kissing all around
the base and licking on his balls, gently taking each into my mouth and
rolling them over my tongue.  Eventually I started working my way back up
his cock shaft, licking and kissing until I reached his by now sticky cock
head.

There seemed to be an endless stream of pre-cum oozing from his slit.  I
licked it all up and stuck my tongue into his piss slit and tried to suck
out a little more.  His groans prompted me to do it some more, as he held
me by the back of my head I understood what it was he wanted, but I held
out for a little longer getting him more and more wound up.  Eventually I
couldn't hold back myself and I wrapped my lips around his cock head and
started to suck him into my mouth.  I surprised myself and him when I
didn't stop until my nose was buried in his pubic brush.  I held him there
for as long as I could and slowly withdrew his cock from my mouth until I
reached his cock head again, again I teased this head with my tongue.  I
continued to suck him back down my throat as he lifted his pelvis to help
in plunging his cock all the way back down my throat.  I started sensing
that he was about to come and withdrew his cock from my mouth, making a
slurping noise as it slapped against his belly.  He pulled me up to him and
we embraced in a lingering passionate kiss once again.

He pushed me back onto the bed and copied what I had done to him, I started
feeling the buildup to my orgasm and stopped him.  I wanted to feel him
inside me, I needed to know what it would feel like to have a cock up my
ass.  He warned me that it was going to be painful but I didn't care, I
needed to feel him inside.  He raised my legs over his shoulders and
started licking me, depositing as much spit around my hole, probing his
tongue as deep inside as I would allow him access.  He raised himself up
and I could feel him rubbing his cock around my hole until he eventually
stopped and started putting a little pressure at my porthole.  I was very
tight and couldn't have been to eager to give up my virginity without
resistance.  He started to add more pressure and I tried to relax, his head
started to get it's entry.  I didn't have any control over the speed at
which he was moving and the pain was increasing.

I stopped him and told him to lie on his back, I straddled him and
repositioned his cock at my entrance, this way it gave me full control over
the speed of his pending entry.  I slowly eased myself down, as his head
broke through the first gate, I thought I would die, it felt like he had
ripped me open, I rested a while.  The pain was bad, but the urge to have
him in me was greater.  I was caught between taking the total plunge, or
continue with caution, I chose the latter, a process of lowering myself
onto him and resting until the pain subsided, it wasn't long 'till he was
all the way inside me.

I could feel his fullness inside me, my body couldn't make up it's mind if
it wanted to expel the intrusion or hold onto it, the more I relaxed, the
better it felt to have him inside me.  We repositioned ourselves careful
not to release from each other, until once again I was on my back and my
legs were over his shoulder.  How we did it without him slipping out I
couldn't tell you.  He slowly started his pelvic thrust, drawing almost all
the way out and slowly pushing back in.  As I became more accustomed to his
motion, I began to relax and before long he was penetrating me with deeper
and stronger strokes, I regained control of my muscles, and as he was
moving in and out of me I could tighten and relax around him accordingly.
This must have sent him over the top because the next thing he buried
himself yet deeper than I thought possible and let out a deep guttural
groan and I felt body shake as he emptied his sticky load deep into my
bowels over and over again.  I held him tight against me for a while
keeping him locked inside me.  He looked up at me and we kissed, this time
gentle kisses, out tongues gently exploring each other's mouths.

He looked deep into my eyes and gave me a serious look and asked me how I
felt.  I assured him I was ok and that I felt like I was in heaven.  We lay
there in each others arms for a while without saying a word.  He asked me
if I wanted to change positions because I was still sporting an erection.
I said if he wanted me to, he didn't say a word instead he pulled me up and
lay back and swapped positions.  He lifted his legs aver my shoulders and
pulled his butt cheeks apart, exposing his rosebud to me.  I copied his
actions and started to probe his hole with my tongue depositing as much
spit as I could.  It obviously wasn't his first time because I slid in with
much less resistance.  I was amazed at how natural it seemed, my "first
time", no fears of not knowing what to do, or whether I was doing it right.
I was lost in the ecstasy and before long I was emptying my load deep
inside of him.  We were both spent and exhausted and before long we fell
asleep in each others arms.


			       Kyle's Story
				  Part 3

His parents invited me to join them on their vacation at their holiday
cottage down at the coast.  I was ecstatic when my parents agreed, not that
I think they had much choice in the matter, I would be finished with my
schooling by that time and did not really need their approval any more.  We
were both excited about the prospects of spending a full week together,
there was a fully furnished room at the back of the holiday cottage where
we would be crashing, so his parents wouldn't be in our way.  We spent
weeks planning everything we would be doing, I felt like a kid going on my
first camp-out.

School was out and we were leaving early the following morning, it would be
roughly a 6 hour trip, it was going to be hell trying to keep my hands to
myself for that long.  To pass the time we played the usual car games with
his parents, but I don't think you have ever seen two happier faces when we
got first sight of the ocean.  I was 17 years old, and behaving like a 13
year old with a new toy.  It seemed that the road would never end, the last
100km felt like another 1000, all we wanted to do was get there, get naked
and fuck our brains out, the best we could do for each other was a quick
squeeze of the hand every now and again.

Finally we reached the drop zone, the car was unpacked in record time and
we settled ourselves in our room, we couldn't risk more than a hug and
kiss, there was too much activity around us.  We decided to hit the surf,
we pulled on our trunks and headed for the beach.  The beach was just
across the road, we raced to see who would hit the water first.  It was a
close tie, we started the usual water games of "dunk your buddy" the only
difference was that we were using it as a ploy to get a good grope and feel
of each other while we were submerged, pretty soon we were both sporting
raging hard-ons.  Eventually his parents joined us on the beach, which put
a stop to our fun, we let our hard-ons die and walked over to his parents
who had brought some snacks.

Everyone was pretty wiped out from the drive, so we all made an early
departure for bed.  We gave his parents about 15 minutes to settle down
before Kyle jumped the gap between our beds and dived under the covers head
first heading straight for home base.  It was a quick struggle to remove
our underwear, but were soon locked in a 69 position heads bobbing 10 to
the dozen.  There was no slowing down, we switched from sucking the
pleasure out of each other to jerking each other off, both shooting our
loads in unison.  We embraced and kissed, slower and more gentle this time,
taking time to explore each others mouths with our tongues, he cuddled up
into my armpit and we both dropped off to sleep.  I woke up in the middle
of the night with a start, waking Kyle as well, it was too risky to be
caught in the morning in each others arms so Kyle moved back into his bed.

Everything was going as planned, our nights were filled with sweaty passion
and our days were filled with sun and surf.  We fought to contained
ourselves during the days, his parents were ever present.  That is until
the one afternoon they went to do a little grocery shopping, neither of us
was about to let the opportunity pass us by we ducked into our room and
were soon lip locked again.  We both still had our underwear on
fortunately, when there was a rap on the door and without waiting for an
answer the door flew open and his mother came strolling into the room
offering us lunch, she had decided she wouldn't go but would prepare lunch
instead.  Although she never saw us embraced in each others arms, the
frantic scramble that ensued to disembark and resettle on our separate
beds, the fact that we were only in our underwear, immediately led her to
believe that she had interrupted something, she stormed out in disgust
threatening to tell his father when he got back.  Kenneth followed to
assure her that nothing was going on and that we were innocent, we only had
our underwear on because it was hot in the room, and that she gave me a
fright when she came in because I was only in my underpants.  It's
debatable whether she believed him or not, because the atmosphere for the
rest of the holiday was pretty tense, luckily there was only one more full
day before we would be heading back, we decided to take it easy and kept
our distance from each other.