Date: Wed, 29 Apr 2009 10:27:41 -0400
From: spiderwick1 secret <spiderwick1@hotmail.com>
Subject: It Really Hurts  The End

This story is 100% fiction. This story contain sexual contact
between teenage boys. This story may not be legal where
you live or it may be offensive to you, if that is the case
please leaves now


It Really Hurts   The End


A very lonely Mrs. O'Leary, Jerry and Paul, arrived at the O'Leary house,
they went in and sat in the living room, they started to talk
about the services, Jerry was thinking to himself, that he had not seen
Mrs. O'Leary cry since Mike passed, it was something that he
did not understand, it had finally gotten the best of him, he started to
say something when Mrs. O'Leary, after years of watching Mike
suffer through this disease, the knowing that it was only a matter of
time, only at the end, to finally have the love that he kept hidden
come out, he had suffered so much, to see this happen when he had finally
had found his true love, was more than she could handle,
she broke down and started to cry, she stood, ran from the room.

Jerry seeing her break down, was moved to tears himself, he put his head
in his hands and let loose.

Paul walked over and knelt down in front of Jerry, pulled him close, he
put his head of his shoulder, said let it all out, he just held Jerry
tightly, he wrapped his arms around him, was softly rubbing his back
saying, it will be alright, he took Jerry's head in his hands lifted it
up so he could look in his eyes and said, Jerry I know that you are
hurting, I am too, but we need to be strong, we need to help Mrs.
O'Leary, it is going to be very hard for her and we need to be here for
her.

Jerry half smiled and took a deep breath and said, yes you are right, you
and I can suffer through this together, Mrs. O'Leary, has no one.
I think we should go and comfort her. Jerry stood, wiped the tears from
his face and took Paul's hand pulled him to his feet and said, lets
go see if we can make mom feel a little better, then they headed for her
room.

There were standing outside the bedroom and listened as Mrs. O'Leary pour
her heart out, her was really hurting, the boys decided that
the first and most important thing was to help her through this.

Paul knocked on the door and said, may we come in! There was no answer.
He opened the door, stepped into the room and said MOM.

Mrs. O'leary jumped up and screamed, Michael?

Jerry said , no mom it is Paul and I, may we come in?

Mrs. O'Leary sat up on the side of the bed, she looked at the boys and
said, I am so sorry , I should have waited until you left.

Paul smiled and said, then you would have waited a long time, we are not
leaving until all three of us have mourned and have moved on,
if it is a week fine, if it is years, than so be it, I am sorry but we
are not going to allow you to be alone, we both loved Mike and we feel
like part of the family, you accepted us with open arms, our arms will be
open to you anytime you need us.

Jerry said to Paul you go home and let your folks know what we are
planning to do.

Paul said my mom left when I was 3, dad has been working so much I don't
think he even knows he has a son any more, but I will do that now. He
turned and left the room and was headed for home. When he got there his
dad was sitting and watching TV, Paul told his dad
what he wanted to do, his father said, wasn't that the gay boy I heard
about, Paul got very upset and said, Yes dad it was, I loved that
gay boy and he loved me, he loved me more than you, I don't want to be
here any more, I am going to stay with his mother for a while because she
needs me. His dad said, then go I will do much better with out you
anyway, you are the reason your mother left, maybe that gay boys mother
will love you, I surely don't, I was hoping you would leave long ago,
pack your stuff and get out. Paul had tears in his eyes and said, I will,
and just so you can think about what you have done, I am gay, you
fathered me so you deserve what you get. He walked into his room and took
most of his cloths, his bank book that was given to him by his
grandfather with the trust fund he had set up for Paul. Paul walked past
his father, opened the door and as he was leaving he said, no dad, you
are the reason mom left, then he closed the door. He went out, and with
tears in his eyes, he called Jerry and asked if he could pick him up.

Jerry answered the phone and said, I will be right there, about 15
minutes later Jerry pulled up and saw Paul sitting on the curb, he pulled
up and got out and saw the tears in Paul's eyes and asked, are you OK.

Paul wiped away the tears and said, I am now, lets go home.

Jerry said Paul I will not be able to do what you just did, I hope you
understand, I still love my parents and have missed them the past week.

Paul said, Jerry I understand, you have to understand that I will see
more love with Mrs. O'Leary than I have seen from my father in the past
10 years.

They arrived at the O'Leary house, they got out and together brought
Paul's things in, Mrs. O'Leary had regained her composure, was sitting in
the living room when the boys came in, Paul waked up to her and said, I
do not have a place to stay, do you think I could stay here?

Mrs. O'Leary stood and hugged Paul and said, of course it will do us both
a lot of good, I will not be so lonely and you will have a place to stay.

Paul said, oh there is just one thing I have to ask.

Mrs. O'Leary said, what is it?

Paul with a single tear running down his cheek asked, can I call you MOM.

Mrs. O'Leary started to tear and pulled him to her, they stood there for
about 5 minutes just hugging each other, they broke the hug and Mrs.
O'leary said I accept that under one condition, only if you let me call
you son, I think Mike would like that.

The day ended, Mrs. O'Leary went to sleep knowing that she was not going
to be alone.

Paul went to bed knowing that he finally had a place to live that would
be filled with love.

Jerry went to bed because, he was tired, he missed Mike terribly and he
wanted to be able to start a new life with Paul.

Paul woke up about midnight and felt a little strange, he looked over to
his left and he saw Jerry sleeping soundly, his head next to his
shoulder and his arm on his chest. He smiled and thought, Mike you are a
stinker. you planned this for a long time, I hope you know how happy you
made me. He took a deep breath and looked at the foot of the bed, he
thought he saw a vision of MIke just shaking his head yes, Paul looked as
the vision faded, then said quietly, Thanks Mike, I will always love you.



I would like to thanks everyone that responded to this story, I had a
very hard time writing it, I think I cried as much as all of you.
your kind works and tender thoughts helped write this story more than I
could ever say. Please accept my thanks to all of you
for reading my story


Well the story has come to an end, Please let me know what you think
email me at spiderwick1@hotmail.com, I will answer all emails as soon
as possible, Once again thanks to all of you.