Date: Sat, 28 Nov 2009 01:43:17 -0500
From: jacobmillertex@aol.com
Subject: Jacob Finding His Way: Chapter 2

{Jacob Finding His Way, is based on true events in my life. As I am writing
this story, I am above the age of 21. Any similarity to any other events,
names, or life events is pure accidental. If you are a under age,
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				 Chapter 2


I woke up Saturday morning, went to the den, and had breakfast with my
mother, sister and bother. It was my turn to do the dishes, so I got them
out of the way. Headed to my room, and sat on my bed about to turn on the
television, but I heard a lot of noise coming from next door. There
shouldn't be any noise, the apartment is empty.

Glanced out the window, and saw a family moving in. I decided I wanted to
be snoopy, so I went and threw on a pair of running paints, socks, and high
top sneakers. Put my hand through my hair, then headed out side.

Sat on the stars, and was trying to look as if I was doing nothing, which
wasn't hard to do. It looked like it was a family of two daughters and one
son. So far it looks like its only the mother.

The young man looks around my age, maybe a year older, but gave me the
creeps. He was dressed all in black, pants looked like they were painted on
him, really tight. Don't get me wrong, I like guys in tight pants, but I
want to see the whole package, and you couldn't see it on him. Long black
hair, passed his shoulders, and what looks like skulls for rings on his
hands.

As I was sitting looking, my sister and Joey's sister came up, and scared
me half to death.

"Hey bro, what are you doing?"

"Nothing, just getting out of the house."

"Looks like we have new neighbors now."

"Ya that's true."

I was looking up at my sister and her friend, and man does she look like
Joey, just the female model of Joey.

"Oh sorry you two haven't met yet. Fran this my brother Jacob, Jacob this
is Fran."

I stood up, extended my hand to shake hers.

"Nice to meet you Fran. Are you and my sister in the same grade and class
together?"

"Yes!"

"Cool." I sat back down on the stairs.

"You know Jacob, she is Joeys sister?"

"I didn't know, that's cool!"

Playing dumb, which wasn't a stretch for me to do.

"Hey, your not the Jacob that goes to high school with brother, are you."

"Yes I am. Met him in the nurses office yesterday morning."

"Yep, he got home yesterday and couldn't stop talking about you. How cool
you are, and how you sat with him during lunch when the whole student body
was ignoring him, and the classes you have together. Thanks for helping him
out yesterday!"

"Not a problem. Joey is a cool guy, I feel proud to have him as a
friend. What is he up today?"

"Not much. Same as always, sitting in front of the television playing Sega
Saturn, like he always does."

"Oh, he doesn't come out and hang or go over across the street to the
park?"

"No he doesn't. He use to, you couldn't get him to stay in doors for
nothing. But what happen to him last summer, his kind of afraid of his own
shadow."

"Ya, a lot people keep hinting around to this thing that happen last
summer. Including Joey. I gauss when he feels comfortable on telling me
what happen, he will. Won't push him to tell me."

"Thank you Jacob. If you want to could go down and hang with him. If you
play video games, that is."

"I will, thanks,"

As I got up, my sister and Fran walked with me to Fran's and Joey's
apartment. We headed in, and Fran introduced me to her mom and dad, and
told me to go down the hall, and his room is the last one on the right.

I headed down the hall, nervous as hell, got to the door, trembling, and
knocked on the door. I heard Joey say come in. I opened the door, and their
he was, sitting on his bed. Man is this guy hot. Wearing a white v neck
t-shirt, basket ball shorts, besides seeing guys in tight pants, I love
looking at them in basketball shorts. Just something about basketball
shorts that gets me going. You could kind of see the guys package, but
not. Very nice legs, built just right for his body, and not much hair on
them. White socks and basketball sneakers.

I know my southern regions got hard instantly. I was hoping Joey couldn't
see that I popped a boner right their and then.

"Hey Joey, what's up? Your sister was hanging with my sister, and invited
to come down and hang."

"Not much. Thanks for coming. My sister is always worried about me. That I
am spending to much time in front of the television, and no time outside
making friends."

"Hey that's wrong, you made a friends at school yesterday."

He looked at me with a question look on his face. Friends, as more then
one, where did I get my information. I kind of giggled, he looked so cute
like that. He was like a littler kid about to get a piece of candy.

"Me and Chase and the guys. Chase was telling me on the walk home
yesterday, how cool he thought you were, and the guys the felt the same
way."

"Thanks to you Jake. They wouldn't have come over and sat with, if it
wasn't for you."

"Nonsense, once people see the type of person you are, they wouldn't think
twice on being your friend."

Joey laughed, and returned his attention to the game he was playing. I
looked over and realized he was playing Street Fighter. I loved that game,
I kicked butt in it. One of the very few games that I did play well.

"Hey, don't just stand their, come over here and sit down on the bed, sorry
that I have no chairs. Do you want to play? I am playing Street Fighter."

"Cool man, hell ya I want to play. Better hold onto to your money, I am
very good at this game."

"We will see about that. Who do you want to be?

"Blanca of course."

I headed over to Joey's bed, sat down, as he bent down to grab the other
controller, to plug it in. As he was bending down, his basketball shorts
hugged his butt just right. Joey has a bubble but, and boy do I love bubble
butts. I got hard once again instantly, as I was readjusting my package in
hopes that Joey couldn't tell I was hard, he sat back down. Right next to
me on the bed. Although I couldn't feel his leg, skin on skin, his leg was
rubbing against mine.

Joey handed me the second controller, and we started to play. At first
against each other, but he got tried of me jumping on, and eating him. In
the game, not their on the bed, only I wish. We decided to play the
computer. Every time he made a move, he would get closer to me, and rub his
thigh on my thigh. I can say this, through the whole morning I was hard as
a rock.

Joey's parents yelled at him, letting him know it was time for him and his
sister to say good bye to there guest. Joey and I got up and headed towards
the door. He stopped right at the door:

"It was nice hanging with you Jake. I cant remember the last time I had
this much fun."

"I had a lot of fun as well. Thanks for having me over."

"Anytime, I mean it, anytime. Please come back when ever you want."

"I will, thanks my friend!"

We headed out of his room down the hallway, and got to the living room,
where my sister and Fran was standing. I turned and thanked Joey's parents
for letting me hang for the morning, and then me and my sister said our
good byes. We stepped out the door, and headed home.

I was so happy, in my own little world, that I didn't hear a word that was
spoken while we all ate lunch. All I could remember is my mother telling us
to stay away from the new neighbors. I gauss she seen them.

After lunch, I went outside and just sat on the stairs. Thinking about the
morning events. Wondering if I even had a chance with Joey, or even the
rumors are true about him being gay. He, nor his sister has confirmed the
rumors. I am not about to put my foot in my mouth and ask either of the
two.

As I was thinking, I heard the door open to the up stairs apartment, but
yet no one came out. I know the guys up there. They were the first ones I
met here, when we moved in at the beginning of the summer. Jason, the son
of the people that live in that apartment, and Jeff, I found out that they
are best friends from high school. They graduated last year.

Jason's parents are truck driver's, that means they are rarely home. So I
figure that's why Jeff moved in, to keep there son company and all. Jason
is the hot one of the two. He always has a girl around, and they are always
partying. Jason is about 6 feet tall, looks like he played football, like
quarterback, cause he has that kind of build and body. Gorgeous blue eyes,
kind of white skin, which is weird, because he is Hispanic. He always wears
these faded blue jeans, loose towards the bottom, but just right where it
counts. Brown hair, just a cute as they come. No wonder why he always has
woman hanging on him.

Jeff is a different story. He is plain as they come. Stands around 5'10,
black long hair, brown eyes, and a beginning of a bear belly. I gauss its
do to all those years of drinking in high school. I believe he hangs with
Jason, to get his left over's.

As I was looking up, Jason walks out of his front door, and waives at me to
come up.

"Hey Jacob, what's up man?"

"Not much, just taking it easy. How about you? Looks like another night of
partying with Jeff and a lot of hot babes!"

"No, Jeff is gone for the weekend. Had to go home, something happened. And
I don't feel like partying today anyways. I figure to just hang out, throw
a couple of six packs down, and watch a little television."

"Sounds like a boring night for you. I figure once in a while, a person has
to take a break of partying."

"That's true man, that's true. Why don't you come up later this evening and
kick it with me?'

"That sounds cool, need to ask my mother. I am pretty sure she will say
yes."

"If she does, come up around six or seven. Let her know we will be watching
movies to around midnight or so."

"I will, thanks Jason, see you later."

Jason headed in, and I headed back down stairs to my apartment, and went
in. The rest of the afternoon went quickly, ate dinner, cleaned up, and
headed to my room. Around five thirty. I went up front to the living room,
and asked my mom if I could hang with Jason. She kind of gave me a look,
but said yes. I don't think she likes it that Jason is a lot older then me,
but she wants me to have friends, so she forgets the age difference.

I headed up stairs about six thirty, and Jason's front door was open, Jason
was sitting on his couch in the living room. He was wearing a tight
t-shirt, his faded blue jeans, white sneakers. He just looked hot. As I was
looking at him, he looked up.

"Hey buddy come on in a take a seat. Wait before you take a seat, head to
the kitchen and grab yourself a soda, and come back."

"Thanks Jason!"

Grabbed a soda, headed back to the sofa, sat down, Jason was fooling around
with the remote control.

"So what you say we just start watching a movie?"

"Sounds like a plan to me!"

The movie started, and we just sat there and watched. Once in a while Jason
would say something about the movie, I would agree. Or he would say
something about a hot girl he was with, and then readjust his package. Each
time I would look, in hopes he wouldn't see me look.

Jason kept drinking, by the time the first movie ended, he already drank
two six packs. He got up, changed out the movies, and shut the front
door. And sat back down.

Once again, as before, we would talk crap about the movie, and he would
tell me about the woman he slept with. I was popping a boner, just
imagining it was me that was with Jason. He kept drinking, by now, I figure
the guy was wasted.

Jason kept saying more and more on how horny he was, and how he wish he had
a girl there to at least give him a blow job. Suddenly, he moved next to
me, and put his arm around me, as if pretending to put me in a choke hold.

Pulling my head down, almost right at his crotch. And he was right, he was
horny, I could see the outline of his cock through his jeans. Man is he
big, what wouldn't I give to put my mouth on that cock.

Jason let go, and just sat there, and watched the movie. He didn't move
back to his side of the couch, and kept playing with himself. He was
wasted, that was a for sure thing. He then undid his belt, and sat there.

"Jacob, can I ask you a favor?"

"What's up Jason, ask away!"

"It must stay between the two of us, and probably I wont even remember it
in the morning any ways. Cause I am so wasted."

"What's up Jason!"  "Its going to sound kind of weird, and I know that. We
are both guys, straight, so it shouldn't be weird really. Guys do it all
the time. I am so horny man, will you jerk me off?"

To say that I was stunned, is a understatement of the year. I liked Jason
from the first time I saw him. Just what he wore, the jeans, got me going
each time I ran into him. Don't get me wrong, I really want to do this, but
does he think I am gay? If I do it, will he spread the rumors that I am
gay? Is this some kind of trick on his part?

So many questions are going through my mind, one side of me, has wanted
this all summer long, is saying, go for it. The other side, the side that
has put up this wall of protection, at no means let anyone know that I am
gay, is saying, don't do it, slam the breaks.

I gauss Jason sees that I am thinking to much about it, just his look on
his face says it all. He has been talking with a major slur, his downed
near four six packs of bear, so no question this guy is wasted.

"Jacob don't worry so much man, guys do it all the time. Its part of
growing up. And again we wont talk about it afterwards at all!"

"Ok then, just as long as it stays here between the two of us."

"It will. Trust me, I don't want the babes to know I let a guy jerk me
off. Its just, there's no ladies here tonight!"

Lucky for me. I got even closer to Jason, and started to reach out my hand
to his jeans, near his zipper is. My hand was trembling, this will be the
first time I will touch another mans dick. Something I have wanted for a
very long time.

I put my hand on his lap, stumbled around a little, then I found the
prize. Jason's dick was already hard as I rock. I started rubbing his dick
through his jeans, moans started coming out of Jason. I looked up to his
face, and his eyes were closed. I kept rubbing his dick through his jeans
until a wet spot started to appear. It was a sight to see.

Then I decided to look at what I imagined was there between Jason's legs. I
finished undoing his belt, unbuttoned his jeans, and slowly brought his
zipper down. Parted his paints, and I got even harder, if that was
possible. He was wearing what looked like white boxer briefs.

Took my hand further down his zipper, between the jeans and his
underwear. Jason was hard, I was able to see the out line of his dick
through his underwear. It wanted to come out, pushing at his boxer
briefs. I looked up, Jason still had his eyes closed, but a smile on his
face.

I started to remove his jeans, Jason lifted his waist to help me pull them
down. There he was, sitting on his couch, jeans at his ankles, and just in
his bright white boxer briefs, with his dick struggling to get free. Felt
him up again, played with his dick with his underwear on. Jason began to
moan even more.

At that point, I really wanted to see his dick so bad, I decided to pull
his boxer briefs down. Once again Jason helped me by lifting his waist, and
there goes down his underwear to his ankles.

Jason's dick popped up, and man it was a sight to see. Way better then I
imagined it to be. It had to be at least nine inches long, maybe around six
inches in width. I put my hand around it, and I was in heaven. Started to
move my hand up and down, already leaking pre cum. Using his pre cum to wet
his shaft, it made it even easier to go up and down.

"Man that feels so dam good, please don't stop, keep going, keep going,
PLEASE!"

I wasn't going real fast, but not slow as well. Jason was moaning as if
there was no tomorrow. I knew then, he was enjoying it. I looked at his
face, big smile was across it, eyes still closed. Then I thought popped in
my head, and I said what the hell.

I bent down, and licked his dick with my tong, several times. Jason moved,
and I looked up scared. I thought I went to far, and he was about to get up
and kick my butt. But he didn't.

"Don't stop, that felt so go. Go for it."

Then I bent back down remembering all that I read on how to suck dick,
flooded into my mind. Put his dick in my mouth, remembering to watch my
teeth, went down maybe four inches, and came back up. Went down again, I
little further, and kept doing it, each time further and further until I
had his entire dick in my mouth.

He was moaning so loud, I was afraid my family might hear him in our
apartment down stairs. I didn't stop, I kept sucking him, taking his dick
out of my mouth, licking up and down his shaft. Licking further down each
time until I got to his balls.

I took his left ball in my mouth, then his right one. Jason seemed to be in
heaven at that point, I knew I had him where I wanted. Played with his
balls for a while, then moved back up to the tip of his dick, licking it,
making Jason moan even louder.

"Man that feels so dam good, please don't stop, keep doing it! Put it in
your mouth, no one has ever deep throated me, like you have!"

I went back down on him, up and down, little faster now, he was moaning
more and more.

"Don't stop, please don't stop, I am about to cum, don't stop!"

He kept saying, at that point I slowed down. As Jason settled from his
climax, a brought him right back up to it again, to just slow down
again. Not allowing him to cum. Did it to Jason at least five or six times.

"Please stop doing that, let me cum, please just let me cum!"

Jason yelled out. I then started going down on him real fast, bringing
Jason once more to his climax.

"I am going to cum, watch out, its coming!"

I removed my mouth, and started to jerk him off, and he did it. Shot his
first load over his head on the wall, second one hit his face, as the third
one did. The other four or so hit his chest and stomach. And then he was
done, drained.

I got up, sat back down next to him, watching trying to catch his breath
from his high. Then I did something I never thought I would have the balls
to do. I leaned over, pressed my lips against his, at first his eyes popped
open, then he closed them, and open his mouth. We were playing tong hockey,
and I didn't want it to end. To me, it seemed like hours of kissing, but it
was, maybe thirty seconds.

I stopped kissing Jason, to catch my breath, then sat back down on the
couch next to him. Looking at him, waiting to see what he was going to
say. If he was going to call me a fag now, and then throw me out.

Jason finally caught his breath, got up, moved his pants and underwear half
up his legs, and made his way to the restroom. I heard the water turn on,
with in a few minutes, he reappeared in the living with his pants back on,
buttoned, zipped, and sealed. He looked at me, said nothing at first, and
then.

"Don't worry Jacob, there was nothing wrong with what we did. We all try it
out, I did, and I liked it. don't get me wrong, I love the girls, I will
never get with a guy in a relationship, because I love the girls!"

"Cool!"

"We wont speak of this to no one. Now you can say you tried it out with
another guy. Thanks Jacob for doing it for me. Nothing has or will change
between the two of us. We are, and will always be friends!"

"Thank you Jason. I always wondered what it would be like doing that to
another guy. Now I know, probably without a second thought, I wont do it
again!"

Playing it off, I really didn't want him, nor anyone know that I love and
wanted just guys. We both laughed, knocked fist, and I headed out. It was
already 11:30, so I figure to just head on home and call it a night.

Got downstairs to my apartment, went in, turned off the lights and headed
to my room. My brother was awake talking on the phone when I went into the
bedroom. He just looked at me, and went back to his call. I knew then, I
was going to bed with blue balls. I never got off, and I was still hard as
a rock. Plus I knew I was going to have dreams, oh sweat dreams of Jason
tonight.

Before I knew it, I heard my mother yelling that breakfast was ready. It
felt like I just put my head on the pillow, and now its time to eat. I got
up, headed to restroom, cleaned up, and headed to eat.

Afterwards, I took a shower, and then, I was able to jerk off to get rid of
my blue balls. Had to do it quickly, don't want my brother nor sister know
what I was doing. I hit climax real quickly, and shot out so hard, I fell
to my knees. Caught my breath, showered, got dressed and headed outside.

As I was sitting on the stairs, Jason came out of his apartment, and headed
down stairs. We hit fist, and Jason asked:

"Hey, I am heading to go and play some hoops, want to come?"

"Na, I am no good at it. You would wipe the floor with me!"

"I can teach you. Practice does make perfect!"

"I would take you up on your offer, but I know my mother wont let me. I was
lucky she let me go up last night to watch movies, there's no way she will
let me head out and play basketball."

"No problem then. Maybe next weekend then. I really want to get you out on
the court and show you some moves!"

"Sounds like a plan. Look forward to it!"

Jason think winked, we hit fist again, and he headed off in his car. I was
relieved that nothing has changed. we talked like nothing happened last
night. That's the way I wanted it.

Just sitting there. Kind of stunned of what I did last night. I wanted to
do that for a while now, and I finally did it. Man did I like it, it was
every thing I thought it would be and then some. I went back in side and
plotted myself in front of the television.

Around two, I decided to go and pop my head in at Joey's. He is the one a
truly want. Headed to his house, knocked on the door, and Joey's mother
answered the door.

"Hello Mss. Alveraz, is Joey here?"

"Yes he is Jacob, his in his room. Wait here, and I will call him."

Joey's mom walked down the hallway, and a few moments later, Joey came into
the living room. He looked awesome as the first time I saw him. Wearing
polo shirt, a pair of slacks, and dress shoes. The slacks fitted his body
just right, snug in the right regions, and get loser as the pant leg goes
down. He was hot.

"Hey Jacob, what's up man?'

"Not much, just wanted to see if you could hang today."

"I don't see why not. What do you want to do?"

"I really don't know. Maybe go across to the park, and just hang."

"Let me ask my mom and see."

Joey headed back down the hallway, and disappeared in the room across from
his.

(FROM JOEY'S POINT OF VIEW)

"Mom, can I go out to the park with Jacob, please?"

"I don't know son, we cant see you there, nor protect you there."

"Mom please, I don't believe anything is going to happen. Those who hurt
me, don't live around here."

"I know son, just we really don't know Jacob at all. He seems to be a nice
guy, but who knows if he is or not. That is what worry's me."

"Mom, he is new here, and at school. He saw what the other students were
doing to me at lunch, he ignored them, and still sat with me and
ate. Doesn't that say something about his character?"

"It does, don't get me wrong. But he still doesn't know about you
Joey. What happens if you both become close friends, and then he finds out
about you? He doesn't like gay people? He responds like the other's have? I
cant go through it again son. I love you so much, I would change places
with you, when you are hurting, in a heart beat. I don't want to see you
hurting so much son!"

My mom started crying, I made my way to her side and hugged her. Stayed
there until she stopped crying. I looked into her face, the care, and love
that is there, pulled tears to my eyes I couldn't hide.

"Mom, I know you worry so much, and I know you care about me and Fran. I
really do believe Jacob isn't like that."

"Make you a deal son, you go back up front seat down with Jacob, and tell
him what happen last summer, and that your gay. See how he reacts to the
news. If he is a good person at heart, nothing will change, if not, he will
walk out the door. Either way, we will know.'

"Mom, I don't want to test the only friendship I have."

"I know son, but that's the only way we will be secure enough on allowing
you to leave this house. That way when he finds out, its here, and we can
protect you more here."

"Ok mom, I will."

"I will be watching, just in case."

"He wont do anything, he isn't like that."

My mom shook her head, and I headed out back to the living room. Jacob was
still standing in the same spot he was when I went to my mothers room. I
felt bad for him, he looked nervous.

As well he looked will cute. Jacob had on a t-shirt that fitted him just
right, a pair of blue jeans, not tight but not loose as well, and a pair of
black snickers. He is very hot.

"Sorry Jacob for taking so long, please take a seat."

"No problem, thank you."

"Can I get you something to drink?"

"That's cool, I coke will be fine, if you have one."

I headed to the kitchen, grabbed two cokes, and headed back, sat next to
Jacob on the couch, and handed him his coke. Looked into his eyes, and just
melted. All the care I saw in his eyes.

"Jacob, my mom will let me go, but first I need to talk to you about
something."

"Go for it, you could talk to me about anything Joey!"

"Thanks! Please, don't say anything until I am done. Then you can say
anything that is on your mind. Ok?"

"Ok!"

I was really nervous, sweating kind of bad, but I looked up at Jacob and
started to tell him about me and what had happen.

"Jacob, I don't know if you have heard of what happen to me last summer or
not. I know I have hinted around it, but never went into detail about
it. So here it goes:

Last June, I was in the quad at the high school, just sitting there,
minding my own business. I just finished running the track, and was about
to head back home. When four of the junior football members came around and
saw me just sitting there. Started calling me names, and just ragging on
me.

I didn't even know these guys. I was about to be a freshman, so I was
getting scared. I looked around, and there was no one around. They kept
taunting me, calling me fag this fag that. You know what we do with fags
here in Texas, they said.

At that point I was getting really scared, so I got up. And started to walk
away. Before I knew it, one of them tripped me. I flew to the ground, and
my face hit the concrete. Blood started to run down my face as I got up
again to leave. I felt tear drops forming in my eyes, but I wasn't about to
let them see me cry.

They knew it. They started shouting, the poor faggot is going to
cry. What's wrong, the fag cant take a fall. I kept walking, and then
another football player appeared in front of me, I didn't even know where
he came from. He pushed me to the ground.

Which this time I landed on my butt, and hard. Again, I tried to get up,
but this time, they didn't let me. They pushed me down, taunting me. Don't
faggots like to be on their knees, sucking dick. Stay down there on your
knees fag.

I tried again to try to get up, but once again they pushed me down, and
this time they kicked me to my side and back. It was so hard. I doubled
over in the sitting position. They started yelling at me, oh, the faggot
wants to try and suck his own dick. I heard they try the weird shit. And
then they started kicking me again.

Tried to get up, but couldn't, they kept pushing me down and kicking
me. Then I tried to craw away, but still, they blocked me. Before I knew
it, they started kicking me harder and harder, everywhere on my body. As
they were kicking me, I felt my ribs break, I felt this pain that I have
never felt before in my life, I covered my face with hands, and went into a
ball.

The more it seemed that I tried to protect myself from the kicking, they
kicked me even more. One of them started to punch me in the gut and face,
real hard. The others just kept kicking me. Then I heard them telling one
of them to grab a rock, he must, because the next thing I knew, I felt it
hitting my head. Felt the blood coming down my face.

At that point I was crying, begging them to stop. But they wouldn't, they
just kept on going. I was screaming out in pain, crying so bad, I was
hurting, and they just would not stop.

Before I knew it, someone grabbed my belt and ripped it off, then another
tugged and ripped off my shirt. Finally they were able to pull down my
pants and rip off my underwear. I was crying so bad, begging them to stop,
all they did was laugh, and kept beating on me.

I was going in out at that point, I really didn't know anything
anymore. When I was awake, I was begging for my life, crying so hard, but
they didn't listen. One of them went to grab a bat, and started hitting me
with it, and another wanted to do something else with that bat.

When they were about to do it, I heard someone yell, clinging sounds, and
voices. I went out again, and when I woke up, the beating had stopped, I
looked up, couldn't really see, because my eyes were already swelled shut,
but what I saw was I cop, at least I thought it was.

I went out again, when I came through, I think I was in a ambulance being
rushed to the hospital. I went out again. I was told, I didn't wake up
again for over two weeks. The doctors thought I was going to die.

Pretty much either all of my ribs were broken or cracked. I had a clasped
lung on my left side, broken leg and arm, broken cheek and jaw bone. They
knocked out several of my teeth, both eyes were swollen shut. The worst I
was told I had, was, they actually cracked my skull when they hit me with
the rock. The doctors say, I was lucky all I had was a concussion, not
brain damage. Its still tender where it cracked.

I staid in the hospital up till the beginning of August, then came home to
get better. The doctors said I was one lucky man, I should have died, with
the severe injuries I had. I had a strong will to live, the doctors said,
that could only explain it.

Jacob, I am gay, but I wont and didn't hit on them or any straight guy. I
know better then that. That's what they told the cops, and they believed
them, and let them go. They almost killed me, all because I am gay. That
gave them the right to almost kill me.

So that is why my parents are so protected of me. They don't want to see me
get hurt any more. So that is what happen. I am gay, and if you don't like
me for that, it is best we end it here. I don't want to loose you as a
friend, but I don't want to get hurt either."

I looked over at Jacob, and tears were running down his face, he looked
like a ton of bricks fell on him. He looked so sad. I felt bad.

"Joey, you are my friend, and a very kind a good person. No one deserves
what you went through, no one. And then nothing happened to those who did
that to you. I have never told anyone in my life what I am about to tell
you, not even my family. I trust it will stay between the two of us."

"Yes, I will never tell!"

"Because what you went through, that is my biggest fear as well. I am gay
also."

Joeys eyes just popped open wide when I said that.

"I never told anyone, because I feared getting beaten up or killed. I came
to the conclusion that I will stay lonely for the rest of my life. For the
fear of my life! Please don't tell anyone Joey, please? You are the only
one I have told."

"I wont Jacob, I promise!"

More tears rowed down Jacobs face, I leaned over, and we hugged for a
while. It felt good that I finally found someone I could me with, and not
hide or worry about me or him.

I let go, looked at Jacob, and right their, we became closer then I have
ever been with another guy. I got up, and started to walk back down the
hall.

"I will be right back Jacob. I need see if my mom will let me go out? If
you still want to?"

"Ya, of course I do!"

I got to my moms room, knocked on the door, and went in. I saw my mom
sitting on her chair, crying. I went over to her, and hugged her until she
stopped crying.

"Anytime that story is told, my heart breaks all over again Joey. The pain
I went through that day comes flooding back. And my hatred towards those
kids gets renewed."

"Don't cry mom, please don't cry!"

"Jacob seems to be the person you said he is. I should listen to you
Joey. I see in his eyes, he loves you with all his heart son, he loves
you."

"I see that to mom, but please mom, don't tell anyone about him. Not dad or
Fran. No one. He asked that of me."

"Son I will never put someone in the position you were in. I wont speak a
word of it to a sol. When ever his ready, he can tell people, your sister,
dad, and who ever else. Not our spot to do so."

"Thank you mom, I love you so much!"

"I love you as well son! And yes you can go out with Jacob anytime. Just
you two must be very careful, please son. This is a bad world we live in."

"I know mom, and we will, I promise!"

"Promise me as well, if you two ever become a couple, you keep it quite,
not tell anyone, Just for your safety son, that's all!"

"I promise mom, I promise, but that still a ways off. Right now we are just
friends."

(JACOBS POINT OF VIEW)

So I was just sitting there, still with a knot in my throat, couldn't
believe what happen to Joey. I knew people hated people like me and
him. They think we just woke up one morning, and thought, heck lets make
our lives hard, I want to have sex with the same sex. Dam it, it isn't by
choice. Why cant people understand this, why?

As I was sitting there, thinking on what Joey said, and knowing now on, we
will haft to be even more careful on what we do. If these five guys got
away with what they did, by just simply saying Joey was hitting on
them. Who knows what else they would do in future.

Then Joey appeared taking me out of thought:

"Hey man are you ready to head on out?"

I looked up at him, and man he just glows. Joey changed into a black
t-shirt, black jeans, and sneakers. Once again, those jeans tight in all
the right places.

"Yes, lets head on out!'

"What do you want to do Jacob?'

"Anything, just as long as I stay out of my house for a while!"

"Cool."

We headed down the street, across to the park, and just hung out. We talked
about all sorts of stuff. What sports we liked, teams we like, how
different or same it was growing up. But we never touched on the subject
again about last summer.

We both liked the Dallas Cowboys for football, differ in basketball. I
liked the Bulls, but he liked the Spears. In baseball, we met half way, and
the only reason for that is, I have two favorite teams, the New York
Yankees and the Braves, he liked the Braves.


Before we knew it, I looked at my watch, and was time for dinner. Told
Joey, and wished it wasn't time. We headed back to his apartment, we shook
hands, and I waited to ensure he was inside his apartment. Then I headed
home myself.

That evening went by quickly, I showered, got ready for school, and headed
off to bed. The alarm clock went off, and a start of a new weak. I dressed,
ran to the kitchen, grabbed a bowl of cereal, and headed out.

As I made it to Chase's street, he was once again waiting on me.

"What's up Jacob the man? How was the weekend?"

"It was cool, and yours?"

"Boring, nothing really happened! Kind of looked forward for school. That
is how sad the weekend was!"

"Same here with me!"

We both laughed, and kept walking to school. As we got their, same as
always, heading down to get breakfast. I though just nibbled at my
food. didn't want a repeat of Friday. We talked with the guys, nothing
earth shattering news. Then headed to class.

I wanted first period to go by fast, I wanted to see Joey again. Finally
the bell rang, Chase and I headed to second period. When we headed in,
there in the front was Joey already sitting at his desk.

I looked at him, he smiled, we bumped fist, and Chase follow behind me, and
did as well. Grabbed our seats when the final bell rang. The rest of the
morning went by fast. Now and then, any time I or Joey could, we talked to
each other.

Lunch came around, and we all, including Joey sat at the same table and
ate. Juan was talking about this girl he was going to ask out, and the
other guys were trying to give him advice on how to do it. I stayed out of
it, and Joey was quite about it as well.

We headed out to the quad, and stood there talking about pretty much
nothing. Then it started, across the quad:

"Their he is, the fudge packer, the faggot. I gauss you didn't get the
hint. We don't like your kind around here!"

At that point, it looked like half of the football team was coming towards
us. I looked at Joey, and you could see the fear in his eyes, how scared he
was. I spoke up:

"Hey guys, just ignore them, lets get out of here."

"Sounds like a good idea to me!" Chase stated.

We started walking off, but before we could get far, one of the guys,
pulled on Joey's shirt, and slammed him against the ground. I turned
around, and walked towards Joey, to block the guys from hitting him. I was
no where near built like these guys, but I wasn't going down without a
fight.

The other students started chanting, fight, fight, fight. I looked at Joey,
and he was really scared. He was shaking really bad. I extending my hand,
and got Joey up. Then looked at the guys coming towards us.

"Look at you guys, just one of you is about twice the size of this guy. And
there's what six or seven of you? What men you are, we haven't had a
winning season, for what a decade. I gauss, the only good you are for is
ganging up on a defense guys. That's pussy of you all."

"Better what your mouth, faggot lover, or you will be along side this
faggot going to the hospital."

"You may be bigger then me, and without a doubt in my mind, you all could
take me down, but I wont go down without a fight. And I will take as many
as I can with me."

"I would like to see you do that."

"Keep coming, and you will see. I am not afraid of you, nor his Joey. Joey
is twice the man any of you are. He doesn't need a gang to back him up, and
beat up smaller and younger kids like you guys!"

"Screw you faggot lover!"

Then a fist came flying towards me. I moved to my right, and he
missed. Kind of stumbled, I gauss the idiot put his entire weight of his
body behind his throw. I stood there as he regained his footing, and threw
another punch. I defended it off, and did nothing. Once again, he threw
another punch, blocked it off, then I threw my first punch, in fact my
first punch in my life, hit him squarely on the chin, and he flew back, but
didn't fall.

He grabbed his face, and looked at me. I think he was more stunned that I
actually hit him, then the hit itself. The look on his face was anger, he
was about to charge, when another football player appeared, held him back.

"Leave these guys alone Brian. They haven't done you any wrong!"

"Yes they have, that one over there is the faggot we beat up in the summer,
and this one is a faggot lover, who defends this scum."

"So what, who cares what they are. Just let it go."

"And if I don't?"

"You heard the coach, you get into another fight again, any of you, your
off the team for good. I don't know about you guys, I want to win this
year!"

Brian just looked at his other players, shook his head, and they headed
off. The guy that stopped the fight stayed back, and introduced himself.

"Hey, I am Todd, sorry about that!"

"That's cool, it wasn't your fault!"

"Ya I know, but Brian is a idiot most of the time. Just be careful of
him. If he gives you any more trouble, track me down and let me know. I
don't approve on what he did to your friend last summer, it sickens me!"

"Thanks, and by the way my name is Jacob and this is Joey."

"Cool, got to jet."

We tapped fist, and Adrian ran after the other football players. Then I
looked at Joey, he was still shriving, as I was, I patted him on the back
and we headed off to the guys.

"Thank you Jacob for what you did for me!"

"Not a problem, we share a lot together. I will always have your back no
matter what."

Joey smiled, and we reached Chase and the guys. Chase just looked at me,
and said:

"You have some big balls my friend, some big balls."

"I tell you something you guys, I was shitting in my pants. Man was I
scared, but no one, I mean no one picks on my friends. I will always defend
my friends, no matter what the odds are."

"Still Jacob, that was so dam cool. Plus you actually hit Brian, how cool
is that?"

"Not cool if I got my butt kicked!"

We all laughed, and headed in. I kind of felt proud of myself, for the
first time in my life I didn't back down or ran. What is going on with me,
am I that hot for Joey, that I would get my brains bashed in to show my
love. That is really crazy.

Joey once again thanked me, and finally he looked like he settled
down. Some color returned to his face.

"Jacob, I need to let you know, what I know about Brian, he isn't going to
let this go. He needs to redeem his name and pride. Please be very careful,
please!"

"I will. I know its not over. Guys like Brian wont let it sit unless they
win, and everyone knows that he won."

At that point, the bell rang for fourth period class, and we all headed
different directions. Except for Chase, Joey and I, we have the same
schedule, and so we headed to class. I knew I better watch my back every
moment while I was here at school. The moment I let my guard down, that's
when Brian and his friends will attack.


{Hey guys, I hope you enjoyed the second installment of my story. I am
enjoying writing the story, its bringing memories back. So I hope you liked
it and keep reading the future installments. It is based on my life in high
school, just the names were changed, but the location is pretty much the
same. I put in a little sex scene in this chapter, but I am basing this on
my life events, and at first, I really didn't have sex of any kind. So when
you do get sex scenes, its true, and did happen. Like the one in this
chapter. So remember please, this story is more about finding true love,
then anything else. Keep reading the future chapters, and enjoy, please
email me and let me know how I am doing at jacobmillertex@aol.com, Thanks!}