Date: Thu, 18 Oct 2001 22:03:48 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jeff Spencer <ecolio157h700@yahoo.com>
Subject: Jeff Comes Out

When I was about a block away from Jeff's house on my bike, I saw Eddy
DiCarlo leave the house, get into his Mustang and drive away. At first I
didn't think anything of it, since the three of us are on our high school's
baseball team. I didn't think that Jeff was hanging out with Eddy; Eddy's
kind of a `fast lane' guy and Jeff and I have been friends since second
grade, and were both in Boy Scouts and altar boys together. Not really,
`fast lane'.

When I got to Jeff's front door, I knocked, but I didn't hear any reply. I
thought maybe he was busy in his room and didn't hear me. I opened the door
and yelled, "Hi", but still didn't hear anything. I knew Jeff's parents
wouldn't be home, since they both work and, anyway, their cars weren't in
the drive. I continued inside, a little puzzled. I walked over to Jeff's
room, and found his door ajar. I was horrified by what I saw.

Jeff was naked on the bed, sobbing uncontrollably. His rear end was all red
and bruised. I rushed in and said, "Jeez, man, what happened? Are you
okay?"

Jeff turned his head to look at me, and said, "Oh, great, now my misery is
complete! Why did you have to come in now, Alex? I'm fucked!"

"What is it, Jeff? It can't be that bad. And what happened to you?" I said.

"I mean I'm really fucked, literally. Eddy DiCarlo just got finished
fucking me in the ass, and now you've found me like this. I'm fucked!"

"Jeez, would you quit saying `I'm fucked?' The term is rape, and we need to
call the cops. I thought that DiCarlo was a bad sort, now he's proved it!"
I exclaimed.

"I can't do that," said Jeff. "I invited him over."

"So?" I said. "You certainly didn't invite him over to fuck you, did you?
Whatever reason he came ov-"

"That's exactly why I invited him over, Alex. I think I'm gay, and I
thought that Eddy was too, so I invited him over to ask him about being
gay. Instead, when I told him I thought I might be gay, he wrestled me onto
the bed and, well, fucked me."

I was stunned by Jeff's revelation. Jeff was gay, or thought he was? The
first thing I had to do, was calm him down. He HAD been raped, whether he
knew it or not, and I told him so.

"But I practically asked him to fuck me," Jeff said. "By telling him I
thought I was gay, I opened myself up for assault."

"Sure, you made yourself vulnerable," I said, "And frankly, making yourself
vulnerable to Eddy was stupid. For one thing, I'm your best friend, don't
you think you should have told ME?"

"You? You're the last one I would have told THAT to, Alex. I love you, and
respect you, and I wouldn't want you to think less of me. God alone knows
what you must think of me now!" With that, Jeff started sobbing again.

"All I know right now," I said, "Is that creep DiCarlo hurt you, physically
and emotionally. If you want to take this to the police, I'll back you up."

"No, if I do that, the whole thing'll come out and I'll be ruined at
school," Jeff said.

I knew in my heart that what he said was true. If word got out that Jeff
was gay, he would be treated miserably by a lot of people at school, and I
was pretty sure that coach wouldn't want him on the team anymore. I knew
Jeff was counting on baseball for a college scholarship.

"Well, then you and I will have to think of something else," I
said. "C'mon, let's get you cleaned up."

I led Jeff over to the bathroom, and drew a hot bath for him. As we waited
for the tub to fill, I looked at Jeff in a new light, considering all that
his being gay meant. I saw an attractive 16 year old, same age as me, with
straight light brown hair, like a surfer, though I doubt Jeff had ever seen
the ocean. Deep blue eyes, the warm kind, not icy ones. A straight nose,
fairly full lips. Weight about 160, 5'10", and I couldn't help noticing, a
circumcised cock about 3" long flaccid. On the occasions when he had a
partial hard on, his dick looked like it was about 6" long. Of course, I'd
seen him naked before, it's hard to go through 8 years together in sports
and Scouts and not see a guy naked, but this was a little different. I
supposed it would be different between him and me from now on, but didn't
want to think about that now.

As Jeff turned to step into the tub, I caught a look at his ass, and winced
when I saw the bruises. His round cheeks were purpled where he'd been
manhandled, and his ass hole looked kind of red and slightly swollen. I was
furious that someone would treat my friend like that, and I resolved to get
even with Eddy DiCarlo.

I guess I should describe myself, too. I'm 6', 1" tall, 185 pounds, curly
black hair, gray eyes (the icy kind, not warm ones), average to good
looking, pretty muscular where Jeff is more on the skinny side, and, not
that it matters, my cock is 7" long when I've got a hard on, and, I dunno,
a couple of inches when I don't. My butt looks good, at least my last girl
friend said it does. I play catcher for the team, and have to stay in
pretty good shape since I have to be ready to throw out runners, block the
plate when it comes to it, and intimidate our pitchers when they tried to
act like prima donnas.

Jeff plays shortstop, and he's pretty good. I think he'll get that college
scholly, but he's a singles hitter where I'm a power hitter. He reminds me
of a guy that my father told me about who used to play for the old
Washington Senators, Eddie Brinkman. Sort of skinny, but a defensive whiz.

Eddy DiCarlo was something else again. He was a rich kid who pitched for
our team, the Warnock County High School Screaming Eagles. I don't even
understand why he played, because he didn't put much into it, his family
was rich so it wasn't like he needed the sport to go on to college. He was
openly gay, which in the high school hierarchy got other kids shunned, but
not Eddy. No doubt due to his father throwing money around so freely when
he thought it would bail out Eddy. Even Coach Saunders was swayed by the
equipment that Eddy's father "donated" to the team. I sure didn't hold
Eddy's being gay against him, just as I never would against Jeff, but Eddy
was mean.

Regardless of sexual orientation, Eddy was just plain bad. Mean to his
boyfriends, who all seemed to come from somewhere else, and seemed to
change with the week, and mean to everyone else. That's why I couldn't
understand Jeff trying to get close to him.

As Jeff soaked in the tub, we talked more. He explained that he'd always
been a little attracted to other guys, but that in the last two months his
feelings had really blossomed. I'd noticed that in the last few months he'd
also changed physically, so I supposed with puberty hitting full force Jeff
just came to grips with something that had been inside him all along. I
could understand his feelings, I thought, because I'd occasionally found
myself looking at other guy's cocks or asses in the showers, but as soon as
I realized what I was doing, I'd shake myself out of it. So, anybody could
have a little bit of attraction to other guys in them, it didn't make them
gay.

I watched Jeff as he slowly ran the wash cloth over his chest, but I could
see him wince with the pain he felt, apparently from Eddy twisting his arm
the wrong way. We'd be here forever at this rate.

"Here, let me help you," I said impatiently. I took the washcloth and ran
it over his chest and arms, soaping him, then rinsing off. "Okay, top's
done, now stand up and I'll do the rest of you."

Jeff slowly stood up, and I soaped him all around his cock, balls and then
his ass, but gently, as I could see those bruises clearly. I guess I was
too gentle, because as I wiped down Jeff's cock, it started to get stiff
and quite a bit bigger. Jeff laughed, and, rather than get embarrassed, I
was kind of proud that I could turn him on, even though I wasn't gay. I
finished washing down and rinsing Jeff's legs, and helped him to step out
of the tub, then patted him dry with a towel. There was something
satisfying about feeling his muscles under the towel as I patted him, but I
couldn't put my finger on why it felt that way.

I helped Jeff over to his bed. He asked me if I would replace the sheets,
and I said sure. Quickly changing them out, I got Jeff tucked into bed,
where he rapidly fell asleep. I brushed his hair out of his eyes, and
brushed his cheek with my fingers. I wasn't embarrassed to show a little
sensitivity with a guy who was my best friend. I thought a little more
about Jeff coming out, and the way his body looked to me knowing that
fact. It troubled my mind, and I felt confused.

I left Jeff's house, figuring at least he'd get some much needed rest, and
we could talk more tomorrow. I rode my bike home, and, after dinner went up
to my room to work on homework and fool around on the computer. I'd done my
share of checking out porn sites, but most of them were pretty boring, with
skanky looking girls that didn't bring much thrill to their posed
pictures. I had figured that was why Internet sex sites were boring to me,
but it occurred to me that there might be places that I hadn't thought to
look in that might be more interesting.

I typed in "nude men" to the search engine, and about a million sites came
up, so I took a look at some of them, purely for research. The first couple
of sites were pretty weird, but some of the banners on the sides showed
guys about my age, or a little older, probably 18, and I found myself
looking a little harder at those. I noticed that some of those sites were
referred to as "Twinks", so I typed that into the engine and WOW!

I found myself looking at web pages that had guys I could only describe as
cute. I sure was surprised that word came to mind, because I'd only
described girls as cute. But these guys actually made the base of my cock
tingle, and I began to get very erect. The more I looked at them, and what
they were doing, the harder I got. Some guys were sucking other guys dicks,
some guys were fucking other guys in the ass, some were jacking off each
other, but the pictures that made me the hottest, were the guys kissing
each other.

I found myself imagining that I was one of the partners in the couples
pictures. Maybe one of the guys getting sucked, or sucking a cock. The guy
with his cock up another boy's ass, or the guy riding a cock. I'd picture
myself as the more `manly' of the two guys kissing, always kissing a boy
who looked a little more feminine. I found an especially hot picture of 3
guys together, and took my cock out and started stroking it. It felt really
good to imagine I was the guy in the middle, with a cock up my ass and one
in my mouth, while I jacked myself off. I rubbed my hand up to the purple
head of my erect cock, and smeared the pre cum flowing out of it all over
the soft, velvety head. I brought my wet finger up to my mouth to taste the
pre cum, and I found it pretty much salty. I wondered if that was what it
tasted like when a guy sucked another guy's dick.

As I still carried the taste in my mouth, and returned to stroking my hard
penis, I quickly shot a load of white, sticky cum all over my fist,
followed by two weaker spurts that pooled in the juncture between my thumb
and forefinger. I was really curious, so I brought my hand up to my mouth
and licked the cum off it. Surprisingly, it didn't taste bad. Actually, I
liked the taste, and the creamy texture. Still, I didn't think of that as
gay. I was just curious about what my own cum tasted like. Not gay.

I saw Jeff in homeroom the next day, where he was talking to Melissa
Harden, the head cheerleader. I felt a funny twinge seeing him talking to a
pretty girl, but I don't think it meant anything.

"Hey, Jeff. Hey, Melissa. What's goin' on?"

"Hi Alex," Jeff said, somewhat shyly.

"Hi there, stud muffin," Melissa said. I rolled my eyes, as Melissa came on
to all the guys like that. I guess if she'd been a little less aggressive I
might have been attracted to her. It's not like she wasn't cute or
anything, she just didn't do anything for me sexually.

"Hey, can I talk to you Jeff?" I said.

"Sure, I've gotta get over to Chem anyway, we can talk on the way."

"See ya, Melissa."

"Yeah, see ya," as we headed out the door. I asked Jeff what was going on,
what he was feeling, what he was going to do. He was reluctant to
acknowledge what had gone on the day before, at first, but then said, in a
low voice, "I really can't talk about this here, Alex. I'm afraid I'm gonna
start crying. What would people think? Come over to my house after practice
today, okay, and we'll talk about it, please?"

"Okay," I said. "See you at practice."

Baseball practice was pretty routine, with one exception. We had a 3 inning
intra-squad scrimmage, which we ran once a week when we had games
scheduled. Eddy DiCarlo had hit a single, and moved around to second on a
ground out. I was catching. The next batter hit a bloop single over Jeff's
head at shortstop, and Eddy tried to make it around third and slide into
home plate. A perfect pickup and throw by Jeff at shortstop nailed Eddy as
I blocked the plate. Eddy slid into my shin guards, trying to knock me off
the plate, and instead everyone in a 30 foot radius of home plate heard a
loud crack as Eddy's right leg snapped in two. Everyone in a 300 foot
radius could hear his scream. I wish I could say I felt really bad about
his accident, but that wouldn't be completely true.

When coach canceled the rest of practice, and the ambulance had left, Jeff
and I rode our bikes home. We both got Cokes out of the fridge and went up
to Jeff's room. Jeff slouched on his bed, and I stood over him and said,
"So let's talk about your big revelation yesterday. Are you really gay?"

Jeff got all red-faced and said, "Yeah, I really think I am. I started
looking at gay sex sites on the Internet, and I found they were turning me
on. My cock got hard, and I started jacking off looking at gay guys there."
I gave a little start at that, based on my experiences after I'd left his
house the night before.

"Geez, Jeff, that doesn't make you gay. If you fell in love with some guy,
and had sex with him, well, that'd sure make you gay. I'm a little
embarrassed to say it, but I jacked off last night looking at some nude
pictures of, uh guys, and I know I'm not gay." Jeff looked at me funny, but
I knew I could prove to him that he, like me, wasn't gay.

"Look, do you want to kiss a guy? That might make you gay," I said.

"I'm not sure," Jeff said. "How would I know?"

"Well, we could experiment, I guess," I said, as I felt a tingle at the
base of my cock. "I mean, we could try it. I know you'd never tell, and I
sure wouldn't."

"Well, okay, I guess," Jeff said. We moved closer to each other on the bed.

Jeff said, "I'm not sure how to do this. Not kiss, I mean. I mean, how to
kiss you." I took his cue to mean I should take the lead, so I pretended
Jeff was a shy young girl on her first date. I moved my face to his, tilted
my head so our lips would fit together, and tentatively brought my mouth to
his until our lips were just touching. I noticed that Jeff's eyes were
closed the whole time.

"Well, what do you think," I said.

"I'm not sure," Jeff said. "Could we try again?"

"Okay," I said, and brought my mouth to his, much quicker this time. Moving
in faster, our lips mashed together instead of just touching, and I felt a
thrill of sparks shoot straight to my cock. I moaned at the sensation, and
my mouth opened involuntarily. I felt Jeff's tongue tentatively touching my
lips, and I responded by touching his tongue with mine. The tingle turned
into an erection, and I tried to change position to relieve the pressure in
my jeans where they rubbed uncomfortably against my erection. As I moved, I
accidentally pushed Jeff back, and he lay back, pulling me down with him. I
found my hand behind his head, pulling him closer to me.

We lay there for a few minutes, with our mouths glued together and my
tongue teasing Jeff's, my other hand stroking Jeff's arm. Finally, I broke
our kiss and looked into Jeff's eyes. I'd never noticed how deep they were,
before, but now I felt as though I was slipping into a deep blue pool. I
wasn't sure that was a bad thing.

"Alex, I really, really enjoyed that. Am I gay?"

"Yes, I think you are, Jeff. And I'm wondering if I am too. Want to see if
we really are?"

"Yes, oh yes, please Alex. Touch me." I stripped off my shirt, and my
jeans, leaving only my underpants and socks on. I helped Jeff take his
shirt off, and I slowly traced over his chest and stomach with my
fingertips, which made his nipples harden like pencil erasers. I unbuttoned
and unzipped his jeans, and he lay back on the bed, raising his butt off
the bed slightly. I took the hint, and slid his jeans down off his slim
legs and onto the floor. His excitement was obvious, as his erection was
tenting out his jockey underpants until I thought they'd split. It was only
matched by my erection, which was peeking out of the leg hole of my
underpants.

I rolled Jeff over on his stomach, and started kissing his back, tasting
his film of salty sweat. I moved down to his round ass cheeks, and putting
my hands on the waistband of his underpants, slowly started pulling them
down over the hillocks of his smooth butt. As more and more of his ass
crack was revealed, I found my eyes locked on that beautiful crevice. When
his white underpants were halfway off his hips, I could see his pink ass
hole peeking out at me. I finished pulling down his underpants, and brought
my hands to his butt cheeks. I started stroking his pale white globes in a
circular motion, and I heard Jeff moan with pleasure. I continued caressing
his ass, but brought my hands closer and closer to his hole. I wondered if
it was still sore from yesterday.

"How does this feel, Jeff" I said.

"Like heaven, "he said.

"Silly," I said. "I meant, does your hole hurt from what Eddy did?" Jeff
started giggling, and I leaned over to look him in the face as he lay
against the bed.

"What?" I said.

"Eddy only has a little dick, couldn't be more than 3 inches long, and he
couldn't get it up yesterday, thank goodness. He basically beat my butt
because he couldn't get it up!" I joined Jeff in laughing about Eddy.

"So you won't mind if I do this?" I said, tracing around his pink pucker
with my finger.

He smiled and said, "I want you in there, Alex. I want you in there now,
and later, and ohh-!", as my finger slid in past his sphincter to caress
his prostate, though I didn't know what it was then.

"Ohh, that's nice, yes, go in and out with it. Wiggle it around, oh yeah,
and rub my balls with your thumb. Yeah, fuck me with your finger, I love
feeling you inside me, up and down, in and out, ohh, especially in, yes,
that's nice-" and the rest became unintelligible as he got more and more
excited. I was stroking my rod as I stroked his tight ass hole. His hole
was gripping my finger like it never wanted to let go, so I lay next to
Jeff, and he turned his face up to kiss me again. I slid as close to him as
I could get, and glued my mouth to his hot, wet mouth. He instantly
attacked my mouth with his tongue, and I opened my mouth wide to give him
easy entry, and allow him to do whatever he wanted to my mouth.

I rolled over onto my back, and Jeff slid over on top of me, grinding his
crotch into mine, while my finger was worming into his tight puckered
anus. I caressed his muscular back with my other hand, reveling in the feel
of his taut muscles under his smooth, sweaty skin. He wiggled with pleasure
as I stroked his back and finger fucked his ass, but Jeff pulled himself
off me, and reached for my underpants. He started pulling them down,
freeing my hard cock from the waistband, and pulled them down to my
knees. Jeff then leaned over my crotch, and slowly took my hard dick into
his warm, wet mouth. I couldn't believe the pleasure he was bringing to me,
as my cock felt like it was electrically charged. In and out, again and
again, he sucked in my cock, pausing to lick the pre cum oozing out of my
piss slit.

Every time he slid his tongue over my sensitive cock head, I nearly jumped
with pleasure and the intensity of the feeling. I caressed his head, and
ruffled his long, straight hair, enjoying the feel of it running though my
fingers. "Oh, God, that feels so good! Don't stop, keep sucking, Jeff. I
love the feel of your mouth on my hard cock. Suck it hard!" I couldn't keep
myself from describing the pleasure his blow job was giving me. "I want to
cum in your mouth, Jeff. I'm going to fuck your mouth and give you my load
of cum. Suck my cock while I'm shooting my load in your hot mouth. Oh, you
hot fucker, SUCK ME!" With that, I started shooting several loads into
Jeff's warm, moist mouth, and held his face against my crotch, but he
didn't need any persuasion to keep his mouth on my dick while I gave him my
sweet, creamy load of cum.

Jeff kept his mouth tightly glued to my dick while I finished shooting, and
when I finished, he lifted his face up with a crooked grin, looking for my
approval. I pulled him up to my face, and brought my mouth to his,
searching in his hot wet oral pussy with my tongue for any trace of cum
still there. Jeff didn't disappoint me, and I found nearly my full load of
sperm still in his mouth, where he'd saved it for me. We shared my load,
and finally each swallowed our share. We lay there for a while with Jeff's
head on my chest, breathing heavily.

After we had rested awhile, Jeff casually draped his hand across my cock
and balls, and began stroking them again. I wasn't sure if I'd be able to
cum again so soon, but Jeff's gentle touch on my penis and scrotum brought
me back to another hard on. "Alex, please fuck me in the ass," he
whispered.

"Are you sure, Jeff? Your ass is still sore isn't it?"

"Your touch makes my ass feel just fine, Alex," Jeff whispered. "I really
want to get fucked by you, and you alone."

I brought my hands to his ass cheeks to feel his scrumptious butt, and
tickled his smooth skin there. Jeff would wiggle his butt around to bring
his hole closer to my fingers, so I took the hint and began stroking his
tight hole. After I had stroked his tiny hole for a few minutes, my
erection was just as ready as before, so I moved out from under Jeff, and
lay him on his stomach. I leaned over his butt and brought my face close to
his crack. I gently separated his bubble butt cheeks to display his pink
ass hole to my lust-filled gaze. Perfectly pink all around, with the skin
puckered in a perfect circle, I could just see the dark center of his
anus. I gently stroked it, and watched as his muscles eased to allow his
hole to wink open.

I brought my face close to the furrow between his ass cheeks, and flicked
my tongue out to just touch his beautiful puckered male pussy. The taste of
his hole was exhilarating, just delicious. My tongue sought out every
square inch of skin around and on his anus, and after I'd swabbed that
clean, I dove my tongue inside his hole, to taste his rectum. Jeff's ass
and rectum were the most delicious things I'd ever tasted, and I
enthusiastically covered the area in drool from this mouth-watering feast.

I pulled back from his delightful ass hole, and with a puddle of my saliva
pooling in his tight hole, I judged he was ready to be fucked. "Roll over
on to your left side," I told him, and he hurried to comply. As he lay
there, so sweet and innocent looking, I lay behind him, spoon fashion. I
used my hand to bring my cock to his wet hole, and he wiggled his butt
again when he felt the head of my dick pressing against his hole. As I
pushed forward, he pushed back, and relaxed his ass muscles to suck me into
his hot anus. I continued pushing, and my cock sunk deeper and deeper until
my bush rubbed up against his round butt. I pulled back out, leaving just
the head in, and as I fucked Jeff once again, he moaned with pleasure.

I lay my arm over his hip, and sought out his cock, which was swollen as
big as it could possibly get. He lifted my hand up to his mouth, while my
cock was sawing in and out of his hot hole, and licked my fingers and palm,
then moved my hand down to his hard penis. I grasped his rod in my wet
hand, and quickly began stroking his hot shaft up and down rapidly. We both
began gasping from the total pleasure each was giving the other. Jeff's
hot, tight ass hole was gripping my hard cock as I furiously humped him. My
hand was stroking his hardness and causing the nerve endings in his cock,
and in his prostate to short circuit.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck, fuck my hole, fuck my cock, suck, cum,
cum, cum in my ass. Fuck my hole, Alex, I love you, fuck me, fuck me HARD!"
With these words we both leaped over the edge of passion, and began
shooting our loads. Mine up inside his tight, velvety anus. His all over my
hand, his leg and onto the bed, load after load of his long-delayed coming
out, his delightful, delicious, white, hot, sticky sperm. We both continued
fucking for a little while after our mutual climax, to milk the last few
feelings of pleasure we could give each other. Finally, though, we slumped
together, still in the spoon position we had started in.

We both dozed off for a few minutes, then awoke with a start. I moved over
to give Jeff room to lay back. As he did, he looked up at my face, and
said, "I'm really gay, Alex. I know it now. Having you inside me was the
greatest thing I've ever felt. I love you, Alex. I love you."

I said, simply, "I love you, too, Jeff."

I hope you enjoyed this story. I'd love to hear what you thought of it. You
can write me at ecolio157h700@yahoo.com.

Jeff