Date: Tue, 20 Feb 2001 20:27:06 -0800 (PST)
From: Austin <austin_184@yahoo.com>
Subject: Kevin and Austin Part 2

It was almost 3 o'clock and I was rushing around the house trying to get
everything cleaned up. I knew that I had to pick Kevin up by 3 and I didn't
want to be late, but I didn't want him to see my house as a mess when he
came over for the first time. The more time I spent with him during the
week the more I was sure that he was gay. I was also sure that I didn't
want to screw things up if he wasn't gay. I like him as a friend and I
think he feels the same. The last thing I want is for him to find that I am
gay and become weirder out by it. I had a fun day planned and since my mom
wasn't going to be home all weekend, and my dad didn't live with us
anymore, he would spend the night. Finally satisfied that everything was
clean, I left for Kevin's house. It was about a 10 mile drive and only took
about 10 minutes because traffic on the highway was light. I pulled up to
the address he gave me and there he was standing out front with his bag in
his hand. He threw his bag into the back of my truck and climbed into the
cab.

"Hey Kev!" I greeted him.

"Hey Austin!" He answered back.

"You ready to go?"

"Yep. I am anxious to see your house and meet your dogs", He said. I had
told him that I had two Dalmatians and he said that they were his favorite
breed.

The drive back to my house was a short one. We got out and he grabbed his
bag as I unlocked the front door.

"Let me show you around." I said as we entered the living room.

"This is the living room. Right behind that with the window are the dining
room and the kitchen. Down the hallway is the bathroom, my mom and
brother's room and at the end of the hall on the right is my room and the
left is the bathroom." We then proceeded through the kitchen and into the
den. "This is the den and through the sliding glass door is the
backyard. And here are my dogs Toby and Shasha"

"Oh wow! They're brown spotted!" He exclaimed.

"Oh yeah...guess I forgot to mention that. It is rare. Only about 5% of the
breed have brown spots."

We left the den and sat down in the living room. "So what do you wanna do?
I've got the new Wrestlemania 2000 game! Want to play me!" I asked.

"Sure!" He answered.

I left the room to get the game and when I came back he was kinda starring
at the picture of me my mom had hung on the wall. I was starting to feel
kind of nervous as the questions and doubts started racing through my
mind. How would I tell him? What would I tell him? Did he feel about me the
way I feel about him? I had to stop and chuckle a little. The differences
between being gay and being straight aren't that many. A boy asks himself
the mist of the same questions about a girl that he asks himself about
another boy. A bit ironic, don't you think?

I must have started giggling out loud, because he turned and with a grin
asked, "What's so funny?"

A little embarrassed and a bit surpassed I stumbled as I searched for my
explanation "Um.uh. Nothing. You wouldn't understand."

I had to find a way to broach the subject of his sexuality, but I didn't
want him to think I was odd, or gay myself, if that would offend him. I was
getting a good vibe from him and I am sure that he liked me as a friend now
(even though I was kicking his ass at Wrestlmania 2000!). I have pretty
good instincts when it comes to this subject. I guess you could say I had a
pretty well developed Agay-dar. Then I had an idea!

"So how are you doing in your classes this year? Taken sex Ed yet?" I
asked.

"Not too bad and yeah I have taken sex ed. Kind of a cool class.", he
answered.

"What did they teach you guys? My teacher discussed homosexuality and all
the guys kinda freaked! Not me though. I really don't mind gay people", I
said. I hoped I wasn't taking too much of a chance and also hoped that I
wasn't being too obvious.

He smiled. God he was cute when he smiled. His eyes shined and his mouth
caught at the edges of his teeth. He had a pair of dimples too. I think I
am falling for him.

"Yeah my teacher talked about gays too. Most of the guys in my class had
the same reaction. And I agree with you. I don't mind gay people either",
he replied.

Ah, a ray of hope had shown through my dark cloud. I was hoping that this
means what I think it means.

"Do you know any gay people?" I asked.

"Yeah", he slowly answered.

I stared into his eyes. I was drawn into them. It was like staring into the
sea. I was drowning in his eyes. As much as I stared into Kevin's eyes I
couldn't help but notice that he was doing the same. I could smell him. He
smelled of cinnamon and perspiration. He smelled the way only a teenage boy
can. I slowly edged forward, not noticing anything else in the room. The
video game and television no longer existed in my world. There were only
two people in my universe at that moment, Kevin and I. I leaned closer to
him. It was almost in slow motion. I never left his eyes. My lips touched
his, and I closed my eyes and just kissed him. It was the sweetest thing I
had ever experienced. I moved away from him and saw that he looked
frightened.

"Was that ok? I asked.

"Shut Up" He said.

He leaned in and started kissing me again. Where as our first kiss was
reserved, this one was full of passion. I opened my mouth to receive his
tongue. I swirled my tongue around inside his mouth as we slid to the
floor. I pulled up his shirt and caressed his warm body. He softly moaned
into my mouth. I reached moved my hand up his shirt and started to play
with the nipples I had lusted after for a week straight. I started to tweak
his nipples and he moaned a little louder this time and arched his back up
off of the floor.

 I stopped what I was doing and backed away from him. "Let's take this slow
ok?"

 "Ok" he answered.

 We went and sat down in the living room and started to talk...