Date: Wed, 9 Aug 2000 11:09:08 EDT
From: DrJJC19@aol.com
Subject: Leo and Jase, Chapter Five (Category Gay/High School)

Thanks for all the feedback people. I'm really getting into this story, so I
hope everyone is liking it so far. Here's Chapter Five, I hope you like it.
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J

Leo and Jase
Chapter Five

    Jase closed his eyes as Leo continued to inch forward toward him. His
mind raced with a million thoughts at one time and his heart pounded in his
chest like the beat of a thousand drums. Leo slid his tongue across his lips
slowly and brought his hand up and placed it softly on Jase's firm chest and
slid his other hand up to Jase's face. His face was so close he could feel
the heat of Jase's breath on his face. Jase opened his eyes and caught his
breath. 'I can't do this,' he suddenly thought to himself. He turned his head
away and moved backward. Leo opened his eyes and stood perfectly still,
staring at Jase in half embarrassment, half confusion. He bit his lip once
again and his face turned bright red. "I'm so sorry, Leo, I...I just...ugh,"
Jase smacked his hand down on the surface of the water in frustration and he
leaned against the edge of the pool. He rubbed his head and looked up at Leo
who looked like he was about to cry.
"Oh, Leo, I'm so sorry...." Jase began, stepping towards Leo. Leo stepped
back, not looking at Jase and he turned and swam towards the edge of the pool
on the other side. He pulled himself out and grabbed his towel.
"Leo, wait," Jase tried to stop him, but he disappeared inside. 'Dumb-ass!'
Jase cringed at himself. He pulled himself out of the pool and dried himself
off with the towel and wrapped it around his waste. He stepped inside and
closed the sliding glass door, locking it and turning off the lights outside.
He slowly walked towards the stairs, but heard something coming from a room
on the other side of the entry hall. He turned and walked towards the door
and peered in. It was dark except for the dim light of the moon. He saw a
silhouette of a body standing against the large window. He walked into the
room and adjusted his eyes to the darkness.
"Leo?" he spoke out. The body moved and then moved back. Jase approached Leo
and placed a hand on his shoulder. Leo stared out the window coldly.
"Leo, I'm sorry....I freaked," Jase tried to explain. Leo looked at him with
tears welled up in his eyes.
"I didn't ask for this ya know!" He yelled out suddenly. "I was just fine
until you came along. I don't want to be like this....I'm not, but you
just.....nevermind," Leo began walking towards the door. Jase grabbed his arm
to stop him. Leo looked back at him and bit his lower lip. Jase smiled
slightly at this habit he had come to find so adorable.
"See, that's the look!" Leo exclaimed. Jase dropped his face.
"What?" he asked.
"That look, Jase! When you look at me like that, I just...I lose it. I don't
understand it and I don't want it, but I just lose it all." Leo was fighting
back tears now, but they were streaming down his face.  "I guess I just...I'm
stupid."
"No, you're not stupid. I'm the asshole, here." Jase looked down. "The truth
is, I just...I'm so fucking scared because they were right."
"Who was right? About what?" Leo asked in part frustration.
"Kenny..and Drew. They were right about me and it pisses me off and if freaks
the hell outta me!" Jase looked at Leo, and for the first time, Leo could see
what was in Jase's eyes. Pain.
"You mean...?" Leo began. Jase nodded and plopped down in a chair. Leo turned
on a lamp and sat down on the ottoman in front of Jase's chair. He looked up
at Jase. Jase smiled down at Leo and reached down to wipe a tear from his
face. Leo closed his eyes and smiled as he did so.
"Jase, I'm sorry," Leo chewed his lower lip.
"About what?" Jase asked, while staring down at Leo.
"Trying to...um..." Leo stuttered. Jase smiled and shook his head.
"That's the thing, Leo. I wanted it to happen. I'm just so scared." Jase
buried his face in his hands.
"I know, Jase, I am too. Hell, I'm shaking. I just had to do something
because there's been something in the pit of my stomach, irking me about you
and I just had to see what it was all about." Leo explained. Jase looked up
at Leo throught his tearfilled eyes. Leo smiled at him and stood up.
"Come one, let's get changed and dry off and we can talk," Leo suggested,
motioning for Jase to follow him. He turned out the light and Jase followed
Leo upstairs, staring at the floor the whole way. Leo went into his room and
Jase went into the guest room and closed the door. Leo went into his dresser
and pulled out a pair of boxers and nylon soccer shorts. He removed the towel
from around his waste and undid his bathing suit. He removed it and then put
on his boxers, followed by the shorts. He left his chest bare and waited for
Jase.
    Jase went into the guest room and sat on the bed. His mind raced at a
million miles an hour and he felt like he might pass out. He stood up and let
the towel drop. He slid the swim trunks down and stepped out of them. He went
into his bag and pulled out a pair of boxers and a pair of sweat pants. Then
he threw on a tank top and stood up. He slowly walked towards the door and
into the bathroom. He crossed it and reached the door to Leo's room. He
knocked softly.
"Come in," he heard Leo say, and he peeked his head inside the room. He saw
Leo sitting on the bed. Leo smiled over at him warmly as Jase approached the
bed. He took a seat in front of Leo and looked at him nervously.
"Jase?" Leo asked, breaking the silence. Jase looked at Leo.
"Yea?"
"What does this all mean?"
"I don't know."
"I just never thought I was...."
"Gay?"
"Right." Leo shifted awkwardly. Jase noticed a singly drop of water slide
from Leo's neck, down onto his chest, then slowly down his ab muscles before
absorbing into the fabric of Leo's boxers that we just peeking from behind
his shorts.
"I don't think I am," Jase looked back up at Leo. "I think its just something
about you," Jase admitted, his voice cracking nervously. Leo blushed slightly
and looked up at Jase who returned the look.
"Maybe you're right," Leo replied.
"Jase?" Leo asked again.
"Yea?" Jase answered softly. Leo leaned in and pressed his lips against
Jase's softly. Jase was startled by it, but returned the kiss. Leo put his
hand on Jase's shoulder, while balancing himself with the other. Jase put his
hands on Leo's hips. Leo continued to kiss Jase, parting their lips with his
tongue. They explored each other's mouths, their tongues wrestling with each
other. Leo pulled away slowly and looked into Jase's eyes.
"Huh." Leo smiled big.
"What?" Jase asked, smiling as well.
"It's about time."
"What's about time?" Jase asked in confusion.
"I can read your eyes." Leo replied.
"What are they saying?" Jase asked softly. Leo smiled warmly at Jase and
leaned in for another kiss.
        He kissed softly for a moment, and then Jase pulled away. He stared
up at Leo with a little bit of worry in his eye.
"What's the matter?" Leo asked.
"What now, Leo?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, do we keep this a secret or what? I mean, it would completely ruin
both our lives as far as having any friends and my Dad would disown me....."
Jase started to ramble. Leo brought a finger to Jase's lips to quiet him. He
smiled comfortingly. Jase smiled back slightly and kissed Leo's finger
softly.
"We can do whatever you want. But let's not worry about that just yet, ok?"
Leo stroked Jase's cheek and let a finger brush over Jase's lips again. Jase
smiled and looked into Leo's eyes. Leo could see how tired Jase was and
smiled.
"Let's get to sleep, seeing as how we have to go to school tomorrow." Leo
broke into the silence. Jase nodded and started to get up to go to the guest
room.
"Stay," Leo grabbed Jase's arm as he stood up. Jase turned to look at him and
stepped up to him. Leo stared up at Jase and smiled warmly. Leo stood up and
let his body brush against Jase's softly. Jase felt a tingle rush through his
body and he closed his eyes for a second. Leo turned and pulled the covers
down. Jase wrapped his arms around Leo's waist from behind and hugged him
tight. Leo closed his eyes and smiled. 'I can't believe this is happening,'
Leo thought to himself dreamily. He sighed and turned around. He stared up
into Jase's eyes and smiled. He then bent down and removed his shorts, then
stood up again. Jase smiled and began removing his tank top. Leo stopped him
and then removed it for him. Then he grabbed the waistband of Jase's shorts
and slid his fingers inside them. He pushed them down slowly to the ground.
Jase stepped out of them and smiled as Leo looked back up at him.
"This is going to be a wild ride. I hope you're ready," Jase said as Leo sat
on the edge of the bed. Leo looked up at him.
"Never been more ready in my life," Leo smiled, grabbing Jase's hand and
pulling him down on the bed. They got under the covers and cuddled up to each
other, feeling the warmth of their bodies pressed against one another. Jase
smiled to himself and closed his eyes. Leo watched Jase slowly drift off to
sleep and he smiled lovingly. He leaned over and kissed Jase's forhead and
layed his head down as well and fell asleep.

***********Hope you liked this one. Stay tuned, there's more to come. Lata!