Date: Fri, 14 Jan 2000 05:35:03 GMT
From: Drew Sydney <apwcomm@hotmail.com>
Subject: Life at a Private School 3

Many apologies for the time it has taken me to write the next two chapters,
I have been very busy and I wanted to make sure that story went exactly the
way I had planned.  I have been very rewarded with so many comments from
people about the story and the questions.  Yes it is partly based on true
experience but also fictional embellishments as well.  If you want to email
me I do always reply even if it does sometimes take a few days you can at
apwcomm@hotmail.com.  Thanks a lot guys I really appreciate the comments
and feedback!

Drew


Chapter Three

At first all I could feel was my head pounding and I felt as though my
entire body was being shaken by a bulldozer.  My mouth was dry and I was
desperate for a drink to stop the insistent burning of my tongue and
throat.  I cautiously opened my eyes and tried to work out where I was and
why my alarm had not woken me.  I was greeted by the sight of a smooth
muscular tanned back right in front of me.  I shook my head and tried to
wake myself from the dream that I was obviously having.  At that moment I
realised that it was no dream and I was naked except for my CK boxers in
bed with the boy that I had been in love with for the last couple of years.

I started to panic at first and thought that in my drunken haze last night
that I had made a pass at Tim.  The pounding in my head became worse and a
small grown escaped past my lips.  At that moment Tim turned over and
looked straight into my eyes.

"Morning pisshead" he lazily drawled.

I stared at him intently and he returned the stare, I must have looked like
I was going to start screaming or something because he then told me that I
had passed out last night and he was to pissed to make up another bed so he
dragged me to bed and then taken my clothes off and pretty much passed out
beside me.

I started to calm down at that point and the terror that was making my head
pound changed to a strange light headedness.  Tim was still staring right
at me with those spectacular eyes that seemed to be reading my thoughts.  I
closed my eyes for a second and tried to catch my breath but my body shook
as I felt something warm and soft brush past my lips and I felt a soft
sweet breath on my face.

My eyes flickered open and I saw Tim chewing on his bottom lip in that way
that always drove me crazy.

I'm sorry he stammered, I - I - don't know know why I did that.

I lay there to frightened to move but my cock immediately stood up to
attention.  I was in total shock and couldn't move a muscle or say a word.
Tim's deep eyes started to fill with tears and he started to quietly sob
and look away from me.

"I'm so sorry its just that I really like you and I just wanted so much to
kiss you, I'm sorry I'm sorry, .....fuck what the f..fuck.

He sat up and buried his head in his hands as he started to shake and his
whole body twitched.  I finally managed to move and I slowly reached out to
tentatively touch the side of his face.  Tim jerked and looked at me his
beautiful face crossed with tears with a stream slowly sliding from his
eyes down his cheek to his chin.  I was incapable of saying anything but my
eyes started to mist up as well and I leaned my face to his and softly
found his lips with mine.

The moment our lips met my mouth opened and my tongue gently began to trace
the soft warm velvet of his tongue as it met mine.  Instantly I felt as
though I was floating and I felt more fulfilled than I had ever been in my
life.

We slowly sunk back onto the bed without breaking our youthful lips.  I
wrapped my hands around his slender young body and felt the warmth envelope
me.  Tim did the same and we stayed like that for what seemed like hours
holding and kissing each other.

When our mouths broke a thin strand of saliva linked our mouths together
until it broke and I found my voice.  I looked into his eyes knowing fully
that my eyes were telling him everything just as his were telling me the
depths of his feelings too.

I really had no idea what was going on, I knew that I had finally found
that special feeling that I had been trying to find for so many years, but
I was terrified.  I slowly lifted my eyes to look in his, they were opened
wide and he looked as they he was a kangaroo caught in the headlights of a
car.  I looked down and he was doing that really cute thing with his bottom
lip again, chewing it between his teeth.  I just lay there in his arms
staring without saying a word. It felt like there was a jackhammer making
my body tremble and my heart was beating so fast I thought I was going to
pass out.

I was so turned on my cock was straining against my boxers making it almost
unbearable but deliciously exciting as well.  All I wanted to do at that
moment was be held and hold Tim in my arms forever.  Tim's hand slowly
started to stroke the side of my face all the while his eyes continued to
watch me intensely trying to read my mind.  He told me later that I looked
as if was going to throw up or pass out and he was frightened that I would
do one or both.

My desire for him suddenly to fear and I struggled from his warm embrace
and jumped out of his bed.  Tim tried to grab my arm, but I wriggled free
and dove accross the room for my clothes.  I quickly grabbed my school
clothes from the mess over the chair and threw them on in a real big hurry.
I don't know why I did this, my heart was telling me to stay and find out
what Tim meant by all of this, but I was so terrified by the consequences
of what as going on that my fear was driving me away from that room and
away from my beloved Tim.

All the while I was putting on my clothes I kept my back to Tim and he
didn't say anything or make and sound of trying to get out of the bed.  My
throat was parched and dry and when I tried to mumble an apology and say
something about my diabetes it only came out as a croak.  As soon as my
clothes were on, and it couldn't have taken more then 2 minutes I raced out
of his bedroom and tried to vainly find the way out of his house.  The
walls of the corridor seemed to be closing in around me and my breathing
was coming in ragged small gasps.  Have you ever felt as though you were
disconnected from your body and you wee watching yourself do something,
well that's the way I was feeling at that moment, I could see myself like
it was a comedy movie moving haphazardly trying to get out of there in a
hurry.

I finally found the front door and wrenched it open and flung myself out
into the cool morning air.  I stood there for a couple of moments gasping
the fresh air as if I had been drowning in a pool of water.  My eyes
squinted as my brain recognised the bright sunlight and I half stumbled,
half ran to my car at the side of the garage.

I shook all the way home and slowly parked the car in the carport at the
front of my parents house.  Mum's car was gone and the house looked
deserted, so I guessed that no one was home.  Finally I started to relax
because I knew that I was safe, but safe from what?  Suddenly I started to
cry and my whole body was racked with sobs as I collapsed against the
steering wheel of the car.  I kept thinking what the fuck had I done, why
was I so scared, the stud of my dreams, the guy who I had lusted over ever
since that very first time I had seen him had made a pass at me and I had
run away like a stupid dickhead.

When I finally pulled myself together I looked up as my sobs turned to
sniffles and my face and shirt was soaked from my tears.  I slowly got out
of the car and went inside the house to my room.  I dropped my bag and
violin on the side of my desk and fell on my bed face down.

I couldn't understand what had happened, Tim was my greatest fantasy come
to life, I had wanked hundreds of times on this bed dreaming and thinking
about what I would do to him.  I reached down and started to play with my
cock which had not gone down from the time that I was in Tim's bed.  I was
horny as hell and my cock certainly knew what it wanted as I slowly gripped
the head and moved my fingers slightly down the shaft.  I unzipped my pants
and let my hungry cock sniff the open air, God it felt so good.  I adjusted
my balls so that they and hard cock were free of my boxers and I slowly lay
there sliding my cock up and down playing over and over in my mind images
of Tim's beautiful face and deep brown eyes staring right into my soul.

I could feel my self close to cumming and I started to increase the
pressure on the head of my cock just the way I love it.  With my other hand
I gently teased my nipples as they hardened and shivered underneath my
touch.  Suddenly my body shook and my breathing became faster and more
erratic.  My balls tightened against my body and my cock got harder and
harder until my cock erupted with cum that hit me in the face, hair eyes
and the wall behind my.  I felt like my insides were being ejected from my
cock as volley after volley of hot steaming cum landed all over me and the
wall.  I started to lose consciousness as the ecstasy of the feelings took
over my body and I fell into a deep sleep.

My sleep was filled with strange dreams of being chased by people, but
everytime I tried to see there faces I couldn't quite focus my eyes and
they were always a blur.  I kept trying to run away into rooms that I
recognised but didn't know were they were.  I closed doors and ran from
room to room but the people would still bang on the doors and call "come
out come out we know where you are".

I woke up on my bed sweating like crazy still in my school clothes.  At
first I was totally disorientated and I didnt know where I was, what I was
doing and what day it was.  I looked at the clock next to my bed and the
numbers just stared back at me and I couldn't understand them even though
they were right in front of me.  My head was pounding with a banging noise
that wouldn't stop.  The fog started to lift from my mind and I finally saw
that time was 2 o'clock in the afternoon.  I sat up and the banging got
louder.  I realised that the banging was coming from someone at the front
door.

I quickly stripped and slipped into some track pants and used a towel on my
floor to wipe the sweat from my body as I walked to the front door.  I
opened the front door and looked straight into Tim's tear streaked face.