Date: Sun, 23 Nov 2003 11:18:15 -0800 (PST)
From: Jackie Ray Chan <jackiebluemaryfan@yahoo.com>
Subject: Life Goes On chapter 1

LIFE GOES ON...
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"This is fictional story with fictional characters, and although I wish
this story happened to me, well, it didn't... but anyway, I'd like to say
that if you have ever read my other fiction: 'life' I am so sorry that I
did not get to finish that one, I realized that it was going nowhere so, I
stopped and I'm writing this new one, with more substance and more dramas
of a confused teen, so here goes..."

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	James Kiefer, smart young man of 16. 5'8" tall, with hazel-brown
eyes, short dark hair, and a semi-muscular, lightly-tanned physique. And
although he was charming, witty, and cute; girls were never really that
attracted to him. He had a lot friends, girl friends, mostly, none of the
guys never hung out with him much. But that was ok with him, he was happy
knowing all of the girls' secrets, their hidden desires, not to mention
their crushes.

One day, James went to school on a dreary, rainy Thursday morning. Although
the rain drenched him just a little, this bothered him less than the
silence of the halls. "What the hell is going on here?" he asked
himself. People started whispering as if some gossip had just broken
out. Suddenly...

"James, James!" a familiar voice called out. James turned around and saw
Andrew, one of his friends from way back. He was about as tall as James,
with orangey-red hair and eyes, he was a touch paler than James, and touch
less muscular, but still, he was one of the most sought after guy in
school.

"Andrew, what?" James asked with a raised eyebrow

"Did you hear, did you hear?" Andrew asked in between breathes

"No I didn't and would you please stop repeating your words?" James said
with a worried tone

"Sally and Miguel just broke up, about 10 minutes ago..." Andrew finally
said

"What?" James said in disbelief. Running, James followed Andrew to where
Sally was. Sally was James' closest friend, they've been friends for as
long as time, and even though Sally had a million boyfriends, they still
considered themselves soulmates.  James stopped a while when he saw Sally's
hands covering her face. Even from a far distance he could hear her
crying. He approached her slowly, gently patting her back. Sally looked up,
tears all over her eyes, she looked at James as if somebody had died.

"Oh James!" she cried hugging her dear friend.

"It's alright Sally, I'm here..." he replied, hugging her back. James knew
that this break-up wasn't an ordinary break-up, Sally and Miguel were the
couple of the millenium. Everyone knew them, everyone expected them to be
the perfect match. And now everyone knew about the break-up. "What's wrong,
sweetie?" James asked sweetly, with his innocent and caring voice.

"Miguel wanted to break up with me..." she replied in between sobs, "he
said that he going to Ohio, Canada, and that he was leaving this town of
ours, and, and, and..." she didn't finish her statement as she bawled in
James' arms.

"It's alright, Sally, I'm here for you..." James said, combing Sally's hair
gently. In his mind was, "Miguel, what the hell is going on in you head?"

The day went on in silence. Nobody talked much, everyone was greiving on
the break-up. At around 5 o'clock PM, in chemistry class, James glanced
over at Miguel, who was his classmate for that particular class. Miguel
looked a bit stressed out. He was a charming young man, around 5'7", deeply
tanned, with black hair reaching his eyebrows, and dark mahogany eyes. But
he looked a bit pale now, his eyes were a bit dull, and he looked as though
he didn't get much sleep last night.

Finally the bell rang and it was time for them to go home, the dusk was
fast approaching as the sun's light dwindled in the horizon, the clouds
slowly turned from amber red to coral indigo. Almost all the students left
school already. Miguel was walking alone in the field, sighing deeply ever
so often. His gestures suggest that he was thinking, thinking really hard.

"You like spending time by yourself?" came a voice from behind. Startled,
Miguel turned around and saw James. Giving a sigh of relief he replied

"No, I don't... it's just that there's no one to spend it with now..."

"Yeah, I heard... why, Miguel, why? You two were the best couple in Kismet
High!" James asked, walking up to him. "You know what? You're damn stupid
for leaving her like that, just because your going to Canada!" he boomed.

Miguel shook his head, he didn't want to look James in the eye, but he knew
he had to let everything out, "I know your close to Sally, you've been
bestfriends ever since. You know I loved her, so did you ever stop to think
that I would let my moving to Canada hurt her so much? That's not the only
reason James. The truth is, I'm confused, I'm god damned fucking confused,
man!" Miguel said, starting to cry. "I... I... I'm falling in love with
somebody else..."

This shocked James to no man's land, but what he was about to hear was
going to shock him even more...

Miguel continued, "I'm in love... with my girlfriend's BESTFRIEND!" Miguel
cried dropping on his hands and knees. James couldn't believe what he just
heard: Miguel, his bestfriend's boyfriend, was falling in love with him.

"I... I don't know what to say, God! Oh, man! This... this is so
confusing... you mean to tell me, you're falling for me?"

Miguel didn't reply, he just nodded his head slowly.

"Oh god! shit, man! I... I need to get home!" James said, walking away

"You won't tell anyone will you?" came a sad, pleading voice.

James didn't reply, he just kept on moving...

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There's the first installment, I hoped you liked. Don't worry, if sucks at
the moment, it's going to get better, (I hope), James is straight, well, at
least for now, [Was that a spoiler? Gee, I hope not... (^^,)] If you think
that I should stop this before I hurt myself, please notify me, along with
your other comments and suggestions, e-mail me at
jackiebluemaryfan@yahoo.com

That's it, thanks and watch out for the next installment! See yah!