Date: Wed, 23 Jul 2003 13:37:47 -0700 (PDT) From: Jay Winton <jcool1587@yahoo.com> Subject: Chapter 4 of Life Guarding in the Summer Life Guarding in the Summer: chapter 4: Terror... Hey people...its Jay again. Here's the fourth chapter enjoy! Bye bye... "Hey Jay, yes you can come over." Chris said on the other line. Chris gave me the instructions to his house. I started my car and pulled out of my driveway. Right as I pulled out I saw Todd walk up from down the street. I looked at him once...and then left to go to Chris's house... "Hey" Chris said as I knocked on his door. I just nodded at him. "Is anything wrong?" he asked me. I shook my head no. He took my hand and led me inside. " My parents are out of town for the weekend" he said. For some reason when he said that I felt nervous. "You want something to drink?" he asked me with that beautiful smile. "I'll have some water." I replied. Chris got my water, and we went into the living room. He turned on the TV and we watched Queer eye for the straight guy (good shows...watch it). We were laughing and then Chris turned to me and looked me in the eye. I looked back and he gave me this grin, I felt really uncomfortable...and woozy. My eyes rolled in the back of my eyes...and things went black. You know what this is the second time that I've blacked out. Man what's wrong? I awoke the next morning in a weird place. I sat up and looked around. I had no clue where I was. I was sitting on a puddle of blood. Did someone stab me? I tried to move, but my butt was sore. I looked around the room again, I saw a trophy the said To Chris Most Athletic. Chris? I thought to myself. Oh my god, I went to Chris's house yesterday. What happened? I tried to think back to yesterday, but I couldn't remember anything...then I realized...I'm naked. I didn't know what to do so I cried. Then walked in Chris. He looked at me and grinned. I wanted to punch him so badly, but my body wasn't getting the signal. He came over to the bed and looked at me. Then he got on top of me and told me to open wide, so he could do what he did to me last night. I screamed no and jumped from the bed, despite the pain. He grabbed me and threw me on the bed. "Open up now!" he screamed, I spit in his face. He then reached down by the bed and pulled out a gun, and put it to my head. " Open up now, or I'll pull the trigger" He screamed again. I was shaking so badly...so I opened up and closed my eyes. I let Chris rape me again... It's been a week. I haven't told anyone about the Chris situation. I'm not ever telling anyone. Todd said he was sorry, and we're back together now. I won't let Todd touch me. One time when we were sleeping he reached over and tried to cuddle with me. I screamed and locked myself in the bathroom, saying no over and over again. I don't know what to do... I was raped. For some reason I went back to Chris's house. I wanted to kill him. My brain said no but my body said yes. I went over to his house and when he answered the door I punched him. " If you ever do that again" I'll kill you I said. " Hey Jay, want some water? I won't put drugs in it this time" He spit at me. When he said that I went crazy. I kicked him in the stomach, and then kicked him in his mouth...he was bleeding. After I was done I turned to leave when I heard the boom, then this sharp pain in my arm...I turned around and saw Chris standing up...with a gun in his hand... Well people there you go. Hope ya liked it.... Email me at jcool1587@yahoo.com AIM: jcool1587 Hope to hear from ya! Bye bye ~Jay Peace Love Cheese and crackers