Date: Sat, 21 Dec 2013 09:51:16 +0000
From: kuragari 129 <kuragari129@hotmail.com>
Subject: Life's Expectations - Chapter 38

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	Last chapter there was bad news and sex... that's basically the
chapter. Tanis and Matt are moving and Annie got a couple of guys to fuck
him and sucked off another 2. Then there is Leo rapping? Isaac. What do you
think? kuragari129@hotmail.com

	So this chapter is gonna go a little different than last one. We'll
start off with Isaac, then go to Nick and finally Zach! But what will
happen you ask... Well Isaac is in for a little council session from
Colby. Nick has some more Jake trouble and Zach and Shane get a gift for
Noah.(Not Sex, Sorry).

	Now on with the show!


	LE – Chapter 38 – Next To Me


	Isaac's POV

	After that whole experience with Leo I was left confused. It was a
good feeling I had when he fucked me. When he left I felt almost empty
inside. Like a cock, or his, was meant to be in there.

	I tried to not let it bother me. I got home and went online and
found out why it felt so good. Stupid prostate. After dinner was done I
headed to the youth centre for a bit. It turned out Nick's old babysitter,
Colby, was preparing to volunteer here. Today was kinda his first
day. Cheryl said it was something to do with his schooling.

	So other than Colby being at the Youth Centre everything was
normal. That is until he came into the soundproof room where I was 'hiding'
from everyone. "Hey, your name is Isaac right?"

	I gave him a dirty look. I really wanted to be alone. "Yes, what of
it?"

	He looked at me for a second and then closed the door. Kneeling
down in front of me he asked, "Okay, what's up?"

	"Nothing." I answered coldly.

	He shook his head, "I've heard from Nick you're a little cold when
you first meet people but there's more isn't there." I just looked at
him. "What's up?"

	"I said nothing." I went back to my drawing. It was a boy looking
into the rippling water. The ripples were a not right yet though.

	"You know I'm gay." That came out of no where, "And I have a pretty
good gaydar." Okay creepy. "It's a boy isn't it?"

	"Can you leave me alone please?"

	"Tell me about him." I glared at him again. "Nothing will leave my
lips."

	I looked at him for a while. Faking my anger towards him. He
eventually won, "He... well took me all the way today... but he's not the
boy that is on my mind."

	He sat on the floor, his back against the couch I was sitting
on. "Are you all Closet cases?"

	"I am, The other two are not."

	He looked at me. "What makes you attracted to him?"

	"He was my first. He's changed though and the guy who screwed
me... well he's just kinda cute."

	Colby smiled, "You know I didn't like my boyfriend when I first met
him. I didn't like him cause I liked him." If that makes seance. "Think
hard, is there anyone you have a crush on?"

	I quickly stated, "No."

	"I said think hard. Really think about it." I shook my head, "Here
is some free advice, don't wait. Talk to your friend as soon as you
can. You don't wanna miss out on a good thing."

	With that Colby got up and left me to do my art by myself. He's
right though I really need to talk to Annie tomorrow.


	It was lunch time when I finally found Annie and dragged him to the
bathroom in the upstairs Math and Languages hallway. I guess he thought I
wanted him for something else, "So what do you want to do?"

	"I want to talk to you." Annie rolled his eyes and started to
leave, "It's important."

	"Five minutes starting now."

	I looked at him and tried to find where I should begin, "We haven't
hung out in two month and a half months, you are becoming a slut and I'm no
longer a virgin because of you."

	Annie laughed a bit, "Hold on there! I've been busy dude."

	"It's March 15th, We've had plenty of time to hang out."

	"Two way street, neither of us have contacted one another, And I am
a proud slut thank you." Annie really knows how to move the
conversation. At least he's getting all my points in.

	"How many guys have you let fuck you?"

	He actually thought about it for a moment. Then he counted on his
fingers, "Five, It's not a whole lot."

	I rolled my eyes, "On New Years you were a virgin. Now you are
going around groping guys and giving free Bjs and letting them fuck
you. What happened?"

	Annie just looked at me and flipped, "Fuck you! I don't even have
to listen you you. Go fuck off, we're through, if we even had anything. And
I told Leo to fuck you to see if you were gay or not. He said he could make
sure."

	"You could have fucking asked!" Was all I could get out before he
was gone. "What did I even do? All I asked was what happened." I said in a
huff as I walked out of the bathroom.

	Annie and Robby were walking back to the bathroom. As I passed by
them Annie gave me a glare and groped Robby. I rolled my eyes and continued
on my way.

	I found myself outside under a covered area by the gym. I actually
started to cry over what Annie said to me. I guess I do have feelings for
him. He was the first guy I did anything with. But... why do I feel like
this. If feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest.

	Just when I think it couldn't have gotten any worse a door
opens. It's one of the gym doors that go into this covered area. No windows
just a door. So they didn't know I was there and I didn't know who was
coming out. Plus the door I came through was locked.

	A couple of jocks came out of the gym. I was hoping Kale might be
among them but no luck. One of then noticed me and it was all down hill
from there, "Hey look it's the emo kid!" he pointed at me.

	Everyone there laughed and walked over to me. Another continued,
"It looks like he's been crying! What's the matter cry baby?"

	I looked away. The third guy spoke in a baby voice. "Awww what's
wong?"

	Just as I was gonna flip out on them someone else spoke up, "Leave
him alone" That voice... Kale was with them! He pushed his way through
them, "Hey, Isaac, what's up?"

	The other kids looked at each other, "You know this kid?"

	Kale smiled, "Ya, he's a friend."

	"How can you be friends with this kid?"

	"How can I be friends with you? By putting up with your bullshit."
I smiled at that. Kale was here at the perfect time. "Now go away, and
don't bug him anymore."

	They left and Kale never stopped looking at me. I got up to leave,
"Thanks Kale." There was only a few minutes until he bell went anyways.

	"Why don't you meet me by the main entrance after school? I got
something I wanna tell ya."

	I nodded and smiled, "Okay!"

	My last two classes dragged on and on. I thought the school day
would never end. I swear father time slowed it down just for me. But when
that final bell finally went I rushed out and got my stuff from my locker
and ran to the front door.

	I don't know why really. I was really excited about hanging out
with Kale. He's always been that guy who I wish I could hang out with but
never had the courage or time to ask.

	So when I got there I was huffing and puffing from running. I think
I ignored like 5 teachers saying 'no running in the hallways' "Hey Kale."

	"What did you run from class to here?"

	I nodded, "Also had to stop at my locker." Kale shook his head, "So
are we getting a ride with your dad?"

	He sighed, "Dad has a staff meeting so I have to walk home. Hope
you don't mind."

	"Nope! I usually walk home anyways."

	"Don't you live down the hill." I nodded furiously, "Weird kid."

	The walk to his house wasn't that long. Only like 20 or so
minutes. We talked about Matt and Tanis, school in general and sports. I
kinda know about sports, but Kale knows allot. He even has the team who he
thinks will win each national sport cup thing.

	When we got to his house though the topic went in a much more
serious direction. Kale told me that I had to tell him why I was
outside. So I started at the beginning. I blushed every time I mentioned
sex.

	Once I finished he looked at me, "So I'm going to be blunt: Are you
Gay or Bi?"

	"I don't know." I looked down at the floor.

	His hand went below my Jaw, "Look up. It's nothing to be ashamed of
if you are."

	I shook my head, "I know I wont loose my friends but what about my
parents?"

	He smiled, "Have they ever said anything against gays?" I shook my
head, "I think, and don't quote me on this, you'll be fine."

	"Thanks..." Did I just blush!?

	Kale laughed, "You know you blushed at lunch when I saved you,
too." Wait... I DID!? "Does Isaac have a crush on me?"

	God dammit I blushed again! Does this mean I do have a crush on
him? "I don't know."

	"Wanna snuggle while we watch tv?" I couldn't say
anything. Definitely crushing on him. So I just nodded my head.


	Kale's POV

	Isaac is adorable. I think he's had a stressful day cause within
half an hour of us snuggling he fell asleep. The way he's laying on me his
hair is covering part of his face. And he has the cutest slight snore.

	He must have been asleep for about half an hour when my dad walked
in. He gave me a stink eye. I whispered back, "I swear this is all that
happened."

	He shook his head, "Better have been. I'm going to stop you from
doing that but to my knowledge you have no condoms."

	It was my turn to blush. "You'd be correct."

	Dad smiled, "I'll get you some. Just in case."

	"Thanks dad." He then left the room just as Isaac woke up.

	"What time is it?"

	He looked adorable brushing his hair out of his face. "About 4:25"

	"Oh shit! I need to call my parents!" He rushed out his cell phone
and called. Luckily everything was fine with his parents. He actually came
back and snuggled back into me. "You're really comfy Kale."

	"Thanks, I guess." We watched tv for a bit and dad passed by a few
times. I don't think Isaac noticed though. He was far to into the show we
were watching.


	Nick's POV

	Tuesday, lunchtime. This is usually when I find myself in the
theatre for tech club but here I am in the lunch line up, by myself, with
Jake right behind me. Poking at me and bugging the living hell out of me.

	He's been saying stuff like, "What is the little fag buying? I
don't want to eat the same shit as you." and "Fags should just stare
themselves to death."

	There were a few people looking at me. They could tell I was
getting upset with him. Not like I was gonna cry upset, the kind that could
send Jake to the hospital and me to be expelled.

	So when he finally said, "Come fag, what are you ordering?" I may
have lost it.

	I turned around and looked at him. I don't think I've seen him so
scared in his life. Not even when my sister was talking to him. "There is
only three reasons why a bully would bully others." Hell ya I quote 17
again. It's a great movie. "Lets leave out the obvious one cause you
actually do good in classes. Which is your dumb."

	"Fuck off Bells." It was Jake's turn to be angered.

	I rolled my eyes, "I'm sorry, am I pissing you off. Well I think I
should finish what I started. The second, and possible answer is you are
not very developed down there."

	Jake's face was turned red, "I swear to god if you finish it then I
will hurt you."

	I smiled, and then shouted, "OR YOU'RE GAY!"

	Jake lunged at me. He didn't get very far cause a grade 12 grabbed
his collar and pulled him back. "Fuck you and all your friends!" He stormed
off and shouted as he left. I just kinda turned around to find out it was
my turn in the lunch line.

	As I walked out of the cafeteria everyone was smiling at me just
saying "good job" or something.

	Clair was standing by the entrance of the cafeteria. "Jake went
down into the Industrial wing. How bought you and I go talk to him?"

	"Sure." So we went down to the industrial wing and found Jake
kicking a locker, "The locker didn't do anything you know."

	"Fuck you." He barely managed to whisper out.

	He started to walk away, "Jake will you listen to me for one
minute?" What is Clair's plan.

	"Why should I?"

	She smiled, "Cause it'll help you." He rolled his eyes and looked
at my sister, impatiently waiting for her to continue. "Join the GSA."

	"Why the living hell would I do that? That would just scream 'I'm
gay'."

	"Actually no. There is a majority of the students who are
straight. I just need two more students to sign as interested in the club
and we can make it happen." She looked over at me. I blushed. "So I was
going to offer this to you two. How bought you stop your meaningless
rivalry and get over it."

	"I'll sign if Jake does." I even had my pen ready. Gel ink pens are
the best.

	Jake looked at me for a second. "I don't have to show up every time
right?" Clair shook her head. "Good. I'll sign your paper but I don't
promise I'll show up."

	"I only need your signature." Jake quickly signed and left. From
the looks of it he was feeling better. Not as upset atleast. When I was
done signing Clair looked at me, "Are you actually going to go to the
meetings?"

	"Sure. It can't hurt can it?"

	I started to skip back to the theatre, "Nice to know your
confidence has improved since the beginning of the year."

	I turned, in the most gay way possible. My fingers were sticking
out, "I blame Lucas!" Then I ran off. My sister laughing at me as I left.

	It really was thanks to him that I came out of my shell this
year. And Isaac. Mostly Lucas though. I kinda felt like I needed to for him
to feel safe outside his. I think it's working... I hope so.


	Shane's POV

	I was rushing in order to get the final preparation done for Noah's
gift. Me and Zach got him something for his birthday. Well...Zach did with
his money and refused to accept any money from me to help him pay for it.

	Noah is a big gamer and Zach got him a top of the line gaming
mouse, keyboard and monitor and tower. He got him an entire
computer. Everything! It was even in Noah's favourite colour GREEN!!

	Luckily Noah was stuck in school for the week so Zach and I got it
all set up in his room. We were sure he'd want to bring it back to his dorm
but we set it up at his desk anyways.

	Zach came over right after school and helped me start baking
cookies. He kept bugging me saying how much of a girl I was being. I just
suck my tongue out and we kept baking.

	It was 8 o'clock when Noah got dropped off at home. He gets a ride
back to town with a friend. So when he came in he smelt my chocolate chip
cookies, "YES!! Shane's Chocolate Chip Cookies!!"

	I surprise hugged him as he entered the kitchen, "Happy birthday
Noah!"

	"Thanks, little bro." We were both in smiles.

	Zach gave him a little hug too. "Happy birthday."

	"Thanks Zach." He grabbed like 6 cookies and shoved two into his
mouth. He really likes my cookies. "I'm just gonna drop my stuff in my room
and I'll be right out."

	When he left the room our faces just lit up. "Dude he's gonna be
stoked." Zack lightly pushed me.

	I smiled, "He's gonna swear and Paula is gonna get mad at him."
Zach laughed at my foresight.

	Not even five seconds later all we hear was Noah yell, "Shane your
the little brother, fuck!"

	And then Paula, "Noah, mouth!"

	Noah came out with a huge smile on his face, "You didn't have to
get me that big of a gift. How did you even come up with that much money."

	"It's mostly Zach's gift. I bought the mouse..."

	Zach smiled. "I wanted to give my boyfriend's big bro a great
gift. Something that he deserves for everything he's done."

	"Well thank you Zach and Shane. I really do love it."

	"It's even Green!" I had to blurt that out.

	Zach and Noah laughed. "Yes Shane. It is the colour green." I
pushed him as hard as I could. He didn't go very far.

	We spent the night just hanging out. I snuggled up to Zach the
entire time. He even spent the night. Not in the same bed but still. Noah
and Zach got along great, which was the best part. They were like two peas
in a pod.

	Exactly what I want in a boyfriend. Someone who my brother
likes. Who's kind and thoughtful. Plus Zach has the best baby face. He's
the sexiest man alive in my eyes. And he's all mine!


	Chapter end.

	38 down, 7 more to go.

	This chapter was sweet. You had like 3 sex scenes last chapter to
be fair. This one was went to push their story forward.

	Anyways next chapter will be primarily focused on Matt and Tanis'
going away parties. Yes they are going away so soon. It's sad.

	After that though we have 6 more chapters and lots to cover. A
couple of boys coming out, and a couple relationships taking their final
steps. Only 7 more chapters to go, a lot can happen in such a short amount
of time.

	Thanks for reading!


	P.S.
		CHRISTMAS IS HERE SOON!! I probably wont get any more
chapters out this year so Happy New Year and a happy
christmahannukawanzayulemas as my friend would say. XD