Date: Fri, 3 Jul 2015 06:54:23 +0000 From: kuragari 129 <kuragari129@hotmail.com> Subject: Life's Little Lies - Chapter 24.5 "Life's Little Lies" belongs to the pen name Kuragari129. Posting this on another site must be done with the permission of the author. Even though some events and characters in this story are from my memory, this is a work of fiction. Any similarities to real life events have been altered to keep the actual names private or are completely fictional in every aspect of the word. If you are not the legal age in your area to view this then please leave now. This story holds sex between two males and your delicate minds might not be able to handle it. (Without jacking off of course.) If you like Nifty and want it to continue running and posting stories then Donate to this lovely site that lets you view 4.6 Gigs, and increasing, of stories for free. Go to http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html and donate today!! Lastly, my contact info for any questions/comments/concerns is as follows: Email: kuragari129@hotmail.com. Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/LifesExpectations Ask.fm: ask.fm/kuragari Thank you for choosing to read my story. LLL is a sequel story to Life's Expectations, but I will attempt to make it as good of a standalone story as I can. I also have other stories that I have completed or are being worked on. For a full list of stories on Nifty just follow the link below! www.nifty.org/nifty/authors.html#kuragari Thank you for reading LLL and I hope you enjoy this story! Welcome to the 1st of 2 consecutive HUGE chapter releases! One is for my birthday (July 3rd), and one is for the 4th anniversary of me writing stories! (August). LLL is one of two of my stories to get lucky in this release. It got three chapters released at once. Now, these chapters are a bit... well emotional. Last chapter I told you guys about how if you didn't see this coming, it was foreshadowed. Maybe not well but it was. Now, if you ever experience feeling the way that Annie is feeling, call someone. (I know I just did some spoilers... DEAL WITH IT) Someone out there can help you, and there are other options. With that in mind here is Chapter 24.5 LLL – Chapter 24.5 – The Darkest of Places – Goin' Down Anthony "Annie" Justice's POV Ever since Leo left, I've been in a downward spiral. There hasn't been a day that I've been happy since he left. Night after night I have restless sleep and when I do sleep, nightmares. Then I found Seth and there was this temporary forgetfulness of what there was. I was having sex again, and it made me feel something. That something was nothing I wanted to feel, but it was something. "You're very cute you know that?" Seth asked as I lay on the bed, ashamed of myself. "And you're a monster..." "You always say that, and yet you always come back." He had this cocky ass tone to his voice. He's such a creep. I wrapped the blanket around me. "Still a monster. You have sex with boys... You even said you would have sex with your son." "Yes yes, I did... Why are you saying this? Wanting to reassure yourself of something?" "Of course Seth... You know, I've never gotten your last name." "It's Smith... Seth Smith is my name." Yay... generic last name. "You're acting weird Annie." Every time he calls me that I feel a shiver down my spine. "I'm fine." I quickly got up and put on my clothes. "I got to go, I'll see you later." There is no way I was going to hang out there any longer. I'm sure Seth was super confused about everything. I sure wasn't. If there was one thing I was going to do, it's fuck him over. In my pocket of my jeans was a recorder... it recorded everything from the moment I got into the house. Before I went home, I dropped it off at the police station. When I got home, all I could do was lie in my bed and cry. Every time I have sex with anyone, I feel even worse about myself after, and my heart aches, everything is so dark... Growing up you'd never think it would become like this. You think it's going to be all sunshine and rainbows. That life can't be all that hard... boy was I wrong. To add to it all, I'm gay. You can see in people's eyes that they judge you. That they think 'he's not normal' and just treat you different. Ya sure there are people who accept you unconditionally... it's just hard I guess. I had Isaac... we were practically boyfriends in grade 8... but Adam had to come around and fuck it up. I didn't know how to cope with it; I took my anger out on my friends and drove them away. Leo was my last link to anyone. They try and talk to me, but they'll never understand. They won't understand what it's like to be raped and whored out. They'll never get it... never. No one will understand my pain like Leo did. And if no one will... If no one gets it... why bother trying anymore? At school, Nick has his prestigious GSA, which people claim can help me. "Come on Anthony, what's the worst that can happen?" Arius asked me. "Nothing, I just am not going to it. It's stupid." Arius blocked me as I tried to pass by him. "I'm worried about you Annie." "Don't be I'm fine." I passed by him walking away. I could feel him staring at me as I made my way down the hallway. The GSA thing is stupid. I don't need support for being gay. I need... I don't know what I need. I don't know how to find what I need... I... I just need an escape "Seth Smith, a local car mechanic has been charged with pedophilia. An anonymous recording was handed to the police last week. Upon inspecting the house, pictures and videos were found of teenage boys with him. He has been arrested; no bail has been posted at this time." A new reporter told the first thing about Seth in the news. I'm glad he's being punished. My dad spat towards the TV. "The worst kind of person! I hope he gets capital punishment." "Hun, we live in Canada." Mom spoke from the kitchen. "He deserves it anyways!" Dad had changed the channel before he got angrier. I got up and went to the bathroom. Everything I can do now is done... There is nothing else I need to do... I'm done. Chapter End. Sooooo get help if you're depressed. Seriously. I know this chapter is short; there is a reason why it's a .5 chapter. You have two more, at least, that you can read right now. Enjoy! Thanks for reading!!