Date: Sun, 10 Apr 2016 03:57:55 +0000
From: kuragari 129 <kuragari129@hotmail.com>
Subject: Life's Little Lies - Chapter 38

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LLL – Chapter 38 – Fathers – Invincible

Lucas Bear's POV

	Today was the faithful day of, what will probably be the last,
counseling between my dad and I. Without a doubt my dad knows about my
choice by now. He lives with Rita, and she's a blabber mouth.

	I'm convicted in my sexuality now. I know Nick, and I are meant to
be together and if he can't get that through his skull... then I guess
that's the true end to our relationship. As much as I hate that, I have to
be convicted in that too.

	Nick and Blake both offered to come with me, but this is something
I need to do alone. Well, I'm more alone than I thought because Dad hasn't
even shown up yet from the looks of it. I guess us doing this is not going
to help anything between us.

	"Lucas Bear, it's your turn." The receptionist smiled over at me.

	I gave an awkward look. "My dad isn't here yet, though."

	"He's already with the Doctor. You can go in at any time." Is he
already here? When did he get here and for how long? This doesn't sound
like my dad.

	I walked down the hall and opened the door to the office. Sure
enough, there was my dad sitting on the couch talking with the
therapist. "Good afternoon Lucas. Have a seat." I took a seat on the direct
opposite side of the couch. "You father came in a bit early to talk to me
about something privately."

	Now that does sound like my dad. Though that usually doesn't sound
good at all. "Oh, okay. How come you came early?" I asked him without
looking at him.

	Dad changed his position and cleared his throat. "Well, Rita told
me about what happened at school the other day. So I came here to get a
last opinion on something."

	"Last?"

	"Well, ever since you came out in grade 9 it's made me think. Sure
Riley voiced her opinion on it, and I agreed with it for her, now though
it's different. Now that it's gotten a chance to marinate; I have gathered
my own opinion.

	I don't know if that's good or bad... "If my son is going to... if
he is into other men, then I must accept that. Both you and Blake left me,
and a part of me left with you. A part of me is in everyone I love, but the
biggest parts are in my sons, so they come first and foremost in my life.

	"If they end up with another man as their life partner, I will get
behind it, and if my wife doesn't like that... I will have to find another
woman who can love me for who I am. And my sons are a part of me, through
thick and thin." Wow...

	Dad really just turned an 180 about the whole thing. I sat there
stunned, not knowing what to say or do. What do you do when this happens? I
don't know how to react to something like this....

	The Doctor looked over to me. "Do you have anything you want to
say, Lucas?"

	I looked from the Doctor to dad... The hell do I say? "Th- Thanks,
Dad." I sat there unsure if what I said was okay... if it was terrible. THE
HELL DO I SAY RIGHT NOW!

	Dad just smiled. "For now and forever, just like it should have
been from the beginning, I'll be there for you and your brother first and
foremost."

	I shook as I spoke. "I don't even know what to say, dad... The way
you first reacted... you practically threw me out of the house. This is a
complete one eighty from your standpoint then... I even went out with a
girl for a few months, when I did that you didn't even seem proud. Now, I
can see the pride you have for me as pure as it can be." Every word I said
just came out of nowhere. Like my heart was speaking for my brain.

	"I am prouder of you than ever. You chose what was important to
you, and that's important. I don't know why anyone couldn't be proud of
their children when they know what they want." Damn... "I love you son."

	"I love you too dad."


Nikolai Tavenor's POV

	"He's such an ass!" I swore quite loudly.

	Mom was not happy with me. "Watch your mouth!" She even pointed her
fork at me. To be honest, it scared the shit out of me. She was very
serious about it.
	"Sorry, mom..." I slouched in my seat. "It just pisses me off he's
still on about how this could be just a phase. So what if it is? Maybe I'll
find a girl who makes me straight, who knows. That doesn't mean I need
someone saying it to me!" I'm pissed off, can't you tell?

	Travis came up and rubbed my shoulders from behind me. "It's fine
to be angry Nikolai, but you shouldn't talk about people like that. If you
have a problem with it, you should address it head on." Easy for you to
say, it's not your dad you have to convince you're gay, and there's no
turning back.

	I sat there grumbling. Mom got up and pinched my cheek. "I
agree. You should talk to your dad."

	"No matter what I say, he always says the same thing." Every single
time it's always 'I don't believe it' and he moves the conversation
elsewhere.

	"It's simple then, every time he tells you that, say it again. If
your father says it 1000 times, say it 1001 times. It's that one more time
that will end up getting through to him. I promise." Travis offered his cup
up in a toast.

	I rolled my eyes. "Dad would kill me by the 100th time, let alone
1000th time." Travis and mom shook their heads. Wednesday just giggled
before returning to her food.


	Later in the week, it was another day of Dad and me hanging
out. After school of course. Dad could probably sense the tension between
us because the entire car ride we haven't said a word. I'm still not happy
with him.

	We were driving to see a movie in the good movie theatre in the
next town over. I sat there staring out the window watching the scenery fly
by as we went like 100km an hour along the highway.

	Dad broke the silence. "Look Nikki..."

	I cut him off, super quickly. "I don't want to hear you tell me I
don't know myself."

	"That wasn't what I was going to say. I was going to point out the
eagle in the air." So he was going to try to avoid the elephant in the
room... awesome. "Look, I get you feel that you are gay, but that could
change in the future."

	"It won't! Why can't you accept that I am gay!?" I yelled at him.

	"Because you're thirteen, Nikolai!" He bit back. I lowered my head
realizing that I had yelled at my father. "I get it, you have feelings for
Tyson, and those are real. I won't tell you they aren't. But it's not out
of the question that in a few years you could discover a girl you have
feelings for. You are still you; you've yet to explore the world, Nikki."

	"Just because I'm young doesn't mean I don't know myself. And so
what if down the road I find this fairy tale creature of a girl, what
happens then? Am I just going to give up on my feelings for guys and be
with this girl for the rest of my life?

	"Sure, it could happen... but right here, right now I know for a
fact boys interest me. Why can't you be supportive of that?"

	His hand grabbed my shoulder; his eyes stayed on the road. "I am
Nikki, I swear."

	"It doesn't feel like it. It feels more like you are waiting for
the day that I realize my feelings for girls. It's like you don't believe
that I am gay, or you refuse to accept it. You have hope I'll find a girl
and settle down with her.

	"But that doesn't matter right now! Right now I am gay; that is who
I am. There is not a single girl I know of that I can look at and get a
rush just from what she looks like. Not like Tyson, when I look at him I
get flustered and wonder how did I get so lucky. It's more than just being
into guys, dad, it's..." I fell into a loss of words. What word am I
looking for? I'm drawing a blank.

	"It's about the feelings you get when you're around them." Yes,
that's it. "It's about that loving feeling you get when you're in their
company." Did I just break through to my dad?

	I nodded. "Ya... that's what I wanted to say." The car entered a
silence until we were maybe ten minutes away from our destination. "Dad..."

	"I get it now Nikki, I'm sorry. If you want to have a relationship
with Tyson, there is no just reason for me to tell you otherwise." I really
broke through to my dad? Wow... I never thought this day would come. "That
is the feeling that matters in life."

	I couldn't help but grin from ear to ear. That turned my day into
one of the best days I've ever had with my dad. We were laughing and being
a father, son duo all day. I love my daddy.


Antoine Rieu's POV

	I came into the house, and there was Mattieu sitting in the living
room with my dad.  "Je pense que je suis dans les gars et les filles"
Wait... Mattieu is telling dad, now? He just told him that he's into guys
and girls.

	My dad had a pretty serious face going on. He took in a deep breath
and shook his head. "Maintenant, j'ai deux fils homosexuels." Two gay sons?
No, no, no...

	I scowled and was about to march right over to him and freak but
Mattieu did it for me. "Je suis toujours dans les filles, pas seulement
Blake." The tone in his voice sounded furious. "Blake et je pourrais
même pas travailler. Les filles se tournent encore sur moi, cela n'a pas
changé."

	Translation: Blake and I might now even work. Girls still turn me
on; that hasn't changed.


	I just smiled and walked to the stairs and continued down to my
room. I didn't find it awkward; they actually continued talking while I
passed. Not sure if it's because they didn't care, or just to into
it. Whatever the reason, who cares.


	Later there was a knock on the door. Mattieu came through the
door. "Hey, Antoine."

	"Hey, how was talking with dad?"

	He huffed. "Not all that great. Mom joined in right after you went
downstairs. By the end of the conversation, they were alright with it, but
not overly thrilled." Better than against it I guess.

	"So you and Blake are getting serious, huh?" Mattieu smiled as his
face blushed. "That's cool; I'm happy for you guys."

	"Thanks." His eyes went pretty dreamy, probably about Blake. "Leo
even said it was okay. For us... Girls still look nice, but Blake has my
full attention."

	I could only smile until I realized Mattieu had a foot on one of
Izzy's art books. "Move your foot, right now!" He looked down and picked up
the book. Mattieu opened the first page, and that's when I went to grab
it. "No, no, no! You're not allowed to look; Izzy doesn't like it."

	"Izzy isn't here now is he?" I tried to grab it again and again but
to no prevail. Mattieu kicked me back and opened the book. "Wow... this is
amazing."

	"Stop looking at it!" I yelled at him from the floor.

	Mattieu turned the book over to show a pen drawn picture of me,
sitting at my desk, and it was so simple but so complete. "See, it's
amazing."
	I shook my head. "Put it away. Izzy doesn't like people snooping
through his art." I snatched it from his hands and threw it onto my
desk. "Mattieu..." I huffed.

	He just shrugged. "You know when I leave you're going to look
through it." Mattieu got up and went to the door. "Enjoy."

	I grabbed the closest thing, my pillow and threw it at my
door. Well, I aimed at my brother, but he was gone by the time it would hit
him. So... I tried my best not to snoop through the book. I REALLY DID! But
I couldn't not do it.

	Every picture in it was of me or had me as the centerpiece. I
turned to the front page and the title read 'The Only One.' Some pages had
sketches of my head, face, and nose. The farther you went in, the more in
detail the pictures got.

	The only page that hadn't been touched yet was the last... there
wasn't anything on it yet. Every other page had me in one setting or
another the last one, though... it didn't have anything besides a title
'Masterpiece.'

	I couldn't help but grin. Izzy... you're amazing.


Tyson Jackson's POV

	"Hey, Jackson!" Bradie... I'm alone down a hallway; this will be
fun. He came up to me, grabbing my ass. "How are you today Tyson?"

	I pushed his hand away from me. "I'm fine, leave me alone please."
I tried to pass him, but he just got really close pushing me into a doorway
and out of sight from the hall entrance. "Bradie..."

	He once again grabbed my ass, this time with both hands. "This ass
feels really nice, have you had a cock in it yet?"
	I pushed with all my might, he barely even moved. "Fuck off
Braide. I told you never to ask me for stuff again." He pulled me so close;
I could smell his sweat. I am getting turned on, but I don't want to do
this. "No, leave me alone."

	He grabbed my ass so tight I squealed. "Come on Tyson; let's just
do this stuff one more time." He ground his hard cock against mine, causing
me to moan. "See you're as turned on as I am."

	He wasn't lying there. I was so turned on, but if it weren't for
Nikolai, I would probably do something right now. Nikolai is my boyfriend,
though, so if I did do something that would be called cheating.

	"I CAN'T!" I pushed him harder than I imagined I could. Bradie
landed on his ass. "I have a boyfriend, Bradie! There won't be anything
happening between us anymore!"

	Bradie laughed. "You! You have a boyfriend?" He shook his head and
laughed. "You're going to have to come up with something better than that."
Bradie got up getting close again.

	I moved out of the way and down the hall away from him. "No,
seriously I have a boyfriend. Whatever there is between us is over, we're
done Bradie." I back away quickly before what I said really got into his
head. I was down the hall and out of the building before I knew it.

	An end of an era I guess?

Chapter End.
	So here's the second chapter of the three chapter release! Sorry,
it's a little shorter, but I really want to get to a certain point to tell
you guys stuff. Trust me; you'll like it.


TRIVIA!!!!
	Blake Bear! He originally appeared in Life's Expectations as a side
character and then appeared again in LLL, again as a side character until
Leo left.

	So he was never intended to be a main character but ended up being
one, kind of. It's awkward actually... Blake is a main character, but I
tend not to include him as much as I should. So in my head, he's a main
character, without enough POVs

	Again, meant to be a side character and nothing else. But shit
happened.


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