Date: Sun, 13 Aug 2006 18:51:16 +0100
From: Ray Cherrie <chermo@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: High School/ Looking Back  8   Moving Onwards

Six weeks later and I was  out. Johnno and Jeff had gone two weeks earlier
and Lewy left on the same day as me. Kiwi had three weeks left.   Cornfoot
seemed to be happy with his revenge  and left us pretty much alone for the
rest of the time. A few glares that was all.  Wanking  nights weren't quite
the same as the numbers dropped    On my final night we raised enough to
keep up the tradition of  sucking round the clock  and even Billy  joined in
much to my delight as I managed to let all of the  five left produce some of
the white stuff . As I packed up to leave I looked at Kiwi , I had tears in
my eye.  "Promise to come and see me when you get out."

" Don't worry mate you don't get rid of me that easy." He smiled back


A I travelled home I knew something had changed inside  me having  being in
there.  Thinking of Johnno  I realised what a shit I'd been to my folks and
how in some ways how lucky I was.  Cornfoot had taught me something as well
, but taught me that I had a strong inner resolve and that I was capable of
doing anything I wanted.  Home seemed strange in any ways but I settled back
into a routine and Ken got used to having me around again in what had been
his room for much of the last year.

It was late April and I was back in time to play the last six games of the
season and my fitness and physique proved a major asset to the Club .
After the last game of the season I got asked by a scout from a top Scottish
Club if I'd like to train with them next year. I didn't need to be asked
twice.  Our final game was against Griff's side and he had been scouted too,
   so we were going to be team mates.

I went back to school and amazingly found it easy to buckle down. There were
always guys who wanted to show off against a borstal boy,   but  I was able
to make myself stand back without losing face. Soon few challenged me at all
and I got back to a normal lifestyle. .   I showed my determination by
doggedly deciding not to repeat a year but to carry on where I left off
despite the advice of almost everyone . I knew I wasn't thick  and was
rewarded the next year  by  7 "O grades"  not bad for someone who did fuck
all before.

The teachers  who had clearly been wary of me when  I came back relaxed and
even the lash was something of the past  - well I did get it once in a group
of lads who were flicking towels at each other in the showers.

Mum and dad  never said much but  I knew they were pleased by the way I'd
settled in . I heard them say  on more than one occasion he seems to really
have grown up since he's been away.  I had,  not just physically, I was
older and wiser than my years. The question of summer holidays reared their
head again  and the caravan was booked for Arbroath.  I wasn't keen,
especially after what had happened last year  but  didn't want to let them
down. All the pressure was taken off  as I won the county sports athletics
championships  winning the 400m 800m and  long jump events and finishing 2nd
in  the  High Jump and was asked to be a helper a the Commonwealth Games
being held in Edinburgh that summer . Mu and dad agreed I could stay with
Gran to do it.


In early June I was hanging out with Griff, we had decided to do some extra
training to keep ourselves fit for our bi chance and we were running through
the streets near where I live and we heard a familiar voice and saw the
unmistakeable figure of Kiwi.  He was out and was staying for a few weeks
with a relative in Edinburgh.  The next three weeks were great  we hung
around every day  having a lark but not getting into shit , well anything
serious anyway.  Griff's folks were going on holiday to Blackpool in early
August  and they offered to take us as well as a reward for Griff keeping
out of trouble since he had been released almost a year ago and signing his
S Form .  I managed to talk mum and dad into letting me go , they liked
Griff who had been hanging around a lot at our place and Kiwi  could always
get what he wanted.


It was a magical holiday  The three of us shared a room  lazed around a lot
, spent hours on the sands and the pleasure beach.    Griff and I went out
running  very morning along the sands  Kiwi to his credit tried hard to tag
along but the little guy   - well compared with us usually gave up after the
first half mile  despite not having an ounce of fat on  his slender body he
was no athlete.  Both Griff and I were towering over him now  and Griff had
actually started shaving  -  well once a week  .  Kiwi might not have been
an athlete but he certainly was a bird magnet. His smile and sparkling eyes
attracted chicks into our company something which Griff and I were very
grateful for.  Both of us  got laid  more than a few times thanks to his
initial advances.  The wee guy naturally claimed to have done the deed as
well  but  we always had our doubts if he had gone anywhere past a bj.  The
fortnight passed too quickly and we got back to Edinburgh. Kiwi's folks were
there to meet him and take him back to Fife  . As they spoke too him I saw
his eyes red up . Something was wrong .  He came over trying hard to keep
the tears in to tell us that they were moving to London the next week.
This was to be our goodbye.   I hugged him  .
"Keep in touch Kiwi" I pleaded  .

"Yes I will" he promised ,  but somehow we knew it wouldn't happen. I was
only ever to see him again once but more of that later.

Back to school  which as I said earlier went well. Angela and I became an
item as entered fourth year and remained so . My football went well,  I was
selected to play at county level along with Griff in the same midfield, even
got a Scottish Youth trial and though I was gutted when I wasn't in the
final squad I was delighted for Griff who was.   We trained twice a week at
the senior club and were getting good comments  and had both signed for the
same Edinburgh youth club which swept the boards with medals . Griff was
offered a pro contract at the end of his fourth year and signed.

I had decided to stay on at school . I left two years later with Highers and
a place at Strathclyde to study engineering.  I wasn't kept at the Club
but signed on with a Second division Club and actually made a scoring debut
for the  Club  two weeks before my 17th birthday.  Griff  made the
breakthrough into the first team too  and got rave revues when he made his
debut at  of all places Celtic Park.  We still remained best mates and hung
out every weekend usually with a girl round our shoulders and later in our
beds. Being a footballer had its advantages.




ONCE IN A LIFETIME


I said earlier I met Kiwi once again. It was 1975 and I was twenty and in my
second year  college. Money was tight even though I got a full grant  and
was earning some money from my football, although that all went on paying
for the little car,   a Hillman Imp,  I'd bought to get me to and from
training and games. Griff who was earning well by the standards of the day
had a much more imposing machine and if we were cruising we used that.

I applied for a special scholarship open to family of mineworkers, both my
grandparents had been pit workers. I was to go to London for an interview. I
headed to London for the  first time.  In the train I went up to the bar to
get a beer.  " Excuse me mate" I said to a guy who was at the serving area
and as he turned I saw it was Kiwi   -  he might have been four years older
but he was instantly recognisable . His smile and eyes were as bright as
ever. His long blond hair over his shoulders and he looked hardly older than
17.

"Kiwi fuck It's me  Mondo" I shouted

He hugged me "I would hardly have recognised you" I was six foot plus and
solidly built and sported an awful perm that was popular then with
sideburns.   " What a fucking mess you are mate. Want a beer?"

Kiwi was now  5  9  slightly built  , still slim but not stick like.  His
face was unblemished and it looked as though he hadn't even started to shave
yet.   The journey flew past with us catching up. It was like we'd  never
been apart from each other. He was impressed that I had got to university I
always knew you were a clever shit.   Even more so that I was a semi pro
footballer  (  £20 a week  !!!)  and that had made the Scottish Under 18
athletics team for 400m.   He seemed to be flush  . Had a flat in London and
was working in a bar and doing some part time modelling.

" You  " I joked, "!what kind of fuckwit would use you as a model.?"
although I knew why  he had something special a charisma which affected
everyone who came into contact with him.

We got to London and he said "You want to doss in with me tonight  mate
instead of staying at a hotel."

"Sure I said"  delighted at the prospect as we headed for the tube.  .

We arrived at Kiwi's flat at Earls Court. It was nothing to write home
about.  One bedroom in a dirty stair and a kitchen which  was too small for
two of us at once.  We got some fish and chips and sat on his couch talking
about old times.

"You shagging anyone Kiwi?"  I asked.

"Yes  no- one in particular  just  who ever takes my fancy."  he boasted.

"Yeh like  I'll believe that one,"  I snorted as we downed a few cans of
beer. "So what about the modelling mate  - you for real  what have you been
in tele  or papers."

" No" he replied, " just a few catalogues  and some magazine work though".

"You must have some  to show me"  I laughed  .  He was reticent  not like
him.  " Come on Kiwi I know you,  you love to pose and there's no way you
don't have some around."

"Mondo"   he said quietly and more seriously than I'd ever known him to be.,
"It's not been all as good times for me down here.  My folks split up moved
away  and I stayed on . I ain't got qualifications  and for a while I was
lucky I didn't go back inside.  I got in with a guy  who introduced me to a
photographer who said  I could make money as a model.   Look you're a mate
I can talk to you can't I?"

" Of course Kiwi  anything at all mate." I said wondering what the hell was
wrong.

  He picked up a magazine out of a drawer and threw it to me.  "I'll
understand if you want to leave  before I come back. There's more there as
well he pointed to the box."

  I opened it and found pictures of  Kiwi striping off   , posing nude   and
  jerking off in full colour.  I was shocked  but kept staring and in fact
was turned on by them.  Half an hour past  I looked through the collection
of pics  and mags  by modern standards not too explicit  a couple of sum
shots and most solo posing.

Kiwi opened the door , "Still here "  he sounded relieved

"Course I am man   you look good in those by the way.  Hope you got well
paid.? " I tried to lighten the mood.

Kiwi said  "It was all bullshit  what I said about a new girl  every night
I mean  its guys I like"   .

"Kiwi    I think we all knew that   but mate we didn't care  you were our
mate   a great guy to have around and fun.  Who the fuck cares if you like
guys more than chicks.   I always wondered how you gave such good bj's  I've
never had any better and you know how many I've had"

He smiled " I'd had a bit of practice  though as I remember you weren't that
bad  yourself.  I do the pics  but I ain't a prossie  though I've had
offers. I fucking bet you have you're a good looking guy."

He smiled .  "What's up? " I said

"Just thinking back to what we  we used to do then" he spoke quietly.

"Yes I smiled  used to look forward to it  and well don't get me wrong  I'm
heavy into chicks  but I enjoyed those nights" I thought for  a moment and
whispered, "Maybe for old times sake "

"Your kidding"  Kiwi shouted

"I mean  fuck Kiwi  you and I always had something  special  you know that.
That night we were birched and you came to my bed to  see if I was all right
   part of me wanted you to stay"  I said

"Part of me wanted to stay as well and you know what part it was"  he
laughed.

"If we'd been alone I don't think I'd have complained"  I added

" Well  fuck you've got an interview at 0930 so you better get some sleep
you need to wow them don't you"  he asked

"Yes I ain't as well off as you  maybe I should do some modelling." Was my
response.

" I could get you a gig"  he said . .   " Hey you have the bed   I'll sleep
on the couch."

" Up to you Kiwi  I said  the bed looks big enough for two".    I went into
the bedroom and striped off my shirt   my muscles rippling and  a few chest
hairs obvious.

"Hey good looking big guy." He looked me over.

  Kiwi removed his shirt and his bronzed body came into view. It looked even
better than the pics  .  Pit hairs  yes but nothing else visible.   I
stared. at an Adonis model.

Opening my jeans I stripped  off and got into the bed my dick was already
hard  standing at 6.5 inches.

"Seems like my old friend is pleased to see me again." Kiwi laughed.

He took off his briefs and his gorgeous thing was hanging  down his balls  .
|his pubes  tightly trimmed were the only visible hair on him  -  soft down
on his legs.  We looked at each other and lay together.

"Fuck man you are gorgeous   the only guy who could ever really turn me on"
I was  bewitched by his body.

"What about Griff, jeff and Billy" he asked

"Fuck    they were good looking but  I'd  have never turned down a chick for
them" I whispered in his ear.

He kissed my nipples and I rubbed my hand through his hair  as we got to
explore each others bodies. His skin was so smooth.

"Fuck man this is weird   but I like it."  I said

Kiwi looked at me    "Mondo  I'd love you to fuck me but only if you want.
It will be like  taking a pussy "

I was taken aback  didn't know what to say  but I could never say no to him
. "I ain't sure what to do  Kiwi  -  well just do what you do with Angela
just better"  he laughed.   " And go easy its virgin I don't let just anyone
in there."  Even now he surprised me.

I was nervous but  nothing was going to stop me giving this beautiful guy
the gift he wanted. He lay on his back and lifted his knees in the air, His
legs  were downy but his arse  still smooth though there were a few hairs in
his crack.  We knew enough to  make sure he was well oiled  and I made sure
my dick was greased.  It was pre AIDS days and we never thought of condoms.
I  went up to him in the press up position in front of him and looked into
his eyes. They were radiant, absolutely perfect as I slowly inserted my dick
where no man had gone before. It felt weird as I pushed in slowly and gently
  asking him all the time if he was Ok  but the look on his face made the
words unnecessary.  Once I was in he was holding my back as I started to
work my way inside him. I used all the techniques that I had learned with
the many girls I had now laid. Really I was so out of it  that I was just
doing what came naturally after a while  , sweating and moaning as he was
doing likewise  until I screamed and came to a fantastic climax milking
heavily into him. He was gasping as he felt my warmth inside him still
smiling and started on his own member   I pulled his hands away and held
them

I lay back and looked at him smiling so happy so content. "Hey man we've
always shared everything haven't we  even beatings?  Your dick needs some
help there man  it looks ready to burst".  I  whispered.

"Give me a bj Mondo" he pleaded. -

"Sure unless you want to let me feel what my chick feels when I screw her."
I asked  unsure but sure at the same time

"You mean?"  he  said wide-eyed.

.I smiled, " Of course  man ,  for you anything. "

I lay back with my muscled legs up in the air so I could see his angelic
face.  He applied my own cum to my arsehole and more to his rampant dick.
"You sure Mondo? , he asked,

"If  you loved it why shouldn't I see what's it like"  I said  unsure but
determined to understand.

He got onto me  and placed his dick 5.5 and slim at my opening. He slowly
started to enter. I gasped as I felt it break through.  He paused then he
went in further,  I could feel his pubes rub against me and the touch of his
balls as he started to ride me.  It felt very comfortable and I was soon
rock hard again grabbing Kiwis hard hairless nipples as he worked me hard.
It wasn't long though before he was squealing loudly and I' knew what that
meant   and felt him explode in me.  I was amazed at how good it felt.

When he finished he  lay back  and came down on me and said , "A final
present big man the best bj in the business"   He was correct, he always
gave the best and this was no exception. .


We slept well and only were disturbed by the ringing of Kiwi's alarm. I
llooked over Kiwi lying there still smiling  looking so good.  "Regrets?"
he said

"Never"   was my answer.  I got up and showered and dressed ready for my
interview.   I had something he made me to eat and we said our goodbyes.

"Hey here's my address make sure you keep in  touch now you shit, you
promised last time.   I  `ve got a game tomorrow so got to get home tonight
I wish I didn't" I meant it as well.

" You've got to he said  you have your life to lead. I'll be in touch" he
promised

We hugged each other.  He was almost in tears  me too as I left for the
tube.   I somehow knew that we wouldn't see each other again.