Date: Wed, 3 Aug 2011 20:48:00 -0600
From: Max Anderson <cagetheangel_69@hotmail.com>
Subject: love's a bitch-2

Hey guys, i hope you liked the first chapter, it took me a while to write
but I DID IT

If you are under legal age, according to your state laws, if this story is
offensive to you or to anyone around your viewing area, or it is illegal
for you to view such content...well then i say this with all my heart PISS
OFF, go do your homework or something mmm k thnx

i got to school at around 12:00 pm and sadly i got detention after school
with Mr. Hess, everything in my life was NOT going right at all...i was
full on GAY!, i was in love with BRAEDEN SALVERDA (captain of football
team- which can also be translated as all American STRAIGHT BOY- ya i know
i got no chance) and to make things worse i just kissed Stiles Montgomery
(the number one gay basher in town).

I tried to avoid Stiles the best i could, i did not want to run into him
because that would just push him over the edge and he would probably out me
to the whole school, so right after the bell rang i booked it to detention
trying soo hard to be invisible.

"Welcome to Detention, Brooks please take a seat and start working on any
extra homework or projects you have...oh and one more thing NO TALKING!",
Mr. Hess said, as he walked out of class.

i sighed as i looked for somewhere to seat, spotting a seat at the back i
walked over and sat down, pulling out my diary and started doodling on it
trying to see what my name would sound like if me and Braeden got married,
would i be a Mr. Bryson Salverda, or will i keep my last name and become a
Mr. Bryson Brooks Salverda.

"hey", i heard someone beside me say interrupting me from my thoughts. I
always recognized that voice, it was my Braeden, ha, has a nice ring to it
right?

i turned to look at him and smiled. "hey Braeden, how's it going bro?" i
actually spoke to him, without passing out, maybe my day wasn't so bad
after all.

"Pretty good, man...so what are you doing in detention, you are like the
most responsible person i know ".

"haha i was late for school...wait what do you mean the most responsible
person...I..I can be bad if i want to, infact i did the most horrible thing
ever last night". i said

"oh yeah, what did you do?" he pressed

"kay, so my mum told me to wash the dishes last night and i was like mom, i
cant i'm doing my homework, but i was actually reading, ha IT. WAS. CRAZY!"

"Oh wow you are such a rebel", Braeden said sarcastically.

"I CAN be a rebel if i choose to!", i pouted and stuck my tongue out at
him.

"hahaha, God you are sooo cute!".

Did i hear him right, BRAEDEN SALVERDA thought I was CUTE, oh god, i think
i just died and went to heaven.

"Isn't he?" a deep voice erupted from behind me, i whipped my head back and
there was the guy i was trying so hard to avoid, the guy who had my whole
life in his hands and could do whatever he pleases with it. That thought
made me queasy, i took a deep breathe, turn my head back forward and place
my head on the desk.

"you okay man, you look a little pale", Braeden whispered, his eyes filled
with concern.

"ya are you okay there Bry, you look like shit", Stiles sneered at me. he
placed his warm hands against my back.

"uhm...ya I'm ok, uh i just...it's nothing, uh excuse me i have to...i have
to go", i picked up my backpack and ran out of the classroom, not giving a
shit if i still had 45 minutes of detention left. i just had to get out of
there, i needed to go somewhere safe.

I walked in to the boys locker room, luckily no one was there so i didn't
have to worry about crying in front of the football team. i took off my
clothes and walk into the shower, the feeling of the warm water pelting
against my back felt so soothing. It's amazing how fast my life had changed
over the last few hours, i really wish i wasn't gay, things would be so
different. Life would be so much easier for me, i would just simply ask a
girl out, and we would date all through out high school and college and get
married, then i would become a lawyer and she would become a doctor. We
would have like 4 children- 2 boys and 2 girls- and we would be a happy
family. But lets face it that idea was just plain repulsive to me, i don't
want a woman in my life, i wanted men...always have always will.

I pressed my back against the cold wall and slid down to the floor, i
pulled my knees to my chest and buried my head between my thighs and
started crying. i have never cried this hard before, i just wanted to let
all my sad emotions out. I was in hysterics when someone walked into the
shower and stood in front of me fully dressed obviously not caring about
getting wet. I looked up and found Stiles standing in front of me, his eyes
filled with pure hatred. Knowing that he hated me made me cry even harder
and i have no idea why...i didn't give a rat's ass what he thought about
me...right? I mean why would i he meant nothing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO ME,
now Braeden on the other hand was everything to me. He was the reason i got
up every morning.

"You are sick!" i heard him say, his voice filled with hatred, anger and
disgust.

"Fuck off Stiles just leave me alone, you don't know anything about me ok,
so just FUCK OFF!" i yelled at him, not caring if me yelling at him would
provoke him more.

"Oh i know everything about you...i also know you are FAGGOT, a QUEER, a
FUDGE PACKER, a FAIRY a-"

"So! Why do you care if I'm gay, hunh?  just leave me the fuck alone"

"No people like you don't deserve to live, you are a filthy sick disgusting
piece of shit"

"I...you don't mean that, Stiles i KNOW you don't, we've been best friends
since birth...i know-"

"We are not and never have been friends, ok...all because your mom and my
mom have been childhood friend does not mean me and you are friends!"

"Shut the fuck up, you lying bastard, we were friends, the best of friends
until out of the blue you just fucking dropped me. So don't act like you
never knew me, you stupid inconsiderate assh-"

Suddenly i felt his body slammed against me, he pinned me to the floor and
slapped me across the face. He wrapped his hands around my neck and started
strangling me, i was shaking and struggling to get out his strong grip
around my neck. I felt myself fading into darkness, when i felt the weight
of Stiles being pulled of me.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO HIM, YOU STUPID FUCK!!!!", my rescuer
yelled at Stiles. I was trying so hard to breathe, my vision was still
really blurry so i could make out the face of my savior.

His strong arms wrapped around me and gently rock me back and forth telling
me i was going to be okay, his voice soothing, his voice, the voice of my
love.

"Braeden, I-"

"No don't talk, i have to get you to the hospital, quick, don't worry
you'll be okay...i...i promise"

"No, don't worry it's okay, i don't think I'm not going to make
it...i...cant breathe", i whispered lightly.

"Oh, please you'll be ok, just hold on please don't...don't die", i felt
his warm lips press against my forehead.

This fucking blows, I'm in the arms of my love and I'm dying...maybe the
whole die and gone to heaven thing isn't so great after all. i felt him
lift me up.

"I swear on my life, you'll be okay, just hold on tight please, I'm begging
you", he cried

"ok..."

i tried so hard to hold on, but i felt myself slipping into the darkness,
the last thing i heard was Stiles and Braeden screaming "NO" in unison.



So guys what do you think, is Stiles in love with Bryson and is just scared
to admit it, so he uses violence?, is Bryson going to die, and is it me or
does Braeden seem a little gay.

I really want to hear your guy's opinion on this chapter, did you like it?,
was it boring?, did it give you goose bumps? lol, let me know : )