Date: Sun, 18 Nov 2012 14:10:53 -0800 (PST)
From: xxxxxxxxxx <beardog2@yahoo.com>
Subject: me and Sam part 5

 As we kissed I felt myself stiffening up . I was about to adjust myself
but Sam beat me to it.  He placed his free hand on my rapidly expanding
bulge and helped my dick into an upright position. This was the first time
anyone other than a Doctor had touched me there. I gasped at the sensation
and pushed my tongue past his lips and into his mouth. I wasn't sure what
the hell I was doing so I just let my tongue do some exploring .

 I was about to grab his package when we heard some voices off in the
distance and getting closer. The log we had sat on was behind several small
shrubs and offered a little protection. We stood up and Sam adjusted
himself to hide his hard on.

" Let's get out of here in case Todd followed us " , Sam said with a look
of worry on his face.

 " I don't think we have anything to worry about , school's been out for
over an hour and I'm sure no one followed us . I looked behind us when we
branched off the main trail and the coast was clear."

 Sam didn't look convinced and was staring up the trail from which we had
come.

 We got back on our bikes and pedaled back the way we came from. I led the
way just in case Sam was right but soon we spotted 3 younger kids heading
towards us on foot. We passed them with just a nod and got back on the main
path heading in the direction of my house.

 As we hit the road we rode side by side and I asked Sam to come to my
house. I wanted to pick back up where we had left off in the meadow but Sam
had to get home. He was late as it was and hadn't called his grand parents
to let them know.

"Are you gonna be in trouble ? " I was worried that he might get grounded
and I wouldn't be able to see him outside of school and that would have
really sucked.

 " No, I'll just tell them that I was showing you the trails and time got
away from us. They liked you and were glad that I brought you home the
other day. I hadn't had anyone over in a long time and they've been worried
that I don't have any friends. A couple of the guys used to come over to
swim but after Todd told everyone I was queer they all stopped hanging
around with me and .... well, you know the rest."

 We had reached the top of my street and had to part ways . I felt a gloom
starting to descend on me and didn't want him to leave but there was
nothing to be done about it. I knew my Mom would have lots of questions for
me regarding the tutoring after school and I wasn't sure what I going to
tell her. I never lied to my folks and didn't want to start now but what
the hell else could I do ? I could say something like -

 "Well Mom , you' ve met Sam and I think he's really cute. I want him to
tutor me here at home after school as he won't be allowed to at the
school. I just want to spend every waking moment with him. You see , I
think I'm queer and want to ask him to be my boyfriend , you understand
don't you? "

"Oh that's fine honey, Sam can tutor you if you want. You guys can go up to
your room and he can teach you all you need to know.".

 Yeah right ! Like that was gonna happen.

 Sam and I bumped knuckles and he said he'd call me later. That made me
feel slightly better. I watched as he pedaled away while thinking of what I
was going to tell my Mom.  It was so out of character for me to seek out
something like that. I wasn't sure what she'd think.

 I didn't have to worry about it right away as her car was gone when I
pedaled in . I made a sandwich quickly , wolfed it down and went into the
garage to do a little lifting. For once I thought while I did my routine,
I'd just tell her part of the truth - that I was somewhat behind the other
kids.

 Earlier in the week a girl ( I never learned her name ) was move from our
class to the core class. The core class worked more on the basics and was
geared towards the kids who would be taking more shop classes than the
academic ones once we had reached the high school and started the 9th
grade.

My last school had been behind in almost every subject except science . I
could tell her I didn't want the other kids to make fun of me or that I
didn't want to get moved to the other 8 th grade class , which was the core
class.
 As it was I was struggling to maintain C's on the tests we had taken so
far. If I was moved I'd only get to see Sam as we passed in the hallways
. We wouldn't even have lunch together if that happened. I was making
myself sick with worry just in those few minutes thinking about it. It was
possible , not probable but it could happen if my grades slipped below
those god damn C's.

I was determined to stay with Sam in the same class. Jim was now with us
along with Max and Chris , it would all fall apart if I was moved. I
wouldn't be able to protect Sam and the assholes would start in on him
again. I couldn't allow that to happen. I heard my Mom pull into the
driveway and went out. She had been grocery shopping and was starting to
pick up some bags from the trunk. I took the bags she was holding and told
her I'd get them .

 " Thanks honey , I'll go in and get supper started and you can tell me
about this tutoring program.." she said with a smile.

 I finished bring in the bags as Mom got dinner started . My Dad would be
home in 45 minutes or so and she said I could wait until then if I wanted
to finish up out in the garage. I scooted back out and worked the speed bag
until I heard my Dad pull in .

I greeted him in the drive asking how his day went. He was in a good mood
as usual , it took a lot to get my Dad in a bad mood for which I was
grateful seeing how much trouble I'd been in the last two years. I knew
they were concerned about my temper and with all the fights and he was the
first one to agree to me getting some counseling.

 Mom said dinner would be ready in 20 minutes so I had time to shower then
I could hit the books before anything good was on the TV. Our house was a
cape style with two bedrooms on the first floor , one of which was being
used as my Dad's office.  My room was on the second floor along with a 3/4
bath and an unfinished area we used for storage.

 I went up and quickly got undressed while thinking of Sam . My dick was at
full mast as I entered the shower and I wasted no time grabbing the soap
and stroking my cock.. When I was little my Dad used to take me into the
shower with him and I noticed he had foreskin hanging from his penis while
mine only covered 3/4 of the head of mine. I asked him why mine was
different and he told me I was circumcised while he wasn't. Now I know that
I was partially cut , leaving most of my skin but had just had the skin
removed that would naturally hang off the end. When I'm soft it covers 3/4
of my dickhead, when hard it retracts back all the way.

 I sped up my stroking but held back as long as I could , when I did
finally shoot I was thinking back to that day in Sam's room when I had
ground into him and we both shot. My knees nearly buckled and my head was
spinning . I guess I had forgotten to breathe . lol. I had started
measuring my dick when I noticed some fine hairs starting to sprout. I knew
I was at 5 1/2 inches at this point but had no idea if this was average or
short but couldn't wait to compare with Sam.  He was fully cut I had
noticed in his room. I hoped he didn't think I was a freak for having a
weird looking dick.

As we sat down for dinner my Dad asked how school went then asked about
this tutoring program. I told them that I was slightly behind the rest of
my classmates in most subjects and struggling on each test just to keep
getting those C's . He knew I had been giving it my best but was still
struggling. My Dad and I went over my home work every night and I enjoyed
spending that time with him , it was just me and him . Mom was never that
great a student herself and was more than happy to let my Dad handle it. No
matter how busy he was he always found time to go over the homework with
me.

 " Well son you seem to grasp the concept of the work you do at home so
what's the problem with the tests? " he asked.

 "I don't know Dad , here it's easier because I can take my time and I know
if I get it wrong you'll pick it out and go over it with me until I got it
right but the tests have different problems on them and I just start to
panic. I keep looking at the clock and time starts running out so I start
rushing and just started guessing at the answers towards the end. "

 I then explained about the core class and what they are and how I didn't
want to be moved into it. My Dad thought about it for a minute then asked
me if I thought it would be all that bad to be moved. It would take some of
the pressure off me and allow me to get higher grades in my new classes. He
went on to say that he thought it might even be better for me as I wouldn't
have to worry so much and that school should be enjoyable while getting an
education and not all stress and worry. I also thought he was thinking of
me joining his company and a high school diploma would be enough. The
college prep classes wouldn't be necessary.

 We had talked a lot about me joining the marines when I graduated as he
had . My Dad had served 8 years in the corp. and most of that time being an
MP and performing security.  After he and a fellow marine had started a
private consulting firm mostly dealing with security in and around our
military bases and airfields. That's why we had moved so much , so he could
study the strengths and weaknesses of our military facilities. He also
worked with other defense contractors , colleges , factories and the
like. He did most of the field work in the early years up until now while
his best friend and business partner Connor handled the office and
contracts and the rest of the stuff that goes along with it.

My heart dropped as it sounded like he wanted me to relax and take the
easier road. Fuck ! This wasn't what I expected at all.

 "But Dad if I switch classes I won't be with the few friends I've already
made. It will stink . I won't even be able to eat lunch with them " , I
told him .

 My Mom had remained silent during our exchange and I didn't expect her to
say anything.  She seemed to be content to let me and Dad hash this out. "
Mike you'll still see your friends while you make other ones. Maybe some of
your anger stems from the pressure you have with your school work. I know
you hate bullies but perhaps there's more to it than you want to admit. "I
started to protest but my Dad cut me off gently saying that he'd go over
the paperwork I had brought home about the tutoring program and call the
school tomorrow and check into the core classes which sounded like a better
way to go ."

I slammed my fork down and got up from the table. I had never been so angry
at him or myself .  Here he had already decided . I knew it . I knew my
Dad. I was fucked and all because I had brought it up . I could have just
left things the way they were but no .... I got greedy , all I had wanted
to do was spend more time with Sam. Now I was going to be spending less , a
hell of a lot less.

 My Dad tried to grab my arm as I flew past him heading for the stairs and
my room. Saying " Where the hell do you think you're going? You haven't
been dismissed from the table yet."

" To my room , sir ! You've already decided , there's nothing left to say
now is there?  " as I stormed up the stairs.

 I heard my Dad getting up from the table and my Mom called out sharply ;

 " Tim ! Tim !  Let him go , he's upset. " .

I had shut the door as I went upstairs. I had never left the table before
without asking first but I was pissed and couldn't trust my mouth to say
something I'd knew I would later regret. I was heart broken. I threw myself
down on my bed and just let the tears come . I couldn't have stopped them
if my life had depended upon it. What the fuck was I going to do? I called
Sam and thank God he answered because I certainly couldn't have asked for
him , I was too shaken up and crying to hard.

 " Hello" I heard him say.

 "Sam " I croaked , then just started sobbing. I couldn't even put two
words together.

 " Mike is that you? What's wrong ! Whats going on ? Is it Todd ? "

" No , not Todd " I managed to squeak out.

 " Mike listen to me . Take a breath . Calm down . "

 Just hearing him had a soothing effect on me and after I took a few deeps
breaths I told Sam the entire conversation we had at the dinner table and
how I had stormed off.

" Wow , Mike are you in trouble for storming off," he asked.

 " No , Sam I don't think so , not really. But what am going to do ? I
don't want to be in a different class than you. I just found you and aint
gonna lose you."

     " Mike you'renot going to lose me. We'll still see each other at
school and after. We'll make time I promise. Just don't fight with your
folks over this. You're even sure it's a done deal yet are you? "

      Before I could answer I heard someone open the door and start up the
stairs. I told Sam I'd call him back and hung up the phone. I was sitting
on the side of my bed , I looked at my door as I heard a knock and I said
"come in."

    My Dad opened the door and stepped into my room , he walked over and
sat so close to me that our sides were touching. He put his arm around me
and lifted my tear reddened face so I could look into his eyes.

    "Mike I know it hasn't been easy for you with us moving around so much
, not being able to make close friends and all. Now you have found some you
don't want to lose them. Now let's talk about what's best for you. No
getting mad. You begin and I promise to listen ."

      " Dad , Sam is on the honor roll and tutors younger kids. They won't
let kids in the same grade tutor each other so Sam will come over here
after school to help me . I'm going to teach Sam to defend himself in
return. We plan to work out here and at the condo , I know I told you about
the pool and all at his place right? " My Dad nodded and I went on.

     " Sam 's my best friend and we walk to all our classes together with a
few other guys.  Before I came most of the guys teased him and bullied him
, one guy in particular. I put a stop to it without having to fight and if
I get moved it will all start up again and Sam deserves better. " My Dad
waited a few seconds to see if I was done.

      " Mike that's noble of you to want to stand up for Sam but your Mom
and I have to think of what's best for you. I hate seeing you struggle with
your school work. Some people are born to be great artists and others are
born to be scientists and no amount of practice or studying will made
someone something he's not. We all have limits that we have to except. You
know I want you to join me at T & C ( my Dad and Connor's company ) when
you finish high school but if you have a breakdown or burn out before
...well I just can't allow that. No matter what you decide to do in life
you know your Mom and I will support you. You're our only child Mike and
that makes you so special to us. I just couldn't stand it if we lost you to
drugs or alcohol or suicide because you pushed yourself too hard."

Wow , Where the hell was this coming from? I knew my parents were worried
about me as I sometimes heard them talking in whispers and had caught the
jist of it a few times but had no idea they were this worried.


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