Date: Tue, 8 Feb 2005 11:35:55 -0800 (PST)
From: scott lee <wasntme1221@yahoo.com>
Subject: My First Love

This is my first story I have ever written, so please take it easy on me
with the comments. If you would like to email me my email is,
wasntme1221@yahoo.com. Thank you.

	Hi my story began when I was only 13, my mom had recently
remarried, no I didn't have a problem with him, but the fact that I wasn't
really paid attention to any more. Then one night I was on my computer in a
gay chat room yes I knew I was gay, and I was talking to this kid who was
like 16, he lived near me, actually not more than 4 blocks, so we hung out
for a while. He became to be the person who always protected me from
everything that was not so good in life. I loved him a lot and I was
grateful that he paid the attention to me and his name was Adam mine is
Kevin.

Then one day he asked me if I would like to go camping with him, I figured
what the hell I mean at least I could get out of the house. He asked my mom
and she said it was ok. I had already packed my stuff because she knew I
need to make new friends. I knew she would let me go, so we where off in
his car just driving 4 hours to the campsite, when we got there I tried
setting up the tent kinda got tangled in the tent though, Adam came over
and untangled me and just looked at me and laughed, then just like messed
up my hair. We finally got the camp set up and we had fun all weekend. We
drove home and he dropped me off at my house and he left. Things went on
like that for two years just friends it was almost my 15th birthday, and I
never thought of us more than friends, until the night before my birthday
we were at a party and he stayed by me most of the time just to make sure I
was ok with my surroundings, and when he dropped me off he had kissed me,
he has kissed me before but never on the lips. I was in like a moment I
can't really explain at the time or even now for that matter. He was just
smiling at me when I got out of the car and walked into my house, when I
finally got out of the trance I was in, I was thinking so many thoughts but
the main one was, I think I'm in love with Adam...

The next day he called my cell while I was in school, my teacher was
screaming at me while I put up my index finger and walked out of the
class. I was in the hall and he was telling me that he thought he was in
love with me and he asked if he could see me now. I said to the teacher I
wasn't feeling good and she told me to go to the nurse. I did and I got
away with it and got sent home. My mom could always tell when I was faking,
she told me that I could go with Adam.

When he arrived to pick me up I walked to his car and he kept switching the
power locks on and off and I just stood there until I thought he was ready
to let me in and I reached for the door handle very quickly and he locked
them again then he unlocked them and I opened it so fast and jumped in and
with my mom watching out the window, he kissed me. She didn't say anything
at the moment but when I got home she let me know that I wasn't welcome in
her home anymore by all my stuff thrown on the front porch with a note
saying don't ask just go.

He always waited for me to get in the house then he would leave, and he
noticed I started crying he got out of his car and came to me. He said
what's wrong then he seen the note, he just hugged me and held me and he
said to put the stuff in his trunk. So we packed his trunk and we went to
his apartment and he said to me I love you and I just burst out crying. I
have never cried that hard in my life, not more than three days later I got
my birth certificate in the mail and everything else that I need to get on
with my life.

Adam took my mom to court for full sole custody of me and my mom signed me
over with no problem at all as if she never knew me. She wouldn't even look
at me, I have never had sex in my life Adam was trying to cheer me up by
carrying me into his apartment like we had just been married or something
and I just looked at him with out saying anything he knew what I was
thinking, I walked into the bedroom, he thought I wanted to watch a scary
movie. He was wrong he didn't know he was going to make love to me, he
noticed I was gone for five minutes and he started looking for me but I
made sure I hid my self good in the closet he opened it but still didn't
find me. After a while I heard him just watching TV. and I walked out he
looked at me and just smiled and said, Where have u been???

I told him I was hiding, he didn't believe me and I sat down next to him
and he noticed I wasn't feeling very comfortable, so he stood me up and
layed down then after that he just was there looking at me. I finally did
get the hint though. We layed there for about an hour and then he picked me
and brought me in his bedroom and we began to undress...

Sorry I couldn't write more. But I will if I get enough feed back...
Thanks ... Email me ;)...yea, l8r