Date: Tue, 27 Dec 2011 22:03:39 -0500
From: Full Name <freemantle1@excite.com>
Subject: My First Mistake, Part 2

I went with Carl yesterday to the park.  I was behind the fence as I jerked
him off.  When he was finished a larger cock was pushed through the hole
and a voice said, "Suck me."  And I did it.  Carl called me this morning
and asked me to come by his house.  I didn't plan to see my friend again
for the rest of the summer. After some begging Carl talked me into meeting
him again.  I was still ashamed as Carl answered his door and let me in.

Carl said, "You let him shoot in your mouth. Do you want to do it again?" I
told him "There is no way I will do it again."  Carl said, "Shit this is
the most exciting thing we have ever done. I am boned. You ate spunk." I
told Carl to shut up.  It wasn't supposed to happen.  I told him I wasn't a
queer.  Carl looked over at me and said, "You might not be queer but you
did jerk me off and you sucked the high school guy off. So technically you
are a cock sucker." I just looked at my best friend and said, "Shut up
asshole."

He smiled and said, "Quit being so serious. It just happened." I said,
"Easy for you to say.  You didn't have a dick shoot in your mouth.  You
didn't swallow someone's cum." Carl looked at me and said, "Did it make you
sick to swallow his cum?"  I said, "No but I should not have done it. Why
didn't I take off?"  Carl looked at me and said, "Come on, No one will know
what happened.  I'm not going to tell and the guy didn't know who was
behind the fence. What did it hurt?"

I got loud, "What did it hurt?  I sucked a dick. I jerked off last night
thinking about what I did.  I'm getting a boner just thinking about his
dick. I'm a stupid cocksucker." I jumped when Carl reached down and touched
my erection. He said, "So you liked what you did."  I said, "No way.  I
just think it has screwed up my mind. The first sex I have is not with my
girlfriend but with you and some dude in the park.  That's fucked up."

Carl asked, "Do you want to do it again? Are you going to suck a dick
again?"  I said, "Who knows. I don't want to be known as the queer of
Junior High School. I am so fucked."  As tears started down my face I
slammed my fist into the wall, "I'm screwed up.  Why did this happen to
me?"  Carl said, "You know, no one will know what you did. You are just
freaking out for nothing." Carl then said something that caused me to glare
at him, "If you want to do it again, you could suck my cock."

I said, "Later Carl. I'm out of here.  My cock was hard as I went to my
room.  I sat with my back against the headboard on my bed. I started
stroking my cock.  I imagined myself between Carl's legs looking at the
monster eye. I looked at his dick with a dark mushroom head. Carl said,
"That's it.  You are almost there." I looked at the bloated head of his
throbbing cock and I pointed it at my mouth.  I saw the slit at the end
with his pre-cum leaking out. I started sucking his dick and I felt the
blasts of my cum shoot onto my stomach. I thought, "Great I'm a fag," as I
fell asleep.

I'm at Carl's house again and he started in on me about "Why, Was I, Would
I do it again?" I told him, "I don't know what I will do."  He said, "Will
you jerk me off again?"  I said, "Yea, why not."  Carl undressed quickly
and sat on the side of his bed.  I looked at him and knelt between his
legs. I started to jerk him again. I wanted him to squirm on the bed.  I
wanted to control him with my hands. He said, "Will you let me cum on you?"
I asked, "Why would you want to do that.  He said, I just want to see you
with a facial.  I think that would be freaky."

I let him cum on my face.  Some of his cum went into my mouth. I jerked off
a thousand times at night thinking about what I had done.  I felt ashamed
because I know I'm not gay and I cannot let anything happen again. I was
afraid to be around Carl.  Carl acted normal when we were together.  We
were playing his Xbox. when he asked, "Are you OK.  You have acted strange
the last few days."  I said, "I'm OK, I'm stilled pissed I didn't run away
the other day."  Carl started joking, "I'm kind of glad you didn't.  I
didn't know how I would be ablew to meet up with a cocksucker. Now I see
him every day."

I said, "You are the biggest asshole. Boys are not supposed to jerk each
other off."  Carl smiled at me and said, "I didn't jerk you off. You jerked
me off. We don't have a girlfriend so what will it hurt." You were just
playing around and that's not queer."  I laughed and said, "Well I think
sucking dick and eating cum might be queer." Carl said, "I know you're not
gay. That just happened." He asked, "Did it bother you when you jerked me
off?" I thought before I answered him, "No it didn't bother me at all."  I
started to get a hard-on as I said, "No I kind of liked it."  He smiled and
said, "No shit?"

Carl got naked fast and I was between his legs.  My dick was hard and I
undressed and started jerking off.  Carl looked down at me and said, "You
are a pervert aren't you?."  I looked at him and said, "Are you ready?" He
said, "Just jerk me off."  I did what he asked and it kind of made me feel
funny. I was jerking his dick and my dick at the same time. His dick was
pointed straight at face.  He put his fingers on my lips and started to rub
them as I jerked both cocks. He moved his hand to his dick and got a glob
of his pre-cum.  He told me to open my mouth and he pushed a finger inside
my mouth.  I could taste his pre-cum. He moved close to me as I jerked him
off.  His dick was near my face as I kept up my jerking motions.  Carl
said, "I'm about to cum" I felt the first blast on my face. I kept my lips
tight tight together as Carl kept shooting. My cum unloaded on his floor as
he was finishing my cum facial.

Carl asked, "Will you let me put my cock in your mouth one time." I said,
"I'll never do that again.  I don't want cum in my mouth." Carl said, I
just want to feel what it feels like one time." I said, "No. I don't want
to have another cock in my mouth."  He said, "Just for a second.  I will
pull it right out. You have already had a dick in your mouth.  Just let me
know what it's like.  Please just try." I was stupid when I gave in to
Carl. Carl stood before me with his dick pointing at my mouth.  I said,
"Just for a minute."  I opened my lips and let the head slip inside. He
pulled out after pushing the head of his dick just past my lips.  He said,
"Thanks Dude that was awesome."  I now have had two dicks in my mouth but I
was not freaked out. Carl said, "That was great.  Do you think you will let
me inside your mouth again?" I said, "I'll see."  He took that as a yes and
he said, "Great, no one will know."