From: Michael <mkatzen@orion.it.luc.edu>
Subject: TRUE LIFE: MY FRIEND, Shad  (M/M)
Date: 26 May 1996 20:45:43 GMT
Organization: Loyola University Chicago

Here's the usual warning just in case.  This is sexually explicit material for 
adults only!  If you're not 18, hang up now!!


In high school, I began fantasizing about other guys, but didn't have the 
chance to do anything until one day, a neighbor friend of mine, named Shad 
(seriously-- his brother was named Shawn, and his sister Shannon) got out a 
old fashioned vibrator/massageer (that strapped onto your hand) and ask if I 
wanted to try beating off with it. I said sure, and wondered what would happen 
next.  Unfortunately, he insisted on doing it under the covers so I couldn't 
really watch him.  When it was my turn, I decided to cover myself up too, but 
just as I was about to come, he yanked the blanked off me and stared at my 
dick as I came.  He didn't make any moves towards me, so I still wondered if 
he wanted to do anything.  But his pulling back the covers like that got me 
thinking.

About a week or so later, we were in my house and we overheard my sister and 
her friends saying they were going to conduct a seance in the basement.  Shad 
and I decided to hide downstairs and scare them, so we went into this crawl 
space below the basement stairs and waited.  There were a couple of cushions 
stored under the stairs that we lay down on and talked while we waited.  Shad 
suddenly mentioned this birthday party he went to recently where all the guys 
there played spin the bottle.  At some point they must have stripped because 
he said how this guy whose birthday it was had a dick the same size as mine 
(and larger than Shad's, I was to soon learn).  Shad then really surprised me 
by saying that while playing spin the bottle, he had to kiss the birthday boy 
on the ass.  For some reason, I didn't ask Shad to go into more detail on 
this, maybe because he kind of told this in a joking tone of voice.  But then 
Shad started rubbing my chest through my t-shirt. "You would let me rub your 
chest," he said sarcastically, but still continued to rub it.  His hand began 
to move down my chest, and he then asked "What would you do if I didn't stop?" 
as he approached the waistline of my blue jeans. Finally, I got up the guts to 
reply "I'd do the same thing to you."

We were quiet for a moment, and then Shad asked, "Are you gay?"  
"Well," I replied, "Do you think someone can be a little gay?"  He considered 
a moment, then said "Yeah, I guess so." 
"Then I guess I'm a little gay, " I answered.  Shad paused a moment.  "I think 
I am too."

"Well, what do you want to do about it?" I asked, and then started rubbing his 
chest like he had been rubbing mine.  Shad sighed "Oh this is nice.  Keep 
going."  He then turned on his side and began rubbing my chest again.

We continued for a minute or so, and I decided to try something. "It might 
feel better if we take our shirts off," I said.  Shad nodded, and we both 
pulled our t-shirts over our heads, then began rubbing each others chest 
again.  I was almost shaking I was so excited, and Shad moaned a little.  
"Michael," he almost whispered.  "Can I kiss you?"  I was really surprised at 
this, but pleased.  "Of course. " I replied.  Shad leaned towards me, his 
hands on my chest, and mine moving to his sides as our lips met.  I then put 
my arms around him and pulled him closer.


We made out for a minted or tow, and then Shad pulled away.  "That was nice, " 
he said.  Again he paused.  "I'll beat you off if you beat me off."  "Ok, " I 
began pulling my pants down.  I noticed Shad didn't pull his shorts all the 
way off, so I decided to keep my jeans on around my knees.  For the fist time, 
I could see what his dick looked like and it was smaller than mine, about four 
inches long, and he didn't have any hair on it yet.  But at least it was 
circumsized liked mine.  He reached for my six incher, and I grabbed his dick 
in turn and we both began to stroke each other.  I was so exited that I knew I 
would come soon, and I guess he was just as excited because after a minute, we 
both began to convulse.  While come began squirting from my dick, nothing came 
from his and he watched in surprise as the white streams of come fell onto my 
chest and over his still stroking hand.  Shad wiped his hand on the mattress 
in what I thought was disgust while I wiped myself with my t-shirt.  But then 
he turned to me and asked "Can we sleep down here?"  "We'd better not, I 
replied.  "My mom might wonder where we are.  Besides we should go get cleaned 
up."  We then got dressed and crawled out just as my sister and her friends 
were coming down the stairs.

"What are you guys doing?" She asked suspiciously.
"Nothing." I replied in an uninterested tone.  "Just going to my room."  Shad 
giggled as we passed them.  Once in my room, I took off my sticky t-shirt and 
then got an idea.  
"Hey Shad, I just thought of something,  Let's go take a shower.  I sure could 
use one."  Shad smiled and said "Yeah!" enthusiastically.  We went acrossed 
the hall and locked the bathroom door.  With my parents watching tv 
downstairs, and my sister in the basement probably starting her seance, I 
hoped we wouldn't be disturbed.  Shad seemed to be wating for me, so I quickly 
stripped, my cock already growing hard again. I soon saw thathis was just as 
hard as I turned on the shower and motioned for him to climb in.  Once inside, 
he grabbed me and I bent my head down to meet his kiss.  Our hard cockss were 
pressed against each  other, the warm water trickling down our bare skin.  I 
began to move my hips to rub my cock against his, but soon realized I'd better 
stop or I'd come again.  Shad seem disappointed as I broke our kiss, but then 
I grabbed the bar of soap and began soaping him down.  When I was finished, i 
told him to rinse off, and then I asked if he would do the same to me;  

I was in ecstasy as his hands moved all over my body and especially when they 
stroked my cock and then moved around to lather my ass cheeks.  That gave me 
an idea, and I grabbed another bar of soap and turned around to lather Shad's 
cock again.  "Shad, do you want to do me in the ass?" I asked.  His grin 
spread even wider acrossed his face, and he nodded vigorously. "Oh yeah!  I've 
been wanted to do that for so long!  I can't believe it!"

I figured I wouldn't have too much trouble taking him since I had practiced 
with my own fingers, and even a candle one time.  But Shad had some trouble 
slipping it in, so I read around to guide his cock into my waiting asshole.  
It slipped in as  easily as I thought, and Shad immediately gasped.  "Oh my 
God!" he exclaimed. "I can't believe this!  You're so tight!  I'm going to 
come soon."  he grabbed me aound the waste, and I think I enjoyed his arms 
around me and the feel of his body pressed against mine almost as much as the 
fullness of his cock moving inside me.  He began to moan as I stroked myself, 
and sure enough he began to shake and convulse against me.  I began to moan as 
well as come squirted from my cock for the second time that night.  Exhausted, 
we both collapsed on the bath tub floor, our arms around each other,  

"Wow!" Shad exclaimed.  "I can't wait to find out what it's like to suck each 
others cocks."  I laughed.  "Me too."