Date: Sat, 10 Apr 1999 19:50:54 PDT
From: Chris P <chrisohio@hotmail.com>
Subject: Chapter 8

I know you all have been waiting patiently for this chapter.  I
apologize for the delay.  This one was a bitch!  I hope you all like
the new fornat.  I've tried some of the suggestion I got after
chapter 7.  I didn't realize how long I made the paragraphs in 7.  I
hope the new format is better for all of you.  PEACE!


My High School Years
Chapter 8
'Justin's  Struggle'

	Up on the movie screen there was this big alien ship
attacking the Enterprise-E.  In my mind were the words attacking
my brain that my father spoke earlier tonight, "We're moving to
Seattle, Washington!", and that one sentence from my father was all I
had been dwelling on all night.  When the four of us took our seats
in the theater, Brandon made sure that he sat between Adam and
Christian.  Somehow he figured out that something was wrong and he
knew he had better get Christian on the opposite side, away from Adam
and I.  Neither Adam nor myself said anything to him about what was
going on.  We had not yet told Brandon the situation.  Yet he picked
up that I was really upset about something.  Damn!  Did I show my
emotions that bad?

	I had been fidgety throughout the whole movie.  I did calm
down slightly when Adam reached over and took my hand in his.  He
held on to my hand tight through the rest of the movie, and when the
lights in the theater went on we both had a hard time letting go of
each other.  It felt as though if we held on to each other we would
never be separated.  But reality set in when the lights came on.  And
the depression hit hard too.

	The movie was over and I couldn't even tell you what happened
in half the movie.  All I kept thinking about was the day that I
would have to say goodbye to Adam.  I could see it plain in my mind.
I could feel the last time we would make love.  The last time he
pressed his soft pink lips against mine.  And I could here the two of
us telling each other goodbye, then the both of us just break down
and start crying like total babies.  It is definitely a day I do not
want to have to live through.  It's going to be so hard!

	Adam's mom was waiting for the four of us when we came out of
the theater.  We all piled into her van and headed back to Adam's
house.  He had asked his mom earlier if we could all spend the night
together at their house.  Of course she was ok with it and Brandon
and Christian had brought there things for our first sleep over.
When we arrived back at Adam's house we all got out of the van and
headed into the house.  Cindy pulled me aside and asked me to join
her in the kitchen.  "Justin, is there something bothering
you?"   "Ummm, not really."   "You have been very quiet all night and
that's not like you."

	I really didn't want to get into a conversation with her
right now about what was going on.  I just wanted to go upstairs and
spend time with my friends.  I think that was what I needed
most.  "I'm ok Cindy, thanks for asking.  I was just kind of
disappointed with the new Star Trek movie, that's all."  She just
looked at me and I could tell that she thought I was so full of
shit.  She knew something was wrong, but she also knew I wasn't going
to tell her about it yet either.  Cindy handed me 3 cans of Coke and
a can of Pepsi and I headed up to the room.  She said that she would
have us some pizza ready in a while.  I smiled at her and went on up
to Adam's room.  Have you guessed who was going to get the Pepsi??

	I walked into Adam's room and Adam had already made his way
for the Nintendo.  He was sitting there playing Zelda 64 and
Christian and Brandon were sitting next to each other on the bed.
Rather close too I might add.  I walked in and handed them all a can
of Coke and went and sat down next to Adam.  "Hey buddy! What my mom
want?"  I just sat there for a few seconds and said, "She was just
wondering if I was having any problems.  Does it show that much on me
when I have a problem?"   Adam looked at me and said,  "Yes, it
does."  Great!  Maybe I just need to get a sandwich board and walk
around Tallmadge Circle with "This boy is a problem child" wrote on
the front of it.   Nah,  I'd rather walk around the Circle naked!!!

	I sat there for a while watching Adam play Nintendo.  Brandon
and Christian were having a good time about something.  They kept
laughing and giggling at each other.  I wonder if Brandon is going to
make a move on Christian?  I hope he knows what he's doing if he
tries it.  God knows he wasn't worried about me.  I leaned over
toward Adam and whispered to him,  "So what do you think? You think
Brandon and Christian are hitting it off?"  Adam looked over at me
and just started laughing.  he was laughing so hard that he fell
backwards and was holding his stomach so it wouldn't hurt.  I started
laughing hard too and Christian and Brandon were just starring at us
like we were retards or something.  Christian kept asking "What's so
funny?", and Brandon was bright red.  Brandon knew what I whispered
to Adam, he had too!  Why else would he have turned so red?

	We started to calm down when Cindy came in with a HUGE
pizza.  She looked at Adam and I over on the floor, curled up
laughing out of control, and smiled as she sat the pizza down on a
tray she brought with her.  "You guys seem to be having a good time."
she said.   Christian looked over at us and said,  "They just started
laughing like that.  No one said or did anything."   We just busted
out laughing even harder after seeing the serious look Christian had
on his face.   "Don't worry about those two Christian.  Justin's
mother and myself are convinced the both belong in a mental hospital,
that's all that wrong with them."   Christian looked at Cindy and his
jaw dropped wide open.   He had this look on his face like he was in
a house full of fucking crazy people.  Cindy smiled back at him and
turned and left the room.

	By this time Brandon was laughing too and Christian just sat
there and looked at us.  Finally Christian got up off the bed and
literally dove down on top of Adam and myself.  We all three wrestled
around on the floor for a while.  As you can imagine, I got myself a
couple of feels of Christians ass.  The three of us rolled around on
the floor a few more minutes and Christian ended up laying on top of
me and his body was between my legs, his crotch pushed against mine.
I could feel that he had an enormous cock in the jeans, and it was
still soft.  I wonder how big it was when he got hard!?

	Christian pushed against my crotch hard with his and he
pinned me down to the floor, holding my arms down with his.  "Now,
you guys going to tell me what's so funny? Or are you guys just
retards like mom said?"   We were still laughing hard and all I could
think to do was wrap my legs up and around Christians back and start
acting like he was fucking me.  Adam and Brandon were laughing so
hard they were crying.  I looked up at Christian and said, "You know
you have to marry me now don't you?"   Christian just laid on top of
me and started laughing himself.  I could feel his cock was starting
to get hard and he pushed harder against me.  He must have been able
to tell that I could feel him getting hard.  He got up off of me
fast, smacked me in the head, told me I was a tweeb, and went for the
pizza.

	Finally we three stooges calmed down on the laughing and went
to get some pizza too.  Adam and I grabbed a few slices of pizza and
went and sat back down on the floor together.  Brandon sat down over
on the floor by the stereo, and Christian sat on the bed.  After all
of the laughing and horseplay that had been going on,  I was feeling
like myself again.  The idea of having to move was pushed to the back
of my mind and I was having a great time.  I did notice when
Christian would look at me he would start to blush.  Adam must have
caught it too.  When Adam and I had finished our pizza he grabbed me
by the arm and asked me to help him take the stuff down to the
kitchen.

	We gathered everything up in the room and headed for the
kitchen.  When we got down stairs Mark and Cindy were sitting on the
floor next to a raging inferno in the fireplace.  They were drinking
what appeared to be wine.  God, that looks so romantic.  I could
picture Adam and myself sitting in front of that fire. Soaking in the
heat from the flames, the love we share for one another.  We walked
into the kitchen and cleaned up our mess from the pizza.  When we
were finished Adam grabbed my hand and led me out the back door to
the porch.  We stood there for a few minutes starring at the stars.
It was a clear and cold December night. And the two of us idiots are
standing out here on the porch with no coat on.

	 Adam put his arm around my waist and just kind of spun me
towards him.  I grabbed him and pulled him close to me.  He just
looked into my eyes as if he found the brightest star he had ever
seen.  He put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him.
Adam leaned in a pushed those beautiful soft pink lips against mine.
God he tasted so damn good.  I have been wasting for this all night.
We stood there and kissed for what seemed like and eternity.  Adam
pulled away from me and looked at me again and said, "Dude, I want
you so bad it hurts!"   "I know, I want you to Adam"  With that said
Adam pulled me by my hand down the steps and headed for the
garage.  "Where we going?"  I said to him.   "Ever done it in the
back seat of a car?" he asked me.  "NO!"  I said back.   "Well here's
your chance!"  Adam got the garage door opener out of Marks car and
opened the garage door.  We walked in and Adam hit the button for the
door to close.

	"Adam, we can't do this now.  What about Christian and
Brandon?"   "So what about them?  Knowing Brandon, he's probably
already in Christians pants!"  Hehehehe, Adam was probably right.  I
should know!  Adam grabbed me and leaned me up against his moms car.
He started kissing me hard.  God my little teen god his so horny
tonight!  And I'm not complaining one bit.   Adam started pulling my
shirt off of me and was licking at my nipples as he worked his way
down the front of me.  He was fighting with the button for my pants
and he ended up ripping it off my pants.  He pulled my pants straight
down to the floor, then my boxers, and immediately took my cock into
his mouth.  He started sucking on my cock in a fury.  I've never felt
him suck me like this before. This was great!!!

	Adam stopped working on me long enough to take his shoes and
clothes off.  I could see his whole body shiver from the cold
December air.  He went back down and started working on my cock
again.  I grabbed Adam's head and started thrusting my cock in and
out of his mouth.  I stood there and faced fucked him a few more
minutes when Adam stood up and said,  "I want you to FUCK
me!"   "What?  Fuck you?"  "Yeah, FUCK me!  Don't make love to me,
just FUCK me!"   WOW!  We have never just FUCKED before.  We always
take our time and make LOVE to each other.  Adam walked around to the
back of his mom's van and I followed.  He opened up the hatch on the
back of the van, pulled out a blanket that was in the back of it, and
laid it down over the latch and bumper.

	Adam went back over to his pants and got out a small tube of
KY Jelly.  He opened it and squeezed some in to his hand then handed
me the tube. He took and worked his hand up and down the length of my
cock getting it all nice and lubed up.  He the got up in the van on
all fours and pushed his ass out of the van at me.  Adam pulled his
ass cheeks apart and I squirted some of the lube on his sweet ass.  I
took my finger and worked the lube around his hole.  I squirted more
lube on him and started working my finger into his hot boy pussy.
Adam moaned as I worked my finger in and out of him.  I slipped a
second finger in and he went wild.  He was humping my fingers as I
shoved them in.  Adam turn his head back to look at me ad said, "FUCK
me dude!"

	I positioned myself behind Adam and rested the head of my
cock at his hole.  He moaned loudly as I started pushing the head of
my cock into him. I started to stop when he moaned like that put he
pushed back on my cock until I was almost all the way in him.  His
ass muscles were gripping my cock tighter that they ever had.  It was
damn near enough to make me cum right then.   "Now, you going to FUCK
me lover?" Adam asked.  "Yeah I'm going to fuck you, like you never
have been before!"  I said to him.  I grabbed hold of Adam's waist
and started moving my cock in and out of his ass.  I was almost
pulling my cock all the way out then I would shove it back into him
as deep as I could go.  I was almost shoving my nuts into him I was
plowing his butt so hard.  Adam was moaning and whimpering the hole
time, begging me to fuck him even harder.

	Not letting my cock come out of him, Adam moved down out of
the van so he had his feet on the ground and he leaned back into the
van.  This gave me better penetration and I started fucking him for
what I was worth.  We both had sweat poring of our bodies even though
it was only like 28 degrees outside.  Adam lifted one of his legs up
onto the bumper as I grabbed hold of his waist tighter and drove
myself into him harder and faster.  I could feel him gripping his ass
muscles around my cock harder than he ever had too.  "Oh, yeah
Justin!  Um hmph yeah, give it to me, FUCK ME HARD!"  Adam was
yelling at me.  I reached down and around him and grabbed his cock.
He was leaking pre-cum all over the place.  I started jacking on his
cock faster the more I could feel the cum build in my balls.

	I was starting to moan loudly too and Adam said to me,  "Are
you ready to cum lover?"   "Yeah" I said back to him.  Adam pulled my
cock out of his ass, got out of the van, and kneeled down in front of
me.  He took my cock in his one hand, and his in the other.  He moved
his mouth right up to the head of my cock and started jacking me off
fast.  I couldn't take it anymore and my cock erupted, squirting my
cum all over his face and in his mouth.  Adam started to work his
tongue around the head of my cock as he jacked his own cock off.  He
started moaning louder and it sounded like he stopped breathing when
all of the sudden he was squirting his hot cum on my leg.

	Adam stood up, and with my cum all over his face, he kissed
me hard on the lips.  "That was great Justin!  God I love you so
much!"   "Dude, that was wild!  Totally intense!"  I said too him.
Adam walked over to a work bench and grabbed a clean shop towel from
a stack of towels laying there,  He wiped his face off and the
grabbed two more towels.  He walked over and knelt down to wipe my
leg off.  Then with the other towel he wiped my cock off.  He stood
back up and we kissed some more.  Adam looked at me and said we had
better get back up stairs before Christian and Brandon wondered what
happened to us.  I agreed and we both put our clothes back on.  I
took my comb out of my pocket and straightened my hair up.  It was a
little wet from sweating, so was Adam's.  His hair was a mess, and
trying to comb it out wasn't helping much either.  I did notice when
he close the hatch on the back of the van that the windows were
fogged up slightly.  Hehehehe!

	We walked back into the house and Adam went to the half
bathroom down the hall from there kitchen.  I went to there fridge
and grabbed four more soda's and waited for Adam.  Adam came out of
the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his head.  He went in and
wet his hair down so he could have and excuse why we took so long.
We walked back through the foyer and to the stairs.  It looked like
Mark and Cindy were asleep on the living room floor, so we quietly
headed back up stairs.   When we got to Adam's room the door to
Adam's room was closed.  I whispered to him, "didn't we leave the
door open when we left?''   He whispered back,  "Yeah, it was.
Wonder what's going on in there?   Want to find out?"  I looked at
him sort of sheepishly and said,  "Yeah!".   Adam flung the door open
to his room, the lights were off and there was a commotion on the
other side of the bed.  Adam turned the lights on and Brandon was
standing there in his underwear.

	"H--H--Hi guys!"  Brandon stuttered out.  "We were just
g--g--going to go to s--s--sleep."  "Yeah, why are you standing there in
you underwear with half a hardon?"   I thought to myself.  "Cool, we were
just downstairs cleaning up the pizza mess. I decided to go in and
wash my hair real quick. Sorry if it took so long. Didn't mean to
make you guys bored."   "What the hell do you mean it's cool! Brandon
was getting ready to do it with Christian!"  I thought to myself.  Oh
God, am I jealous?  Adam shut the light back out and pulled me down
the hall to his moms sewing room.  "You thinking what I'm thinking
dude?"  He asked.   "Yeah!"  I said rather quickly and kind of
sarcastically.    "Damn! Now I see why you did it with Brandon.  He's
fucking hot!  Looks like he has a nice ass!" Adam said.  "WHAT!  What
the hell do you mean by that?"   "It was just an observation
Justin."  "Well I think it was one you should have kept to yourself
dude."   Adam looked at me for a second then said to me.  "You're
fucking jealous aren't you?"   "You think I'm worried that you might
want to go after Brandon? Hell no!  I just didn't see any reason for
you to tell me what you thought about Brandon, that's all."

	"That's not what I mean Justin.  You are jealous because
Brandon was about to do something with Christian!"  I looked at Adam
for a minute and said,  "Why would I be jealous of what goes on
between them.  We need to stop all this before it turns out ugly
Adam.  I told you, I have no feelings for Brandon anymore.  It was a
one time thing."  "Ok,  it's just funny to see you get so worked up
over it."  Adam shot back.  "Adam! I'm not worked up over it!  But if
you keep going on about it I will make myself that way if you
want!"   Adam stuck a finger up to my mouth and to hush, then kissed
me.  "I'm sorry lover!"  he said to me at the same time reaching back
and squeezing one of my butt cheeks.  But Adam is right.  I'm jealous
as hell!

	We went back into Adam's room and Christian and Brandon were
both sitting on top of their sleeping bag.  I noticed that they had
opened one of the bags completely and laid it on the floor, and then
opened the other so they could lay under it together us a cover for
them.  They both were sitting there in there underwear.  When Adam
and I walked in Christian got up off the floor and went to turn the
T.V. on.  He asked Adam if it was ok to put one of his old
Frankenstein movies on in the VCR.  Adam could just nod his head
yes.   Christian had on this tight pair of bikini underwear that only
covered half of his gorgeous ass.  We were both in awe.  And when
Christian turned around he had the biggest bulge in the front of his
underwear.  You could see the outline of his cock in them and it had
to be at least six inches long. And it was soft!!

	Adam and I probably looked like a cartoon character. You know
the ones that the jaws literally hit the floor when they see
something that surprises them.  I bet we did look like a couple of
retards!  And to top it off,  Christian just had to stand there and
stretch himself backwards so that his cock showed even more through
his underwear.  Adam and I both had to pinch each other to come back
to reality.  We walked over to the bed and I started to get
undressed.  It was 2:30am, I just fucked my boyfriends brains out,
I'm tired, and the emotional stress was just too much today.   I just
wish there was a point in my life that I didn't have to struggle with
my emotions so damn much.  Adam stripped down to his underwear and
the hole time he was getting undressed I notice that Brandon never
took his eye's off Adam.

	Not that I think I would ever have any problem with Adam
fooling around with Brandon, I could trust Adam.  Brandon is the one
I have to worry about.  Why do I have so many struggles in my life
now.  I have the greatest love I could ever ask for in Adam.  But yet
I still do have this lust for Brandon.  No, it's a cross between lust
and love.  I do feel love for Brandon.  And now there is the
Christian factor!  Am I beginning to feel lust for him too?  I am
begining to have those funny little feelings inside about him.  Maybe
it would be better if I do move to Seattle.  Maybe I could stop
having all these lustful feeling towards these guys.  Nah,  I guess
it's only human to have these feelings.  I know I want Adam.  And I
know I don't want to go to Seattle and have to leave him behind.

	Adam and I both propped pillows up against the head board of
his bed and laid down to watch the movie.  Brandon and Christian were
both sitting next to each other on the floor.  We all got to talking
to each instead of watching the movie.  Brandon and Christian kept
teasing each other, telling one another that they had little dicks.
Well, I know from experience that Brandon's isn't that big.  Been
there done that!  But from the bulge we seen earlier in Christian's
undies, there's no way he has a little dick.  The conversation would
go from girls to sex and back to dick sizes.  Finally Christian said
to Brandon.  "If you think you have such a big dick, prove it!"
Brandon just sat there and blushed, he didn't know what to say.  Adam
and I kind of sat up on the bed more and Adam said, "Yeah mouth, if
you think your dick is so big, prove it!"

	Brandon looked at me and I just kind of shrugged my
shoulders. I wasn't going to tell him to prove it.  I didn't need to
give Adam any fuel for a fire.  Brandon looked back at Adam and
Christian and said, "Ok, I'll prove it.  But you guys have to prove
it too!"  Adam and Christian both kind of mumbled something and sat
back down in there respectful places. That's when I chimed in.  "Now,
look at the two pussies backing out of a challenge.  What's wrong
guy's?  You afraid the 14 year old is going to have a bigger cock?"
Christian looked up at me and said,  "Pussy?  Well then you fucking
prove it Justin.  I don't have to prove anything."   With that I
stood up on Adam's bed and dropped my boxers to my ankles.  They all
sat there with there mouths hung wide open.  Not because I had the
biggest cock in the room.  I didn't, Adam's is bigger than mine.
They were all shocked that I had the balls to do it.

	"Now, you want to measure it hard or soft?" I asked them.
Without another word said Brandon stood up and took his underwear off
too.  And he made sure he turned around to show me that hot little
ass of his too. Then Adam stood up beside me on the bed and dropped
his boxers too.  I don't think Christian really knew what he got
himself into when he told Brandon to prove it.  But he finally got up
off the floor and dropped his underwear to the floor too.  MY GOD!!
We all decided we didn't even need to go get a ruler. Christian won,
pants down!  Hehehehe!!   His cock had to be at least seven inches
long and four to five inches around soft.  "Good God! How big does
that fucker get when it's hard?"  I asked Christian.  Christian stood
there and he was bright red.  "it gets pretty big dude!"  He said
kind of embarrassed.  Adam looked up at Christian and said,  "What do
you use it on, a horse?"

	I don't think Brandon knew what to do.  He just stood there
with this whacked out look on his face.  I think it kind of scared
him to look at the size of Christian cock.  Either that or he was
trying to figure out what it would feel like to be fucked by that
thing.  I know I couldn't take it.  We all stood in our track
starring at Christians cock.  Wondering if all the boys from Texas
were hung like that.  Thank God we're not moving to Texas!!  Adam and
I sat back down on the bed and never even bothered putting our
underwear back on.   Christian sat back down on the floor and Brandon
just stood still.  I threw my boxers at him and hit him in the face
snapping him out of his trance.

	"What's wrong dude?  Haven't you ever seen someone else's
cock before?"  I asked Brandon.  Brandon just looked at me a gave me
this evil little smirk and sat down on the floor again.  We all
started talking again and Brandon just sat there real quiet.  Adam
looked over at Brandon and said, "Dude, what's eating you?"  I leaned
over and whispered into Adam's ear, "It's not what's eating him, it's
what he want's to eat!"  We both busted out laughing again and
Christian started laughing too.  Obviously he heard what I said and
thought it was funny.  "Now what you guys laughing about?"  Brandon
asked.  We all just laughed harder.  I could tell he was getting
pissed off so I started to calm down.  "Dude, I thought you heard
what I said .  I whispered to Adam that it's not what's eating you,
it's what you want to eat!"  We all started laughing again and
Brandon just sat there.

	Obviously he wasn't in the mood to joke about this.  He just
sat there real quiet for a bit, then looked over at Adam and I and
said,  "Yeah, so what would be wrong with that?"  As soon as he said
that someone could have dropped a straight pin in that room and the
noise from it hitting the table would have broke your ear drum.  The
room got quiet real fast!  We all just looked at Brandon in
disbelief.  I couldn't believe that he just sat there, right in front
of someone he just met, and said he wouldn't mind sucking his cock.
Well, I guess that's not exactly what he said. But it's sure the hell
what he meant!  I looked over at Christian and he was bright red.  He
was blushing so bad I thought that if another drop of blood ran to
his head it would explode.

	"What the hell you guys looking at me like I'm crazy for?"
Brandon inquired from all of us.  "Hell Justin, you were wondering
how big it gets when it's hard.  I'd like to see it too!"  Oh God, I
know Christian is going to freak out now.  I bet he figures he's in a
room full of fags and he is going to get up and run from the house
any second.  "Oh fuck it!"  Christian yelled out.  "Damn, if it means
that much to you guys to see my cock hard, I'll get it hard!  Adam,
you got any magazines?"  Adam looked at me then back at
Christian,  "No dude, I don't have any.  But if my mom and Mark are
sleeping, I can sneak a porno out of there room."  Christian told
Adam to go see if he could get one, so Adam got a pair of sweat
shorts out of a drawer, put them on, and headed out the door.

	Adam came back a few minutes later waving a video tape out in
front of him, closed his door, and headed for the VCR.   Adam put the
movie in and turned it on.  Ah man, there was that damn cheesy porn
music. Why can't anyone make a porno without this stupid ass music.
We all sat there watching the porno for a while.  We all kept
checking to see if Christian was getting hard yet.  He wasn't.  He
must be to embarrassed.  I on the other hand was rock hard and so was
Adam.  So I again took the liberty of showing my cock off again.  I
got up off the bed and walked over to the table next to Christian and
grabbed my can of Pepsi.  Christian starred at my cock the whole
time.  So did Adam and Brandon!  Then Adam got up and grabbed his can
of Coke off the same table.  Damn Adam has a beautiful cock!  I
wanted to grab it and just start sucking on it right there.

	Well, I think that might have started getting Christian
hard.  He stood up to get his can of pop of the table and his cock
was getting longer and fatter.  I spoke up and said,  "The movie
starting to work?"   He looked and said back, "No, this movie isn't
doing a damn thing."  Christian was standing with his cock almost
face level to Brandon.  Brandon looked up and said, "I know what
could help!"  And with that Brandon reached out and grabbed
Christians cock and started stroking it.  Christian started to pull
away at first but then he stopped.  He just stood there letting
Brandon stroke his growing cock.  Adam and I were speechless.  We
both thought for sure that when Brandon grabbed Christian's cock he
would knock Brandon out!  But he didn't.  He just stood there.
Brandon kept stroking Christian's cock and he was fully hard.  "Jesus
Christ!"  Adam blurted out.  And I had to agree.  Christians cock had
to be 10 to 11 inches long.  But it didn't get much fatter than it
was soft.  "Damn dude!  You're 15?  I asked.  "Nope, I'm 16.  turned
16 a month ago."  Adam looked back up at Christian's face and
asked, "What the fuck they feed you guys in Texas?"

	Christian sat back down next to Brandon then laid back on the
sleeping bag.  Brandon wrapped his hand back around Christians cock
and started to stroke him again.  Adam looked over me and down at
them and said, "You guys want to be alone?"  They both looked up,
Brandon with a smile from ear to ear, and Christian saying, "What,
now that my cock got hard you guys don't want to see it?  Or you guys
don't get into this?"   Adam kind of straightened up and said, "Get
into what?"   "Get into fooling around!"  Christian giggled at
him.  "Christian?"  Brandon asked,  "Are you gay?"  "Ummm....I guess
you could say that.  Although I still do girls now and then.  But I
have been with some guys back home.  So I guess you would say I'm
bi."   WHEW!!!  No more hiding the secret from him.

	We all started talking again and Brandon finally let go of
Christians cock.  Adam and I finally came out and told Christian that
he and I were boyfriends.  We even went over the Brandon saga from a
month back.  "So,  it looks like I found the right group of friends!
I wondered about you two in school today."  OH SHIT!  Does it show?
Adam and I looked at each other with this frightened
look.  "Christian started to laugh this time,  "It was just a
feeling!  Hehehehe!  Don't take it that everyone in the school knows.
Hehehehehe!"  We all laughed it of and Adam put his arm around me and
moved closer to me.  Man did it feel good to be able to show the love
that Adam and I felt for each other in front of someone else.  But I
think it bothered Brandon a bit.  Brandon asked Adam if it was ok to
go get another can of soda.  He asked if I would come along, so we
both put our pants on and headed for the kitchen.

	We made our way past the living room where Mark and Cindy
were sleeping and into the kitchen.  I grabbed everyone a new can of
soda and Brandon grabbed me by my shoulder.  "Justin, can I talk to
you?"   "Yeah dude, anytime!"  Brandon asked if there was some where
private we could talk so I led him back upstairs and into Cindy's
sewing room.  I went back to Adam's room and gave him and Christian
there sodas then went back to the sewing room.  Brandon was standing
there giving me his brown puppy dog eye's.  "Hey what's wrong
Brandon?"   "Justin, I have a problem.  I'm falling for Christian!"
Brandon started to sob slightly.  I pulled him close to me an put and
arm around his shoulder.  "Why is that a problem?  He's a nice dude.
He's cute, funny, seems to be intelligent,  warm, and he's
nice."  "Yeah, I know Justin.  But he's not you!"   "Hey!  Haven't we
talked about this before?  Brandon, I'm just not an option for you.
I have Adam, I love Adam.  Now don't even start to think I don't like
you.  Believe me, I do.  I still have strong feelings for you.  But
it just wasn't meant to be dude!"

	I'm not sure what effect my words had on Brandon.  I'm not
sure how they would have effected me if I was in his shoes.  But he
can't miss out on this opportunity with Christian.  Hell, I think
Christian has opened the proverbial door for a relationship with
Brandon.  Now Brandon just needs to shut the door on me and walk
through the door with Christian.   "Justin, I know how much you love
Adam, and I know how much he loves you.  I just feel like I will
never find anyone that would love me the way you would love me."  A
tear fell from Brandon's eye and began to roll down the gorgeous
little cheek that belonged to his face.  "Dude, open your eye's!
Christian has the hots for you.  I can tell!  You never know, his
love for you could be greater than anyone would ever possibly be able
to give you."

	Brandon stood there and looked at me for a few minutes, not
saying a word.  Adam walked into the room to see what was up.  "What
you guys doing?  I feel weird sitting in my room with a guy that has
a 10 inch hard on happening!"  "God, he's still hard?"  I
asked.  "Yeah, all we have been doing is talking about Brandon."  I
looked back at Brandon and said,  "You see dude!  He must have some
kind of feelings for you!"  I looked at Adam and he was looking at me
with his retard look and I told him I would explain it later.  He
said whatever and went back to his room.  "Justin?"  Brandon
asked.  "Yeah dude?"  "Could I ask one last favor of you?"   Sure
buddy, anything"  I told him.  "Could I have a kiss, say our last
kiss?"  I stood there for a second thinking.  What would Adam say?
Would he get pissed? Or would he be glad that this might finally be
over?

	I thought about it a minute longer and said, "Sure dude, why
not!"  Brandon moved closer to me and I leaned down and our lips met
for one last kiss.  What I thought was going to be our last kiss
turned out to be one of the longest, hottest kisses I've ever had.
Brandon pulled me so close to him, he held me tight in his arms
trying not to let me go.  We worked our tongues around in our mouths
with more passion than we did the night we made love.  I reached down
and took one of his nice smooth ass cheeks in my hand and squeezed it
hard, making Brandon moan as I did so.  Realizing I was starting to
get hard, I pulled away from Brandon.  For some reason I felt like I
was on cloud nine.  I wanted more!  But I had to stop.  I will not
ruin what time Adam and I have left together.  Brandon looked up into
my eyes and said,  "I wish we could spend one more night together
like we did at your house.  That would make my world Justin."  I had
to agree with him.  Brandon was definitely great in bed!  "Dude, I
would like that too.  But I can't let that happen, and I won't let it
happen.  So let's get back in that room."  Brandon started walking
first.  He turned back around and said,  "I love you Justin, I always
will."  I smiled at him, kissed my finger and placed it up to his
lips.  Then we headed back to Adam's room.

	Walking back into Adam's bedroom I immediately took my place
back on the bed.  Brandon went and sat down right next to Christian.
I looked over at the clock and it was 3:45am.  I got back up off the
bed and took my pants off again.  Thank God I didn't go into full
hard on in the sewing room.  I would have had one hell of a time
explaining that.  I looked at everyone in the room and said,  "Look
guys, I'm tired as hell, it's been a long drawn out day for me.  So
don't mind me if I lay here and fall asleep."   Adam move over next
to me and said,  "I'm tired too."  Everyone agreed about getting some
sleep.  Adam and I climbed under the covers of his bed and Brandon
and Christian got under the sleeping bag on the floor.

	We all said our good nights and I reached over and turned out
the light next to the bed.  Adam cuddled up next to me and gave me a
kiss goodnight.  God, I could handle this every night.  The two of us
in bed, cuddled up to one another.  It would be awesome!  Adam threw
his arm around me and wrapped a leg over me, pushing his hot cock
into my side.  I laid there just listening to the room.  Brandon
whispered good night to Christian, and Christian the same to
Brandon.  Adam's breathing became slow and I could tell he was almost
out.  I rolled over on my side and pushed my ass up against his
cock.  He humped against my butt a few times and put his arm back
around me, holding me tight.

	I laid there for what seemed like forever and thought about
my day.  I had woke up earlier that day knowing that I would be with
Adam for a very long time.  Now I'm going to bed knowing that it will
all end in a few short months.  I had these thoughts of us just
packing up some stuff and taking off.  Running away somewhere that
know would be able to find us.  But I know we could never do that, we
could never ever hurt our parents like that.  I was also thinking
about Brandon.  The poor kid is in love with me so bad.  I hope our
little chat helped thing between he and I and not made him that much
more infatuated with me.  I probably should have never agreed to that
kiss.  And I know I should have never grabbed his butt either!

	As I was laying there thinking, finally starting to doze off,
I start to hear these muffled little moans coming up from the floor.
I slowed my breathing down to make it sound like I was asleep and the
moans started to get a little louder.  I peered over the side of the
bed, and with the help of the street lights, I could see a head
bobbing up and down.  I looked up to see who was on the receiving end
of this obvious blow job and it was Christian.  Brandon must have
finally decided that he needed to go on with his life and went for
it.  I felt a little strange laying there listening to this.  It made
me fantasize about when Brandon went down on my cock.  He sucked on
me like he was an expert at it.  I know Christian is definitely
enjoying himself right now.

	 I slowly rolled myself over in the bed and was able to wake
Adam up without making any noise.  I put a finger up to his mouth so
he would know to be quiet and to just listen,  He heard it to and was
having a hard time trying to hold a giggle back.  He finally composed
himself and I turned back on my side and Adam cuddled up against me
tight, pushing his already growing cock between my butt cheeks.  I
know they had to have heard the two of us up on the bed, moving
around and stuff.  But Brandon was going to town on Christians cock.
When we heard him gag when he must have tried to take it all we both
started to giggle as quiet as we could.  that's when I heard
Christian say,  "You two enjoying the show?"  We just busted out in
laughter when he said that.  "I can't believe you guys!" Brandon
yelled up from the floor.

	Adam and I apologized for laughing and listening in.  But
what the hell did they expect?  Soon the room got quiet again and you
could hear Brandon working Christians cock again with his mouth.
Adam, being the little devil he can be, made a real loud gagging
sound like he was choking and I immediately busted out laughing
again.  Brandon reached up and hit me in the chest.  We apologized
again and said we would leave them alone.  And we did this time.
Adam and I laid there and had to endure Brandon sucking off his new
love.  I guess they really need to do this with us in the same room.
Adam whispered in my ear that we should go lay in his moms sewing
room on the day bed.  So we both got up, put our pants on and left
the two new love birds to themselves.

	Closing the door behind us we made our way down to the hall
to the sewing room.  On our way Mark came out from the bathroom and
asked what we were doing.  "Um...Christian is snoring to loud,
neither of us could sleep through it so we were going to lay on moms
day bed in the sewing room."  Adam explained to him.  Mark kind of
chuckled, waved his hand to us to go on and went to his room.  More
than likely he figured we were sneaking off to do OUR thing.  And he
was right!  Adam and I made love two more times that night.  We
couldn't get enough of each other.  I think we are both struggling
with the fact that I will be moving in a few months and we need to
make the most of it while we can.  Although my parents gave me some
of the worse news of my life earlier, all in all, this was a good
day.  As long as Adam is involved, everyday will be a good day for me!


	Ok, I finally finished it!  I hope you guys forgive me for
taking so long on this chapter.  Chapter 8 was definitely a hard one
to write.  I went through 9 rewrites on this chapter before I finally
finished it.  I do hope you enjoy it.  As always you can reach me at
chrisohio@hotmail.com  And on a personal note, I want to just say
that my dear friend Comicality is going through some sort of major
experience in his life.  He has decided to give up on writing his
stories for the time being while he tries to get through his
situation.  Com, if you read this, you know how to get in touch with
me.  If you ever need someone to talk too, get a hold of me!  Love to
you dude!!  Remember, there is always a special place for you in my
heart.  Take care dear friend!!
Chris


April 10, 1999