Date: Wed, 16 Jul 2008 21:57:37 -0700 (PDT)
From: zachary ryan d <ryrywntsu@yahoo.com>
Subject: My Little Turtle Chapter 7

Chapter Seven: The Test of Time

	"Peter? What are you doing here?" I asked in shock.

	"Ryan. I miss you." He said, leaning in to hug me.

	"Hi?" I said confused.

	"Look, I know we have a lot to talk about. We didn't quite end on
good terms. And for that I am sorry. Please let me explain some things to
you."

	"Ok. Come in." I said, showing Peter inside.

	"Who is this, baby?" Chase said looking at Peter.

	"Chase, this is my ex, Peter." I said.

	"Oh. Hi." Chase said, with an obvious fake tone.

	"Hi, Chase." Said Peter. "Listen Ryan can we talk, alone."

	"Umm...I..."

	"It's ok baby. I better get back to my parents. I will call you
later." Chase said walking towards me. He leaned in to kiss me, soft at
first then reached his arm back and grabbed the back of my head and pulled
me in closer. He broke the kiss, gave a weird look at Peter and said bye to
him and left.

	Once Chase was gone, I turned to Peter, "Ok. What do you want?"

	"Well, first off I am sorry. I know what I did was stupid. It was
selfish, but I needed to find myself. I know I hurt you."

	"No, you more than hurt you. I loved you. I was deeply in love with
you. When you left...It was hell. I could not believe it. I could not date
anyone. I thought I pushed you away. It tore my up inside. But it is the
past now."

	"I am so sorry. I loved you so much too. I missed you every day. I
made a mistake and I want to fix it. I want you to love me again."

	"I am sorry Peter. You had your chance and well you blew it. I have
Chase and I love him and I always will.

	"Ok. Fair enough. Can I ask for a favor?"

	"Yes?"

	"I had a fall out with my parents and well I have no where to
live. Can I stay here for a bit? Please?"

	"Umm...I don't think it is the best idea."

	"Please...Ryan. I have nowhere to go. Please." Peter said starting
to cry.

	"Ok. Ok. Only for a bit though."

	I showed Peter to the guest room and helped him get settled. I
called Chase and asked him when he was moving in. He told me that his
parents said he could move in next week after finals, at the beginning of
summer.

	"Listen, Chase...Peter is...Peter is moving in for a bit."

	"What?"

	"He has no where to go."

	"I don't care. He can get a hotel or something. He is your fucking
ex-boyfriend."

	"Chase. I know, but he has nothing. No money. No friends. Please
understand."

	"Ugh. Ryan no."

	"Chase please. He needs someone."

	"Fine. But nothing better happen."

	"It won't. I promise. And soon you will be here."

	"You are too nice to people sometimes."

	"Thanks. I love you Boo Boo."

	"I love you too. Well I better study for finals. Hey you might see
me that much until finals are over."

	"Aww. Better study hard. Don't think about me too much."

	"That's hard."

	"Don't think that I am naked and so are you. And that I am sliding
my tongue up and down your neck. Then slowly start to lick down your hot
body, stopping to kiss and suck on random spots. Licking down toward
your--"

      "Ryan. Stop. I need to concentrate. Not get hard."

      "Fine. Ok. I love you. Bye Boo Boo."

      "Love you too. Bye peanut."

      I hung up with him and talked to Peter. He told me that he felt being
gay was too hard. He wanted to raise a family. He had moved to San Diego
and bought his own apartment. He met a girl at a bar and the two of them
started dating. They were together for three weeks before she was
pregnant. Peter said he would raise the baby if she wanted. She said she
did and moved in. When the baby was born, Peter tried his best as being a
father. Things did not look to good though; he and Melanie fought a lot. It
just got worse and worse. Then one day he came home from work to find her
and Scott missing. He tried to track her down for days. A week later, he
found out that she had moved in with an ex boyfriend and was raising the
baby. He tried to file for custody of his son, but it was determined that
the baby was not his. She had lied to him and was sleeping around while the
two dated.

	I felt sorry for Peter and realized that he could use a
friend. After all, we were friends before we dated.

************************************************************************

      The following week went by rather quickly. Chase and I rarely saw
each other because of finals. I had four: two on Tuesday and two on
Wednesday. Chase had one everyday until Thursday. Peter was very helpful
around the house; helping with the chores and keeping the house tidy.
Though it was still weird having Peter in the house, but he seemed to
behave. Little did I know he had a plan.

      On Wednesday, I received an E-mail from Lydia, asking me if she and
Chase's two best friends, Ryan and Gabe could come visit him. I told them
that we were both done with school that week. She said that they were too
and could fly out to see him on Saturday. While Chase was in school, I
called Kathy and told her that the three were coming to visit. She was
thrilled and said Chase would be really happy, because he missed some of
his friends back home.

      The rest of the week zoomed by and finally Friday came. Chase started
moving boxes into my house that afternoon. He moved his computer in the
office, and most of the stuff in my bedroom. Once we had all the stuff
moved over, I helped him unpack his clothes and put it in the closet. Once
we had his clothes hung, Chase turned to me and smiled, "I love your
smile." I told him.

      "I love you." He said. "Now how about we officially make this our
bed." Chase pushed me on the bed and straddled me. He leaned down to kiss
me, running his fingertips over my cheek. He broke the kiss and bit my
lower lip and stretched it a little. I let out a moan, and put my hand on
the back of his head. I pulled him in and slid my tongue in his mouth. He
moaned quietly in my mouth, sliding his tongue into my mouth.

      "Hey Ryan..." Peter said. "Oh. Shit." He quickly walked out and
closed the door.

      We both laughed, and then I said, "I think we were here." I pulled
Chase in and we continued to make out. I ran my free hand over the inside
of his shirt. Feeling his hard ab muscles and up his chest. He let out a
quiet moan every once in a while, and I knew he was enjoying it. Suddenly
Chase broke the kiss, looked down at me and with a wicked smile on his face
tore open my shirt. My buttons ripped off and flew across the room. His
sudden aggression really turned me on. He leaned in to kiss and lick my
chest. He licked over to my left nipple and light sucked on it. He traced
circles with his tongue around it, leaving little trails of spit.
      He moved down a little further, kissing and licking along the
way. Soon he was hovering a few inches above my hard cock that was trying
to escape the prison of my pants. Chase leaned down and kissed the hard
outline, and then slowly he reached up to unbutton my pants. He undid the
belt and quickly unbuttoned my pants and zipped them. Lowering them, he
grabbed my cock through my boxers. After stroking it a few times, he hooked
his hands around the waistband of my boxers and with one swift movement
took them off. He threw them next to my pants on the floor of the
bed. Before I knew it, he was devouring my cock. He started to deep throat
it and suck as hard as he can.  After ten minutes of him assaulting my cock
with his tongue and mouth, he pulled out and kissed up my body until he was
standing at the base of the bed. He flashed me another wicked smile, and I
felt an intense pressure in my ass. He thrust forward shoving all eight and
a half inches in my ass, as he leaned in to kiss me. His mouth was invading
my mouth as his cock was invading my ass. He slammed into me over and over
again causing me to moan in his mouth. He kissed me harder as he dug his
cock in my ass deeper. Over and over again he slammed into me, teasing my
prostate each time. I knew he was getting close, "Cum in me baby." I told
him. "Fuck me harder." Over and over he slammed his cock into my ass, I
moaned louder and louder.
	I could feel his body tighten, he started to quiver, and then I
felt a warm sensation filling my ass. Chase let out one final moan as his
orgasm subsided. He fell on top of me; His sweaty body rubbing against
mine. He started to make out with me with more passion. After a bit, he
licked up my neck, scooping up any sweat that lay there, and rested his
lips right below my ear. With one quick motion, he started to nibble on my
ear, then licked all over my ear and whispered, "I want you to fuck my
brains out, baby!"
	I pulled him in and started to kiss him deeper, pulling him deeper
by the back of his head.  He moaned in my mouth, then while still kissing
him rolled him off me and rolled on top of him. I broke the kiss, and
started to slide my tongue down his body. I left a trail of spit on his
soft skin leading sown to his cock. Once I was at his cock, I kissed the
tip a bit. Then I licked the underside of his cock, and then put the whole
thing in my mouth. After a bit of sucking, I positioned myself on the edge
of the bed and placed my cock at the opening of Chase's hot ass. With one
quick thrust, I offered Chase all of my cock. He moaned in pleasure as the
head of my cock hit his prostate, "Yes!! Ryan, harder!!" he screamed. Over
and over I slammed my cock in his ass, assaulting his prostate. Chase
rested his legs on my shoulder as I pounded his tight ass. I leaned down to
kiss his wet mouth; invading it with my tongue.
	After a bit, I pulled out and had Chase get on his hands and
knees. He waved his hot ass, and told me to fuck him harder. I pushed my
cock back into him and continued to pound him. He moaned louder and louder,
I had to keep making out with him in order to keep him somewhat quiet and
not draw attention to us form Peter. I could feel myself get close. A few
seconds later with one final thrust in him, my balls tightened and I
started to spray my essence into Chase.
      After I stopped orgasming, I fell on top of Chase. I rolled over next
to him. He leaned in to kiss me. Breaking the kiss he said, "Now it is
officially our bed."

      "I should go see what Peter wanted." I said getting up.

      Chase grabbed my hand and pulled me back next to him on the bed,
"No. Just stay here for a bit. Hold me baby."

      "Ok." I said wrapping my hands over him. He rested his head on my
chest. In no time we drifted off to sleep.

      A few hours later, we heard a knock on the door. Groggily, I got up
and answered it.

      "Hey Ryan, sorry to interrupt, but I was wondering what was going to
happen about dinner?"

      "Shit, I fell asleep." I said looking at the clock, "It's already
seven, how about pizza?"

      "Sounds good to me." Peter said. "I like pepperoni."

      "Ok. I'll order one of that." I said, then turning to Chase I said,
"Baby, wake up. Baby."

      "Huh?" said Chase yawning.

      "We fell asleep, it's already seven. I am going to order pizza for
dinner. What kind you want?"

      "Chicken please"

      "Ok." I said, reaching for the phone. I called the pizza place and
thirty-five minutes later, we were all eating.  I was excited to surprise
Chase tomorrow with Lydia, Gabe and Ryan.

      After dinner, the three of us watched some TV and then went to
bed. Chase and I had sex one more time before bed. Just before drifting off
to sleep for the second time, we told each other we loved each other.

      I woke around ten the next morning, and quietly got out of bed
without trying to walk Chase. I had just finishing breakfast, when Peter
came in. He was wearing just a low cut pair of briefs, which barely hid his
morning erection. He had gained some muscle mass since we broke up. He had
a define six pac coming in and define pecs. His body was hairless except
for a small patch of hair leading from his belly button and down to his
cock. I traced it down to his underwear. I could clearly see the outline of
his uncut cock. He caught me looking and came up to me. He slid his hand up
my chest, over my shoulder and leaned in and whispered, "You know Ryan, I
still want you." He slid his mouth to my neck and started to nipple on
it. I was getting so turned on by it; I almost leaned out to kiss him, but
thankfully snapped into reality right away.
      "NO!!" I said, pushing him back. "Look, I love Chase. You had a
chance with me and you dumped me. It's over between us. I let you stay here
as a sign of friendship, but if you pull shit like that again, your ass is
out of here. Got it?"

      "Yes. I am sorry."

      "Sorry about what?" Chase asked coming downstairs.

      "Nothing babe." I said, walking towards him to kiss him. "Here is
breakfast."

      The three of us ate breakfast making small talk. Neither Peter nor I
talked about what had happened moments before Chase walked in. After
breakfast, I excused myself and told Chase I had to run errands. He asked
if he could come along but said it would be a lot of boring
stuff. Thankfully he didn't keep asking, because I had not thought of a
lie.

      Within fifteen minutes I was waiting at John Wayne Airport. The
flight 197 carrying Lydia, Ryan and Gabe landed five minutes after I had
arrived so I took a seat in the waiting area.  I was watching people, when
suddenly I heard someone yell my name. I looked around until I saw Lydia
running towards me. I stood up and we hugged. Then she turned to the two
boys who came with her.

      "Ryan, This is Ryan." She said, turning to the shorter brown haired,
blue eyed one.

      "Hi." He said shaking my hand.

      "And this is Gabe." She said pointing to the darker longer haired
guy.

      "Hey Ryan." He said.

      I helped them get their luggage and then we all walked across the
street to the parking lot.

      "Sweet ride!" Ryan said when he saw my BMW.

      "Thanks." I said.

      On the short drive home, they told me about their flight and short
stories they had with Chase. When we got home, Peter was watching TV.

      "Where is Chase?" I asked him.

      "He is upstairs taking a nap, who are your guests?"

      "Oh this is Lydia, Ryan and Gabe. They are Chase's friends. We are
surprising him."

      "Oh that's nice."

      "Let me go upstairs and get him. I will be right back." I said,
walking upstairs.

      I quietly opened the door to our bedroom and saw Chase sleeping on
top of the covers without a shirt. I walked up to him and leaned over his
chest and stuck out my tongue. With one swift motion I licked up his chest,
over his neck to his ear and whispered, "Get up baby." His eyes shot open
and he quickly reached up and grabbed the collar of my shirt and pulled me
down. I fell on top of him; he closed the distance between our lips and
started kissing me. I broke the kiss after a minute or two, and told him I
had to show him something downstairs.

      "What is it?" he asked, slowly getting up.

      `You'll see."

      "I hate when you do that."

      "Chase, I know you were missing your friends, so I..."

      "LYDIA!! GABE!! RYAN!! What are you doing here?"

      "Your boyfriend invited us over. He thought it be a nice gift for you
for summer." Lydia said.

      "Thanks babe." Chase said, leaning in to kiss me. I returned the
kiss, and Chase wrapped his hand around the back of my head and pulled me
in closer. He slipped his tongue in my mouth and started to massage the
back of my throat.

      "AHEM!!" Lydia pretended to clear her throat, "If you two are done?"

      "Sorry." Chase said, blushing.

      "So, are you guys hungry?" I asked everyone.

      "Starving." Said Lydia.

      "Yes!" Ryan answered.

      "Yeah!"Gabe said, nodding.

      "Well let's go out." I suggested.

      "Where to?" Chase asked.

      "How about the Sea Cliffs?"

      "Isn't that where you took me on our first date? I love that place."

      "Yeah. It is."

      "Awwww. I want to go." Lydia said, excitedly.

      Ryan, Gabe, and Peter all agreed. So I called and set up a
reservation for eight. We all sat around the living room talking. I showed
Lydia to her room and Ryan and Gabe to the office. We all got changed at
seven.

      I had just finished putting on my pants when Chase came up behind
me. He slid his hand over my shirtless back and leaned in to kiss my
shoulders. He moved his hands over the side of my body to the
front. Sliding his fingertips up and down my abs, he started sucking on my
neck. He licked up to my ear and whispered, "I love you so much." I turned
around and told him I loved him too, and then I kissed his lips gently,
only brushing my lips over his. After a few seconds of teasing, I slipped
my tongue in his waiting mouth, causing him to moan slightly in my mouth. I
pushed him on the bed and we continued to make out. I kissed all over his
neck, stopping randomly to suck on it and run circles over it with my
tongue. I licked back up to his lips, kissed him gently one last time and
told him to wait until after dinner. We continued to get dressed, kissing
every once in awhile. Once done, we waited in the living for the rest to be
ready; Lydia was the last to be ready.
        Soon we were on the way to the same restaurant that Chase and I
went on our first date. We parked and walked to the front; I have the
hostess my name and in a matter of minutes we were seated inside.
      "Oh my God! Is this really where he took you?" Lydia asked Chase.

      "Yes. It was amazing." He said, smiling at me.

      "It was." I said, leaning in to kiss him.

      "Yeah. It's pretty cool." Gabe and Ryan agreed.

      The waitress came and took our drink order and told us the
specials. She told us that in an hour there would be dancing on the dance
floor.
      Once she left I said, "We should all go dancing."

      "No. No. Let's not!" Chase quickly said.

      "What?" I said.

      "Chase can't dance." Ryan said, laughing.

      "Aww, Boo Boo." I said looking at him.

      "No. I really can't" Chase said.

      "Really he can't." Lydia chimed in.

      "Aww. Well we shall see."
      The waitress came back to give us our drinks and took our food
orders.

      "So tell me more about Chase." I said.

      "Well, hmm..." Gabe began.

      "Oh remember the one time at the movies with the girl's car?" Ryan
said.

      "Oh yeah." Chase said.

      "What happened?" I asked.

      "Well...So we all went to the movies." Ryan began, "And we have this
friend and we always do stuff to her car. So we get there late and all the
girls were inside already. So we decided to go and mess with her car. We
plastic wrapped her car twice and wrote on her windows with that car window
paint. And put condoms in her window because it was always open."

      "So then we go into the movie theatre and sit with the girls." Gabe
continued. "Ryan is laughing like an idiot and we are pretending not to
know why. So we randomly start talking about cars and this girl behind us
turns to says that she has a car like Alexis that she just got. So like
Chase asks if she had cracked the window."

      "I noticed it and I thought it was weird. Alexis normally rolls the
window down more, not cracked open a little. And it looked newer. But I
never thought anything of it. Stupid me." Chase interjected.

      "So anyway, she says yes and asked why and Chase was like `umm
yeah...just wondering'. She gave him the funniest look I have ever seen. So
then Chase was like `Umm...I have to go get something out of the car. Gabe
come help me get...things.' So then one of the girls there asks what we
need. Then fucking Ryan goes `let the two have their alone time.' Fuck you
by the way for that." Gabe said to Ryan.

      "Haha...what? I thought it was funny." Ryan said, cracking up.

      "Not really. So Gabe and I go out to the car and like frantically try
to find remove all the plastic wrap. I grab a Swiss army knife from my car
to scrap off the paint. As soon as we get the paint off, fucking Ryan comes
around the corner of the theatre with the girl in his arms. I was like what
the fuck do we do. So Gabe and I jumped behind the other side of the car
and crouched down. Then I remember that there are still condoms on the
driver seat. So I asked Gabe if we should say something but he's like let
Ryan look like the idiot. So then we hear her ask him what he wanted to see
and he says he was thinking about buying one of these cars. So she laughs
and unlocks the driver's side and Ryan sat down on top of the condoms
before she could see anything. He then starts hitting on her. He's all like
`This is probably really sketch, but I think you are really attractive.' So
she starts giggling and buying all that cheesy crap he was feeding
her. Then the next thing we know they are making out. I was like `great a
porno while we are stuck on the other side.' So then Ryan stands up and
waves at us, so we quietly open the passenger door and quickly take the
condoms out. Then we barely close the door...like we didn't really close
it. But she kind of hears it so she asked what that was and Ryan pretended
not have heard anything and tells her that they should get back before the
movie started. So he closes the door and then she realizes that the
passenger door was open because the light was still on. So she goes to
close it but Ryan quickly goes around and shuts it. But just to be a jack
ass he kicks Gabe and I first as he's closing the door. Then they leave."

      "See, I am a fucking genius." Ryan said, beaming.

	Everyone started laughing just as the food arrived. Over dinner we
talked about all the stupid things they did in Louisiana, they asked me
questions about what I do and of course how Chase and I met. After dinner
Lydia suggested we should all go dancing.

	"No. I will not." Chase said stubbornly.

	"Aww come on." Lydia said.

	"No. I cannot dance. Besides Ryan you would be ashamed to be seen
with me in public if I danced with you."

	"Aww Boo Boo. Come on. Please."

	"No."

	"Please Chasey Poo." I said, giving Chase puppy dog eyes.

	"Ugh. Fine. I hate when you do that."

	We all went to the dance floor as they were playing "She Bangs" by
Ricky Martin. Lydia asked Peter to dance and Ryan and Gabe started talking
to a group of girls standing in the corner. Chase and I started to
dance. Chase kept stopping randomly and wanted to go back, "Ryan. Really I
suck."

	"No you do not. I love they way you dance."

	"No. It's awful."

	"You are a dork Boo Boo. I love it."

	"How am I a dork, I just..." he started but I leaned in to kiss him
midsentence.  Once I broke the kiss, "I Don't Want to Miss A Thing" by
Aerosmith came on. Chase leaned in close to me as we started to slow
dance. He rested his head on my shoulder. I leaned in and lightly breathed
on his neck and then kissed it. I kissed up to his ear and whispered,
      "Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause Id
miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of
you The sweetest dream will never do Id still miss you baby And I don't
want to miss a thing"

      Chase looked at me with those beautiful green eyes and I noticed a
single tear roll down his cheek. I brushed it off his cheek and leaned in
to kiss him. He broke the kiss and said, "I love you Ryan. You make me so
happy."

	"I love you too baby. I am so happy to be with you." I said,
leaning in to kiss him gently.

	"Eww. How disgusting." We heard some one say from behind us.

	"Excuse me?" I said turning at an older couple. "What is your
problem?"

	"You fags. You are an abomination of God. You should be ashamed of
yourselves- you sinners. God hate you, you know?" Said the gray haired
lady, looking at us with disgust over her small silver rimmed glasses.

	"God hates us? Really? The God that teaches about love. That one?"

	"God hates you for not following his message. Jesus' message. It's
in the Bible."

	"You mean the message of love? The Bible teaches love of your
neighbor. Not hate like you preach. I am Catholic and I was taught to love,
not hate." I said.

	"Sinners! Do not preach to me!" shrieked the lady.

	"Excuse me lady." Lydia said, "If you keep yelling at my friends
you will be in a deal of trouble."

	"What are you going to do, you sinning little bitch." She shrieked
at Lydia.

	"Lady. Just go." Ryan said.

	"What is going on here?" A man who seemed to be the manager asked.

	"These devil creatures where sinning in your establishment." The
lady stated.

	"Excuse me?" the manager asked.

	"These fags were dancing and kissing."

	"Ok. Well I think you should go ma'am." He said, turning to us he
said, "I am so sorry about this."

      "What, you agree with these sinners!" the lady shrieked.

      "Lady, get out." A man with a breaded eating with his wife yelled
from their table.

      "You are all sinners! You are all going to hell!" She yelled,
pointing at people around the restaurant.

	"Ma'am I suggest you leave before I call the police." The manager
said, getting visibly agitated by the lady.

	Once the lady had left the manager came to our table and said, "I
am so sorry about this. Your meal is on the house and here take this gift
certificate for forty dollars. Again, I am so sorry."

      We all thanked him and walked out, "How about some ice cream?" I
asked everyone. They all agreed and we drove to Ben and Jerry's on the
pier. Chase and I decided to share a large cup of half baked. With our ice
cream we all walked down the pier and watched the waves crash against the
wooden legs of the pier. Once we finished our ice cream we all went back to
my house.

      Once we got home, Chase and I decided to go to bed. We walked
upstairs together and I closed the door behind us. I walked over to the
dresser and took off my shirt. Chase came up behind me and wrapped his arms
around my waist and hugged me tight. I could feel his warm soft skin touch
my back as he hugged me tight. He leaned in to kiss my neck, I leaned my
head to the side so he could have more of my neck to kiss. After a bit of
sucking and licking and kissing my neck, I moved my head towards him and
leaned in and kissed him. I turned over to face him, and moved my hands up
and down his chest and abs. I started to push him towards the bed; once we
were right by it I pushed him on it. I got on top of him and started
licking up his abs and chest to his mouth. Lightly I brush my lips over
his, and then I kiss him more passionately; sliding my tongue in his
mouth. Chase let a moan escape his mouth. I broke the kiss and slid down
his body until I looked at his throbbing hard cock. Slowly I licked the
tip, teasing him a little. Then all of the sudden, I put the whole thing in
my mouth. I pushed hard causing his whole cock to hit the back of my
mouth. He grabbed the back of my head and started to face fuck me. Every
now and then he let out a soft moan.  I could feel him tense up so I sped
up. Sucking faster and harder; making him moan louder and louder. Chase
reached up behind him and grabbed on to the bed covers and held them tight
as cum erupted out of his delicious cock and oozed down my throat. After he
was finished cumming, I licked back up his abs and chest to his mouth. We
started to make out, our tongues roaming around in each other's mouth.  I
broke the kiss to off the sweat that had formed on his forehead.
      Chase started to move and started to slide down my chest with his
tongue. I grabbed him and told him to wait, that I just wanted to enjoy the
night with him without any sex. The blowjob I gave him was a present and
that tonight it was all about pleasing him. I pulled him to me and we
cuddled. As I drifted off to sleep, I heard him say he loved me.

	I woke up the next day to Chase looking down at me with his pools
of emerald, "How long have you been awake?" I asked.

	"Like ten minutes."

	"Why didn't you wake me?"

	"I just wanted to look at you. You are beautiful."

	"Not as beautiful as you." I said leaning and putting my lips on
his. I held them there for a second before slipping my tongue into his
parted mouth. After a bit of making out I broke the kiss and stared into
his eyes again and said, "I love you."

	"I love you too peanut."

	"No. I really love you. I am so in love with you, you are the most
amazing guy I ever met. You are by far the best boyfriend. I love
everything about you. Your smile. Your laugh. Your voice. The way you make
me feel is unreal. You are the kindest, most caring, wonderful person I
ever met. And for the past month I am the happiest person alive."

	"Oh my God." Chase said, a tear rolling down his cheek, "No one has
ever said that to me. I love you too. You make me want to be a better
person. You are perfect for me. I love you so much, I am so glad you are my
boyfriend."

	I leaned in and put my hand oh his cheek and with my thumb I
brushed away his tear. I gently kissed him, then broke it and said, "Now
and forever." I kissed him again with more passion. All of a sudden we
heard a knock at the door.

	"Damnit" Chase said, "Yes. Who is it?"

	"It's me, Lydia. Hey we want to go to you house. I want to see
Amanda again."

	"Gimme half an hour." Chase answered.

	"Ok."

	"I just want to lay with you for longer baby." Chase said looking
at me, "I just want to be in your arms, doing nothing just laying
here. With the guy I love."

	"Aww Boo Boo." I said, leaning down to kiss his forehead and
wrapping my hands around him.

	The two of us cuddled for a bit, but were interrupted by Lydia who
wanted to leave. Chase took Lydia, Ryan and Gabe over to his house. I went
downstairs and got some cereal. Peter walked in and said, "Hey Ryan. Look
we need to talk."

	"Yes?"

	"I still love you. Seeing you with Chase hurts so much."

	"Oh wow. I am sorry, but I am in love. With Chase. Not you."

	"Well I guess you don't beat around the bush. Sorry I brought it
up. I have...I have to go." Peter said, getting up and going to the guest
room.

	I cleaned up the house and had just sat down to watch TV when my
phone rang, "Hello?"

	"Hey Babe."

	"Hey Boo Boo. What's up?"

	"I wanted to let you know I won't be home until dinner around
six. My parents want to catch up."

	"No problem. Love you."

	"Love you too."

	I hung up the phone and continued to watch TV until four.

	"Hey Peter. I am going to the store. You want to come."

	"No. What are you making?"

	"Today is Chase and my one month, I am making steak and potatoes
and carrots."

	"Sounds delicious." Peter said.

	I left to the store and got all I needed. For dessert I thought I
would try to make fruit tart, knowing it was one of Chase's favorites. I
returned home and started to cook. I had just finished the potatoes and
carrots when I heard someone say, "Hey sexy."

	"Hey." I said turning around to see Peter standing there naked with
a boner. "What the fuck are you doing?"

	"Something I should have done a long time ago." He said walking
towards me. I backed away from him but ran into the refrigerator. He leaned
in and grabbed the back of my head and pulled me in for a kiss. I tried to
resist but he was stronger, I could feel his tongue try to enter my mouth
as his hard cock pushed against my clothed crotch.

	At that moment, Chase walked in; he saw what was going on and ran
out. I pushed Peter off me and told him to fuck off. I was glad Chase had
not seen that, when I heard a car speed off. "Shit Chase." I yelled. I
grabbed my cell phone and dialed Chase's number. It rang once then it
stopped. I called it again. It went directly to voicemail. "Shit. Did he
see?" I thought in my mind. Tears started rolling down my eyes. "Fuck" I
yelled punching the wall.

	Chase sped down the street, barely being able to see anything
through the tears in his eyes. The radio played:

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.


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Songs used: I Don't Want to Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
	      Listen to Your Heart by DHT