Date: Mon, 19 Oct 2009 14:09:40 -0700 (PDT)
From: john son <c10wifi@yahoo.com>
Subject: my love adventure chapter 3

This is my first story, so it can be a little bit boring. The good things
happen at the end of the first chapter. There will be a lot of beating and
abusing on a teenage boy. I don't guarantee that it's the best but if you
like it, then that would be really cool. Please write to
kurosaki0892@yahoo.com or c10wifi@yahoo.com either one is fine. I hope you
enjoy it.

Chapter 3

	The next day I woke up at 4:30. I slept right away when I got home
from the library. I am still kinda scare somehow. I went down stair to the
living room. It's big enough to fit a 46' flat screen TV, two sofas, and a
coffee table, with some space big enough for all of us. We didn't buy that
stuff though, they were donated and electricity and water are on the house
because we have no parents. The government paid pretty much for everything
we have except for food. Since food stamps, plus me and my sis work on
Saturday and Sunday and holidays, food is not a problem for us. I went into
the kitchen which is the size of the living room and try to find myself
some food. I found some Chinese food from yesterday or I think. Anyways, I
don't really care cuz I am freakin starving. I ate as much as I can to make
sure I can go all day without lunch. I watched TV, shower, get dress, and
pretty much that. I went to school and I was there really early. The school
door is not opens so I decided to go wait in the back of the school where
nobody ever know except me, probably the teacher too but I don't know so I
sat under one of the tree. The weather is great, not too hot, and windy. I
love it. I heard some noise from the parking lot next to the school. I
poked my head out to the football players and a bunch of others people
include Shawn, the guy from yesterday at the library. He plays golf, swim,
and I think he plays rug bee too. He's smart unlike Paul and Chris. He's
not a jock though. That's really surprising coming from a sport player like
Shawn. He started to turn his head, so I withdrew my head and hide at the
unknown place. I went over to my stuff under the tree and sit down. I
closed my eyes and enjoy the weather. A couple minutes went by and I heard
the backdoor opened. I open my yes and Shawn was walking up to me with a
grip in his sweater's pocket. I started to gather my stuff really quickly
and planned to run away as quickly as I can. When I picked my last book,
Shawn was right in front of me. I stood up and back away until my back is
against the tree. I was scared. Fear invade my eyes and filled my eyes with
forming tears. "Hey..." he said calmly and smile. I was scare. I know that
that smile mean something bad. Nothing good will ever come from
this. "Please, I beg you. Don't hurt me. I'm sorry I didn't mean to look at
you. I'll try to not, let you see me in school. Just don't hurt me, please
Shawn" "ok?" I ran immediately into the parking lot. Shawn yelled not to
run, but I did. When I couldn't see him anymore. I slowed down to catch my
breath and ran back to the main door, to go into the school. The only place
where he couldn't find me, I think.

From Paul's POV

	So today I came to school early, so did my friends. We were hanging
out when I gazed my eyes and see Brendon poked his head out of the school
backyard where nobody bother to go to. He was looking at us. "Dudes, I'm
gonna go in ok? I want to talk to some teachers before going to 1st period"
he said. I don't know what's up? I don't know why Shawn was looking at
Brendon's direction and when I turned, Brendon was gone. "Aright, see ya
later dude" "bye" he ran into the school. I know something is up with Shawn
and Brendon. I said bye to my friend giving the old I gotta do
homework. They bought it. They always are. I ran after Shawn and found
Brendon ran away from Shawn and Shawn just stand there, didn't know what's
going? He might did something to Brendon to scare him off like that. I
walked really fast out and stand behind him, swung him around "what did you
do to him?" I said with a tinge of angry voice in my voice "nothing, I just
said hi and he ran off" "oh, that's weird" "yeah I know" I know it's gay,
but I do care about Brendon. I like Brendon. He understands me. I know I
beat him up. I just do it because my friends called a pussy. I am really
broken hearted that I did that. I'm not lying. I think Brendon's gay. I
don't know why but I feel it. It's probably my gaydar. I'm gay, but I don't
like being called that. I like to be called no label meaning I don't want
to be called anything. Shawn is fairly new to the school, no I made
mistake. He is totally new, but he's really popular like me. Like me, he's
also a six footer, grey eyes, red lips, not red, red, but you know,
kissable, cute face, sexy body. He's also build and strong, plays many
sports, smart unlike me, relatively dump. He's a million bucks. He can get
any girls or guys including me. Everybody knows Shawn and me very
well. "Were you at the library last night?" I asked, I don't know why "yeah
I was why?" he still looking at the direction Brendon ran to "I was
supposed to be there for my tutor, but the tutor didn't know that it's just
a prank from the guy to get me to make him tutor me and leave him waiting
for me and then tell him later" "How is that funny?" "I don't know" "Why
you do it then? Poor guy" "I have too or they'll call me a pussy. You know
how the guys are?" "Yeah I do and I think it is just sick to treat anybody
like that." "Oh, I guess. I think that the tutor will like the joke
too. He'll laugh about it too. I really do need help though. I'll tell him
the next, next time I see him" "why not the next time?" "Because of the
guys" "oh, ok whatever then, do as you please" "I will" with that said he
walked back to the school and disappeared behind the closed doors. I walked
off too after a while.

From Shawn's POV

Ok I like that boy. Not the one that thinks prank others is funny, no, the
cute, funny, scare to look at me, and afraid of me one. He's really cute. I
like him a lot even though I don't really know him. The only think I know
about him is that he had a panic attack when I talked to him and he can run
really fast. Paul is just an asshole. He wanted a tutor and he got one and
decided to prank him for fun and to suit the guys. That's cruel. Ok lemme
me explain why I like that boy at the library. His deep green eyes spoke
for him. They are so loving and caring and delicate and sweet. Wow! His
face looks almost like Lucas Till but with green eyes and brown hair. His
teeth are straight and pearly white. He's an angel. His voice is so
soothing and lovely. I t sounded like he hasn't gone through puberty yet
because he sounded like a kid. He's really cute, really, really cute, not
hot, but cute like an innocent little angel. I enjoy looking at him at the
library every second. I'm really disappointed to not know his name. One
thing I didn't understand was the thing he said yesterday. He begged, legit
beg for me not to hurt him like the others I hang out with. I think those
guys did something to him to make him scare of someone who was around
them. I know everybody said I'm smart but I'm not as quick. I'm smart in
school, not so much the outside world, but I'm not a total disaster. How
can I hurt someone so delicate and care looking like him. I saw him around
school over the months I've been in Town High. He always looks clean. He
wears expensive brand clothes, expensive shoes. He always looks like a
million buck. He never lifts his head up while walking in the hall. He's
really shy from what I can tell, but I think many of you already figure
that out. He always walks near the wall afraid that he'll bump into
somebody. Wow! That boy is fantastic except the fact that he's scare of me,
I mean really, really terrified by me. Ok, I need to find a way to get to
know him. I need him to be my boyfriend. I don't care how long and how much
time I have to put in it. I feel totally connected with him. Ps, one day I
walked by him, he smelled so fucking good. I was intoxicating, and if you
haven't figured it out yet, the library stare was not the first time I did
it. I stared at him in the cafeteria, the hallway, the class, the only
class we have together. I've never made it obvious though. It's always a
secret. I feel sad sometimes because nobody sit with him at lunch 4 days
out of 5 days at school. He sits in the corner, isolated. On day five he
sits with a girl. She's really pretty. They're never laugh or kiss, or
touch so I take it that she's his sister. I gotta know more about him,
SOON!!!!!!!!! And I think I have the perfect plan. J

From Bren's POV

	So today I have a class with Paul in math first period. Since I'm
the only one so early in school, I went directly to class with
Ms. Goodwin. She's bi by the way. She's really sweet, but I don't talk to
her very often since I don't speak so often to outsiders. I sat in my chair
all the way left at the corner and stared at the white board that is always
clean. I think she cleaned it every single day. That's one of the things I
love about her. She's tidy and neat like me. Paul walked in a few moments
later. I was surprised to see him in class at 7:05. Our school's teachers
have to be in school by 6:30 in the morning for meetings. Ms. Goodwin just
left and Paul walked up to me. "Sorry I wasn't there again. Practice really
late and really tired" "Wow! You must go to sleep really early to wake up
at this hour" I meant that in compliment "Oh, yeah I did. How long did you
wait?" "Not long at all I have to run home early yesterday" "Oh, that's
nice for the both of us" "yeah it is" "ok what about today at four or so I
won't be late I have a surprise for you to make you laugh your butt off"
"ooook? I'll see you at four something then. Somebody's coming in" I said
in alert voice "so?" "so you don't to be seen talking to me. I'm weird
remember? Nobody wants to have anything to do with me cuz I'm different" I
looked at the floor after what I said "No you're not, you're unique, and
you're you. Don't be shame of yourself" "Thanks, but really I'm just a
school rat, and you guys are like the gods of the school. I'm nothing
compare to you. You're all the way on the top of the ecosystem and I'm just
a mere producer. I have nothing against you, I'm just afraid that I'll ruin
your reputation" I wanted to cry so badly, but I can't since I'm at
school. "Yeah, I think that too" after I heard that confirmation my heart
finally break into little pieces. Yay! I don't have to try so hard to keep
it together any longer. Now I can just go home every day after school to
cry my eyeballs out. I just became upset at that moment.  I thought that
he's going to say something nice back, but he didn't. He agreed that I'm a
school rat, a school producer, a bottom, an unknown of the school.

From Paul's POV

"You should go away now" he said with depression in his soft soothing
voice. He just slummed into his seat and bit his lower lip with his point
pearly white fang. I thought he was gonna cry but he didn't. I know it's my
fault for calling him a school rat. I regretted that. I didn't even
think. The last thing that I wanna do is to make him unhappy. I feel so
terrible. "Ok, I'll just see you at the library" "k bye" he said still
biting his lower lip. It started to bleed slowly. My heart ached a
little. I just want to yelled out to the world, Brendon Bowne I love you
with all my life and I am really sorry to hurt you like that. I'll kill
myself if I have to, to make you forgive for what I've done to you. Too bad
I can't do that. I just walked to the bathroom and started regret what I
said. I hate myself. Why do I have to be so dull and insensitive? Why can't
I be like Shawn, loving, and caring? Perfect Shawn tch, he make me wanna
puke. I stayed in the bathroom looking at myself. Why did I do that? Come
on Paul, you can do it, you can apologize and get him to know the real
Paul. I looked at my watch and see that it is almost time to go to
class. When I walked I see Shawn next to Brendon, but Bren seems really
uncomfortable. I took my seat next to the window at the back row like
Bren. Oh gosh I love that name so much. I like him as Brendon, but I love
Bren. Sigh... listen to myself, I sound so desperate. I am desperate,
please god help me.

From Bren's POV

	Ok this is really uncomfortable. Shawn is sitting right next to me
smiling to himself and stealing glances at me. What does he want with me?
Paul seemed to be in his own little world by the window. That boy is
hopeless when it comes to math and beautiful day by the window. He tend to
drift off when it's outside. Thank god, the bell finally rang and I sped
off to my next class. I have chemistry with Ms. Porter. In that class we
sit in groups of fours. I'm an extra so I get my own table which was
supposed to be for two, but I'm alone so yeah, I sit alone. While walking
to class Shawn was walking behind me. I could feel his eyes on the back of
my neck. I took my seat at the back corner. Ok here's the deal in every one
of my classes I sit in the dark, corner, where nobody wants to sit ok? so
the bell rang and Shawn came in the door and sat next to me. I scrooge over
to my right to make more space between us. I was expecting him to give me a
punch on my side any minutes. The whole time I sat at that table with him,
I feel scared. I ran out of the room when the bell rang. From 3rd to 6th
period, Shawn was in my classes. Every single one of them. The teacher put
him right next to me in every class. I am scared. I wanna run away if I
can. I need help to get out of that place. The place next to him. I tried
to scrooge over to keep the distant I promised him in the library, but he
kept moving next to me until some part of our body touched. I tried so hard
that I was against the wall. When he touched me with his elbow, or knee, or
any part, he seemed to stop and focus on the teacher without moving an inch
away from me. I don't get it. I've never had him in any of my classes. Why
now?

From Shawn's POV

	I think my plan's working. I switched all my classes to be with
Bren. My dad's the principle so I can do whatever I please. I tried to
touch him as much as possible. The whole time I was sitting with him I had
a smile on my face. I love it, but he seemed so uncomfortable. He wanted to
get away from me somehow. I don't care as long as I get to be next to
him. I told my dad that I was gay about 2 years ago. I still remember the
conversation, ok this is it

"Dad?" I yelled from my room "what do you want?" my dad shouted back from
his office "I decided to go gay ok?" "Ok whatever just don't bother me when
you have a problem with it" "k I'll call mom when I have trouble"

Interesting huh? My mom doesn't live with us anymore since my parents are
divorced, but they are such good friends. They play together like two kids.
They're the absolute best. sigh... so yeah. The last bell rang and me off
to the library to see Brendon again. I know that he's gonna go there again
cuz I always followed him in my car and see him in the library on Friday
last week, and Monday, so I figured he must be there today too. I got to
the library when I saw Bren sit at the corner table on the other end, so I
walked over, grabbed a book, sit down in front of him, and stare at him
while he's doing homework instead of reading the book that I picked out
without looking at the title. He looked up and all I see is fear. What did
I do? "Hey!" I said with enthusiasm. "Please tell me what you want with
me?" "ok, but first tell me why are you so afraid of me?" "Are you gonna
hurt me?" "No, I promised. Why would I hurt you?" "I don't know. They did
it for fun" "who's `they'?" "The popular, the in crowd, the sport players,
the god of the school" "what?" "You, Paul, Chris, Wayne, and the others"
"They hurt you?" I asked in disbelief "They did" "why though?" I was
boiling "I don't know. didn't I tell you, I think they did for fun" "That
is just cruel" "Yeah, but they didn't seem to think so. Paul is different
though he said that he's really sorry and that he only did it because his
friends told him to and he won't do it again or make fun of me" "he said
that?" so Bren is the tutor that Paul's next prank target "yeah he did."
Right then Paul walked in the library and scanned the area. I'm guessing
he's looking for Brendon. He then walked to our table. He said hey to me
and look at Bren with Google eyes. I said hey back and he cleared his
throat. Bren snapped and looked up at Paul. "Hey you" Paul said "who me or
him?"Bren asked while pointing at me. "you" Paul said "yeah you" "oh ok"
Bren said and smile to himself. I don't get it what's so funny about
Paul. "Let's go over there so we can start" Bren said getting his things
together to move to other side of the library. "Where you goin?" I asked
"I'm going over there so I can get start to tutor Paul" "Ok, I'll see you
in class tomorrow" "K bye stalker" my mouth dropped open. He just called me
a stalker.

From Paul's POV

	Ok so I found Brendon sitting with Shawn in the library. Nobody sit
and talk alone with my boy. So I go over and interrupt them on purpose. I
said hi and Shawn said hi and Bren seemed to ignore me but he was so
engrossed in doing homework. I cleared my throat and he looked up with
those deep green sea eyes. I was paralyze for a while. I've never notice
that until the day I hurt him, which I regret, for the first time. He
looked at me with fear in those eyes, but now I just wanna grab it and pull
it out of their sockets and keep them forever. I guess that sounded cruel,
so I'll take it back. We were about to move to the other side of the
library when Shawn asked Bren where he was going. Shawn seemed upset
somehow because I took Bren away from him. So we sat down in the corner. He
started right away with geometry stuff that I don't bother to listen. All I
could hear is his childish voice going through my ears and they are so
soothing. Then I said something that totally ruined every single fucking
things that I can have with Bren.

"Hey you wanna hear something funny?" "what?" "You remembered Friday and
yesterday I didn't come?" "yeah why?" "well the guys were planning a prank
on you" "You what?" "well, it's really funny if you look into it. I was
outside with the guys the whole time on Friday and Monday. It was hilarious
to watch you wait." "you think that's funny" he looked so serious "It is,
laugh it up. Come on let up once in a while." "laugh it up? I waited for
you for hours hoping every single seconds for you to show up and you think
it's funny?" at this point he is yelling. Luckily nobody's in the library
except the librarian which is listening to her IPod. "I thought you're
gonna make fun of me anymore. I trusted you with all my heart when you
apologized. I thought I finally found a friend to hang out with even though
it's not really hanging out. I am glad that I finally found someone who
think I'm a human and not a fucking weirdo. You know how happy I was when
you fucking ask me to tutor you, huh? You know how happy I was? I went home
with a freakin smile on my face even though you stood me up." Oh on I hurt
him again. He had tears in his eyes. No I'm wrong. They're like water
fall. Streams and streams of tears coming out of his eyes. He's gonna hate
me forever now. "I should've trust Angie. She told me that this is just
another sick prank and it is. I was just too fucking happy to believe
her. You know what I don't wanna see you ever again. No I'll make you not
see me again." "Bren, I, I don't mean to do it. Please stop crying" "Why?
Cuz I might embarrass you?" "No, please don't go. I'll fix it please, don't
leave. I didn't mean it" "you've never meant anything" "I'm sorry. Please
forgive" I admit it I was desperate. "I don't think I can" He gathered his
things and walked back to Shawn's table. Great I ruined everything. Now
that Shawn gonna take him away from me.

From Bren's POV

	My heart broke when he said that everything was just a big part of
the prank that the guys put together. I cried and cried. I didn't wanna see
him anymore, so I walked over to sit across from Shawn. Shawn seemed to be
really upset and I don't know what`s going on with him. He had tears in his
eyes also, but not crying.