Date: Sat, 21 Nov 2009 18:09:22 -0800 (PST)
From: john son <c10wifi@yahoo.com>
Subject: My Love Adventure Chapter 4

Chapter 4

From Shawn's POV

	I heard Bren yelled at Paul while Paul was begging Bren to forgive
him. He sounded desperate. Well I am too, but yeah I don't think they know
that they acted like a couple breaking up. They looked like one too. Well,
in this case, I have to become that one who comforts the broken heart
one. He came over and sat across from me. I was upset that Bren was
upset. I had tears in my eyes, but I wasn't crying though.  He looked like
hell. "Are you ok?"

"Yeah I am, I should've just listened to my sister. She always knew the
right thing. She told me that this is not a good idea, but I didn't believe
her cuz I'm so happy that I'll have someone from school that will listen to
me for the first time in my life."

"I'm sorry"

"I'm sure you are. Remembered the deal we had, I answered your questions
and now answer mine" he asked looking straight at my eyes "yeah
sure. Umm... ok I followed you around for a couple of months now"

"stalker" he said under his breath, by this time his tears are gone which
make me ease up on the protective side of me. "I am not a stalker. I just
wanna see you" I said the last part in a really low voice "you wanna what?"
he asked "I wanna see you. Do you think I go through all the trouble to
switch all my classes so I can be with you, I keep touching you, and I keep
staring at you for no reason? Jeez you should have figured it out by now"

"... err..." he was speechless. I'm glad he is. I think he's
stunt. Suddenly he started to breathe hard and fast. "I... I... medicine in
my backpack. Where's my backpack?"

"I don't know. What's wrong?"

"Medicine by the counter please? Go get it please"

"oh no, your panic attack"

"yeah" he continued to breathe hard and faster. He started to sweat. "I'll
get it right now" I ran to the counter brought it back and dump everything
on the table and I found the medicine. I took two pills out like he did
last time and give them to him. At that point I was panicking big
time. He's suffering and I can't do anything for him. He took the medicine
and said "water please water"

"I ran to the vending machine and get a bottle of water with a ten dollars
bill. I didn't even bother with the changes. I ran back to him and give him
the water. He closed his eyes after he drank the water and just slummed in
the chair. "Are you ok?"

"Yeah I think so, you gotta stop making me too happy or I'll die one day
with the attack you gave me. This is the second time in one week. I haven't
one in years. Lucky me I brought the pills everywhere I go"

"I'm sorry, I didn't know. I'll stop talking to you if you want me to"
Seriously I meant that. "Just let me see you every day, I don't have to
talk to you"

"why would I do that?"

"Cuz I love you"

"You don't even know me"

"I don't have to; your eyes speak for you. I know you like me too"

"that's creepy"

"I know I just want you to like me. I'll do anything. Humiliate myself in
the café, or beg you in public" he giggled. Oh god this boy is so cute. I
love him. I know what you're thinking, like I said before his eyes spoke
for him. I don't have to know him, I can just love him. "Umm... why? Why
me? I'm just a school rat. I'm not cooling, popular, or good looking. You
can have anyone in school, why would you want me?"

"Cuz you're unique"

"huh?"

"You don't act flirty around me. You're smart and different. Everyone else
is the same, but you're special."

"I am?"

"Yes you are, love"

"what did you just called me?"

"Oh... umm... I got caught up with the moment. Ok stand up"

"why?"

"Just do it, please for me"

"no" I gave the puppy dog face, I know nobody can resist that even Brendon,
the great loner who doesn't seem to care about anybody. "Fine" he said and
gave me a big sigh. I walked over to him and kneeled one of my knees
down. I took his hand and said "Will you be my lover?" his mouth dropped
open. I took out the ring I bought at the jewels store as I planned to give
him and asked to be my bf. He was speechless again. "Oh my god"

"I bought it for you planned to give it to you today, but I didn't expect
you to be unhappy with Paul. I think me asking you to be my lover will be a
cure for your broken heart. Please except it and I'll love you forever." He
cried again and wiped his tears away. He smiled at me and nodded. I put the
ring on his middle finger and kiss it gently." I stood up in front of
him. I look into his perfect eyes and said "I love Brendon Bowne"

"I, I don't know what to say"

"just say you love me too"

"sorry I can't do that. I don't know you at all beside you're the
Mr. Famous Perfect guy, and I don't know if I love you yet. I know I like
you a lot. I know you're not gonna break my heart, but I don't know if I
can say I love you yet. I'll be your love though"

"I'll wait as long as you need me to. I'll give you time to think, to get
to know better and everything you need I'll get it for you. At least I'll
try my best to try to get it."

"Ok, I'll trust you. I give you my broken heart so you can put it back
together." He smiled and I smiled. I love it when he's happy. "Ok what's
your last name? What's your full name?" he asked after we sat down across
from each other. I took his hand and caress it with my thumps. "This is not
how to start an introduction conversation"

"how then?"

"since I'm the one to ask you to be my partner then I must introduce
myself"

"Ok then"

"Ok, hi my name's Shawn Medici, Shawn Mario Medici" he giggled a little
"what?" I asked him "Mario? Really?"

"Can you shut up? I swear I like you better when you're quiet" I said and
turned my heard around to pretend to be mad "Oh, I'm sorry. Here if you one
your ring back?"

"Oh god, I'm just kidding."

"Oh ok"

"Anyways, I'm sixteen. I'm a horny roll student, I mean honor roll
student. I have my own car, so we can go on a date at Chow Chow fancy
restaurant tomorrow night at China Town." His eyes opened wide "You're
gonna take me on a date to a fancy restaurant?"

"Yeah, you're my love, aren't you?"

"Oh my god, you're so sweet"

"aren't I?"

"I don't like cocky people"

"sorry, didn't mean to"

"ok your turn"

"ok, my name is Brendon Bowne. My sis calls me Bren. I'm fifteen. I don't
have any parents or relatives, at least not that I know off. I don't have
anything beside my belongings." He said without any sadness in his voice
which is extremely rare for a kid without parents "I'm sorry"

"why?"

"Nothing let's just continue, so you work?"

"Yeah I do on the weekends and holidays"

"oh that sucks how can we stay together if you work on the weekends and
holidays?"

"I don't know, I'll think of something. I have to work or I won't any money
to buy what I need"

"No worry, I can feed you and buy you what you want for you"

"you can't do that. I depend on myself and not others, so if you please
stop buy me expensive stuff for me?"

"Oh come on I was gonna buy you an I Phone so we can keep in touch."

"Don't you dare or we'll break up right now? We have gone over some rules"

"there will be rules?"

"Yeah, back away now if you don't like it"

"ok go"

"First of all, there will be no hand holding in school. No trying to touch
me for no reason. No calling me babe or love, my name only. No kissing
without my permission. No yelling without any reason. I want a clean, calm
relationship"

"do you like the ring?"

"Focus"

"I am, do you like it?" I said while wiggling my eyebrow "yes I do, I love
it ok. Now do you agree?"

"Yes I do babe"

"Consequence of breaking the rule will result in silent treatment for 5
minutes."

"Ok babe" ok I didn't do it on purpose. I didn't even know I said it, so
it's not my fault. "Let's get out of here"

"..."

"Oh no, come on talk to me. I didn't mean to do it" he walked out o the
library and start for home. I got into my brand new BMW that I got from my
birthday and went after him. I saw him walking on the way to the beach, so
I to drive slowly behind him, then I honked. He literally jumped. I laughed
so loud and he stopped. Uh oh, I'm in trouble. I wave my hand and signal
him to get in. he got in and he looked at me with anger. "Are you out of
your mind?"

"I was kidding"

"I don't think you got that last question lemme try again. What are you
thinking in that little pretty head of yours?" he yelled at me. Like legit
yelling, so I made an attempt to lighten everything up little. "So you
think my head is pretty?"

"Mario"

"I know he's really serious because he use my middle name"

"yes sir. I'm sorry I didn't mean to do it"

"you could've gave me a heart attack"

"what did you say about yelling?"

"Shawn, this is the matter of life and death"

"No it's not chill out"

"Chill out I could've been dead. I just got a boyfriend and I don't wanna
die so soon. I didn't even get to enjoy yet."

"OK I'm sorry"

"sorry doesn't cut it"

"close your eyes"

"why?"

"Just do it for me please"

"Ok fine" he closed his eyes and I leaned in to give him a peck on his
lips. They tasted so good, so I didn't bother to take my lips off. I kissed
him for about 3 seconds. I pulled away and he still puckered so I cleared
my throat. He blushed like a strawberry. It's really cute, so I giggled a
bit. "Now can you chill?"

"Yes I can. That's my first kiss."

"Really? I feel special."

"Sorry for yelling"

"it's ok BB"

"BB?"

"Yeah Brendon Bowne, BB"

"Ok, if you like it then ok"

"K, imam call you that every single time I see you"

"don't push it"

"sorry" wow! I can't believe this, the cutest guy in the world accept my
ring to be my boyfriend. Aren't I just a bloody lucky guy or what? I'm
gonna love him forever. "Are you serious?"

"Serious about what?"

"Serious about this, this relationship, I want out now if you're not. I
don't want to get my hopes up and watch them fall and hit rock bottom. If
that happened I'm gonna be down forever. I take things seriously when it
comes to love. You probably know that no one has ever loved me before
except my foster family. No one had ever taken the time to get to know me
cuz I'm not like other people. Every time I found someone that willing to
talk to me I would feel like a new person. I sometimes need help, need
someone to express my emotion, but no one will listen to me, so I would end
up supporting myself again. After a couple of months, that person would
leave me, and everything will convert back to normal. He or she would find
new friend and treat me like trash." He has tears rolled down his cheeks. I
didn't see that coming at all, but I love him and I'm gonna show him and
make him say he loves me too. "I love you. That won't change no matter what
happen. I don't wanna leave you ever. You are my life now. You have my
heart now. I would never wanna see you hurt in my life ever again. I would
do anything to make you realize that you love me, not just like me. I
promise, I'll make your life better than ever. I'll wait for eternity if I
have to. I'll wait for you. I don't wanna be with anybody else, so take
your time. We have a life time to do it, so don't rush. I love you and
that's that. You can't stop me from expressing it."

"Thank you that means a lot to Me." he jumped over and hugged me in the
driver's seat. I hugged him back and he cried for a moment. I bet they're
tears of happiness. We hugged and I stopped in front of his house. No cars,
no bikes, no transportations, and guess I have to pick him up every day. He
readied himself to get out and I said "Oh I see how it is"

"What?"

"I can't go into your house. No invitation for the guy that loves you to
death" he gave me a big sigh and said "Would you like to come in?" he gave
me a big smile "Wait hold that poses. I took out my phone and took a
picture of him smiling and set it as the background. "Why?"

"Cuz I may not see that smile again. That was the first time I see you
smile for real."

"Oh, I'm glad I can help you"

"He he, smile more often. I wanna see it every day."

"Why? It's nothing special. It's just a simple smile."

"No it is not. It looks good on you"

"Well, yours ain't bad either"

"Oh, I don't know you can talk gangster"

"I don't"

"Oh, never mind then,"

"Ok, so you're gonna stay out here or you're gonna come in"

"I'll go in, don't get out I'll park"

"but we're in front of my house"

"I don't care, just stay. I gotta open the door for you to show that I'm a
perfect gentleman"

"Sure Mr. Perfecto" Damn this boy got all huh? He talk gangster, he can be
shy, and he can roll his R, he can talk like a Latino. I giggled a
little. We got out of the car and headed for the door. He knocked on the
door, and I dragged him to hide him behind me, Angie came out, and looked
at me up and down. If I'm straight I would take her out. She's pretty. No
make ups, no lip stick, wow she's a natural. Guess why they're sister and
brother. "Hi?"

"Hi, umm... I'm Shawn Medici. I'm looking for your brother Bren."

"Why? Look if you're here to hurt him, dream of it. He's not here
though. If you're here for me, I'm not interested." She's about to close
the door and I stopped her "No, I'm here to talk to Bren"

"Nobody call my brother Bren except me ok?"

"Oh yeah?"

"Yeah, you have a problem?" damn this girl's sassy. "No, no I don't." I
backed away a little cuz she looked like she's about to slap me across the
face. "Then leave"

"No, I need to talk to Bren"

"I said..." Bren cut in and said "Move Angie, he's ok. He's my personal
puppet." Angie looked surprise, and I'm kinda hurt. Personal puppet? But
then he smiled at me so I know that it's a joke. "Personal puppet? Since
when honey?"

"Since now"

"Sassy, I like it"

"Good cuz you're not gonna see so often"

"Oh man!"

"Honey?" Angie asked, and Bren looked at her "Yeah honey" I answered "Ok,
this must be dream. Ok I'm gonna go in and sit on the sofa and you two will
come in, sit in front of me, and when I open my eyes again, you (pointing
at me) will disappear ok?" and of course I said "Ok?"

"Yeah" she went in and sat on the couch, we followed with me behind
Bren. His house is alright I guess. It's not small; it's medium, and
clean. Oh well, I'm here for him not his house. We sat down and Angie
closed her eyes and opened it again. "Yeah I'm still here"

"Yeah I can see that. Bren why is he here? You hate them" Angie said with
hatred look in her eyes when she turned to look at me. "Well... I'm not
them, so he doesn't hate me" I said "Yes, you are, Mr. Sport playing,
popular, cocky ass"

"Angie, that is not anyway to treat my baby. He's my boyfriend and I love
him ok?" he said then he took my hand and holds it really tight. "He's
different?" she asked still talking to Bren. I'm like invisible to her or
something, she doesn't even care that I was there listen. "Yes, he is. Look
at this (he put up his middle finger to show her the ring I gave him). See
he gave me this today and asked me to be his love. He loves me. He said
that and he said I don't have to tell him that I love him until I'm
ready. He's willing to wait for me for eternity if he has to. He literally
got down on his knee in the library to ask me to be his boyfriend." Angie's
mouth dropped "Yeah, he's my baby now. I love him too" I was crying. "Why
are you crying?" he asked me with concern in his voice "cuz you just broke
the entire rule you made for us. You said no calling babe and no holding
hand, and you just said you love me"

"Aww... don't cry. I do love you. Forget about that stupid rules, I just
wanna make sure you're gonna do whatever it take to get me like you said
you would. Well, look at me, you got me."

"Thanks BB"

"You're welcome love"

"Umm... yeah I'm still here"

"Yeah I know" Bren shot back at Angie. "Do you really love him?" she asked
me this time "Yeah I do, since a couple months ago. I just don't have the
guts to tell him until today. I switch all my classes so I can be with
him."

"Aww... you're so sweet. Bren, you lucky bastard. Shawn you're lucky too,
Bren's a sweet heart. I've known him all my life. I'm happy to see him
finally have someone to be with him." She gave me a loving hug. The sassy
side was gone and the loving side came over her. She smiled at me which
remind of Bren's smile. "Pinky swears you'll love him and not just saying
it"

"Ok, for the hundredth times today, I pinky swear to love Brendon Bowne all
my life"

"You're so cute." She said "Duh, that's why I love him" Brendon said with a
tinge of white boy in him. "Good, now I'm gonna call Chris to confirm our
date tonight. He's been bugging me for awhile now, I've been rejecting him
cuz I was mad at him for hurting you, but he said he was sorry and he'll
leave you alone and try his best to protect you. Now that you have a boy
strong enough to protect you, I can have my man. I like him, you
know. Under those jockey attitude, he's a loving guy."

"Whatever Angie" Bren said "Chris, from our school's football team?" I
asked "Yeah" Bren answered "Oh, you should. He's hot" Bren punched me in
the abs. I pretended to hurt, so he'll hug me again, and he didn't "Oh grow
up, I know you're faking. I felt those abs you know? They're hard"

"you like?"

"Maybe"

"admit it"

"Why don't you make me?"

"Oh I will"

"get a room" Angie yelled at us "sorry I got a bit carried away"

"a bit?"

"Ok we'll go to my room"

"good go fuck each other till you die" Angie said with a fake smirk
"Angie!!" Bren said in disbelief. I just laughed my ass off. They're
hilarious. Why can't my baby be hilarious like that at school? Everybody
would love him. We started up the stair to his room. I felt nervous. I used
to go to my friends' rooms before, but I've never been to a special
friend's room. His room isn't that big. His room is simple, tidy, and very
clean. He's a clean freak. Oops sorry, I didn't mean that. I love being
clean, but I can't be that clean. I went over to his desk chair and sat
down. "Wow, I like your room. It's so clean and simple."

"Well, I don't like being dirty and have everything all over the place."

"Hey!! I'm offended"

"I'm sorry Shawn. I didn't mean it that way. I love you"

"Ok, I'm better. Say that more often and I'll keep you in my room everyday
and make you say it every second."

"Gee, my boyfriend's really nice."

"I'm sorry. He he, you're so cute though."

"Stop saying that."

"But you are"

"Ok, let's stop call me all the good stuff. You're pretty cute yourself."

"Me? Cute? Ha! I'm hot, sexy, smart, but not cute"

"Ok fine, Mr. Lovable."

"Yes, yes I am lovable."

"I don't want you messing my room ok?"

"Ok, I won't touch anything mom!"

"I don't wanna sound like a mom. I want you to get use to me being all
clean. I want you to be clean yourself, not that you're not clean. I need
to see your room."

"No, no, no you are not going to see my room. Not until I clean it."

"Ok, whatever then. If you don't like me to see your room, then I don't
want to see It." he said. He took out a pair of sweat pants and a blue T
and went out to the bathroom which is in his room. He came back all
changed. We didn't do anything, but I really want to. Eh! Next time, I'll
make the move. We talked all evening until I have to go home around 7 or
so. We walked down to the door. I kissed him on the cheek and said
goodnight. On my way home I listened to the radio and Sweet Dream by
Beyonce was on. I reached home without noticing it. I went to my room and
flopped on my bed without changing or eating dinner. Oh well, I'll just eat
tomorrow. I felt asleep and I was thinking about the song. Sweet dream, I
wish I'll have one, now that I have the person I love most.

From Bren's POV

	When he took out an emerald gold ring and asked me to be his lover,
I was in heaven. I was speechless. I didn't say anything because I
can't. Oh god, it was so pretty, yet so simple. He put it on my middle
finger and It was the right size. I don't know how he did that. It was
gorgeous. He is really, really, extra sweet. He said he'll wait for me
until I'm ready to love him no matter how long it'll take. He just made my
week. He brought me back to my house. Shawn was being a total gentleman the
whole time except for when he honked his care's horn and almost gave me a
heart attack. I got mad at him for awhile, but then he surprised me. He
gave me a kiss that melts away the anger inside of me. When he pulled away,
I was still puckered, and it was embarrassing. It said so much even if we
didn't talk. When we were in front of my house, I rang the door and Shawn
pulled me to stand behind him. He's huge. I didn't mean it that way. I
meant he looked big from behind. Angie and Shawn had a little argument
before I came to Shawn's rescue and stop it. Angie was so happy for me,
though I was kind of surprise when she told me that Chris had asked her out
many times, but she rejected him. Now she would have a boyfriend like I
do. We're gonna be happy. We went to my room after Angie yelled at us to
get a room. I don't know why. He went to touch my stuff, so I told him
hands off. I felt kinda bad cuz he's my boyfriend. He supposed to have the
rights to touch my stuff, but I told him not too.

From Paul's POV

	When Shawn kneeled down to the ground, pulled out that ring and
gave it to my Bren who doesn't belong to me anymore cuz I was being an
asshole and made fun of him, I was speechless, but in a really bad way. I
was mad and all, but then asked myself, what can I do about it? I let him
slip by me and loose him to that Shawn guy. Don't get me wrong, Shawn is a
perfect guy. People who doesn't know him might think he's a jock, but
isn't. Seriously what jock get perfect grade. I was really mad at Bren when
he accepted the ring, and mad at myself at the same time. I just wanna
punch Shawn square on his pinkish cheek. A drop of tear escaped my eyes
before I could stop it. I feel naked and open to being hurt. I walked out
of the library to my car, unlocked it, and got in. I turned on the radio
and second chance by Shinedown was on. I listened to the last part of the
lyrics:

Tell my mother; tell my father, I've done the best I can

To make them realize, this is my life

I hope they understand

I'm not angry, I'm just saying

Sometimes goodbye is the second chance, sometimes goodbye is the second
chance

Sometimes goodbye is the second chance

Maybe they're right; maybe goodbye is the second chance. I need to take a
break and give my baby some room. I tried my best to bring back the armored
Paul to protect me again. It took awhile but I did it. I keep telling
myself, I'm gonna get him and no one else. I'm Paul Hues, the only one that
Bren'll need. He's gonna come back. I'm gonna make him believe that I'm the
right one for him. I'm gonna do what it takes. Doesn't matter how long
it`ll take, but I need a break first before I do that. I drove to Mickey D
to get myself something to eat.

From Bren's POV

	I am fucking happy. Finally, a boyfriend, sigh... he is so dreamy,
his grey eyes. They are so shiny, like a pair of little mirrors. Oh I'm
sorry; I didn't describe my stud man. He's as tall as Paul, 6' 2". He's
also muscular, not too muscular though. Let's think lean, swimmer body,
hard abs and chest, big biceps, and long strong legs. He has light brown
hair that brush over his forehead to the right a little. They are so
freakin soft. I love to touch his hair. It's like a drug. It's
addictive. He's strong, which you might know by now. I'm writing and
dreaming so don't mind me repeating words. He he... he's delicate at the
same time. He's gentle. He loves me. I love him. He's my world. He made me
smile all the time. His teeth can light up a whole town in the dark. Did I
mention his eyes are like a pair of grey mirrors? Sigh... my man, all
mine. I don't give a shit to who's doing what anymore. I love him so
much. He has dimples, cute ones. His cheeks are pinkish when it's really
hot outside. He's not too pale, but he is white, not like Michael Jackson
white. Like umm...like Jesse McCartney white. He's perfect. He's smart, so
no need for me to tutor him. He's self reliance. He loves to cuddle like
me. Listen to me I'm turning to a Shawn Medici's fan. Sigh...

From Shawn's POV

	Ok, everything has been fucking great now. Oh god, I can still
taste his lips 2 days ago. We've been together for two days now; it's
really special to the both of us. Every time I saw Bren in the hall way, I
would smile to him, and he would blush the cute blush. He really is special
to me; I would never want to hurt him on purpose. We've never been to our
house though. Oh wow... ok we'll go to my house sometimes. So we're in
chemistry right now with Ms. Porter. She's alright I guess. She doesn't
bother you unless you're failing her class. There's rarely any C in her
class. The lunch bell ring and off I go forgot about Bren. Bren just takes
his time to pack up his thing. I went back in and said "Hurry up slowpoke;
I want my lunch you know?"

"It's ok you don't have to wait for me"

"not waiting for you? We're gonna walk to lunch together remember?"

"Yeah, but if you're hungry go ahead" he said still talking his sweet
time. "No I wanna walk with you"

"babe why are you so working up on this?"

"Cuz I don't know. I love you. I wanna spend as much time with you as
possible. I know it's been only two days since I `proposed' to you, but I
can't keep staying away from you. Please hurry up don't torture me"

"Ok fine I'll hurry. I need to organize some paper first though"

"Boys, you are a bit too loud. Bren, you're gonna be late for lunch if
you're not hurrying. Oh, congratulation by the way. I bet the proposal was
awesome." I totally forgot that Ms. Porter was still there. We both
suddenly stopped what we were doing and turn slowly toward Ms. Porter with
wide eyes. "Err..."

"It's ok. It's our secret."

"Thanks Ms. Porter and I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be loud."

"Yeah me too, I'll hurry." Bren said and continued "Not because of you,
it's because of Ms.Porter wants some quiet in her room"

"Yeah ok, let's stick with that."

"Yeah of course we're gonna stick with that"

	So he's finally done packing up his stuff and he turned around to
leave. I, obviously followed him out of the class, nobody was there cuz
they're all at lunch. I sighed a big sigh and Bren suddenly stopped for
whatever reason. My guess is the late lunch thing. "I'm sorry" he looked
down at the floor and his soft brown hairs were all over his face. My guess
he's biting his lower kips and it's probably bleeding as we speak. "For
what?" I asked pretending not knowing why. "Because of me you're late for
lunch" ha! For those of you who didn't believe, in ya face na na na na na
naa. I am terribly sorry. I went too far. "Stop apologize, it ticks me
off. It makes me feel like I'm the bad guy"

"I'm sorry, oh sorry, no I didn't mean that, sorry, I... I... oh god why am
I so stupid?" he was panicking at this point. He was freaking. I felt
bad. I put both my hands on his waist and pull him into me slowly. He let
me pulled him like a puppet. I felt so in control. I pulled him slow and
dramatically. My arm around his waist, our bodies pressed against each
other. Nobody was around, lucky us. I brought my right hand up and lift his
chin up and look him in the eyes "Stop, you're not stupid ok? I'm not
mad. Like I said you're too cute for me to stay mad for long even if I was
mad" he started to cry. Oh my god, he is so delicate. "I'm sorry. Stop
crying ok? I love you. I can never be mad at my baby boy. Stop hurting
yourself every time you're mad at yourself or me or anybody. It breaks my
heart to see you hurt even a little. See your lip's bleeding maybe I should
make you go to the dentist and have the fangs remove." I leant in before he
could say anything and kissed him tenderly on the cut and suck the blood
off. He is cute. He looked at me with the deep green puppy dog eyes. His
lips are so addicting. He tasted like the most delicious chocolate in the
world, so I got some more. I attacked it. Luckily I was holding him, he
would've fall. I love him so much. "Thank you. I love you too" he said with
his girlish silent, sweet voice. I smiled at him I took the rest of his
book and dragged him to the lunch room. Before we reached it, he pulled me
back "Are you gonna go in with me?"

"Yeah why?"

"There're people in there. You don't wanna be seen with me"

"Ok" I said with a little frowned. I don't wanna hide our love but I have
to, to protect me and Bren from getting hurt. "I'm sorry" he said as he
took my hand in his. "What did I say about sorry?"

"(sigh) ... you should go in and I'll go the other way"

"no I'll go the other way"

"no I'm not gonna eat anyways. You're hungry you should go in now."

"No I'm not I'm not hungry at all." Stupid fucking stomach growled when I
don't need it too. "I think you are. Now go in I'll be fine"

"fine, I'll go, but I don't want you to get in trouble ok?"

"Me? In trouble? I think that's impossible"

"oh so you think that if you're smart that you won't get in trouble? Well
you think wrong. I am in your AP classes and other honors classes, I still
get in trouble." I said with the bobble head like Hannah Montana did, but
seriously I don't like it at all. He giggled which I found so cute. I am so
happy that he's happy. "Well mister bad boy I am a gentleman so don't
worry. Ease up with the protective side. I won't get in trouble"

"so I'm a bad boy eh?"

"Yes you are"

"well bad boy will attack your lips if you're gonna keep talking"

"go ahead somebody might walk by here"

"so you think I'm scare?"

"I don't think, I know"

"oh yeah?"

"Yeah"

"oh yeah well... oh yeah well... oh yeah"

"Run out of comeback?"

"Yeah spare me?"

"Sure why not?" he gave me an angel kiss on the cheek. He's never kissed me
first ok? I am fucking happy. "no seriously Bren, If you see those people
who look like they're wanna hurt you walk away and come find me immediately
or go somewhere safe ok? I don't wanna see any bruises on any part of your
body when I see you again"

"Ok papi"

"I like that"

"good cuz that'll be the last time"

"oh dang it! Anyways I'm starving. I wanna stay with you"

"I'll be fine. Can you go already?"

"Ok find. Bye love"

"bye babe" I let go of his hand and walked into the cafeteria. I turned
back and Bren was gone.

From Bren's POV

	Ok today was good. I got kisses in school from Shawn and I kissed
him for the first time without him pushing me to do it. I left Shawn and
made my way to the other end of the cafeteria door. I walked in and passed
Shawn's table with Paul, Chris, Wayne, Patrick, matt, Alexis, and a bunch
of other girls on the long table. Shawn was eating his spaghetti. I think
he's really hungry cuz he devoured that thing like nobody's business. My
guy, that's my guy. I sat down three tables down from where Shawn
sat. Shawn's back was toward me, it's fine though. I sat on my corner by
the window. I looked to my left, (sigh) still nobody. Oh well, I took out
my IPod and start playing send it on by Disney Friends for Change. I love
that song. I mouthed the words while looking out the window. I felt
something hit my head. I looked down at the table and it's a piece of
chicken nugget. Ew... gross... I ignored it then bam another one. I looked
at the in crowd table and Wayne was laughing with the others. I don't mind
them, so I get closer to the wall. And suddenly, bam, bam, bam, more food
for me. I wanna shrink. All the girls and guys were laughing at me. I felt
like an animal at the zoo and people were throwing food at me for fu and
amusement. I stared down at the table and put the hood on my head. They
kept on throwing food at me. I wanna cry so badly. I need Shawn, so I
looked up and what I saw was terrifying. He was laughing too. He doesn't
even bother to look at me. Tears started rolling down my cheeks. I knew
it. It's just too good to be true. I got up and walked down the way passed
the table. My head was down staring down at the floor trying to avoiding
eyes contact with shown. I still have my hood on so I felt less
embarrass. Chris stood up and threw a piece of something and it hit my
head. "Ha ha, you're enjoying your food Bowne? Ha ha just ask us next time
if you don't have money to buy some." He yelled I was crying at that
point. I was crying loudly as I walked out of the cafeteria. Everybody
started laughing and pointing at me. I hate every moment of it including
Shawn's blank face. I ran out of the cafeteria and off to the school
backyard, the only place where I can be safe from all the trouble, quietly
crying to myself. What did I do to deserve this? Tell, anybody just tell
me. I sat down under the tree that helped me relax and get rid of my
problems. All the picture of the last two days came rushing back to me,
everything, the dinner, the day we spent in bed, the kisses we shared.

At Chow Chow in China town, Boston

"Oh god Shawn, you don't have to"

"well I don't have to, but I want to. Who proposed and not go on a date?"

"Proposed?"

"Yes, proposed baby"

"Since when I agreed to marry you?"

"Since you took my ring, now shut up and sit down. I reserved a place for
us"

"you planned this all out even though you didn't know if I'm going to be
your boyfriend"

"Psh, you? Not wanna be my boyfriend. I don't think so my friend."

"What do you think I am? A slut?"

"No, but you told me that I'm cute and you really liked me."

"I did not say that. You are lying"

"Really?"

"Really"

"Ok then. Let's go home"

"No! No o o o. I don't wanna go. I want some lobsters."

"Ha ha, you're so cute, you know that."

"No, I don't know that"

"Oh then, you're cute. You're so special Bren. I love you baby"

"? I love you too"

"Ok, let's go eat"

"Finally I'm starving. You're paying. You invited me, you're paying. I'm
gonna order lobster."

"Oh come on, I'm not rich you know?"

"No, I don't know"

"Fine, you're paying for the tips"

"Done"

"What I don't get a kiss?"

"In public?"

"Yah!!"

"Ok" we kissed for the second time. I love him, but he doesn't love me. He
played with my emotion and now I'm down. I knew it. It's too good to be
true. It's too good...?