Date: Mon, 3 Sep 2001 19:26:47 EDT
From: XLukeman1983@yahoo.de
Subject: Nahid - My dream

I lay on my bed and tried to free my mind. I did not know what to do. I
pressed my head into my pillow and forced meto think clearly, but I couldn't
stop thinking. My thoughts only went to a boy who was in the same class as I
was . He was so cute, and I only could think ofhis sweet smile, and always
heard his voice, which sounded  heavenly. His name was Nahid, he was a
kurd,and he had tanned skin and simply made me mad. I didn't know why I could
onlythink of him ... until I realized  I was in love with him.

I told myself I couldn't go on like this,  so I decided to tell him about my
feelings. Iexpected he only would admit, that he would love me too, and
didn't even thinkof the possibility that he was straight. The next day when I
woke up, I reallywas happy. The sun was shining and it was a really beautiful
day. I went toschool and sat next to Nahid. We talked a lot, but just the
same stuff that weusually talked, and after school I asked him to come with
me for a littlewalk.  I mentioned that there was anitem I wanted to talk
about. He smiled curiously and looked interestedly at mewith  his sweet brown
eyes. My heartjumped up and down, and I wanted to kiss him so much.

So I took him to my favourite place, where Ialways sat when I had to think
about something. It was a bench  between a few trees from where you could
seewho would come along, whereas you couldn't be seen . We both sat there for
awhile without saying any word, and from time to time I watched his nice
brownbody dressed in that white shirt.  Aftera long time I couldn't be quiet
anylonger, I had to tell it. I took a deepbreath and said :

"Nahid, there is something I have wantedto tell you for a long time... well
it's kind of hard for me to tell you this,but I have to...
He looked at me with his divine eyes and I hadto take another deep breath
before I could go on. Then I said,"Well, I ..I, you know, I am gay and I'm in
love with you."
I had expected any reaction but this one. Henearly fell off that bench and
just said :"Oh .. well, I .. I'm not gay,and .. I think I've got to got
now"and off he went.

My heart broke... I watched him leaving but Icouldn't think of anything to
say to make him come back. I didn't know what todo, so I just sat there the
whole day alone on the bench and tried to hold backmy tears. Nahid didn't
talk much to me the following days, and I knew that he avoided me. At home I
didn't talkand didn't eat much ... my parents were wondering what was up to
me, butwhenever they wanted to talk to me I just ran away.

It was three weeks later when Nahid talked tome. We had two sport lessons in
the afternoon, and that  special day we played soccer. He was a bitbetter
than me ... and at that special day he seemed to play very unfair onpurpose.
But finally ...when I was in front of his goal, I saw that the keepernever
would catch that ball, I was going to shoot the goal. At that moment Nahid
kicked against my leg. It hurtvery badly and therefore I had to leave the
field hobbling to the lockerroom. ThereI sat on a bench putting my head into
my hands thinking why the hell this kurdcould have done that. When I heard
the door opening I raised my head. Nahidentered the room looking angrily. He
had recieved the red card for that foul.

He walked straight into the shower withoutsaying any word of excuse or
looking at me. I heard him turning on the waterand the very moment I got a
hard-on by imagening him naked in the shower.  All I wanted to do was to rush
in and suckhis dick, but I stopped myself and began to change my clothes. I
wanted to takea shower as well, but I was afraid that Nahid would think I
just came in to seehim, and thus I just wanted to get out of this place as
fast as possible.

But  themoment I took my took my trouser off I heard the door opening and he
returnedfrom the shower. I didn't want to but I swiflty turned around,  and
there I saw his sweet, muscular bodystill damp just covered with a towel
around his hips. Immediately my dick gothard again, and he could see that,
because I only wore my boxers. He looked atme and I just began studdering
"Errr.. I-- I " but he crossed his finger over  his lips and suddenly he
looked at mefriendly and so cute.

He walked over to me and laid his hand on mychest. I had to breath deeper
because I was so surprised. He tenderly moved hishand down and stopped it at
my belly. I looked deep in his brown eyes, and thendeeper at his towel where
I saw that he had a hard-on, too.

For a short moment he touched my dick with hishand but then he stepped back.
He whispered, "it's too dangerous here ...come to my house tonight at about
half past nine", and then he went intothe shower again.

Apatheticly, I put my clothes on and went home.I couldn't believe what just
had happened. Should all my wishes come true ?... Icouldn't help myself so I
prayed to God thanking him at least a thousand times.

When I arrived at home, it was the first timethat I ate everything my mother
had cooked, and I even talked  to her again. I was so excited, that Icouldn`t
do anything except sitting in front of my clock  watching the passing time .
You don't knowhow long 6 hours could last ... it was like eternity. But at
last they were over and I went to Nahids house.

I'd just been there  only once or twice, and now I couldn't wait  getting
inside again. When I arrived there iwas a little too early , so I waited in
front of the house, and at about quaterpast eight, his parents and his little
sister left . I said hello to them, andthey let me in. They told me that
Nahid was just refreshing himself in thebathroom and I should wait a moment.
I went up to  the living room, and sat there down on a sofa. I heard
himsinging in the bathroom, but when he suddenly stopped I moved over to see
whatthe reason was.

I listened at the door and heard some muffledmoans behind  there. I tried to
open thedoor, and I couldn't believe it, it opened.
I quietly sneaked in, then I saw him. He wasbehind a trasparent shower
curtain masturbating. I saw his great brown bodymaking love to himself and
grabbed into my trouser. I touched my hard dick,stroked it in the same rythm
he had,and suddenly his moans got louder. I quickly got out of the bathroom
and backinto the living room again. I still was rock hard, and still didn't
know whatexcactly Nahid was up to.

To relax a bit I switched on the TV, but Icouldn't think of anything else
than him. After waiting for another tenminutes, I could hear how the shower
was turned off, and that he left it. Fullydressed (I was a little
disappointed about that) he came into the living roomand sat down on a chair
opposite to me
He started just like nothing had happened onlya few minutes ago.
" Do you want something to drink or to eat?"
"Well, why not... ", I answered... and so he went to the kitchen to prepare
something to eat.

I wondered what would be going on, and decided to let him take the first step
... if he wanted to take it.  A few minutes later he came in again
withsomething to eat and a bottle of coke. He sat next to me, and switched on
theTV. Then he turned to me, "Hey I've got a video, do you want to watch it ?"
"Well, sure" I answered, and felt a bit disappointed that he acted this way.
He went to the videorecorder, inserted a  casette and came back to me. He
switched it on andit only took a few seconds until I checked, that he was
going to show me apornografic movie. Two naked girls sat in a car  touching
each others titts. I looked at Nahid, but he seemed toenjoy himself, and
smiled. I didn't watch the movie, i just thought about whathe was up to. I
had told him that I was gay ... so why was he watching such amovie with me ?
He noticed that I was bored, and looked at me asking :

"Don't you think, they are beautiful?"
I looked at the floor answering sadly,
"Nahid, I told you that I am gay ... no, Idon't think they are attractive"
I looked back to him, and noticed that his trouser had a swelling  between
his legs and asked,
"Do you think they are beautiful ? "  He smiled at me, blinking,
"oh yes, I do" !!!
I wanted to touch him, but I feared that he would push me back... but right
at that moment, he took my arm and touched his swollen dick softly with my
hand.
"And do you like this ?"
I gasped,
"Oh .. yes I .. I do", and my dick got hard only a few seconds later. He
pettet his hard-on with my hand through the trouser, and I looked deep in his
eyes.
"Would you like me to jack you off ?"He looked at me a bit afraid, but then
he nodded
" I'm really not gay ... but .. I am so hot, so go ahead".

I slid a bit closer to him and massaged hishard-on. He looked at me lustfully
but then he recognized that what he wasdoing, that he possibly was  gay
andlooked at the porno again. I put my hand under his sweater and
softlytouched  his belly button, then I movedupwards and caressed his chest
and nipples.

I moved over and sat on his lap, giving  him a soft kiss on his chin. I
noticed thathe backed up, so I slid a bit backwards and slowly opened the
button of hisjeans. I pulled it down, and saw his cock in his boxers ... it
was a bit longerthan mine, and I softly took it in my hand. It was warm
pulsing in my hand.

- My heart throbbed in my chest ... I couldn'tbelieve it. I rubbed up and
down slowly and looked in his eyes again. Hewatched me, as I discovered his
body and smiled ... He took his hand up and layit on my chest, then he
whispered,
"go ahead."

I moved closer towards him, and sat on his dick. I hugged him, took a deep
breath and smelled his nice aftershave, then I gave him a long kiss. This
time he didn't back up, he just enjoyed the feeling,and so I let my tongue
slide deeper. First, down his nice brown and warmthroat, and down to his
chest. Once there, I played with his nipples and he giggled a bit.

I smiled and looked up. He took my head in his arms and pushed me to go on, I
just enjoyed the feeling of his hands petting my head, my throat and my
back.. and so I slid even deeper. I took a short rest at his cute belly
button, centre of  a marvelous six pac. My cock was so hard, that I thought
I'd explode in one or two seconds ... but I moved on.

I reached his boxers, and watched his rock hard, pulsing dick, and I couldn't
think of anything else than taking it in my mouth. I slowly removed his pants
and there it was, the object of all my dreams and wishes, so close infront of
my eyes. It was uncut and about 8 inches long, and very thick. I looked up to
him and smirked... and then I took in in mymouth.

First I only sucked the head of his cock, very slowly and carefully, and it
felt so soft and so good. He moaned, and I sucked harder and took it even
deeper in my mouth. Then he pushed it fully into my mouth and it felt so
good. I just wanted to feel his cum on my tongue, and so I sucked even harder
and moved my head against his thrusts.

With my left hand I massaged his balls, and I let my right hand slide over
his chest. I fondled his nipples while I kept on sucking his dick. He moaned
again and pre-cum dropped on my tongue, it tasted a bit salty and so good. I
wanted more of that, so I wrapped my tongue around hisdick and sucked on, and
after a few thrusts, his rythm increased and he began to sweat.

He took my head with his hands and pushed it agains his dick and when he
pushed it slowly a final time, he shot his cum with a cry in my mouth, and he
pumped  his dick in a few times.
I licked all his cum from his dick, stood up and gave him a kiss. A long
kiss, which seemed to last forever, and he returned the kiss, licking his own
cum from my tongue. I pressed my dick against his one, which was still hard
and rubbed it a bit.

Then I slowly pushed his head down and he began to take my shorts off. My
dick was as hard as a rock, it pulsed with all it's energy, and I wanted
nothing more than giving it to him.
Then he carfully sucked it and it felt like heaven. His warm mouth was around
my dick, and I was about to come, but at that moment I woke up. My alarm
clock was ringing ... it was Monday morning and I had to go to school.

I thought about that confusing dream, and my dick was still hard. I looked at
the wet spot on my boxers, and remembered all details of that wet dream. And
that was the moment
when I decided to tell Nahid about my feelings.

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