Date: Mon, 12 Jan 2009 13:10:54 -0800 (PST)
From: Tsctv Tsctv <tsctv1@yahoo.com>
Subject: Nathan the Bully part 5: Point of no return

(Matt)


"he was a good man , there will be no other like him , he will be
missed " I sat in the back of the eulogy at the Bellini mansions,,
before I knew it , it was over and lunch was being served I saw a
figure rush out I followed  he went in the old study I followed

im sorry about your father " I said Nathan eyes were red it looked as
if he hadn't slept in days "thanks I guess " he looked at me then to
the floor "do you need anything I `ll get it for you " i spoke he
looked at me cold "I want my dad back can you get that for me " it was
quite I didnt say anything how could I "im sorry I didn't mean to lash
out like that I just want to be alone right now " "im not leaving you
not right now " "why do you care after what I did to you " I firmly
grabbed the backed of his head and pulled him into a hug nothing sexual
causing this but my heart went out to him he wrapped his arms around me
and cried into my neck I stroked his hair and at this point anyone
could have saw us but I didn't care and neither did he "I don't care
about that Nathan , I just want you to be okay" "Nathan where are you "
his mother stormed in the room we made eye contact she walked over to
us "he isn't well" I said " she grabbed him and cradled him as only a
mother could she patted me on my shoulder I left them alone I turned
and he was clanging to his mother like a lost little boy who just had a
bad dream my eyes balled up with tears .Those words i said to him "you
have everything handed to you on a silver platter but I wonder what it
will feel like when something important to you is taken away " those
words pained me because I said them and something was taken away his
father , Todd ran into me "matt have you seen Nathan"  "wow you called
me matt" "um sorry about the queer remarks really " he rested his hands
on my shoulders and leaned on me "its okay man " I said he h me "hugged
me really im sorry " I was shocked "don't worry im not into you I just
wanted you to know that I wont be bothering you again. "hay thanks





(Todd)



I know what you all are thinking I kissed Matt yeah I did , im not
attracted to him , but I am attracted to both men and women I kind of
figured that out a while back let me take you guys away from what's
going on here and all of the tragedy  I had gone to Joe's for their
sour dough burgers you really don't know what you are missing I ordered
and stood there waiting for it when my eyes meet this guy he was black
and was hot as hell he was a cross between Tyson Backfired and Jason
olive his eyes were a light brown and he had dimples that kind of made
me hard he smiled I looked away not knowing what I was feeling  "your
leaning on my car" he said " "oh im sor... sorry " "relax dude im not
going to jack you if that's what you are worried about " I looked at
his truck a 2008 Lincoln navigator "this is yours " "yeah my pops got
it for me I just asked for a car and he went all out " 'I guess you
wouldn't need to jack me " he looked at my car "this is a vintage
Mustang this must have set you back a lot " "my parents bought it for
me , I live in main " "yeah me too on Chester hill " "that olive color
house ": "that's the one " "that place is huge "  "my dad is a writer
and producer he created lonestar the series and the bay" "i love the
bay " "i hate all of his shows that's because i know about it before
everyone else and I already know what's going to happen , and my mom is
a doctor" he kept on talking but i kept looking at his Adams apple then
the way his coat hugged his muscular body and how he had some facial
hair that made him the sexy kind of rugged "can i ask you something
"what " "is it true what they say about black guys " he blushed "that
we all have big cocks , no its not true its a myth kind of " "seriously
" "yeah , its like any other guy some have big cocks some don't " i
looked down at his pants he followed my eyes "so you are wondering
about me i suppose "no i was just .. he smiled "relax im just joking "
it became quiet "okay maybe i was thinking about you just a little " i
smiled at him he moved close to me and grabbed my hand and started
rubbing his crotch with it. "what the hell am i doing " "something you
know you always wanted to do" we were between cars touching each other
"i should be going " he took my cell from my holster on my waist and
put his number in "well when you don't have to go call me " he handed
me my phone back and got in his car and drove off , strange things
happened to me but this was the strangest i mean sure when i was
fourteen years old me and Robby use to jerk it other off but when girls
got into the equations we just both stopped , but this was different in
so many ways this guy wasn't one of my best friends Robby he was a
black guy that looked like a model who dressed very nice his clothes
weren't falling off of him and he didn't rock the baggy style simple
went home "hi baby boy how was your day" "great mom " she kissed me on
my cheek your dad is working late tonight " "as usual " "your dinner is
on the stove still warm " "thanks mom i think im going to wash up a bit
" "okay " she went in the family room i headed upstairs to my room and
laid on my bed i took out my cell and stroll down the numbers there it
was Aiden ford was his name and number was embedded in my phone



(Nathan)



"Mr Bellini are you okay .... hello Mr Bellini " "yo Nate man wake up"
I awoken to the stares of my class mates Robby motioned me to the door
I grabbed my books and we left "what's going on with you is it your dad
"no its not my dad im just a little tired " "something else is wrong
,Nate i've known you since kindergarten" "I am kind of in....." I
stopped and gulped "your kind of in what? " "you know what it was my
dad It all seems so surreal you know " `I could only imagine " "I don't
think you can Robby " the bell rung and I went to lunch . Me and Robby
sat down Robby girlfriend came Mandy and sat next to Robby they kissed
karina joined in she kissed me but I didn't kiss her back I really
didn't want her or anyone else right now , I hadn't seen Matt for like
two weeks the first week I took off and I guess this week he didn't
show , I wanted to ask nick about him but that wasn't my place .



(Matt)



Nick came by I have acold couldn't make it to school "brought you soup
" "thanks " I said "the chicken noodle kind and the mummy the trilogy "
"you are such a dork "yeah but im your dork " he kissed me on the
forehead " don't want your nasty infections " I hit him on the arm we
went up to my room I put the DVD in the player and we got on the bed
together "what was that Nathan thing about " "what Nathan thing " "a
while back he showed up here you went after him I saw you push him from
the window " `it was nothing Nathan is a big immature bully that's all
" "so he show up to your house " "something like that " " it's him
wasn't it the guy that " I cut him off " look nick lets watch the movie
" "why are you trying to protect that douche " "its non of your
business " I said he looked hurt " I should go enjoy the soup and
movies "im sorry , come sit " I grabbed him he feel back on the bed "it
was him but you cant tell anyone okay " "you don't want people to know
you fooled around with him " "for his sake " "he doesn't care about you
" `I know , but that's his life I couldn't do anything to potentially
hurt him or anyone else in that position I wouldn't want anyone to do
it to me without my permission " "so is he in the deep in the closet
and only comes out to grab hot guys like you so he can drag you back in
with him and have his way then kick out " "he says he isnt gay so it is
what it is , lets not talk about him I rather eat my soup and watch a
movie that you picked out " god if you weren't sick " he said we both
laughed



a week later i was feeling better and it was getting pretty late but I
saw something weird I t was Nathan car on the side of the road I turned
back around because there was no one out on the road and drove up to
the car it was his the door was open I went in the wooded area that
lead to a small lake Nathan was standing there with vodka in his hand
he didn't drink much but he did drink some "about to take a swim " he
turned around "how the hell do you always find me " " I don't know but
lets get out of here " I said "no you get out of here " "Nate come on
you got to help me here " "leave me alone please " "I cant do that I
wont " he looked at me tears formed in his eyes "I have nothing left "
"yes you do your mom your friends , me" "after everything I did and
said " `let me get you back home okay" I grabbed him and we hugged he
held on to me for dear life I got him back home he got out I was set to
drive off "hay why don't you come in " I got out and followed the house
was empty we went up to his room which was a mess and he sat on his bed
"come here " he said I looked at him :"what for " " just come here I
walked over to him he pulled me down and planted one on me I backed
away " I have a boyfriend " "who Nick the dick " "stop it Nathan "
"please for me " his eyes were pleading with me I gave in



I started to massaging his neck he closed his eyes then I kissed his
neck then came around and got on my knee's Nathan had a bulge i reached
over and started

stroking his cock. "Thank you matt  Eventually he started rubbing his
hands in my hair I unzipped his jeans and his cock came out  It was
really great but I was glad to see that he was enjoying something It
smelled and tasted too good.  I did my usual deep throat on him he went
crazy then he came in my mouth . " thank you " he said , we decided to
spend the night together so he undressed me then started sucking on my
nipples " you don't have to Nate " "I want to " he was caressing my
back and licking my chest and stomach ,y naked body sitting on his my
legs wrapped around his lower back him kissing my neck me rubbing my
fingers through his hair , he was getting hard again. He laid me down
and started kissing down my body he reached my cock and kissed the head
then took it in his mouth , and started sucking my head was spinning it
was so good , he was bobbing his head up and down on my tool "ohhh my
god Nate , im gonna cum " he stop sucking then moved up and kissed me i
could taste my cock in his mouth he went to the draw and took out the
condom and put it on me i laid on my back and he got on top of me
looking me dead in my eyes my cock was resting on his ass i spread his
ass and he guided my dick in "oh god" "do you want me to stop " i asked
"no " he snapped at me i started to enter into his hole he stopped me
and began riding me i was feeling things i never felt before "oh my god
, oh my god that feels so... so... " i was out of breath he was
massaging my chest while riding me "matt this feels good so good " "im
gonna cum " I said he kept on riding me "Nathannnnnn ahhhhhhhhhhhh" I
came while he was riding me my dick was felt so sensitive he got off
gently and collapsed on the side on me " I wrapped my arm around him he
snuggled his body close to me " I got you Nate , I got you " . I woke
up to Nathan sitting up I sat up "are you okay" "im fine " he kissed me
on my cheek I hugged him he hugged me back then the door swung open
"Nathan why is it so dark "We heard his mother "my heart was pounding
out of my chest



"The light turned on and his mother stared at us horrified "what the
hell is going on " "mom !" get the hell out of my son's bed " " I
jumped up she saw I was naked "oh my god Nathan Michael Bellini if your
dad was here " he hung his head down in shame " leave him alone he
already feels crappy about his father death he doesn't need you rubbing
that in his face " she walked over to me "what did you just say , you
little homo" she back handed me so hard i fell into the wall "mother
stop , I was vulnerable " "And he took advantage of you " Nathan looked
at me "yeah he did " I couldn't believe what I was hearing I keep on
letting him in only for him to hurt me , I put on my clothes and left
out of his room I got to the entry level



"Matthew wait " she came down the stairs " how much will it take to
keep you quiet " `I don't want your money " she took a checkbook out of
the table in the foyer and wrote a check and handed it to me Take the
five hundred thousand dollars and leave my family alone" "I think
that's up to your son " i said i could still feel the sting from her
slap "my son is confused and is grieving  right now and you took
advantage of that he said so" "she was getting close I was backing up
because if she hit me again I would have to hit her back my back was
against the front door she grabbed my jacket and slipped the check in
my inside pocket "you and Nathan are no more now get out before I have
the guards throw you out ." I took my coat off the door and put it on
and left I ran to my car not sad but angry I wasnt going to cry screw
Nathan he could drop dead for all I care I knew he was looking out of
his window but I didn't give him the satisfaction .



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