Date: Fri, 13 Nov 2009 23:10:14 -0800 (PST)
From: Tsctv Tsctv <tsctv1@yahoo.com>
Subject: That's life part 12

DRUGGIE AMONG US

(Josh)

The next day my mine kept going back to Brandon what was he doing , was he
really hurting himself , no I couldn't get sucked back in I couldn't care
anymore , but where do I draw the line when its too late and his stomach
has to be pumped out because he overdosed on his meds or if he died. Truth
be-told I didn't want to get sucked back in but I couldn't not do anything
I had to confront him on this and for him to get help. At school I meet up
with Casey and he seemed to not be in the mood "are you okay" I asked "I'm
fine !" he practically yelled at me I didn't know what his problem was and
I didn't care. "you know what talk to me when you calm down" I said
storming away history is the only class I had with Brandon so that would be
my only chance to know what was going on with him .

I got to History class and Brandon was there sitting next to jess I walked
over "jess do you mind if I sit next to Brandon" they both looked at me ,
Jessica smiled "no not at all" she got up and sat to another seat. I sat
down "Brandon we need to talk" I said "about what?" he looked confused I
pulled the empty pill bottle out of my pocket "about you being addicted to
medication" he starred at me then snatched the bottle away " you don't know
what your talking about". I didn't want to push him to the point where he
couldn't open up to me but I didn't want to not address this
situation. "you just got those pills and the bottle is empty , dude you
have a problem" he looked at me angry "why don't you mind your fucking
business, like you care about me" I was startled and everyone was looking
at us "Brandon just" he cut me off "don't Brandon just me! , you know what
Josh screw you" he stood up and left out.


(Casey )

I walked out of school early pissed at josh , pissed at myself I sat down
on the bench outside of the school just watching random stuff until I saw
that Brandon kid he looked upset he walked around the school I followed . I
peeked around the corner and I saw some rough looking trailer park boy walk
over to him they talked for a few minutes then I saw Brandon hand him cash
the kid gave him a bag of what looked like pills. He turned and started
walking my way I ran back to my seat on the bench he turned the corner then
our eyes met he starred at me then went back in the school. I smiled now I
knew my enemy weakness. Superman has kryptonite , and Brandon had drugs.

Later that day I met Josh by his locker I extended my bottom lip making me
look like a child he laughed "I'm sorry for being stupid I guess I'm not a
morning person" I explained "its okay I guess we all are entitled to have a
bad day or two" he said. "so I was thinking how about we do something
later" I proposed "what did you have in mind" he asked curiously "you will
have to wait and see" I teased. With that we left out the school.


(Karen)

I walked into Joe's and sat down waiting for Jeff then my cell rung I
answered "hello" I answered "its Jeff , I have detention can you believe
that " he said sounding piss "hey don't worry how about tomorrow" I said
"I'm sorry I really wanted to spend some time with you considering all the
stuff I put you through" he sounded sad and that made me happy , Jeff was
changing and I owed it to him to give him another chance "no worries" I
said he had to go and I hung up then out of nowhere a girl came in with one
heel broke and she looked like she had been crying I stood up and walked
over to her "are you okay" I asked "no I am not , my brother ditched me and
I got lost then in the process of it all I broke my damn heel of these
expensive jimmy cho's" I wanted to laugh but didn't , and who the hell
wears jimmy Cho's to school. "hey cheer up chocolate milkshake on me" she
sat down "thanks you so much, kind stranger" she said Jessica came in and
saw us she walked over and sat down looking at the girl "who is this " she
said "oh I'm sorry I'm Brooke Ford" then It hit me "oh your brother is
Casey" I said she half smiled "oh you met my charming brother" she said
rolling her eyes "yeah my cousin josh introduced me" she smiled "your
josh's cousin , wow small world , let me tell you since Casey has gotten
with Josh he has been a different person , literally , your cousin does
wonders" I smiled at her comment but something didn't sit right with me ,
what did she mean he has become a different person , what kind of person
was he before he met Josh.


(Josh)

I got dressed in a button up and some jeans Casey came bye and I went to
the car and got in . "you look extra sexy" he smiled , "so do you" I said
while looking at his suave appearance "So where are we going " I asked
"patient Grasshopper, oh before I forget" he pulled out blindfolds "put
these on". Now I was intrigued , I put the blindfolds on and let Casey lead
the way. About fifteen minutes later the car stopped "This is stupid why
the hell am I blindfolded" Casey laughed "okay we are here" he got out the
car and came around and opened my door he helped me out and took the blind
fold off there sat a candle lit table at the end of the pier looking out
into the water "wow, this is kind of gay" I said he laughed "thank you for
your complete honesty" I kissed him " seriously , it romantic , girly , am
I the girl in this relationship" I asked "sure you are sweet cheeks" he
joked I turned to go back to the car "I'm just joking , your all man ,
trust me I know, but I'm falling for you josh and I just wanted to do
something for you" he said honestly I smiled at his efforts "I'm sorry ,
this is great lets have some dinner" I said we walked to the table and sat
down we lifted the silver top "meatball subs? " I said confused "yeah like
on our first date , we went and got subs from that place on the beach"
Casey was so cute he remembered everything "this is great" I replied ., and
we enjoyed our dinner.


you want to come in" i asked he shook his head yes we went in I turned on
the light "where's your family?" he asked "they arer gone until Friday so i
have the place to myself" i grabbed his hand "lets go to my room" i said we
walked to the stairs then up the stairs to my room when we got there i
pulled him into a kiss we fell on my bed my hands roamed his body from
underneath his shirt i began to twist his nipples with my fingers he moaned
in my ear "i love when you do that" he confessed i loved his hot breath in
my ear we sat up he took off my shirt i took off his he ran his hands all
over my chest . he then pushed me back and unbuttoned my jeans he slid them
with my boxers down my dick was hard as rock sticking up he licked his lips
like he saw something delicious he spread my legs apart and got down on his
knees , he stuck his finger in his mouth sliding it in and out then took my
cock in his mouth , Casey began to suck tightly causing me to feel light
headed he then placed the finger he lubed with his spit into my ass he slid
it in slowly both sensation was driving me crazy. the suction noise he was
producing was making me feel like i was going to cum he was sucking me
furiously ti was amazing. i grabbed the back of his dark locks and started
pumping in his beautiful mouth he was gagging but the back of his mouth
felt so good so warm , my dick was pulsating Casey since this then closed
around my cock tightly and began sucking and giving me a hand job at the
same time i thought i was dying. this feeling i was feeling was what sexual
play was made of , my balls felt tingly then i came in his mouth he
swallowed some but it was too much it was dripping from his mouth , god the
sight i saw was so damn sexy. he took my cock out his mouth and got back on
my bed he leaned in and kissed me sharing my cum. "now it's my turn" I said
sliding down to where he was moments ago.

Casey was bucking back and forth in my mouth, he was enjoying my mouth "oh
god baby suck my dick" he shouted , thank god no one was home i thought as
i let his dick slid to the back of my throat ."fuck I'm going to cum,
baby," he said then he moaned so loud I'm sure the neighbors were going to
here "fuck oh my god" he sent his seed in my mouth and i swallowed every
last ounce of it now we both were out of it. we drifted off to sleep. when
i woke up Casey was putting on his clothes "hey where are you going?" i
asked " its getting late" he said "yeah why don't you stay here and sleep
in my bed with me" he smiled "you sure" he asked I nodded yes he took his
clothes back off and got back under the covers with me having him next to
me was perfect.


The next day

(Brandon)

I woke up to a bright sunny September morning , my body still wasn't use to
going back to school, I got up and started my day, a nice warm shower ,
felt good then I got dressed and went down stairs mom was putting breakfast
on the table dad was reading the newspaper , our relationship was still
rocky I don't think I even spoke to him anymore he would ask me to do
things around the house and I would do them I didn't talk back I just
stopped talking to him. "so college application deadlines is in November
have you given any thoughts to where you wanted to go" mom asked with a
smile , I smiled back " I don't know I guess I better figure it out since
November will be here quick" I replied , my dad looked on , I hated not
talking to him but I hate what he did to me even more , sometimes I thought
we would never have a good kind of relationship ever again. " I should go I
have school in like twenty minutes" I kissed mom on the cheek and looked at
my dad he looked at me for a moment I wanted to say I love you dad , but
the words just couldn't come out , he looked hurt when I put my head down
and walked out the kitchen door .


By the time I got in my car and drove to school , the feeling came back I
couldn't think I needed my pills. And to add insult to injury as soon as I
parked my truck I ran smack into Josh and Casey together. I walked passed
them then I heard josh call my name I turned "What !, josh" I said annoyed
"we need to talk" he said as we both walked into the school "no leave me
alone , go with your little boyfriend" I practically screamed walking away
. He caught up to me and pulled me into the boys bathroom "please! you are
taking Xanax like it is Candy , you can die" he pleaded and looked sad "so
what, if i die I rather be dead then have this piece of shit of a life" I
felt like I was going to cry he hugged me I leaned into him.

(Josh)

I missed this feeling having Brandon touch me he then moved away and looked
at my neck "a hickey? how white trash of you" he said "Brandon , don't
please lets find some Detox centers or something get you on the right track
again" I said he shook his head "why do you care , what do you gain by any
of this , you don't love me anymore , we aren't together , why in the hell
would you care if I died" I could feel my eyes water he noticed "Brandon we
aren't together , and I'm not sure if we will ever be, but the feelings I
had for you are still here ,if you died apart of me would too" I wiped the
tears away "what ever I have to go" he said walking out the door by the
time I was in the hall he was gone.


(Brooke)

I saw him , the guy of my dreams , he was perfect in every way, hot body
sexy face , he walked into the lunch room and came over to my table and sat
down "I'm Brooke" I said smiling he looked at me "oh ,um Jeff" he said back
not really paying me any attention "so Jeff you have a" before I could
finish my sentence Karen came over and they kissed . Damn it , i thought i
never get the hot guy "oh Jeff this is Brooke, she is new here" she said
"yeah we just met , but i rather focus on you" i barely knew him but those
word stung. "I should go" I said I grabbed my bag and left . I bumped into
someone " I'm sorry" I said "sis what's wrong" I looked up it was Casey
"Nothing" I stated he didn't believe me "what's wrong Brooke?" he asked
again " I saw a guy that I like and he has a girlfriend" I said he laughed
"We are Fords , we get what ever we want , so if you want that guy , he's
all yours, fuck the other girl and her problems" Casey said with a Devious
smile on his face , I didn't want to do that to Karen she seemed like a
nice enough person to me , but Jeff oh my god he is pure sex on legs, and
sometimes you can risk a possible friendship for a hot fuck.


(Karen)

"why did you have to be mean" i asked he sat down so did I "because she is
attracted to me" he spoke "aren't we a little conceited " I joked he didn't
laugh he was serious "Karen you are important to me and i wont let any one
screw what we have up ever again, i hurt you with Whitney i don't want to
ever do it again" i kissed him on the cheek "you really don't know how that
makes me feel" we kissed then i pulled away "by the way don't mention that
witch Again , thank god she is out of my life" we both laughed "noted baby,
so Craig wont be popping up will he" Jeff said out of the blue I kissed his
forehead "I don't think so but you're the only guy for me ,I wont lie to
you I still care about Craig , he was my second major boyfriend but I love
you" he smiled when I said that " I love you too, more then you know it" I
felt like a million bucks.


(Josh)

School came and went that day and I got out late.  I waited for Casey but
he was no where to be found . I sat there waiting around until I saw
Brandon he came out the side door and went around the school , I got up and
walked in that direction I turned the corner and someone was slipping him a
bag of pills "Brandon what the hell are you doing !" I yelled the hooded
person ran off Brandon just looked at me "stay out of my life Josh" he
started laughing then walked off. I knew what I had to do

I knocked on the door and he opened it then looked at me and grunted
"Brandon isn't here" he said rudely " I know I actually came here to see
you Mr. Lawson" I said politely he looked surprised then let me in his mom
came down stairs " josh, what are you doing here?" she asked "look , I just
came here to tell you that Brandon is addicted to pain killers" they looked
at each other "no he cant be" his mom replied looking a bit worried "I
found the bottle of meds he just got and it was empty" I said back "that
doesn't mean anything, look JOSH we know our son" Mr. Lawson said "Then why
after school today I saw him with my own eyes buy a bag of pills from some
shady guy, I know you don't want to believe it and I really don't have any
reason to make this up he's addicted" they didn't say anything , then the
door flew open Brandon came in his eyes were red Mr. Lawson walked over to
Brandon "oh my god the boy is right , he is popping pills" Brandon looked
at me as if I killed his dog . "you bastard I cant believe you told them"
he started walking towards me I didn't move "fuck you , bitch" he screamed
then pushed me "stop this now" his mother said he started throwing things
breaking picture frames I never saw Brandon like this his father grabbed
him "son stop this" he whispered almost cooing into his ear Brandon Broke
down and started crying his father was rocking him back in forth like he
was a child I had to get out of there. I hurried out the front door and
felt the tears come Brandon was worst off then I thought.

(Two day's later)

(Brandon)

" I want to go home" I screamed this was not right how dear they send me to
rehab. I yelled for like a half hour but no one came I was really alone. I
needed pain killers but wasn't allowed to get any. Josh didn't even help
me, he told on me actually went to my parents and told on me, screw him
screw all of them that is what I thought.. They stuck me in Fern cliff a
Rehab Retreat to get better what the hell does that mean., to get better
,there was nothing wrong with me , something was wrong with all of
them. And what kind of fucking Retreat was this, it seemed more liked the
Looney Ben to me.


(Josh)

Have you ever thought what would happen in your life . I mean in the
future" Casey asked me looking directly in my eyes I put my head on his
chest and felt his heart beating "sometimes, yeah I wonder where life will
take me. Why do you ask" he half smiled " no reason" his cell started to
ring he took it my mind quickly wondered around that thought what the hell
would happen next year this time Karen will be in some college and I would
be a senior by myself I guess that's one thought I hadn't considered ,
Vince was doing his own thing, Whitney was gone , and soon Jessica, Karen
and Brandon won't be around.


(Brooke)

I thought a lot about what this year would bring for me maybe a new
boyfriend or maybe trouble considering my twin brother Casey is already
having me plot to get Jeff all to myself.  Karen and jess came in and sat
down they both looked at me "Brooke are you okay" Karen asked " no not
exactly my ex keep on texting me, my brother is an idiot and I'm so over
the high school drama" I vented " you and I both" Jessica said " maybe I
can talk to Jeff get a guys perspective on the whole thing" Karen looked at
me for a minute as if she was pondering something "yeah, Maybe" she
replied. Jeff came through the doors wearing his Varsity Jacket looking so
hot he walked over to us "hey baby" he said to Karen I just looked on
wishing it was me "hi you , so you want to go to Joe's for lunch" she asked
him "of course I need my French fries " they got up to leave then I opened
my big mouth "hey can I tag along" they both looked at each other then at
me " sorry Brooke we were hoping to spend time together " Karen said "oh um
yeah you guys go" with that they walked away I felt angered Jessica looked
at me "let them be happy " she said folding her arms "what are you talking
about" I spat out "Jeff hurt Karen pretty bad and they are in a good place
now , don't do anything to mess that up" she stood up from the lunch table
and walked away .


The next day

(Brandon)

" you have a visitor Brandon" the Rehab counselor Mark came in I walked
with him to the plush private room I sat down and that Casey kid came In
Mark Gave us some Privacy, he had a smirk on his face " what do you want" I
said angry and annoyed " look at you I have your boyfriend And your in
here" he was a arrogant piece of trash " I don't want to talk to you
anymore" I said standing up he put two pills on the table " you sure about
that" i looked at the pills then back at him he had a grin on his face
"those are painkillers Brandon, and there can be more if you stay away from
josh" I looked at the pills again and the thought of josh flashed in my
head, i guess i was weak because I picked the pills up and put them in my
pocket he smiled "good I guess we have an agreement then" he stood up
wanked at me then left out.I just gave that Creep what he wanted.


(Josh)

I looked at the picture of Brandon and I we were laughing I had him in a
headlock I missed those days but I couldn't go back it wasn't healthy for
me to do that. Casey called I picked up " hey jerk" I said playfully " hi
you can I stop by" he spoke cheerfully " sure no ones here". He came like
fifteen minutes later I let him in he pulled me close and kissed me his
breath reeked of weed I pulled back " you been smoking again" I asked he
hung his head low " just a little, hey let's have some fun" his hand
started roaming my body he felt like he was molesting me I didn't like
Ito. Pushed him " you need to go until your sober" I spoke with authority
he laughed at me then pushed me I fell back and hit my head on the table
nearby he leaned over and grabbed my shirt " you'll do as I say" he
screamed I was taken aback by his hostility then something happened his
eyes were warm again " oh my god josh I'm so sorry" he helped me up " you
really need to go" I said angry he hung his head low then left what the
hell was that about.


(Brandon)

(" how can I love a motherless faggot like you" )I jumped up that might
would not go away call me crazy but it felt that specific night just seeped
in the room and enter in my Mind just so I wouldn't forget I wiped the
sweat off my head and Laid back down closing my eyes thinking I needed more
pills.


(TO BE CONTINUED...)