Date: Wed, 1 Jul 2009 18:18:04 -0700 (PDT)
From: Tsctv Tsctv <tsctv1@yahoo.com>
Subject: That's Life part 6 Life is too short

"LIFE IS TOO SHORT"

Continuation

 Brandon came up to me "can I talk to you
in private" he said "sure okay we went to the back room "what's
up " I said " I wanted to give you your present " he said he
pulled out a box "happy birthday josh" he said I took it and opened
it "oh my god this is a beautiful watch , I cant except this " I said
" I bought it for you" he took it out the box and put it on my left
arm, I'm a lefty by the way "thank you " I said we stared at each
other Brandon leaned in then we heard a crash "what was that" I said
we ran out the room everyone was outside the bar "what's going on " I
said Whitney grabbed me she had tears in her eyes "josh its Karen" I
pushed every one out of the way , I saw Craig Motorcycle wrapped around a tree
, then I saw Karen and Craig laying side by side and Ashley was on her side a
few feet away i ran to Karen and Craig "Karen wake up " i said frantically
"oh my god  was all I could think I
heard the Ambulance coming. ..........




(JOSH)



 At the hospital



Martin and Moira
Barrett were in there with there daughter , i went in "how is she " i
asked "i don't know the doctors wont say anything until they run a few
test " martin said " she's your daughter you two should be the first
to know what's going on with her " i said " my thoughts exactly
" "has anyone called Matthew " Moira said :I'll do it " I
suggest "thank you Josh" i looked at Karen before I left she was
petty banged up , I left out the room and as passing i saw Craig he was on his
side wide awake I went in "what happened " he looked up at me "I
don't know we were on my bike coming to your birthday and then out of nowhere
Ashley was in the middle of the street looking for something I guess I tried to
swerve but the back of the bike hit Ashley she flew then the next thing I
remember is being here no one wants to tell me how Karen is or Ashley "
Karen is pretty banged up she's still unresponsive and i don't really know
what's going on with Ashley except she needed surgery" he started crying
"this is all my fault , the cops keep on coming by questioning me " he
said "this is not your fault Craig it was an accident " i said
"you don't blame me for your cousin " he said "no, that's a risk
of being on a motorcycle you both knew that " i said then I continued
"get some sleep , I have to go call a few people " I went to leave
"hey josh" he said I turned "thanks " he said I left out I
went in the waiting room , Brandon , Vince , Whitney , and Jeff his eyes were
red as hell "how is she " he asked "still nothing " I said
"that son of a bitch Craig i should kill him " Jeff said "it was
not Craig fault " I said "what the hell do you mean he was driving
that crap he should have kept her safe , like i would have" i looked at
him cold "maybe if you wouldn't have cheated on her she wouldn't have
looked at Craig once and this would have never happened to her " he looked
to the floor "i should go" he said he walked out "why did you
say that" Brandon said " i don't know I'm frustrated i guess " I
pulled out my cell and called Matt's number it rung about three times i was
about to hang up until i heard matt's voice "hello" he said
"matt its Josh , your cousin" i said " i know who you are , why
are you calling so late" he asked "its about your sister she was in a
accident " his voice went from sleeping to alert "what do you mean
she was in a accident " he asked "she's hurt badly uncle martin asked
me to call you " "oh god um .. I'm up now tell them I'm on my
way" he said then hung up " Vince wrapped his arms around me we
hugged "what if she dies" I said "she wont because we will pray
for her " Vince said "lets pray" I said.



The next day



I woke up in my chair
there was a note in my hand it was from Vince he said he had to go but that he would
be back to check on me , Whitney and Josh was gone as well , Jason and Dad came
into the waiting room i didn't say anything they sat down I stood up and was
about to leave "son wait" dad said i turned around "come back
home will you " he said "why so you can attack me again , I'll pass
" i said "stop being a baby " Jason said "you know what you
shut the hell up you don't know what this guy has put me through because you
weren't around I have every right to feel the way i do , and no one is going to
change that " i said " i made mistakes i know but i love you " i
laughed " i almost believe you , but its time i start living my own life ,
start looking out for me and my best interest because clearly you cant " i
said " you are a minor , josh I'll go to court and get them to make you
come home " he said in a threatening voice "go ahead dad , tell them
how you were never at him , always leaving me money thinking that would keep me
distracted or something , and tell them how i felt alone didn't have anyone ,
and how you just one day moved some strange lady and your bastard son in the
house and expected us to be one big happy family " i said "we are
your family" i laughed "wow, maybe i should move to Australia or
maybe England to get away from you" i walked down out of the room matt and
Nathan walked off the elevator "josh " matt hugged me "where is
Karen " he said i walked them down the hall Matt went inside .







(Matt)



i walked into my
sister's hospital room mom and dad both looked up they walked up to me and hugged
me "i bet this looks familiar" I said "why was she on that
motorcycle , matt "mom said " she was seeing that Craig boy that's
why she had no business with a boy like him and our little girl is fighting for
her life" my dad said  i sat next to
Karen holding her hand "kiddo you always have to be dramatic don't you
" i said "you know the world is centered around you and if you leave
us how will we cope " i said , there still was no response "lets get
out of here go get some coffee of something " i said "yeah your right
its only downstairs " mom said  we
were about to leave out "hey why are you all leaving i thought i was the
center of the world " we turned Karen opened her eyes "Karen your
okay" we all said "yes im okay, oh my god where's Craig" she
said "Craig is fine he's in the next room " mom said "i have to
see him " she said "you will do no such thing " dad said "I
need to see if he's alright" Karen said "you are not getting out of
this bed until you are better and that's final" mom said .





(Josh)



so how's life in the
city "I ask Nathan " he smiled "its great and to have Matt there
it's even better" he said "that's cool , you know I sat down "so
i heard your out of the closet" he asked me "yeah I guess I am , it's
kind of liberating " I smiled "yeah it is, everyone deserves to be
happy " Nathans said , a doctor walked passed us he looked upset the nurse
followed "doctor Drew you did everything you could for that young women
but her injuries were just too damaging " she said "that girl was
only sixteen " he said I covered my mouth i walked over to them "is
Ashley Walters dead" I said he just looked at me and didn't say
anything  "oh my god she's
dead" i turned around and walked down the hall "josh" Nathan
called after me .



---Three weeks later ---



Funeral



Ashley was gone and
her mother and family did a private burial earlier but decided to have a
funeral service for the people that knew her I cant believe Ashley is gone
" Karen said as she got out of the car' "neither can I " Whitney
said Brandon stood next to me we all looked at the church "is Craig coming"
I asked Karen "no , he feels so guilty about all of this and Her parents
made it clear they didn't want him to be there the bells rung on top of the
church "it's time you guys" Brandon said we went inside and
everything just seem to be sad , i saw Ashley parents in the front of the
church crying I felt so we all sat together a lot of people from school was there
, the services started and it lasted for about a hour and a half her parents
thanked all of us for coming but they virtually ignored Karen she felt guilty
for what happened after we went to Joe's and ordered Ashley favorite a double
cheeseburger with onion rings and a chocolate milk shake we raised our glasses
and said cheers .



(Craig )



I didn't have the
heart to go to Ashley's funeral considering the fact that it's my fault that
she is dead in the first place , she haunts me in my sleep I can hear her voice
, my parents have gotten me special care to deal with the matter but doesn't
seem to help the only thing that does are the anti-suppressant pills my doctor
prescribed , people in school don't talk to me anymore I am labeled the guy who
killed Ashley it's bad , and Karen hasn't left my side she has been there for
me , she really is the best girlfriend in the whole world she reminds me
everyday that it was an accident . I walked into class Lloyd were looking at me
"do you have a problem " I said "no not at all I wouldn't want you to kill me
or anything " he said I just looked at him "your pathetic you know that " I
lost it at that point "what the fuck do you people want from me , it was an
accident I didn't see her, okay " Ms Jones walked up to me and I buried face in
my hands she patted my back "it was an accident" Craig no one blames you
"everybody blames me" I said  I was
crying Karen came in and took my hand " I'll take him" she said to my teacher
we walked out she hugged me "I wish it was me that had died that night not
Ashley" I said "don't say that ,I wish no one would have died that night , I
wish we would have stayed home or even walked to the party, but don't say you
wish it was you because I love you and I cant imagine losing you " she said I
kissed her she kissed me back .



(Brandon)



Josh likes the watch
I gave him but he clearly didn't read what i had engraved on his watch, which
might be a good thing, being conflicted and all I hate that I was a jerk to him
because I care about him so much but sometimes you have to sacrifice what you
feel for someone else's happiness and he is happy with Vince .  I got home and sat down at the kitchen table
dad walked in from the living room "how was the service " he said
"sad, life is so short " I said "yeah, that's why you have to
make the most of it , stop hiding behind things that are just so not important
and just live your life to the fullest" he said he then pat me on my back
and walked back in the living room I analyze his words. Later that evening I
was home alone dad was on duty , mom went to visit grandma there was a knock on
the door i opened it "I read the engraving Brandon , do you really love me
" Josh said "yeah i do" he walked close to me then kissed me ,,I
heard knocking and snapped out of it josh wasn't there I was only thinking he
was , I opened the door Whitney was in tears she came in and hugged me  I hugged her back "whit what's wrong
" I said " I did something , and I feel guilt because if I wouldn't
have done what I did , maybe Ashley wouldn't be dead" she said
"Whitney , your freaking me out what did you do" I said practically
screaming at her : i was the girl who Karen saw in the car with Jeff , it was
me " she said I looked at her I couldn't believe the words she was saying
to me "but we were together during " I stopped in midsentence
"you cheated on me " I said "I know and if i hadn't Jeff and Karen
would still be together and everything would be okay " she said sobbing I
grabbed her "What happen was not your fault , who knows what would have
happened if Jeff and Karen stayed together, i kissed her "your not
mad" she said " no , I'm not" I told her how could I be when I
cheated on her with Josh sure she cheated first but it wouldn't be right  to judge her .



we laid down her arms
on my chest i stroked her hair and all i could think about was josh being here
with me , and his hands on my chest touching my body and me touching his body
"whit" I said "yes" she said "I don't love you" I
said she sat up "what?" she said "this has nothing to do with
you cheating I felt this way before that , I'm sorry " I said she looked
at me then got up "wow, you son of a bitch" she tried to storm out I
grabbed her "Whitney try to understand "I said "are you in love
with some one else " she asked me I didn't say anything "right ,
there's someone else": she left out I heard the door slam." I love Josh.







(Josh)



Vince came in with
take out "Got Chinese" he said "I can't live with you" o said he sat the bags
down "what? Why?" he asked "I need to be independent you know , and I will stay
with you for a while , just stay not live "I said he looked crushed "Are you
mad" I asked "no I'm not mad just disappointed " he said I walked over to him
and kissed him "life is too short and I really want to be with you " I said
"and I want to be with you" he said I grabbed his hand and we walked to the
bedroom  took off his shirt and then mine
and pushed him on the bed "are you sure about this" he asked "I never bee so
sure about anything in my life" I said I looked at the watch Brandon gave me
and for a split second something came over me , I took the watch off and put it
on the nightstand then finish kissing him I went down to his neck and sucked on
his nipples. He flipped me over and started kissing me from my neck to my chest
he sucked on my nipples he undid my belt and slid my jeans off he then went
down and was tonguing my balls through my briefs "you smell so good you know
that" I ran my fingers through his hair he slid my briefs off I was hard as a
rock he wrapped his hands around my dick and jerked me off a little he then
came up and kissed me his hard dick was pressed against mine.



I put the condom on
him and lubed it up I got on top of him and guided his dick in my ass , I sat
down on it the head went in it hurt like hell I yelled "haven't you had anal
before" he asked me "yeah but it's been a while " I said I went down on it
further then I lifted up a little then back down making it rhythmic he was
moaning and the pain subsided he was now thrusting into me "awww shit , that
fucking feels good" I said he smiled I began going back and forth his head
board was banging against the wall "Damn , Josh your fucking rocking my world"
he said I stopped and laid on my back he lifted my legs and got between me he
stuck his cock in my ass I rested my legs on his shoulders he began to pump
into me  "yeah , you're the best he said
as he kissed my legs I started jerking my cock this feeling felt so amazing  " I'm gonna cum I said and I felt my ass
tighten around his thrusting cock I came all over my stomach "oh shit" he said
, he pulled out and stroked his cock then came on me , he was panting he fell
on top of me our sticky juices mixing on our body " I love you " he said I
freaked out :this must be how Brandon felt .