Date: Tue, 1 Feb 2005 23:58:45 -0800
From: clockwork orange <a.clockwork.orange8@gmail.com>
Subject: new town, new love, new life" CHAPTER 1

okay, herese chapter 1 of this series i wrote but just didn't publish yet,
hope ya like it


New Town, New Life, New Love...


Chapter One

For what seems like an eternity for me, the move that would change the rest
of my life, was a go, my mother couldn't stand her job in our previous town
because her boss kept on hitting on her, and her 'husband' well, my 'dad'
and her had a conflict going on between the both of them, so we moved here,
this nice suburban neighborhood that you would see in about every teen
movie, we moved into a nice two story home, minus my dad..., and i had a
nice bedroom where i could put up all my posters, just outside my window,
we had one of those roof systems where you could climb in the window by
first jumping on the car, climing the wall a bit and finally getting into
the window,

Hmmm, how could you describe me, well, I am about 5'9, and i got really
blonde hair that isn't long, but it still bounces off my forehead when i
jog, the thing about me is that, well, i'm not like my friends in my other
town, okay, one of them caught my eye, Jake, the captain of the Lacrosse
team, man was he ever hot, we were 'sort of' friends, I was 16, he was
17,we would hang out together when the 'groups' kinda collided for long
social sessions, but we never really knew each other except for the one
day, that day would change the rest of my life, and probably his too...

a day and a half earlier...

I was walking down the hall, as usual, i had my ten pound five star binder
with me, that bitch teacher just added an extra pound or two of homework
'man do i ever hate her', so anyways, i was approaching my locker, and he
walks up to me and asks me "hey Steve, wanna party tonight?" and i'm
like... did he just say what i think he just said, man, i was so nervous, i
was shaking and couldn't let anything out, i just 'froze', so after trying
to comprehend the thought of going anywhere with 'HIM' was a total dream,
"hello...earth to Steve, do you wanna go?" omg i totally zoned out, but
back to reality... "sure man, what time" anytime is fine to be with you i
thought to myself

"around six, look man, i'll just come over and pick you up k?" oh my god,
my total dream come true!!! he said he'd pick ME up at MY HOUSE, oh man, so
i gave him my address,

and he asked to borrow my pen, so i did, and he wrote down his phone number
and i gave him mine in case he needed directions, and he handed it to me,
then he smiled at me, I'd do anything to have him smile at me like that,
even his writing was hot, "talk to you later" he said then he ran off to
join his jock friends by the door, i watched him leave, he had a cute butt,
no, not cute, but HOT!, and those precious globes seemed to be weightless
as they bounced through the material of his pants, the sight was enough to
make me come right there

realizing that i was still standing in the hallway staring, i had to shake
off the thought, so i reached into my locker and grabbed my stuff and
headed for the door, today i was going to walk home, (not that i had the
choice) and so i left that preppy school, and as i was leaving i seen one
of my 'hottie' friends as i had dubbed them, leaving, i think his name was
'aaron' so i walked over and said "Hi" he turned and smiled that sexy smile
that i love about him and he replied "Hey man, whats up?" then i said
"nothin, just heading home" "Oh, me and jacob were just waiting for the
bus" "oh, cool, see ya later", then it occured... too bad he wasn't like
me,... if only...'oh man, i gotta get ready' then i ran home...

once i got there, i dropped my bag, ran up the stairs and immediately
jumped into the shower, it wasnt hot and it wasn't cold, it was more of a
sensual warm, like warm honey, and so i lathered my hair and soaped myself
up, then as i was lathering up my body, my hands reached 'down there' and
the first image that popped into my head was...Jake *sigh* tall, blonde,
nice ass,...then it got hard... oh man, why's this always happen, jeez, so
i grabbed hold of it and started stroking, thinking of Jake, even thinking
of being within the 'presence' of him always was just enough to get me
hard, but today, he invited ME to a party, ME even over all the girls at
school, i would have never thought,... then i thought...was he...'like me'?
thats when i got a shiver down my spine, 'did he notice me in the
changeroom with him the other day' like i only looked for a second, but got
scared off when the gang showed up, but that one look, it only lasted a
single second...or more like a tenth of a tenth of a second, whatever, but
i got the nicest glimpse of those firm teen cheeks and how they clung to
his nice smooth waist, they were so 'squeezable' like you could mash your
face into them and be happy for life, all of a sudden for a tenth of a
tenth of a tenth of a second, i got the briefest glimpse of his *gasp* oh
man,... after a few strokes i came, i came and came and came, it seemed to
be nonstop... thats until i got Jake off the mind, then i finally stopped,
cleaned myself up, washed away all 'evidence' and got dressed,i looked into
the mirror and decided to fix up my hair really good for tonight, so i
slapped a whole lot of gel into it and gave it a nice 'messed up' effect,
then i checked myself out for a little bit, then ran downstairs.

I sat in my livingroom watching some tv show 'Lost' or something like that,
i wasn't really paying much attention, then all of a sudden the phone
rang... i nearly jumped out of my skin when i realized it was Jake calling,
oh man...what do i do? do i answer? what do i say? fuck, i'll be like 'Hey
jake, sure, i don't know how you feel about me, but i want you to know what
you are doing to me...' no man, that would sound crazy, sure i had the
biggest secret crush on the guy...but not like i could come out of the
closet over the phone about a silly party... so i answered

"Hello?"

"Hey Steve, man, It's Jake"

"Oh, Hey Jake" his voice just made me all 'giggly'

"So is it okay I pick you up in 5?"  Did he just say 'I'?

"Uh, yeah, sure it's okay"

"I'll be over in a few minutes then"

"Okay"

"See ya"

"See ya"

oh man, Jake, the hottest of the hot, he's coming over, by himself, what do
i do? how should i talk to him? should i bring up his
'girlfriends'?... thats when i heard a car pull up into the driveway, so i
got up and put on my shoes, then the doorbell rang, so i quickly answered,
when i opened the door, Jake was standing there, dressed all in white, like
an angel, he had the hottest smile on his face, when he said:

"Hey, hope i wasn't too early"

"No, it's okay" oh man, early, late, i dont' care as long as it's him

"So you ready?"

"Yep, so that's your car?" i never really hung out with him before, so i
didn't really know him

"it sure is"

"wow, its awesome" i said as i stepped out and walked towards it

"nice huh?"

"is it ever"

now i have very little interest in cars at all, i just wanted nothing but
jake to be happy, so i started walking around it and leaned in the window
to get a better view of the upholstery

"man, this car's hot!" i exclaimed

"thanks"

"I bet it cost YOU alot"

"nope, dad bought it" oh yeah, we go to a prep school, oops, silly me he he

"wow"

then he looked at me in this sexy manner

"wanna go?"

"go where" i thought starting to panic

"to the party man"

"oh yeah, lets go"

we both got into the car and drove off to the party, we chatted a bit, just
small talk, then we arrived, it was one of those rich bitch parties where
everyone seemed to try to remember your name, and acted like your friend
until they realized that you didn't have any pot on you

"hey Jake" said a chick with a big chest

"hey erica" he seemed just a little annoyed

then all the "hey jake" started coming from everywhere, man was he popular
here or what

"so what's the big deal" i asked

"what?"

"the party, like what's going on?"

"oh, i forgot little bud, it's my birthday"

then the shock set in, i didn't bring a gift, i had like two fifty in my
pocket from lunch, and so i had to come up with something fast...

"oh, happy birthday" i said, a little saddened

"thanks pal"

oh man, now i have to last a few hours here with no present, nothing for
Jake, i really like him but what can i do? the nearest stores are like 1/2
hour walking, and i just don't have that much time, so i decided to wander
off for a few hours hanging by the punchbowl and chatting with some
classmates i recognized

When it came time to go, or somewhere around that time, it was pretty late
anyways, i got up and told jake i should go home

"want a ride" he asked

"i can walk" i said

"no man, i can give you a ride" he said

"it's okay"

then he leaned over and whispered

"i need to get away from these people, let me give YOU a ride, please"

then he lead me out of his house, then started up his car, the drive back
was just gossip about who she slept with and who got dumped and such, he
decided to pull into a convenience store to pick up something to drink,
when i remembered that i never brought a present, then i started getting
upset, i couldn't hide it long when he noticed the sad look on my face,

"whats up man?"

"jake,i'm so sorry, i forgot it was your birthday, and, and i never got you
anything"

I stared down at the floor

"oh man, is this why you're upset, i should've done something back at the
party man, but it was nice enough for you to come to my party, i can't
stand those rich bitches anyways, i was glad you came, you made my day
Steven"

he started to crade me and run his fingers through my hair while i was
sobbing

"but,*sniffle* but jake, i thought you'd be upset, i mean, i didn't know"

then with the softest whisper in my ear, he said

"You just being here makes my WHOLE day"

then i looked up at him, he smiled at me, my eyes must have been as red as
red can be but i still smiled back, then he did the unimaginable... he
kissed me, now it didn't involve any tongue, it was just the softest
sweetest kiss anywhere, i replied with a kiss back, we sat in the front
seat of his car for like five minutes just slowly making out

"Steve, don't be upset please, i just wanted you to come to my birthday, i
want you steve, i have always wanted you"

"mmmmm Me too Jake, me too"

then after another makeout session, he pulled away, and gently with his
sleeve, wiped the tears from my eyes

"i love you steve, I always have"

*gasp* total shocker, i could just smile at him

he started up the car again and drove me home, when we got there i got out,
he followed closely behind me, i opened up my front door, no shoes yet
MOM's GONE YEAH!!! it is then that he shut the door and i couldn't help
myself from jumping right onto him, wrapping my legs around his waist and
making him collapse onto me on the leather sofa, we started kissing
sensually at first, then his hands were roaming my chest, he started
placing angel kisses onto my forehead and neck, sometimes just to make me
giggle he he, then he took off my shirt, and started kissing my chest and
arms, then i took off his shirt, he had the perfect swimmer's build, nice
muscles that weren't 'body builder's' muscles, and he was sexily lean, we
made out for a bit longer, then i could feel him unzipping my pants, he
reached in and pulled out my 5 1/2" piece of boymeat and took it entirely
into his mouth, now the sensation was incredible!!! it was like no other,
it was like jacking off with purpose!!! omigod he sucked the shaft, then
the little pink tip, then took my two developing nuggts into his mouth, and
sucked at them, one by one, oh man i was in heaven,I began to whimper and
moan uncontrollably while he continued on my shaft until i was at the
brink, he could feel it, so he put my legs onto his shoulders and kept on
sucking, he kept going until i finally exploded into his waiting mouth, "OH
MY, OH GOD, OH OH, OH, MAN I LOVE YOU JAKE" i practically shouted as he
licked the last bit off me, almost immediately i turned him around and sat
him on the couch where i rubbed his through his pants, it started getting
REALLY hard, so then i released it, it was fucking HUGE like 7 inches
omigod, i rubbed it, and licked it, and put his legs on my shoulders like
he did to me, and said in a sexy voice "Happy Birthday Jake" then i sucked
and sucked him, licking and sucking until his back was just arching and i
could feel it trembling, then he suddenly exploded, it was so sweet
tasting, i lapped up every bit of it, then climbed up next to him, my lithe
teenage frame wrapped around him and cuddled while watching some horror
flick on tv, just him being here, holding each other, and exchanging body
heat, was more than i can ever have imagined, the overwhelmingness made me
feel very sleepy as i was being comforted in his arms...

"I love you jake, Happy birthday" i whispered as i began to fall asleep

I awoke the next day, Jake was gone, my mom wasn't home yet, i'd later hear
about the divorce and the fight at the police station...but that wasn't my
business, so i got dressed and started cooking breakfast thinking back on
the previous night thinking "I have a boyfriend!!! i have someone" those
happy thoughts were orbiting in my head when finally my mom came home,
tired and rough looking,

"Steven, Pack your things"

"Why mom"

"Please don't ask questions, just we're leaving this place... for good"

i noticed her eye was very dark blue, so immediately i decided to pack my
things, i had so many emotions running throug my head right then, like what
Jake will do without me, will he be like scarred for life knowing that i'm
gone? i started getting upset and teary eyed realizing that I was going
away from this place, then my mom came into my room 1/2 hour later

"hunny, you finished packing?" she asked

"yes mom, uh...mom"

"yes"

"where are we going?"

"*sigh* i don't know... Vancouver?, how's that sound sweety?"

"sure...Vancouver sounds fine...i guess"

"Okay hun, we're leaving as soon as the UHaul truck gets here"

"okay"

the UHAUL truck came, we went, i never got to tell Jake goodbye, but i know
someway somehow he will never forget that night, that one night on his
birthday where he got the greatest present of all... love, and now that i'm
finished telling that, i am going to sleep

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The next day I awoke in the afternoon in a new bedroom, it was very
unfamiliar and i was at first worried and panickying on where i was, then i
remembered... Me and my Mom moved to this new house to leave my Dad,
and...Jake behind, I was on the verge of tears when i realized that the one
and only love of my life only got to spend a single evening together, and
there Romeo and Juliet got like 3 days at least *sigh* he was such a
bombshell, hay colored hair, swimmers build, he was such a 'hottie' and i
doubt if anyone can match his good looks, like ever, and omigod, he doesn't
even know i'm gone! what do i do? and do i even remember his phone
number!?!,

thats when i scrambled up and started frantically searching through my pant
pockets for that piece of paper, that one single piece of crumpled paper
that allows me to tell my first love that i will not be there on monday
when he is no doubt expecting me to be at school, omigod where is it!!!
then "TA-DA" i found it, a little folded, but still legible, oh man, just
to imagine that yesterday, my sweet Jake was holding this in HIS perfect
hands and writing down HIS phone number for ME!!! oh man, i gotta ask mom
if the phone is up

"MOM" i shouted down the stairs

"What hunny" she answered back

"is the phone working?"

"no, it should be installed like later this week, why?"

"uh, nothing, just to tell some 'friends' that i moved"

"oh, sorry, maybe one of the kids down the street will let you use 'their'
phone"

"okay, i'll go ask later"

oh man, what to do, what to do!, i don't know ANYBODY here, but i really
need to use the phone, and i bet the nearest store is like a far away walk
and depending on traffic...oh never mind, gawd, i'll just go for a walk
anyway, just to think

"MOM"

"what?"

"I'm going for a walk okay"

"okay, just don't be gone too long"

"okay"

then as i was searching through my clothes for something to wear, i found a
familiar white shirt...oh my god, this is not... oh man it is! i was
holding up one of my only momentos of the best night of my life...i found
Jake's white shirt in my suitcase, "dammit" i wondered "how did this get
here?" then i remembered that i had fallen asleep in his arms while he was
leaving, he must've left it at my old house *sniff* and it still smells
like him *sigh* man do i love this, so right away i found a safe spot for
this shirt where it wouldn't be disturbed... in the top drawer of my
homework table

I soon found a nice retro shirt and a pair of jeans and i put on a fill zip
up blue hoodie, this was the outfit that i wore with my last time with my
Jake he he, then i walked into the washroom and looked into the mirror and
thought to myself how different i look, not a bad different, but just
'different', was it because i just had sex with the boy of my dreams? or
was it because now therese this empty gap inside of me that cannot be
filled with anybody but him, he was the love of MY life, and now, he's
gone, gone forever, unless i go visit him, but thats hours away, he may as
well be living on another continent, but that reflection was just
different, and now all the abuse of my father which me and my mother have
sustained in the past, it's over, and now we have a NEW life, yes new, it's
mine, and nobody else can have it, but *sigh* the best thing about my old
life was...Jake, and without him, i feel like nothing,

The sky was pretty cloudy and it was the kind of weather before a big
rainstorm, but It didn't take me 5 minutes to reach this little park just
down the street a couple of blocks away from the house, the park seemed
small, but big enough to be considered a park, maybe only a complete block
in size, but still, it was an okay place to sit down on a bench and think,

so i found a nice repainted bench facing the playground, i leaned back and
pulled out of my pocket that little crumpled sheet of paper which was one
of the last momento's of my lover, and i held it like a precious object,
because it was precious to me in a way, and now i'd have to find a special
place for it too, hmmm, i just sat there on that bench for awhile thinking
of where a safe place to use a phone would be, because i can't just go into
a gas station and use one of the payphones there...someone could hear me,
jeez what to do, what to do, what to do, i closed my eyes for a moment and
i could see Jake driving to my house in his brand new car, and knocking on
the door, then he'd look through the windows and see that there was nothing
inside except for a few boxes, then he'd become frantic, i just can't stand
the thought of him going crazy because i went missing for a few days, ugh,
i wish i could just die right here... then i heard something, so i opened
my eyes, and when i looked up i seen two friggin 'hotties' walking by and
they went to sit on the playground equipment, naturally when i would've
seen such hotties i would've jumped at the chance to meet with them, get to
know them, tell a few jokes etc., but i kept my space and just watched
them,it was a bit upsetting to watch them as they were smiling at each
other and giggling at each others jokes, not noticing a gawking teen
sitting on the little park bench just wishing and waiting for them to call
me over

"so was he upset?" the brown haired one asked wiping a lock of hair from
his face

"yeah, i guess" the other one asked

"really? i thought they got over that?"

"well, they didn't" said the brown haired one's friend

"are they still talking..." asked the brown haired one

"i don't think so"

"yeah, but we still have each other"

"and you should come over tonight" the brown haired one replied

"yeah?"

"yeah, c'mon"

"and why should i?"

"oh...no reason" the brown haired one replied with a sexy smile

"he he"

who were these hotties!!!

"look i gotta head home, my mom's probably waiting" said the brown haired
one

"sure, i should go too, you know if my dad seen us..."

"i love you, you know that right? i wouldn't want to cause you anything
between you and your dad okay?" said the brown haired one at a whisper
"remember i love you more than anything alright?"

"i love you too" whispered the other one

then they both kissed, not no peck on the cheek, but an 'Actual' kiss, it
was very deep and sensual, i could tell from the bench that these two were
enjoying this, i could see the brown haired one's hand rubbing through his
friend's hair, and immediately i could see they were...in...love *sob* then
i remebered that just a day before, me and Jake were just like that on my
couch which is now in our New house, but wait, those two...no they're
not...they're heading up MY street!!!, i SO have to see where these two
live..., so i followed them, about a block behind them, then a few blocks
away, only a few houses away from my house i seen the brown haire done head
to his house as his dad pulled in causing his friend to keep walking, so
then i ran up to catch his friend who kept going a few houses away and then
was walking into the house next door to MY house!

"Hey" i called out to him

he seemed startled, like i was some kind of kidnapper as he turned around
"Hey" he replied "do i know you?"

"Uh no" i replied "but i just moved in next door, and like, i was wondering
if it'd be okay to use the phone for just a second..."

"Uh...sure" then he lead me towards the door, when i got inside his house,
i sat down on his couch, and he dropped the phone into my lap and sat right
beside me!

"so who you calling?" he asked

"oh, just a friend"

"cool, what's his name?"

"Jake" i said with a smile

"oh, cool, what's your name?"

"Oh me?" i was kinda embarrased

"yeah you silly" as he elbowed me in the shoulder

"Steven, yeah, we just moved next door to you"

"oh, so you're the hottie i heard moved in"

hottie? did he just...oh yeah, the park, now i remeber... (not that i'd
forget)

"yup, that's me"

"cool, so we're like neighbors now"

"we sure are" i said in a cowboy accent that made him giggle

"yeah, it's just me and my mom, because my dad's like"

"look man, i'm sorry, if you don't want to bring it up"

"no, i'ts okay, so your name's Steven? right?"

"yep, and what's your name?"

"oh, it's nicky"

nicky, well nicky you're fucking hot, i wanted to say, but i didn't want to
ruin anything happening here, i was just the 'new kid' at this time...

"cool, so nicky, what do you guys do for fun, like around here?"

"well, therese an arcade, and a burger joint...and...that's about
it...unless you walk an extra 1/2 hour"

"oh, wow, and who was your friend who i saw you earlier with?"

he immediately went red in the face, but i just wanted to know who that
other hottie was at the park, but... uh-oh, he must've seen me there... how
could he not? please don't get mad i thought

"oh he's jamie" he said enthusiastically

"cool, is he, uh, your friend?"

"yeah, he sure is" imitating my little cowboy accent

"cool"

"so are you doing to phone your friend?" he asked

"oh yeah, sure" i must've been sidetracked by the beauty of this kid, just
imagine, my next door neighbor!!!, so i dialed Jake's number, and he
answered

"Hey, is this Jake?" i asked

"yep" he said

"um, therese something important i have to tell you"

"look man, i'm so sorry i left your house before your mom got there, but i
just had to"

"thats okay man, but i have something important to tell you... i moved..."

there was a long silence, but i could feel the emotion travelling the
hundreds of miles through the fiber optic cables and into the receiver

"we had to move Jake, i'm so sorry, but there was my dad, and he did
something to my mom and..."

"steven, I love you, I haven't loved anybody in a long time but you, and
*sniffle* I *sniffle* where are you?"

"Jake, i'm so sorry, we moved to Vancouver? i'm not sure, it's where my
mom's sister lives across town, Jake I lov-"

"please steven, don't hurt me, is there any way, this can't be happening, I
love you, I FUcking LOVE YOU!!!"

i went silent for a moment and i could hear him crying on the other end,

"Jake" my eyes started to really tear up "Jake, i'm so sorry, but you have
to understand, he would've killed us, i'm sorry i didn't tell you, please,
i love you, you know that, i have always loved you so much, please, Jake"

"steven, i love you more than anything, but everytime something good
happens to me *sniffle* everytime something goes my way, i mean sure my
parents are rich, but that isn't going to bring you closer to me, *sniffle*
steven, god i love you, and now i don't know"

"jake" i was really starting to cry now "Jake please don't blame yourself,
blame me, i'm the one who left..."

"steven, please don't do this, it was nobody's fault, but your dad's, and
he will pay, he will pay wherever he's going, but i guarantee you, he will
pay for this"

i don't know why, but this cheered me up a little

"i love you steven, and as soon as i have the chance to, i'm coming to see
you"

that made me feel somewhat better

"when can you come over Jake?" i asked wiping my eyes

"well, my moms a bitch and dad's an asshole, long weekend too, so how
about...this weekend, like it's wednesday now"

"is it?" i asked

"yeah, you must've left yesterday morning, it's like 5:00pm right now"

"Oh man, okay, this weekend, promise me"

"i promise" then i gave him my new addresse

"I love you Steven" he said quietly

"i love you too Jake" then i felt reluctant to hang up, all my emotions
were all built up, so i got nicky to push the little button on the phone, i
leaned forward and just cried

"it's okay" he said rubbing my back

"Look man, i understand" he said "if you love him, it's hard to leave, even
for a day, i know how you feel Steven" his words were very comforting, then
i realized...he knew 'what' i was, omigod

"nicky *sob* please don't tell anybody that i'm...."

"don't worry Steven, i won't, your secret's perfectly safe with me"

"thank you, *sniffle* i know we'll be good friends"

then i sat up and corrected myself, and noticed him really watching me
making sure i was okay

"will you be okay?" he asked

"yeah, i should be" i said wiping my eyes

"okay, but who is Jake?"

then i proceeded to tell him the whole 2 day odyssey from the beginning and
included the part of the ten pound binder, waving goodbye to aaron, getting
picked up, hanging with the punchbowl without a present, all the way to a
detailed description of our lovemaking session...

"oh man, you have been through alot" he said

"i guess"

"look, if you ever need anything, ANYTHING at all, don't be afraid to ask"

"thanks" *sniffle*

"and if i am correct then my bedroom window is facing the one you probably
took, yours would be facing the front on the left side of the house?"

"yeah!" i responded

"cool, maybe we'll be 'seeing' each other more often then"

"awesome!" i said with enthusiasm

but he kept on staring at me, almost longingly like he wanted to figure me
out, i took a deep breath and stared back, he started to lean in closer
'please don't' i thought then he laid the sweetest peck on my forehead that
i've ever had...other than Jake of course, he seemed to be trying to calm
me

"Steven, please don't be upset" he whispered

"nicky, i can't be mad at you"

"thanks, your secret is safe with me" he said in a soft whispered tone

oh man, this kid is making me hot, i've got jake, but the way he bats his
eyelashes and licks his lips,*sigh* if only things didn't go wrong, i
wouldn't feel guilty right now, and i'd probably be wrapped in Jake's arms
and watching a movie in his livingroom while his parents were at work, but
i just was so built up in emotion right now, that i did the unthinkable to
him, he was leaning so close to me, that our legs were touching, our arms
were touching, my hand was in his, and his sweet breath was crossing the
bridge of my nose, i was at the brink right now, as i moved my head towards
him, he did the same, and we stared in each other's eyes, deeply, not
knowing what to say, then i leaned over and kissed his soft smooth lips,
then we put our foreheads together

"please, i don't want to hurt you" he whispered

"but i need this so much" i whispered back "i've been through so much in
the past 2 days nicky, please"

"but steven... i have to tell you something..."

"what is it?" i whispered back

"I'm with jamie..."

"and I'm with Jake"

thats when we began making out passionately, we made out for like a couple
of minutes then he started putting his tongue into my mouth, and moaning
when i replied back with my own tongue, then we heard a knock at the door

"oh fuck" he gasped as he peeked over the couch and seen jamie standing
there, he never noticed us

"is that jamie? i asked"

"yes, please, just go Steven, we'll talk later"

"okay" i stole another sweet kiss

"go go go, he's still there"

i ran into the kitchen quietly, and slid open the door, when i got outside
i sneaked around and jumped through the bushes between the two houses, and
i met my mom standing in the kitchen as i walked in

"Hey, where've you been?"

"oh, just out"

"you meet anybody?"

"oh, uh, yeah, nicky, he lives next door to us"

"thats wonderful" then she came over and gave me a big motherly hug

"so i called all my friends and told them we moved"

"were they okay?" she asked

"well, not really, but my one friend, he says he'll come to visit on friday
for the weekend!!!"

"thats awesome son"

"yeah, so we should make up the spare bedroom" not that he'll be using it
he he

"okay then, you help me with the mattress"

1/2 hour later, we had a B&B looking bedroom going on

"you know this looks so nice, i think i'll use this as MY bedroom" she said
smiling, her black eye still noticeable, but she looked so good and because
i love my mom

"yeah, it's pretty nice"

"it is, i can't wait for my sister to get a look at it"

"mom"

"yes"

"are you okay with a friend staying over for the weekend?"

"yeah sure, i was thinking of spending the weekend with my sister and doing
'ladies' things anyways"

"awesome"

"yeah, so you and your friend will have the 'entire' house to yourselves
this weekend"

"mom"

"yeah"

"i love you"

"i love you too son" i don't know if she seen how red my eyes were, or if
she knew how red her eyes were, but then i got pretty tired, probably just
the stress of moving, but who knows

i walked into my bedroom, it was about six, and it was starting to get
dark, not really dark, but dark enough to need to use a light, but i never
bothered, i just collapsed into my computer chair, and spun around a few
times, i stopped immediately at the sight which will remain in my memory
forever, i stopped when i seen jamie and nicky making out, and not actually
'just' making out, but actually 'doing it' on nicky's bed next door, now we
both had large windows, and his curtains were open, and omigod, this was
such a sight to behold, it seemed that nicky was on top of jamie and i
could totally understand his mouth when he would moan 'i love you' between
grinding into jamie, that's when i let all my emotions drain out, i
collapsed onto my bed crying and picturing what was happening next door
between those two heartthrobs not even more than ten feet away from me,i
fell asleep that night with tears running down my face, but hope in my
heart for somebody out there loves me...

So there you go for chapter 1 of this new series, any
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