Date: Wed, 22 Jan 2003 18:47:28 +0000
From: Sam Ashton <analfisher@hotmail.com>
Subject: Nicks Awakening- chapter one

Nick liked boys. Now most guys like boys as friends, but Nick had always
known he was different. At first this difference seemed to him
imperceptible, he was just slightly apart form other boys, there was nothing
odd about that right? As he hit puberty this difference was excentuated,
other boys in his class at school started talking about how fit certain
girls were, and though he tried to participate in these conversations he
just couldn't see the beauty in the female form. At first he never
entertained the idea he was gay, all fags where sissy boys and to be looked
down upon, at least that was what he'd always been told. He tried to wank
over pictures from playboy but it just didn't work, all he'd get was sore.
And though this continued he still didn't consider himself gay, he just
pushed it to the back of his minded, he was in denial. The realization first
properly dawned on him when he was 16, by this time he had grown in to a
very good looking young man, he was almost 6ft with wispy blond hair,
piercing blue eyes, and sharply chiseled features. He was never very good at
sport, and consequently was no muscle-man, but he enjoyed swimming a lot and
this helped to keep his chest nicely toned.

Nick lived in London, his parents were middle class and worked hard at their
respective jobs so they could send him to a respectable public school. At
school Nick tried to fit in, he wasn't the most popular guy but had a few
friends, all of whom thought of him as a nice guy if not a bit shy.
Academically speaking he was quite good at all his subjects, he was one of
those average children that seemingly melt into the sea of schoolboys. His
only real passion was literature, at home he would sit up all night totally
absorbed in some novel or other. So accordingly Nick excelled at English,
fueled by his love of all things literary, and consequently his English
teacher was the only one who didn't have the slightest trouble in recalling
who he was. Being 16 he had just finished his GCSEs, and was moving to a new
school to study for his A-levels.

Despite doing quite well his parents felt the school had let Nick down and
that he should move to somewhere else for his A-levels. Nick had wanted to
argue and shout at them but he didn't, he knew that such behavior would only
strengthen their resolve. His average grades secured him a place at a
moderately good school. Nick was apprehensive about the move, he was leaving
all his friends behind and he constantly worried about being lonely at his
new place of education.

As the long hot summer drew to an uneventful end Nick started to prepare for
the new term. At his old school Nick was required to wear a uniform and
despite his worry he was looking forward to dressing how he liked, and
subconsciously to seeing all those boys in what he hoped would be sexy
attire, though he'd never admit this to himself. On his first day he awoke
from a troubled sleep and dressed for school, he wore a pair of low cut
Levis and a tight black jumper. After a swift breakfast and an attempted
confidence boosting conversation from his parents he was riding across
London on a dusty tube carriage.

He arrived on time and walked in through the gates. All around him he could
see people chatting to their old friends filled with the buzz that comes on
the first day of term, only to evaporate an hour or so later. He wondered
how he was going to find friends, everybody already knew each other and they
had no time to let a new boy into their circle of friends. After a brief
detour he managed to find the way to his form room. As he walked in no one
batted an eyelid they were all immersed in themselves and boasting of their
sexual conquests during the summer. He made his way to the back and sat down
at an empty desk all on his own and proceeded to fall into that bottomless
pit of depression you get when facing an extremely lonely existence.

Just as he was contemplating a preemptive suicide attempt another boy walked
in, no one seemed to pay him any attention either, so Nick assumed he must
be new too, good at least I won't be the only one he mused. As he looked
further Nick couldn't escape the sheer beauty of this guy. He had deep
emerald green eyes, which when coupled with spiky auburn hair and a cute
boyish smile made one of the best looking boys Nick had witnessed in his
short years. Just as Nick was reprimanding himself for the dirty thoughts
that instantly began to run through his mind the boy looked his way and as
their eyes locked he smiled, God he's hot thought Nick. The boy started to
make his way towards the empty seat next Nick.

`Hey my name's Sam, I guess we'll just have to be new together' he said as
he sat down.

`Is it that obvious?' returned Nick, still in shock from the beauty of the
creature next to him.

`Well lets see sitting all on your own while these lot chat away around you,
your either new or a sad case'

`I think I'll go with new too' said Nick.

Just then their teacher walked in and proceeded to drone on about the
responsibility of being sixth formers. As he lost interest Nick looked over
at Sam only to find him returning the gaze. Nick quickly looked away in
embarrassment, guys shouldn't check each other out like that he thought.
After the lengthly talk the teacher handed out everyone's timetable, Nick
couldn't help but feel elated when he glanced over at Sam's timetable and
saw that they shared two class's, maybe this year won't be that bad after
all he wondered.

`Looks like you're in my English and history class's new guy no. 2'
whispered Sam

`I do have a name you know' countered Nick

`Are you going to tell me it then? Or shall I stick with new guy no. 2'

`Ok, my name's Nick'

`Well that's nice to know' replied Sam

`Quiet you two' shouted the teacher `It's time for assembly'

`I can't fucking wait' grumbled Sam under his breath

The assembly was the usual beginning of school affair, welcoming new
teachers and all that shit, well somethings never change thought Nick. He
used the time to steal glances at the Adonis that was his new friend, why do
I find him so attractive Nick wondered, I'm not gay! Am I? All that he could
remember of the assembly was that the headmaster was proposing to be
intolerant of intolerance, the irony. Nick noticed Sam was smiling at that,
well he has a sense of humor thought Nick. As he left the hall he took out
his timetable hoping his next lesson was with Sam, no such luck it was
double economics, what fun.

The day drew to a predictable end and Nick couldn't help but feel
disappointed that he hadn't managed to talk to Sam again. That night as he
sat on his bed attempting to read, his mind began to wonder back to its
newly acquired favorite vision of Sam. Though he had considered other guys
fit Nick had never felt this way about someone before, especially someone
who he had barley had a conversation with, there was just something about
Sam and his easy familiarity that Nick found intoxicating. His mind started
to wonder into areas he really didn't want to visit, if I feel this way
about a guy I must be gay, no I can't be I just like him that's all,
bullshit you know what you want to do to him- that's not what `friends' do.
He sat in this tortured mental state all night, still not ready to accept
his true self.

The next morning even his parents noticed Nicks new found enthusiasm,
yesterday he had sat listlessly eating his breakfast with out saying so much
as a word, today he seemed actually quite eager at the prospect school.
Seeing him happier made his parents relax, they could assuage their guilt at
moving him, if only they knew the real reason for his new attitude. Nick
himself tried not to acknowledge why he felt different, but in his heart of
hearts the realization had dawned long ago, the rest of his body was just
beginning to catch up. As he made his way to school he scarcely noticed his
decrepit surroundings, he was more concerned with what Sam might be wearing
that day. He was not to be disappointed, Sam had obviously decided to look
as sexy as possible, he walked into class wearing jeans about two sizes too
small for him and a tight white T-shirt that showed off his ample pecs
nicely, even some of the other kids noticed him. Again he casually sauntered
over to Nick.

`You could say hello instead of sitting there staring you know.' He said

`uhmm sorry I was some where else for a moment there, hi' replied Nick
cursing himself

`Its fine' said Sam nonchalantly as he sat down

`So why did you decide to come this school, then' Nick said trying not to
stare at Sam too obviously

`Well my parents thought I was underachieving and all that bullshit, really
I think they were bored and decided to pretend they were taking and active
interest in my life'


`Sounds strangely familiar' Nick replied

`Yeah well that's parents for you' Said Sam in what seemed to be a knowing
tone

`I don't think I'm gonna like most of the people here'

`Me neither they all seem like a bunch of self-obsessed twats, though I can
see us getting along well'

`Well the feelings mutual' said Nick trying not to blush

Fortunately for Nick the teacher walked in cutting their conversation short
and saving him further embarrassment. Nick couldn't believe it, Sam had said
he liked him, and they had hardly talked! He wanted Sam to like him as more
than a friend, but at this moment in time he didn't really want to dwell on
those thoughts in case a certain part of his anatomy got out of control.
Just then his reverie was interrupted by the man himself.

`D'you reckon he's jackin off under that desk?'

`What?!!?' whispered Nick shocked that Sam's thoughts had been in a similar
area to his, though with a different person in mind.

`Don't look so shocked, he's quite obviously gay and with two fine specimens
like us who wouldn't be tempted for a quick one' said Sam obviously enjoying
Nick's reaction.

`I don't know what you mean' Nick replied trying to keep the nervousness out
of his voice.

`So your trying to tell me you've never been tempted to cop a quick glance
in the showers?'

`Well.' Nick was lost for words

`Well what?' questioned Sam

`Maybe'

`That's not a proper answer'

`ok, ok, yes I do' said Nick blushing

`See it wasn't that hard, I do it all the time' said Sam

`Right off to lessons everyone, Sam can speak to you for a minute' shouted
out the teacher.

As Nick was leaving he turned back to see Sam winking at him as he walked up
to the teachers desk, was he flirting? Nick was completely unable to
concentrate during the next lesson, no matter how hard he tried his mind
constantly returned to the mornings conversation. He'd never talked to
someone like that before, his mates had sometimes talked about sex but never
gay people, let alone admitted to looking at other guys. Now that Nick
actually thought about it he had noticed something different about their
form tutor, it wasn't how he looked or dressed, it was just something about
that look in his eyes and some sort of indefinable aura. Is this what a
gaydar is he wondered, no it can't be because I'm not gay.but then why do I
feel about Sam in this way? Again his mind was thrown into confusion over
his sexuality, being gay wasn't normal, but then again neither was he. His
internal argument was stopped by the bell, signaling the next lesson,  and
Sam! As he walked into the class he could see Sam sitting there, looking as
sexy as ever, as he saw Nick he smiled and motioned to the chair next to
him, Nick's heart seemingly skipped a beat.

`So what did he want to speak to you about' Said Nick trying to sound
relaxed

`He wants you, me, and him in a bed together! Nah he just wanted to know how
I was settling in and steal a few glances at my crotch'

`Who wouldn't' replied Nick kicking himself for sounding so well. gay

`Yeah everybody seems to want it, I'm considering charging'

`I hope I'm free' oh my god I actually said that thought Nick `As a mate and
all' he added quickly

`I suppose so, but what do I get in return for this generous offer?' Said
Sam his eyes wondering down Nick's body.

`Its negotiable' Said Nick swallowing

`How about you buy me a pint tonight and we'll talk about it away from these
prying eyes' replied Sam smiling

`Sure I'll see you after school'

For the second lesson today Nick was in wonderland, his mind was a maze of
thousands of thoughts, hopes, and desires. He would steal glances at Sam's
hot body, sometimes to be rewarded by those deep green eyes staring back.
The lesson dragged on for what seemed like hours, the teachers words were
just a buzz in the background, all Nick was aware of was his intense
feelings for the sex god that was so tantalizingly near to him. Eventually
the bell sounded and Nick was able to escape the torment only to have to sit
through another two lessons until he was with Sam again.


When he looked back Nick wondered how he survived those few hours racked
with lust and emotional torment, to him it had seemed a lifetime as the
clock had inched ever more slowly to four o'clock and the time of his
rendezvous. Of course although it had felt like it time had not actually
stopped and school did finish. Nick rushed from the lesson straight to the
toilettes where he spent a good few minutes messing with his hair and
attempting to manipulate his clothes in the sexiest possible position. As he
walked to the front of school he saw Sam standing there he was suddenly hit
by a wave of cold dark paranoia. What if this was all some elaborate trick?
Sam could easily be setting him up to be the laughing stock of the hole
school, but as he got closer and saw Sam's beauty again he realized that it
was worth that risk. After greeting each other they headed down the high
road towards the plough and harrow. They made small talk and Nick worried if
he had got the wrong end of the stick that morning, Sam could have been
joking. But he was not to be disappointed, no sooner had they got their
drinks and sat down at a table in the corner than the conversation returned
to its earlier theme.

`So about what we were discussing earlier.' Sam let the words hang in the
air

`Yeah I remember' Nick said trying to sound like he wasn't really fussed

`Well.' said Sam stumbling over his words for the first time `well, I wasn't
just joking around, I meant what I said but in a different way. Fuck it,
what I'm trying to somewhat inarticulately tell you is that I like, well not
just like you fancy you. Basically I'm gay and I was hoping you are to, are
you?'

Nick was completely stunned, he wanted to runaway and think it over,
consider all the pros and cons work out what he should say. But when he
looked up and saw those eyes staring at him, filled with honesty and
passion, he knew what he had to say. In that moment he accepted his
sexuality and for the first time in a long while he felt good about it.

`Yes, yes I think I am. I'm gay' Said Nick savoring the words, he felt as if
an enormous weight had been lifted from his shoulders

`Thank Fuck, I could of made a complete twat of myself there' Said Sam, his
usual self returning

`No you're not twat, you're a great guy. You're friendly, funny, and your
gorgeous, in fact you're the best looking guy I've ever seen'

`That's the nicest thing someone has ever said to me' Said Sam obviously
touched

`There's something I need to ask you, how did you know I was gay?' asked
Nick

`Well the first day when I walked in I saw you in the corner and I thought
that you looked very sexy sitting there with that lost expression on your
face. Then as I started to talk to you I noticed you were always looking at
me in a way I recognized, `cos I look at guys like that'

`That seems about right, but I had no idea about you. I guess I was in
denial for a bit about my sexuality, so I wasn't really as perceptive to
those things as you are. But what are we going to do about it?'

`Look at me, what would you like to do about it?'

`Very naughty things' Nick replied with a wink

`I like the sound of that, we could go to my house, my parents don't get
home until 8, I could show you my room.' Said Sam smiling

`I think I'm going to really like your room somehow'

`Wait until you see it, it's massive' Sam said trying to keep a straight
face

`Are we still talking about your room here?' Said Nick laughing as they got
up to leave

Nick couldn't contain his excitement. He had settled in his mind that this
was going to be the worst two years of his life. Then along comes Sam, a
bona fide sex god, and he fancies Nick, things couldn't get much better he
mused. There was a lot of sexual tension as they traveled to Sam's house,
they kept on staring at each other, not talking just consumed with lust for
each others bodies, and when he thought no one was looking Sam would reach
over and grope Nick. Just to have Sam touch him would send shivers of
pleasure up Nick that felt like nothing he had previously experienced, if
just a casual grope could feel so good Nick wondered what was in store for
him at Sam's house. After a short tube ride that seemed an eternity and a
short walk they reached Sam's house. It was a typical middle class suburban
home, semi-detached, three bedrooms, and a leafy tree lined street, boredom
in the form of a house in other words.

As they walked up to the door Nick quickened his pace to catch up with Sam,
they were both visibly excited at the thought of what was to come. No sooner
had Sam opened the door and closed it behind him than Nick was on him like
wildfire. He wrapped his arms around Sam's neck and softly kissed him, his
tongue gently exploring every inch of Sam's mouth. Sam, after recovering
from the momentary shock, responded in kind, his tongue gliding over Nick's
as they locked in a passionate embrace. Nick could feel Sam's member slowly
expanding as it pressed against his chest. His hands swiftly traveled down
Sam's body to his groin and began to caress his ever-growing cock. Sam
moaned with delight into Nick's mouth, content to stand there and drink in
the sensations. As his pleasure heightened Sam pulled away from Nick and
gently taking him by the hand led him upstairs.

`This is my room'

`Its not that big'

`No, but this is' as he said this Sam slid down his trousers and boxers in
on swift motion to reveal his throbbing penis, standing at its full length.
It was the most beautiful thing Nick had ever seen, it was about 9" long,
and very thick. Sam was uncut, his foreskin had stretched back over his head
to reveal a small patch of tantalizing pink skin. What also really turned
Nick on was the fact that Sam obviously shaved, he had no bush just smooth
supple skin, and looking down Nick noticed his balls for the first time.
They were smooth hairless globes that hung down.

Nick must have been dazed by this sight because the next thing he felt was
Sam on top of him slowly unbuttoning his fly. Nick raised his hips in order
to assist Sam and pulled off his T-shirt and left it discarded by the side
of the bed. Sam pulled off the trousers and started to remove Nick's boxers
as he pulled them down he revealed Nick's golden pubes, seemingly invisible
they were so light, then his cock sprung up and hit Nick's chest with a
slapping sound. It was smaller than Sam's but no less beautiful, Nick was
cut and his 7" shaft ended in a massive bulbous head that just begged to be
sucked.

Now they both naked and they where a sight to behold, two gorgeous young
bodies intertwined in the throes of passion. Nick rolled over so that he was
on top, he straddled Sam and moved down to kiss him. As they kissed they're
cocks rubbed against each other sending shivers of pleasure down both their
spines. Nick slowly pulled away from the kiss and started to lick his way
down Sam's toned body. When he reached Sam's nipples he gave them extra
treatment, gently sucking on each on until they became pert. His mouthed
traveled further licking at Sam's abs while continually tweaking his
nipples. Eventually he reached Sam's groin and began to lick all around his
hard penis without actually touching it. Nick knew he had Sam in bliss and
what he wanted more than anything was to suck down on that huge cock. He let
his tongue sensually lick his way up Sam's shaft until it reached the head,
he then locked his lips around it and tried to engulf the entire shaft. It
was to big and Nick almost choked, but as he slowly worked more into his
mouth he started to wank off the rest of the shaft. Sam was exploring new
plains of bliss that no one had ever showed him before, he could tell he was
reaching climax and threw his ever present moaning he warned Nick.

Not wanting this to end so quickly nick pulled off and began to work on
Sam's balls, he licked them as he pulled at the tight skin. Then he
remembered Sam's gorgeous arse. He licked down Sam's perineum and spread his
ass cheeks with his hands to reveal a tight puckered pink hole. Nick was
immediately drawn to it and began to give Sam a rim job. He licked round the
hole and as he built up courage began to push his tongue in. To Sam this
felt almost as good as the blowjob and he was quickly reaching orgasm. Nick
sensed this and as Sam's balls began to tighten he returned to Sam's member.
For the second timer he took the head into his mouth, as Sam began to moan
louder Nick pushed his finger into Sam's asshole. This was enough to push
him over the edge and as Nick felt Sam's ass muscles clamp down on his
finger, Sam began to cum. The first wave coated the back of Nicks throat and
he pulled back so he could take it all. As Sam released spurt after spurt of
lovejuice into Nick's mouth he screamed out in ecstasy, telling the world
the pleasure he was receiving. As he finished cumming Sam's cock became too
sensitive and he pulled out, to lay there panting form the exhaustion that
comes with an orgasm of that magnitude.

Nick moved up so his head was level with Sam's and kissed him deeply. Sam
could taste his own seed on Nicks tongue, it wasn't as bad as he had thought
it would be it was a hot salty flavor and only made him want to taste Nick.

`That was incredible' Exclaimed Sam

`I really enjoyed that too, the taste of your cock in my mouth is so hot!'
replied Nick

`Let me do the same to you, I want your cock now'

With that Sam pushed Nick back down onto the bed and went straight for his
crotch. Nick had been incredibly turned on by the sucking he had just given
Sam so his cock was rock hard and already he was close to orgasm. Sam
started on Nick's balls, taking them one by one into his mouth and slowly
caressing them with his tongue. He moved up to Nick's rock hard cock, which
was quivering up in the air away from his chest. Sam regarded this wonderful
sight for a second before engulfing it in one go. Seeing as it was smaller
Sam didn't have much trouble getting the whole shaft in his mouth, and soon
his was moving up and down it slurping and licking. Nick didn't know how
something could feel so good, this kind of sensation should surely be
illegal. After about a minute he was ready to spew his load and shouted a
warning to Sam. Sam responded by increasing the suction on Nick's head and
pulled back in preparation of the explosion to come. As he came Nick shouted
and shouted, telling Sam how hot he was and how good it felt. When Nick's
climax subsided, Sam let Nick's now softening cock fall from his lips and
crawled up too hug him.

`Do you think we should go out' Sam whispered

`What like as boyfriends' Said Nick running the prospect through his mind,
he liked the idea.

`Yeah'

`There's nothing I want more in the world' Nick replied as he hugged Sam
tightly to his chest, and with that they fell asleep in each others arms



This is my first story so i'd really apreciate some feedback, e-mail me at
analfisher@hotmail.com, thanks alot

Sam