Date: Wed, 14 Aug 2002 22:30:32 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jay <jjjyyhotbod99@yahoo.com>
Subject: on the flip side pt 7

	I don't know how long I was lying there. I didn't worry about my
parents, at some point I was sure I heard Brian telling them I was sleeping
over while on the phone. I was in nothing but my boxers. I guess he took
all my wet stuff off. I hadn't moved since we got into the house. The only
thing that told me it was his house at all was the Linkin Park poster over
his bed. This was the only place I wanted to be right now. I wouldn't be
able to handle going home. I needed Brian. I needed him so badly in so many
different ways. He was a part of me like it or not. The first day he moved
into town I remember being so happy that I finally had a friend who fit me
perfectly. We were only 6 but still I could tell we'd never leave each
others side. And we didn't. Even when I had to leave our grammar school he
begged his mom for a month to take him out too. When I was in the hospital
after I had broke my leg on the soccer field he tried to ride in the
ambulance. He lied to stay overnight with me in my room. I think I realized
that; I loved him.

	But I had so many feelings going through me at once, I didn't know
what to make of them. What about Lex? I'd been pining after him for a year
and a half. Should I just have dropped it and never even try anything when
finally something was developing? And Matt. I know how badly it would break
both our hearts if I stopped our relationship dead cold. I think I should
just jump out a window. I think I should just run away. I think... that my
cell phones ringing. Who cares... they'll leave a voice message.

	I was finally becoming aware of everything around me. I looked down
the bed to see Brian's head resting on the comforter. He'd fallen asleep. I
looked beside the bed to see the rest of his body on the floor. He'd had
his hand on top of mine and it seemed he'd never let go. He took off his
clothes too so all that was on his wet frame was a wifebeater and a pair of
boxers. It was late, I could tell by the moonlight coming through the
window. The room was dead quiet. No one was home, I guess. Cheryl was
probably on a late shift at the hospital.

	I sat up on the bed. Brian woke up as I stirred. His eyes looked
groggily up at me until he realized I was interacting with the rest of the
world again. He quickly moved down the bed until we were eye to eye.

"Hey, bro. How ya feelin?"

"I don't know, B."

"You gave me a bit of a scare there. I thought you were goin catatonic or
something."

"Sorry. I'm such an ass. I shouldn't be such a baby."

"Dude, don't worry. You gotta let it out sometimes."

"Yeah..."

"So..."

"Soo...?"

"So what made you go all insane-like?"

"I... don't know."

"Yes you do, you can tell me."

	I didn't know what to do. I couldn't tell him I was making out with
Lex. That's the second guy in two days. Jesus this whole thing was getting
out of control.

"No... nothing."

"...Arrite, Howie."

	He looked hurt...

"Y'know, Jacob, I never thought you'd do something you couldn't tell me..."

	Yes, the eyes. He used the eyes on me. There I was, melting like a
tub of goo. Those eyes could stop a war if they wanted them to. Imagine an
angel's eyes combined with a tamed tiger's. Yeah, sensual.

	Something snapped at that moment. I don't know what, something in
the back of my head. I didn't know what I was doing.  I had NO idea where
my hands where going. Why I did it, I will never know. Sometimes I regret
it... sometimes I miss it...

	I grabbed him by the shoulders and threw him onto the bed. I
straddled him right above his crotch. I could tell he was shocked by my
sudden movements. It happened so quickly he was speechless.

"H-Howie..."

"I need you."

	I pressed my lips against his as hard as I could, mashing our
mouths together. There was groping everywhere, hands roaming wherever they
could. He slid his hands up and down my back and over my chest. I was
stroking his face and grabbing at his back. We were both hard as hell, I
could tell. We humped our crotches together as our tongues exlpored each
other's warm mouths. He couldn't get enough of my ass, though. Kept
squeezing it through my tight CK boxers. It was total bliss.

	He turned me onto my back; he was taking over control now. He
licked every inch of my body he could while he was on top of me, grinding
his ass into my crotch. He finally followed the slight trail of hair
leading from my navel down to my boxers. He outlined my dick with his
tongue. This was so wrong. Why did I need this so badly? Whatever, it was
happening and I really couldn't give a shit why at that moment. My penis
was soaking wet from his mouth. I was moaning so loudly, I was so happy no
one was home. My cell phone rang. Of course, I couldn't hear it then. Not
over the slurping and moaning that was going down.

"Fuck this, bro."

	Brian finally ripped off my boxers, running his hands up and down
the muscles on my legs. He dipped down and licked at the head of my
cock. It was leaking so much precum I think he almost thought I had
finished. I ran my hands through his hair and guided his head up and down
my cock as he engulfed the whole 7 inches with one stroke. My moans shook
the walls.  I couldn't get a grip of myself. After a while I knew I was
almost there.

"B... ugh... stop... shit... i'm almost there..."

	He kept going at it like an animal, those eyes staring back up at
me, now so predatory though. I closed my own eyes in ecstacy as the final
stroke of his mouth sent me over. I exploded what seemed like a year's
supply of jock juice into his mouth. It dribbled out of the corners of his
mouth as my orgasm subsided. He gave my dick one final lick and moved up my
body to my mouth. His kiss sent a taste of my own cum into my mouth. I
licked at the sides of his mouth and gave him a deep, and once again
started going at his mouth like a madman.

	I once again flipped him back onto his back and worked my own
magic. I rubbed his nipples with the palm of my hand, causing him to moan
like wild. His skin was softer, smoother. I used that to my advantage. I
worked back down to his crotch and licked up throught the pant leg of his
short boxers. I passed by the tip slowly, carefully, causing him to
shake. I played around with him a little bit more.

"Shit, if you keep goin like that I'm gonna shoot..."

"That's the idea."

	I grinned maliciously and continued my assault. I finally took out
his cock and sucked as hard as I could. He was almost crying; it was too
much for him. I felt him shudder after a couple minutes and braced
myself. I was shocked as he shot his load into my mouth. I couldn't take it
all either, so a lot dripped out of the corners of my mouth. I raised back
up to him and we made out, grinding our bodies together, trying to get them
as one. We fell asleep spooned in each other's embrace.

"I love you, Howie. You'll never know how much."

I cried. What had I done?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

TBC
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