Date: Fri, 18 Feb 2005 08:21:42 -0800 (PST)
From: rodger pepper <backinthehayloftagain@yahoo.com>
Subject: Orrin, Brian and Ed!

All the usual disclaimers... Don't read this if you
are under 18, no one may reprint it without
permission, etc.

This is a story from a time in my life when I was
growing up and figuring myself out, sexually, as we
all were.  Since at least one of us in this story was
18 and alchohol was involved, even though I supplied
it and I was 13, I will say here that this is a work
of fiction.
As far as figuring ourselves out, sexually, I'm a
straight guy, who grew up REALLY bi.
Some people don't understand that that could be
possible, that I could have so thoroughly enjoyed
fooling around with both sexes, and not somehow then
be gay.  To
clarify, I was never romantically drawn to guys, but
was REALLY into dick play.  We treated it like a pick
up game of hockey or Monopoly or arm wrestling.  It
was just something that we liked to do, and we did it
A LOT!

This story is connected to other stories, but I don't
like to run them together.  Look for other stories in
this section with the name of my cousin, Orrin, in the
title.  I've written a number of reminiscense here on
Nifty, under Bi Camping and Gay Camping
and Gay Interracial and Gay High School and Bi High
School.

I do like to get feedback from people, on this or any
of my writings, BUT, if you are
under 18 or like to pretend that you are, DO NOT
attempt to contact me.  Just because I like to write
about my experiences growing up does not mean that I
wish to relive those years, in any way, shape or form.

Cool feedback can go to
backinthehayloftagain@yahoo.com

THE RITUAL

I mentioned before that Donny and I had a game that
had lots of variations, but the purpose of the game
was to show friends that we liked to suck each other,
and that we would suck them, too, but at some point,
they would be sucking us... AND enjoying it!

We would, essentially, create an environment where
whoever we brought in would feel excited and safe, and
then we would reveal a little more and a little more,
checking their reaction all along, then all of us
ending up in a big suck fest.

This usually took the form of inviting somebody over
to my place or Donny's.  We lived on small farms right
next to each other, so it didn't matter whose house we
ended up at.  Then we would do something typical like
go horse back riding,
play a game of street hockey or, if the weather was
lousy, Monopoly or Risk.

At some point, we would switch to cards, either in the
third floor bedrooms or in the tack room or hay loft
of the barn, and then the fun began.  We had stacks of
old chips, but not too many.  Whoever ran out of chips
had to bet a piece of clothing, and either Donny or I
would start this part of the performance.  Then, we
would be basically playing strip poker, but we didn't
start out saying it was that, so that made it better,
somehow.  Certainly easier.

Then, there were variables, but it came down to Donny
telling me I had to pull his dick out or stretch it
all the way and make it hard, that sort of thing.
Our new friend would see this, and show real interest,
every single time.  Then on the next hand, I would
make Donny do the same to our new buddy, who never
said no.

The next step was Donny would command me to suck our
new friend while this new buddy pulled and stretched
Donny's dick.  There were lots of variables to this,
but eventually, we would be set up in a 69, and our
new friend would be getting sucked off with either my
dick or Donny's next to his face or dangling over his
mouth.  There was really nothing to do at that point
but smile, open up and get started!

We did this with dozens of straight friends and
neighbors and cousins over the years.  Most everyone
was our age, though we played this sometimes with
older guys and college age cousins.  Every single guy
we took through this funny but obligatory ritual could
sense where it might go, and every one went the whole
way.  All we did was show that it was OK to do here,
that no one would bother us, and that our fun and our
knowledge of it and each other stayed right here.

Once someone was a suck buddy of ours, we could invite
them to hang out with various combinations of friends
who had also played the game successfully with us.
THEN, there was real action, but it was always cool,
and always fun, and funny.  It was never tough or mean
or nasty.  It was cool.  It was friends.

Now, this isn't to say that this is what we did, all
the
time.  We did all the normal things teens do.  We were
very happy and active guys, but there was an element
of furiously funny sex that the promise of it hung
over much of what we did, and we indulged frequently.
There were many, many times growing up when Donny and
I would 69 twice a day, in between doing other things.

Donny's sisters knew what we did, as it was hard to
miss, and I regularly fooled around with both of them,
seperately and eventually, together .  What we did was
different than my time with Donny, but we had a really
good attitude about being naked together, whether we
were fucking or just laying in the sun, hidden from
the world, catching some rays.

I mention all this because Orrin, one of my cousins,
had become my suck buddy without bothering to go
through the rituals, and when my sisters, who I DO NOT
fool around with, and I stayed for 5 days at Orrin's
while my folks went on a vacation, I could see that
Orrin was setting me up for a ritual of his
own.............

Orrin's house was about 30 miles from our place.  A
really nice old colonial revival, in a neighborhood of
very large, well kept old homes.  There was an
addition
above and past the garage, where Orrin's room was,
that connected to the main house by a second floor
hallway that went over a first floor breezway.  It
was spacious, had two beds and a sofa and his folks'
old console TV, big but ugly!

My first night over, Orrin and I picked up where we
had left off months before.  We had dinner, watched TV
with the family, and then headed off to Orrin's wing
of the house.  Do you want to fool around with it a
little, he asked.  Sure!  I had pajamas laid out, and
flew out of my clothes, but didn't bother with the
PJs.  My dick sproinged out of my clothes at full
attention!  Orrin took off his clothes and we sat
across from each other, smiling and stroking.

Let me do this, he said as he hopped off the bed onto
the oval rag rug, on his knees, and just leaned
forward towards my hard dick, face first.  I leaned
back a little, and he tore right into a really great
blow job.  Much, much better than he was before.  I
was so horny with the anticipation of hanging out with
Orrin and so excited by his improved technique, that I
came pretty quickly.  I could really shoot much more
than I could the last time he and I were together, and
I wasn't sure Orrin would be as into the taste and
experience of a blast of come in your mouth as I was.
I tensed and popped, all sort of at the same moment,
which didn't really give him time to prepare or decide
whether he was into it or not.  He stopped still as
the first jizz shot off into his mouth, and I wasn't
sure what would happen.  Then he let out a little
pleasure moan and lowered his head again, and I could
feel my dick around the back of his mouth, top of his
throat, much further in than I usually suck.  He moved
his head around with my dick that far in while I came,
and I let out a sound that was like a low cry mixed
with a gulp.  It was GREAT, and so unexpected!

I lay back on the bed, and he climbed up onto it  with
me.  We
just hung out for awhile, laughing and talking, half
turned to each other, with
my stroking and playing with his great looking dick
and balls the whole time.

Did I remember his neighbor
he had told me about, that he had experimented sucking
with a few times before we first got together
last summer?  Well, he and Brian, the neighbor, had
started to get together about once a week since then.
Both Bri and Orrin dated girls, fucked girls, liked
straight porn, all of that, but they liked this suck
thing they had going on, too.

I wanted to know more.  Was Bri as much fun of a guy
as we were?  Yes.  Was his dick a nice dick?  It
looked more like mine than Orrin's, Orrin said, but it
was a good bit bigger.  I was only 13 at this point,
and while my dick was not as long as Orrin's, I knew
from comparing it to lots of dicks at home that it was
a little more than just
a decent size for my age.  It was certainly thicker
than Orrin's, so I imagined Brian's must be a good
solid size, and I said so.  Orrin laughed and said it
wasn't any sort of monster, but it was cool.  His
little brother's dick looked just the same, only not
as big.  In fact, his little brother's dick looked
just like mine!

Oh.  He hadn't mentioned the brother, and I squeezed
my hand tighter around his dick as I perked up.  How
old?  15.  Cool?  Yeah.  Did the brothers suck each
other?  This I really wanted to know, as I only had
sisters, and the idea of it was way cool to me.  No,
Orrin had jerked off with both of them for quite some
time now, but always seperately, and always they asked
about the other one.  When Orrin and Bri moved on to
sucking each other, Bri wanted to know if Orrin and Ed
had gotten into it.  No, they hadn't yet, but not for
any big reason that he could figure out, it just
hadn't
happened... yet.


Did I want to meet Bri?  Sure!!!!  He and his little
brother were coming over tomorrow night, Saturday.  We
could play Monopoly, maybe.

I suddenly realized where we were going to go with
tomorrow night, and I was excited to be a part of
someone else's ritual games.

Bri was 18, Ed was 15, Orrin was now 17, and I was a
mature 13 year old..  It sounded
cool to me.  Way cool!

Then Orrin told me something that I had never heard of
before, and it sounded totally wild and crazy to me.
Bri was now at
Villanova University, and there was an older building
near the administration building that was still in
use with offices and meeting rooms, but not as
intensely as it had been because other
buildings had recently been built on campus.  The
older building had a small auditorium in it that was
still used for events from time to time, but there was
a men's room near it that only saw use when there was
an event there, and that an unusual weekly
tradition had developed there.

Basically straight students would go there on
Wednesday afternoons, from roughly 12:30 to 1:30, and
the further two of the four stalls would turn into a
suck fest.  Two guys would sit on the two toilets, and
two lines would form.  He said it was really funny but
really cool at the same time.
The guys at the end of the lines would look at their
schoolbooks or otherwise pretend they weren't in line
to have their dicks sucked, but by the time they were
one or two people away, they had their dick out,
stretching and pulling and stroking like crazy,
checking each other out and
grinning and waiting to get their cocks into whoever's
mouth was there that week.

Sometimes a guy who had just been sucked off would
sit, and then the line would continue with him doing
the sucking.  I half thought he was kidding, but Bri
had absolutely taken him there, and first they hung
out
in the third stall and looked at the action over the
top of the stall, then got on line as the line was
down to nearly nothing.

He said it was so goddam hot that he barely got sucked
at all before he came.  Bri took just a little longer,
then
they left.  Everyone was gone by 1:30, like magic.

I asked him if these guys were gay, meaning the
overtly gay folks I'd come to associate gayness with.
He said no, they were just regular guys, like we were.
His story had so worked me up that my eyes must have
looked huge, and I know my grin was.  Telling the
story and knowing what it was doing to me had pushed
Orrin from just hard in my moving fingertips to really
hard in my hand, so I got into my favorite position,
on my knees on the bed between his legs, bent forward
and took his long, slender dick into my mouth.

This time, I wasn't in any kind of a hurry, and gave
him a really great blow job, the kind that a friend
can really give a friend when he wants to.  Orrin's
dick really was long, and the almost ball shaped round
head was in nice
proportion to the slender body of it, much more purple
than my tannish red head.  The roundish head felt
different in my mouth than the classic, angled helmet
head like mine and Donny's.  It was round like a plum
and had
a nice slit on the front,  and I
paused at the top of each suck stroke to work my mouth
all around to really get to know it better.

As he started to tense up and come, I used my hand
with my mouth,
to let my mouth loosen a little, so that I could feel
the jizz spray.  He let loose with real firecracker
pops, and I kept pausing with it at the edge of my
mouth so I could feel the jizz shoot across my whole
mouth.  I swirled it
around with my tongue as my tongue bathed
his still shooting dick head.  He was absolutely
rigid, body
bucking off the bed as I kept my mouth and tongue and
hand really working.  Then, as his come slowed to
ooze, I took my mouth off and squeezed  the last globs
up.
It was fun looking at the head as I squeezed from the
base all the way up his long prick, and a ball of
white jizz appeared again, and again. Each time I
leaned forward and licked it off the tip as I grinned
and looked up at him, and he moaned and smiled.  He
was laying with both hands behind his head, his head
tilted up to watch me work, and he sure as hell looked
like one happy guy!

It was all right!


The next night, Bri and Ed came over, had dessert with
the family, then we headed off to play Monopoly.
Orrin had turned the heat way up, and the room was
really toasty.  I had brought a full bottle of vodka
from my house, and since we bought alchohol by the
case, it wouldn't be missed.  Orrin brought up ice and
big glasses and lots of orange juice.  We
made light weight screwdrivers, and played the game
just as a million others were doing that night around
the world.  It was fun, and I got to know the brothers
better over the two hours of laughing and playing.  I
liked them both, and they seemed to really like me,
and it was clear that they were both the best of
friends with Orrin.

At the end of the game, I suggested that we switch to
cards, and I turned off the main light, leaving only
the desk lamp over in the corner and the big tv on for
illumination.  That was still plenty bright enough,
but the idea of cards, and everyone present having
been, already, in some sort of combination of jerking
and sucking, suddenly, quietly, electrified the room.
We played poker, five card draw, and we didn't have to
say it was strip poker, and we didn't offer up the
pretense of chips.  We just played and took off our
clothes.

The next thing you know, four comically
half lit
teenagers were three quarters out of their clothes.

Brian and Ed were both handsome, friendly jock types.
Just really nice, intelligent boys next door, as
were Orrin and I.  Bri was very much the young man,
physically, but we all had basically the same build.
He and I were naked first, and when Bri lost the next
round and I had the highest hand, Ed and Orrin had to
remove another piece of clothing, and I got to tell
Brian to perform some sort of task.  I told him that I
wanted to see his dick all the way hard, and that he
had to come over to me and show me..  That was too
easy, because as he both stood up, he was
clearly totally hard, but he moved around the table to
where I was sitting so I could get a closer look.  It
was a good looking rod, classic curve with an angled
helmet head, almost exactly like mine, except
considerably bigger.

I reached up and gently took it in my right hand, and
put my left hand under his very manly balls, and
bounced them and carressed them.  I looked at Ed,
sitting next to me, and his eyes were wide and totally
lit up.
As far as we were all concerned, from that moment on,
I had officially crossed the line and the action was
on.  The stroking didn't last
long, and it was back to the card game.  The cards
flew!

Soon all four of us were naked, and after I lost
another round, Orrin said I had to put his dick in
front of my face, and stroke it four times.
Recounting it now, it sounds like such a funny,
teenage thing to say, and it fact, it was!  Orrin
stood up, plenty naked, and stood next to my chair,
and leaned in.  I took hold of it and started to run
my hands up and down its length, with the tip just at
the edge of my lips, my mouth open a little, my eyes
half shut.  I pulled up and back on the skin, almost
but not quite brushing my lips, and then asked... like
that?


When Ed lost a round, I
told him he had to suck himself off, which I liked to
do at home, and figured everyone else did it, too,
they just didn't talk about it.  This surprised
everyone, and they all
laughed a little nervously, but Ed surprised them both
and said he could do it, but he could only get the tip
in.

Now, Ed and Bri had seen each other half hard, as
brothers will, but had never seen each other fully
hard until all this action started to unfold, though
Orrin was familiar as hell with both of
their dicks.  As Ed got up from the chair, both he and
Bri
were both pulling their dicks in long forward strokes,
hips forward, grins going, checking each other out as
well as eyeballing Orrin and I.  It was really fun,
and really
exciting.  It was also the
heat of the moment and the heat from the alchohol.
The room was absolutely charged.

Ed lay back on the bed, still looking at our dicks and
still stroking his own, but now we were all around
him, almost like we were jerking off ON him.  At that
point he rolled up
and over, and slowly,
slowly, he curled up enough to get nearly a third of
it into his mouth.  I pushed gently on his ass cheeks
to help, and leaned over to look really closely,
enjoying really seeing Ed's handsome crank up close,
which, sure enough, really did look just like mine, as
Orrin had promised.  Both Bri and Orrin were standing
on either side,
watching, and pumping their dicks like crazy.

This was the first dick we'd seen this night cross the
line into a mouth, and it was driving us all wild!

Can I suck it, I leaned in and asked, and he mumbles
UUMMM HHMMMM, and
uncurled his body on the bed.  I climbed up on the bed
and was on top of him in an instant as he lay on his
back, my head
towards his feet.  His dick
went right into my mouth, and he let out a happy
drunken moan of delight.  I started to bob up and
down, and suck his dick like crazy, driven a little by
way the vodka unleashed my roaring teen passion.  Ed
had never had a real blow job before, beyond putting
the tip of his own into his mouth, though he certainly
knew what
it was all about!  Thing was, in the position I was
now in on top of him, furiouly sucking away, my dick
was now
dangling over his mouth.  Both Bri and
Orrin had moved around so that they could see Ed, and
were still
stroking their cocks, furiously, and, Orrin told me
later, Ed
looked back at them with my dick flopping back and
forth and back and forth across his lips.  Actually
smacking his mouth, back and forth.   He looked back
at
them, his eyes swooning with the great blow job he was
receiving and the vodka I'd brought, dick back and
forth against his slightly open mouth, lips and tongue
now
sticking out a little, feeling the feeling of my dick
brushing back and forth over them.  Brian and Orrin
made steady eye contact with Ed, and they
smiled huge smiles, kept pulling their dicks right
towards the two of us, nodded and
actually gave the thumbs up!  I couldn't see any of
this, but at that point a warm, wet, VERY hungry mouth
encircled my dick and sucked me like an old pro.
Orrin told me later it was the hottest goddam thing to
see Ed finally open up his already parted, pursed
lips and suck my dick into his mouth for the
first time.  He clutched and kneaded my ass cheeks and
pulled his face up
and again and again up, slurping and sucking while I
totally polished his knob at the other end.

Suddenly, I found myself being dislodged from the dick
I
was so totally into sucking by Brian, and for a split
second I
didn't know what was going on, then I moved my head
and shoulders aside and Bri was on his knees on the
bed, between Ed's legs.  He grabbed ahold of Ed's dick
and inhaled it.  This was the first I had seen Brian
with a dick in his mouth, and here it was his
brother's, and here it was their first time!

I was on my elbows, Bri next to me with his body in
the other direction, ass up in the air on his knees,
sucking his brother's dick like it was water at the
oasis.  Ed still laying on his back under
me, sucking me like crazy, and it was all just too
much for
me.  I shot my load into Ed's mouth, pow, pow, pow,
and I should have warned him.  He stiffened and
sputtered,, and I was shooting on his cheeks and chin
as he coughed out the unexpected jizm.  His brother
Bri sped up, and freshly jizzed on or not, Ed started
coming, still not knowing it was his brother giving
him his first real blow job.

I jumped up and off of Ed, and as I got out of the
way, suddenly Ed got the full
picture of what was really going on.  He was making
great, breathy ooooohhhhhsss,
and put his hands roughly onto Brian's head, pulling
and pushing
and riding all at the same time as he came in waves.

I pushed Orrin down on the bed next to them at an
angle that put my sucking
his cool, long dick right next to Ed's face, and
proceded to give him a fast and furious dick draining.

Ed was still convulsing, and tilting his head up and
looking at his brother, holding his hair tightly, not
to hurt him, just uncontrollably coming, his hips
still jerking every few seconds and thrusting
violently, athletically, into Bri's face, Brian
still with Ed's dick deep in his mouth, holding and
then swallowing a familiar tasting load of come spray,
but keeping his lips clamped on, and Ed's dick way in.

Ed looked at me, and then back at the top of his
brother's head, and then back at me.  He still hadn't
let go of Brian's hair, and was still convulsing his
hips into Brian's face every few seconds, his whole
spine tensed forward into a curve, his knees stiffly
up, his body
rigid and bucking spasmodically.

 I looked at Ed while I sucked, my head flying up and
down, and in a very few moments when Orrin clutched
the blankets and started to
shoot load after load into my mouth, some burbled out
of my fast moving lips, and I let some
rundown my chin to show Ed that it was cool,
way cool.  I kept
eye contact as I slurped it back in and pushed some
into my mouth with the end of Orrin's pulsing cock.

I repeated my long slow strokes up Orrin's dick
that produced a ball of jizz each time.  Each time, I
licked it off and grinned at Ed.

Finally, Ed started to relax and uncoil from his
absolutely
monumental orgasm, and with his
face very close to where I was cleaning up the last of
Orrin's come drops.  Ed took the side of his index
finger
and pushed my jizm up off his cheeks and chin into his
mouth, licked his lips to clean them up, and made
swirling, tasting motions with his mouth, testing out
the flavor and texture of someone else's jizm besides
his own.  It must have been good.  We were both
smiling knowing, happy, tired,
satisfied, and slightly drunken smiles....