Date: Tue, 5 Sep 2000 03:31:29 EDT
From: BaronAVR@aol.com
Subject: Our First Time Together, part Nine
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Please do not read this if homosexual relationships disturb you.
All rights are reserved by the author. This is a true story.
This series, 'Our First Time Together' consists of excerpts from my
autobiography, 'The Prince Of Main Street.' I have yet to find a publisher
for it, so my boyfriend Terry has encouraged me to post these here. It is in
a way a 'prequel' to his story, "Anything to Turn You On....." You get to
see how and why some of the people in that story came into my life, including
TJ himself (Coming up soon). LET ME KNOW IF YOU LIKE IT AND WANT MORE!!!
E-mail me at : BaronAVR@aol.com. This book deals with my four years of high
school and my first boyfriend, Jesse Dahlinger. 'The Prince of Main Street'
is dedicated to him and his memory.
Thank you for reading and E-MAIL ME if you want more! - Andy van Ryan
Our First Time Together
by Andrew Simon van Ryan
Copyright 2000. All Rights Reserved
From the book "The Prince of Main Street"
By Andrew van Ryan
Part Nine
Later on, at 5 minutes after 6:00, I called Linda. We
talked mostly about how the guys had reacted earlier that morning when she
kissed me and the way they had stood watching us from the curb that
afternoon when school let out.
At 6:30 Jesse shouted "My Turn!" I said "Goodnight" and handed the phone
over to him. Faye did most of the talking and they carried on for at least
45 minutes. Faye liked asking personal questions, such as "have you ever
done 'it' before?" Jesse answered "No" then asked Faye if she had. He was
surprised when she said "No", but didn't let on that he was.
I became bored listening only to Jesse's side of the conversation,
so I went to our room. I turned on the stereo and lay on the bed. I was
staring at the ceiling when I began to think about the night we went to the
movies. I pulled my sweatshirt off. It was still wet with sweat from
playing the drums. I gazed at the ceiling a bit longer, thinking. I pulled
my cutoffs down and threw them on the floor. Lying back on the bed, I
looked over my smooth, naked body. As I did, my cock began to harden. I
touched it lightly and thought of Jesse's cum in my mouth and Linda kissing
me.
The image excited me and I began to imagine Jesse and me naked,
with Linda watching us. I imagined her sucking my cock as I sucked Jesse's.
This was the first time I ever recall thinking about a girl with regard to
my sexual fantasies. My hand found my stiff rod and began to massage up and
down my shaft. I felt the pressure of my boyhood sperm factory building. I
started jacking myself faster and harder. I glanced over and realized Jesse
was standing in the open doorway, naked and jacking off! "I like watching
you jack off, Andy but I like sucking you off better" he said and stepped
to the bed. Instantly we assumed the favored '69' position and started
suctioning each other's boy bone. I loved having his cock in my mouth
again. I loved how he tasted, how he smelled.
The smooth softness of his skin against mine. We had both agreed
that our pubic hair was becoming in the way, so we had agreed to keep it
trimmed to a small patch on each. I didn't have Gym class, due to attending
Speech therapy, so I kept mine trimmed down to a really small patch. Jesse
had started to trim his before it had grown much, so no one in school
noticed. To the guys in Gym class it must have looked the same as it did
the first day of school.
We sucked harder and harder and I could taste his pre cum. His
body began to shudder and my hips thrust forward shoving my cock as far
into his throat as he could stand. We erupted together, spraying boy cum
like we were fire hoses filled with the stuff! As he began to diminish his
load, I started to yell "Oh, yeah! I'm shooting my cum in your mouth. Suck
my juice, you fuckin' nasty little boy!" Jesse loved this and started
sucking me even harder. I came and came it seemed.
The next six weeks passed quickly, what with seeing the girls
and schoolwork. Due to the fact that finals were coming up we only went out
three times on Friday nights, once every other week.
We discussed the problem of summer vacation with Mary and she
worked out a deal with my folks. I would spend the first weekend after
school let out at Skyforest, Linda would pick me up and drive me back to
Jesse's. I would stay there until the week when his Father and Sister came
to visit. Mary would drive me to Skyforest where I'd stay the week. Linda
again promised to come pick me up and return me to Jesse's. This
arrangement seemed to be a dream come true. My boyfriend and I would spend
most of the summer together.
Day after day, week after week. The days grew longer and the
weather warmer. Jesse and I tanned every afternoon by the pool. Finally,
the last day of school rolled around, a Thursday (Graduation Day for
Les). I performed with the school orchestra at his graduation and late that
night, Les and Eric went to Mexico, where Eric's Dad had bought a vacation
home. They would be there for two weeks, partying. Friday morning we drove
to the Mountains. I loved Skyforest. I always had and always will.
However, I missed my boyfriend deeply. I kind of missed Linda
too. After all, she had become my only real friend besides Jesse. One day
during the last six weeks of school I had become stressed out about passing
an upcoming test. Suddenly, my lisp returned to my voice. Linda looked at
me curiously and I felt compelled to tell her how I had assumed the
"Princes" voice in order to get away from lisping.
"So, that's how I became "the Prince" I finished the Story with
"Yes, but you have a Baron name. That means you're related to
royalty, right?' she asked.
I asked my Grandmother about it and sure enough, our family was
related to the Royal Family of Bavaria. This was quite a long time back,
but none the less, Linda was impressed to think that her boyfriend really
was somehow a "Prince". Jesse was impressed, too. His remark echoed Linda's
exactly. "Wow, my boyfriend is Royalty!" he had exclaimed. I merely rolled
my eyes!
That first weekend sailed past and when Linda arrived to pick me
up, Jesse and Faye were there, too. Linda met my parents and I could tell
my Dad was proud that his 'little boy' had such a beautiful girlfriend. Mom
was impressed by the way I treated Linda. "Andy, you're such a gentleman!"
she beamed at me.
After eating Mom's home cooked dinner, we headed down the mountain
to Jesse's. The girls had to be home by 9:00 PM.
Jesse and I were alone at home since it was Sunday night. We
learned a new song, ate dinner then hit the shower. It felt great to make
out in the warm water. I fondled his cock as he played with mine. After
showering and drying each other, we got into bed and made love three times
before falling asleep in a tangled heap.
In the Morning we were awakened at 10:00 am by the phone. Linda
asked if she and Faye could come by and go swimming. We agreed for them to
come over at 1:30 that afternoon.
"Enough time to make love and practice playing our music!" Jess
smiled.
Which is exactly what we did! Practicing the songs we had learned
took longer than expected, so instead of showering, we jumped into the
pool. Before long Linda and Faye arrived and joined us. Looking at Linda in
her bikini I was suddenly aware of how beautiful her entire body was except
I noticed how small her breasts were. Faye had the kind of tits that girls
are proud to show off and she made sure that they were barely covered!
I realized Linda actually had quite a boyish figure. Her butt,
however was amazing! It was a perfect round bubble, very much like
Jesse's. This I found to be quite sexy! Of course since I had been ramming
my boy shaft into his bubble butt for a long time now, I fantasized about
ramming my hard cock into Linda's butt as well. This was the first time I
thought of having sex with Linda!
We swam and played around in the pool until we were all
wrinkled. "I've got to get out before I shrivel up like a prune!" Faye
said. "Yeah, let's go inside" Jesse agreed. Linda and I followed them into
the house and I headed for "my" room to get a change of shorts. I opened
the door and stepped in. I was just going to shut the door when Linda
cleared her throat "Ah, emmm."
"Oh, I'm sorry!" I said "I didn't know you were behind me!" Linda
looked at me with a shy smile and said "Is it OK if I come in?". "Sure, it
is" I answered. Linda stepped in and closed the door behind her. I turned
around to face her directly and could tell she had something on her
mind. "Andrew, remember when you told me that if I ever wanted to see you
naked, I should just ask?". "Yes, why?" I didn't need to ask why, but I
didn't know what else to say. "Well" she giggled "Can I see you naked
now?". "I guess so" I smiled. Thinking about her butt had made me excited
so I decided to go ahead and comply with her request. I pulled off my
cutoffs and my semi - hard boyhood waved in front of me. "Oh, wow!" Linda
giggled "It's so big!"
"You like that huh?" I giggled back. "Yeah" she smiled. "So. now
that you've seen me naked, could I see you naked?" I asked, not really
expecting her to say yes. She turned bright red and giggled some more. Then
she replied "I guess that's only fair" and smiled. She reached around and
removed her top in one quick motion. Her tiny breasts had nipples that were
hard and stood out like the erasers on a pencil. I smiled at her and she
reached her thumbs inside the waist band of her bottoms and slid them
off. She stood up to face me and I saw that her blonde pubic patch had been
trimmed down to almost nothing. Noticing that I was staring at it she
explained "My bathing suit is really skimpy, so I had to cut them. Does
that bum you out?". "No, actually, I was thinking that I liked it that way"
I replied. She smiled and stepped closer to me. I put my arms around her
and pulled her smooth body against mine. We kissed and I thought to myself
how her body actually felt a bit like Jesse's. And thinking of Jesse made
my cock begin to get hard! We kissed a very deep passionate kiss until
Linda suddenly broke away and looked at me. She turned around and pulled me
to her. Our two bodies collapsed onto the bed, me landing atop her. Linda
sighed heavily and spread her legs open, allowing my stiff boy bone to
press against her. We kissed with an aggressive nature, until Linda broke
away and looked into my eyes. "Go ahead, Andrew. I want you to. If you're
ready, I mean". I looked into Linda's eyes and thought about what she had
just said. "I'm not sure if I am, Linda" I answered "I don't want to
rush". "I knew you we're the guy of my dreams, Andrew" she said shyly "I'm
not really ready, but I thought you might get angry if we didn't".
"Me? Angry? Why would you think that?" I responded.
"Oh, it's just that other guys I've said no to got mad" she
explained "You're the one I want to make love to, Andrew. I'm just a bit
afraid still". I smiled at her and said "That makes two of us!".
Then the door burst open. Faye and Jesse, both stark naked stumbled
laughing through the doorway.
"We caught you!" they cried and jumped into the middle of the bed
along side us. Linda and I sat up open mouthed, a look of shock on both of
us. "What the.........?!" I cried out. "What are you doing without your
clothes on?" I asked them. "It's all your fault, Andy!" Jesse
responded. "My fault?!" I said "how so?". Jesse explained since I had made
the offer about seeing me naked to Linda, Faye had been after him to do the
same. He finally told her 'only if you do the same' and Faye said OK.
The four of us sat on the bed, fooling around a bit, but mostly
just talking. I was relieved at NOT having to be alone with Linda. I was
more that 'not ready' to have sex with her. I was beyond hesitant and I
hoped it didn't show. Linda was sweet to me and I loved the way she poured
her attention into our relationship. True, I had begun to have fantasies
about it, but I was a long way from wanting to make love to her.
The girls left a bit after 4:00 PM. Jesse and I took separate
showers in the two bathrooms of the house as a precaution. It was still
early enough in the day for Doug to arrive unannounced, as he usually did.
After getting dressed I joined Jess in our bedroom. I bounded
through the door and jumped on him. "OPPuuuFFFfff!!!!!!" he exhaled as I
landed on him. "Hey! Go easy there! I didn't hear you come in!" he
protested. As he rolled over I could tell he had been a million miles away
in his thoughts. My smile changed to a slight upturn and I said "Yeah, I
know. I didn't like what Linda wanted me to do. Faye tried the same thing
with you?".
"No, she gave me a blow job in the backyard" Jesse answered.
"WHAT!!" I cried "I don't think I like that!". "Well, I KNOW I
don't like it!" Jess responded, a sad note in his voice. He turned to face
me directly and his eyes searched my face. Tears began to well in his eyes
and he crumpled into my arms. I began to cry as well. We held each other
for a long time before our tears stopped falling. I looked at him and
sniffled "Linda's nice, but I don't want a girlfriend!" I became a flood
again and Jesse followed suit, bawling his eyes out. For the next hour we
alternated between crying to each other and confessing to each other. Our
confessions told of our struggle to appear as 'Normal' high school boys,
yet being two gay boys that were NOT attracted to girls was making us
depressed more and more with each passing day!
"I really like Linda, but I don't think I can go through with
making love to her. I only get excited as we're making out by thinking of
you!" I admitted to him.
"I know, I do the same thing. The whole time Faye was sucking my
cock, I had my eyes closed and my mind focused on you. I ended up having to
jack off in her mouth. Another thing, Andy. I didn't like thinking about
you being with Linda" he said looking at me with his eyes all red and
puffy.
"Well, you see how thrilled I am about Faye sucking you off!" I
stated, sadness filling my words. "We've got to talk to our Mom about
this. It's
tearing us up inside. I hope she knows what to do. I feel like I could go
crazy from it!".
Jess wilted into tears again and fell into my arms. "I think its
already made me crazy!" he sobbed between his tears.
When Mary got home that evening we all had a big talk. She seemed
to think that Jesse and I needed some time to ourselves.
"After all boys, you were together almost constantly since last
fall" Mary reminded. "Then suddenly you've had to deal with almost constant
company. That's not good for a relationship, ANY relationship".
"So what do we do?" Jesse asked. "I think I'll set a new rule" Mary
began. "Tell the girls that I said they can only visit here when I'm
home. That way I can help things from getting too heavy for you boys. Plus,
it's not a good idea for Linda and Faye to be having sex. Remember, that IS
where babies come from!"
Even though it is usual to be worried about sex leading to
pregnancy, it had never crossed our minds. Now it shook us to reality.
"Oh, God! I never thought of THAT!" he said "It would be as bad as
my Dad finding out about us" I said. "I don't think I ever want to be a
Dad" Jess said solemnly. "It would destroy EVERYTHING!" I said, thinking
out loud.
"Yes, it certainly would" Mary stated. "It would completely ruin
your relationship and get you in deep trouble with the girls'
parents". This suddenly terrified me. "Oh, no........ Linda's Dad would
have me killed and fed to the fish" I realized, speaking out loud.
"Oh, Andy! I can't let anything happen to you!" Jesse cried and
hugged me. "I can't let anything happen to us, sweetheart" I replied.
After a few moments Mary spoke "Boys, you need to have girlfriends
to keep the truth hidden. You also need to set limits. Tell them I said no
more unsupervised visits here when I'm not home. When you go on dates, go
to public places like the walk in movies, no drive in's. Just be aware of
the fact that if you stay away from places where you could get into
trouble, the chances of trouble finding you is reduced. Now lets stop
crying, boys. You're both my young Princes and I'll help you to get through
this".
The new rule of no unsupervised visits worked perfectly! I think
both Linda and Faye were embarrassed that Mary knew what had happened that
afternoon. Jess and I passed it off, saying Mary had overheard us talking
and found out that way.
So weekends we went to movies, dances, concerts and the
fairgrounds. During the week, Jesse and I continued working on our music,
learning song after song.
One evening we were learning a new song that I was going to sing
the lead on. As good as Jesse was on guitar, his real talent lie in his
ability to instantly play anything he heard on the piano. He claimed to
have never had a lesson in his life, a claim back up by Mary.
"He was playing it one day when I came home from work" she
explained "He was so little that he didn't understand when I asked him how
he had learned to play the song. He just said 'this key sounds like that
and that one sounds like this'. Within a month he could play just about
anything he heard on the radio". Jesse taught me how to play and soon I was
pretty good myself!
So, on this particular evening, Mary walked in just as Jesse
started banging out the song. I sang out loudly...... Ba, Ba, BA, BA, Bop,
bop bu-ah da! Ba, Ba, BA, BA, Bop, bop bu-ah da! Don't you worry 'bout
what's on your mind, oh my
I'm in no hurry I will take my time, Oh, my I'm going 'round, but my
tongues getting tired I'm 'round but my mouths gettin' dry, oh, my, my, my,
my`
Let's spend the night together,
Now I need you more than ever,
Let's spend the night together now
I turned around and jumped. Jesse saw me and stopped. "Don't stop, boys!"
Mary smiled "You're sounding really good. I like the Rolling Stones and
Andy, you're doing a great job sounding like Jim Morrison". He and I
laughed and then he explained "It's Mick Jagger, Mom"
"Oh, well..... Mick Jagger then." she smiled and headed for the
kitchen . She called to me "Andy, you do know what day it is, don't you?"
"Uh,..........No, I guess not." I answered after a short pause. I
looked at Jesse and he shrugged his shoulders.
Mary returned from the kitchen and said "It's Sunday, June
30th. The day before we drive you to Skyforest, dear. Have you two lost
track of what day it is?".
We smiled at each other and in unison replied "Yes!".
Mary laughed and shook her head and muttered "You two!".
Jesse and I packed my bags and then we played the song we had been
practicing earlier for Mary. "You boys sound wonderful" she said "Now off
to bed with you! We've got to get up early. Oh, and remember you promised
to call Linda before we leave tomorrow. There's no phone at the Skyforest
house, so don't forget!"
Jesse and I made love twice that night and once first thing in the
morning before we got up. After all, it would be six days before we were
together again. Or so I thought........