Date: Thu, 26 Aug 1999 13:09:16 -0500
From: Brent Stewart <brent@cutey.com>
Subject: Outted in HS, Chapter II

"First Day"

After examining my appearance in the bathroom for any flaws that might draw
undue attention, I decided that being late on the first day would be the
attention grabber that I could do without, so I started getting dressed.  I
put on a pair of loose-fit jeans and a tight shirt that shows the
definitions of my upper body.  I didn't want undue attention, but I hardly
wanted no attention at all.  As I was finishing up, I heard my mother call
from downstairs that I needed to hurry because Robert was here. "Damn, I
spent to much time admiring myself like some idiot and now Robert's going
to be pissed if we're late!"

I ran back into the bathroom, pulled a brush through my hair, brushed my
teeth and flew down the stairs to find Robert in the kitchen with my
mother.  As I rounded the corner to the kitchen, I heard my mother saying,
"... will you do that for me?"  "Sure Mrs. Stewart, you know you can count
on me!" said Robert.  "She can count on you for what?" I asked as I
interrupted the conversation.  I looked at Robert and couldn't remove my
eyes.  He was looking HOT for the first day, dressed in a dark blue linen
shirt and tan pants.  "Ah...good morning Brent, what the heck took you so
long?  We've only got 30 minutes and I still need to pick up Steve."

"Sorry guy, but you know how it is don't you?  First day and all, me being
a freshman, well I wanted to make sure I looked my best."  "You look very
handsome", said my mother making me blush.  "Yeah," said Robert, "good
enough to lick from head to toe!" and we three busted out laughing.  "But,
seriously, we better jet guy or Steve will be pissed and you know what a
bitc..." Robert looked to my mother, "um...sorry Mrs. Stewart, my mother
was out of zest and that's the ONLY soap out family uses for washing out
the mouth" and threw my mother that mischievous grin that showed deep
dimples.  "Well, Robert, luck has it that we also use zest and I just went
shopping yesterday and have plenty!"  "Lets GO Brent, we're LATE!" Robert
grabbed me by the shirt and pulled me towards the door.  "You boys have fun
at school," my mother yelled from the kitchen, with a merry lilt in her
voice.

Robert and I met each other at one of my fathers Company get-togethers
about 3 years ago, his dad and mine working with each other.  We became
instant friends, both being military brats and able to relate.  Robert is
16 and a junior.  He's 6'1", 175lbs. of taunt muscle from swimming, with
very black hair that almost looks navy blue when the light hits it.  Being
2 years older, he took me under his guidance as an older brother would do
and showed me around, introducing me to his friends.  In middle school, he
was very popular and more so with the girls who hovered around him trying
to always get his attention.  He spoke up for me with the coach, and got me
a spot on the football team, him being a star athlete in swimming.
Needless to say, I was HOT for him.  Here he was, protecting me again for
my first day of high school.  Yesterday he told me, "you will NOT be going
to school alone tomorrow, so be ready and I'll pick you up.  Besides, I
need to show you around so you don't wind up in home economics."  How could
I resist such an appealing offer?

Five minutes later we arrived at Steve's house and he was waiting out front
for us.  "What the fuck took yall so long!  We've got only 15 minutes
before the first bell."

"The lady killer here had to make sure he was perfect before he'd step out
of the house, " Robert said as he jerked a thumb in my direction.  "So shut
the fuck up and get in or we'll be even later."

Steve crawled into the back seat, gave me a once over look as if to say,
"it didn't work" and we three headed towards school.  Steve was one of
Roberts swim teammates; he had a nice body, but a very shitty personality.
He thought it was beneath him to be seen with a freshman.  I on the other
hand was with Robert, not him, so what he felt or thought didn't mean shit
to me.

We got to school and headed towards the cafeteria, where schedules were
being handed out to students and where the freshman class was being herded
into the auditorium for orientation.  I got in the S-Z line with Steve, to
get my schedule, Robert in the A-H line.  Robert made it to the front in
short order, having persuaded others to let him go before them, while Steve
and I thought it would be late afternoon before we'd get through.  "Hey
Brent, you plan on standing in this line all day?  Come with me," Robert
took my arm and we started walking towards the front of the line.  When we
got there, the teacher handing out schedules, looked up to see Robert and
me advancing on him.  "Um, back to the rear Davis and take your friend with
you.  You'll have to wait just like the rest of these kids.  Besides, this
is the S-Z line, you belong over there", said the teacher pointing towards
the line that Robert had just left.  "Hello Coach Koch, I already have my
schedule," said Robert, "I just wanted to introduce you to Brent here, the
guy I've been telling you about.  You should see how good he is at
football.  He's the one that was in the papers all last year and took his
middle school team to state."

"OH SHIT!" I thought.  This is the football coach and here Robert is
getting the attention of everyone in the cafeteria, so much for not
standing out on my first day.

"Stewart isn't it?" asked the coach.  "yyesss sir," I stuttered, "Brent
Stewart," I extended my hand to shake nervously with the coach.  "Good to
have you son.  I look forward to seeing you this afternoon at football
tryout.  Robert here has been telling me about you and your skills with a
football, not that I can take the word of a water logged swimmer," he said,
turning to look at Robert with a smirk on his face, "but I guess since the
papers back up SOME of what he's been telling me, we could us a strong
second to our quarterback."

SECOND to quarterback!  My FRESHMAN year!  VARSITY football!  I beamed at
Robert who was looking at me with a very satisfied look on his face.  I
could have grabbed a hold of him and kissed him in front of everyone in the
cafeteria, but thought better of doing that, I'd really draw attention with
that.  "Yes SIR Coach Koch, what time are tryouts?" I asked.  "Right after
school; meet in the locker room at 3:30 SHARP!  If you're late, you're out
already.  I don't hold with tardiness," said the coach, leaving me with no
doubt that he meant it.  "Great!  I'll be there."  I took hold of Robert
and started to head back to the get in line where I had left it.  "Hold up
there Stewart, where are you going?"  "Back in line sir," I said.  The
coach looked into his index box and pulled out a piece of paper.  Holding
it out to me, I reached for it and saw it was my schedule.  "Now get over
there," he pointed towards a large group of teenagers, "that's freshmen
orientation."  "Thank you Sir!"  I turned to Robert and told him thanks for
everything.  "No problem guy, what are best buds for huh?"  He leaned over
and gave me a peck on the cheek, "now you be a good boy and make your momma
proud on your first day", Robert said as he shoved me in the direction of
the freshmen.  "I'll see you at lunch and you can tell me how the first day
is going!"  Blushing furiously, I walked over to the crowd to join my
fellow freshmen.

Why was Robert always doing shit like that?  Out of the blue he'd make
comments in front of people or do something like that peck on the cheek,
and every time I'd be left blushing like some giddy girl.  I looked around
to see the faces of several guys looking at me, then Robert as he headed
towards whatever class he had first period. A few girls also looked at me,
then quickly away when my eyes caught them.  I'm going to have to talk to
Robert and tell him to stop doing things like that.  It gives people the
wrong impression, of him at least.  He better be careful or he'd develop a
reputation that he'll regret.

Into the auditorium we were herded.  We were given handouts with the school
motto, school song, and map of the building with the room numbers; and a
list of teacher's names, classes they taught and room number.  Everything a
new freshman could ever need to make their first days at Ellison High
School easier on them.

Using the map and information from the orientation, I made it through my
first three classes and then it was lunchtime.  When I arrived in the
cafeteria, I scanned the crowd of tables looking for Robert.  When I saw
him, he was sitting at a table with about ten other people, a mix of guys
and girls.  I worked my way through the maze of tables heading towards him.
He had his arm draped around the shoulder of this small blonde girl sitting
next to him, and they were busy talking so he didn't notice me approaching.
Steve was also sitting at the table and was the first to see me.  "Hey
Robert, here comes your little friend.  Looks like he's lost and can't find
the freshman area."  Robert looked over and saw me, then turned to Steve,
"One more fucking comment like that and I'll kick your ass, do you
understand?"  Everyone looked in my direction at this point, then back to
Steve and Robert.  "Sorry Rob, just joking.  Tim thought it was funny," he
said.  Robert looked over at Tim who shrugged and made no comment.  "Joking
or not, I don't want to hear it.  Besides, little isn't what I'd describe
Brent as, he's bigger than you are and could easily kick your ass without
working up a sweat."

"Hey Brent!  So how's it going so far?" asked Robert

"Not bad actually.  The shit they handed out in orientation makes it easy
to get around.  Sorry to interrupt your group here, I just wanted to remind
you that I had football tryout after school, so you didn't need to hang
around to give me a ride home.  I'll call my mother to pick me up."  Before
he could reply, I gave Steve a hard look, turned and headed towards the
food court to grab some lunch.

"Hold up!  Where the fuck are you going?  I saved you a seat," he said as
he patted the chair between him and a very cute brunette girl.

"I'm going to grab some food and sit out on the patio.  It's kind of stuffy
in here with all these people," turning back around and looking in Steve's
direction with the last comment.  "I'll catch you later."  I turned and
headed to the ala cart line.

"See there asshole.  He heard that JOKE you made and now he's pissed."

"Oh well, if he's that sensitive, then he'll never make it on the football
team.  Besides, he said he wanted to sit outside anyway," Steve said
shrugging it off.

"Damn Steve, you couldn't catch a hint if someone placed it in your glove
and then pointed to it!" Robert shot back.  "Who was that?" asked Tim.
"His names Brent and him and I are buds.  I've known him for over 3 years,
since middle school. He's a freshman this year and a damn good football
player too.  God knows our team could use all the help they can get."

Robert's eyes followed Brent as he made his way through the line and out to
the patio.  He felt tightness in his chest as he saw his best friend sit
down alone and stare out towards the stadium.  Why did he make him feel
like this all the time?  Robert got up, grabbed Michelle's hand and walked
towards the patio to join Brent.  Michelle followed along without asking.
"Hey Brent, mind if Michelle and I join you?  Your right, it is stuffy in
there," said Robert as he approached the table.  "Sure, if you want.  Looks
like there's plenty of room," I said shooting a smile in the direction of
the pretty blonde girl Robert had just called Michelle.

"Hello Brent, I'm Michelle.  Robert told us that you play football and that
you're pretty good at it.  I'm a cheerleader and we've not had much to
cheer about lately." She said as Robert and her sat down at the table.

"Gosh, I swear I'm brain dead.  Brent this is Michelle, Michelle this is
Brent.  Michelle is my girlfriend."  Did I just hear a slight catch in his
voice when he said she was his girlfriend?  Hmm... That's kind of
interesting.

"Hello Michelle.  Yep, I played football at Manor for 3 years and hope I
can make the team here.  From what the coach says, your boyfriend here may
have already convinced him to give me a spot on the varsity team." I looked
over at Robert when I said boyfriend to get a reaction, but saw nothing.

"Hey guys, mind if we join you?" asked Tim as he approached the table with
4 others following behind.

"That's up to Brent", said Robert, "It's his table."  Tim looked over at me
and said, "Hi Brent, I'm Tim.  This is John, Rick, Debbie and that's Eric"
pointing to the guy trailing at the end of the group.  "Sorry if Steve
pissed you off.  I really didn't think his joke was funny.  Its just
Steve's like that.  Guess it's his nature to be an ass." He said smiling.

"Steve doesn't bother me.  I'm used to him.  I knew him in middle school
and he's not changed much since then.  Grab a chair.  Great to meet each of
you."  Debbie was the brunette that Robert had saved a chair for me between
him and her.  She smiled at me and took the seat next to mine.  Oh great, I
thought.  My first day and already I'm being scoped out by a girl.

We sat talking about the day so far and I ate my lunch.  The first notice
bell rang and everyone got up to head for class before the second bell in
15 minutes.  Robert leaned over to whisper something to Michelle, who got
up and followed the others out of the cafeteria, leaving him and I alone.

"Brent, I hope you're really not pissed off.  Like you said, Steve never
changes, but I don't want you to think that way about me."  As he said
this, he placed his hand on my arm a squeezed very gently.  "You're my best
friend and I want you to feel comfortable around me and my friends.
They're really cool people, if a little weird.  Shit, we were all freshmen
ourselves once."  Feeling Robert's hand on my arm sent chills up my spine
and a stirring in my jeans.  God, did he realize what a simple touch from
him does to me?

"Robert, our friendship means a lot to me.  Even more than I can admit to
even you.  I never for a second considered you share Steve's feelings.
Remember, I know everything about you and you about me.  I'm glad you're
here and we can finally spend time together at school.  It was tough being
in middle school without you there."

Robert was looking into my eyes and it felt like he penetrated to my very
soul with his gaze.  He smiled and said, "you don't really know EVERYTHING
about me, or you might not have said all that.  But thanks guy, I feel the
same way.  We better get going, bell in about 10 minutes and I have to go
by my locker."  "Hold up," I said, "what do you mean I don't know
everything about you?"  "Maybe another time Brent," Robert said, "we've got
to hurry.  Remember how the coach feels about tardiness," "Oh yeah, I have
swim practice, so I can meet you after to give you a lift home," he smiled
and took off towards his locker.  Damn straight, I thought. There will be
another time and I will find out what the hell he's talking about.

As I left my last class for the day, Robert met me outside of the door.
"Whoa Robert, what are you doing here?" I asked.  "Thought I'd walk with
you to the locker room.  I have to change for practice.  At least I get to
be in cool water; you have to be outside.  It must be 105 out today."  I
agreed and we headed off to the locker room.

____________________
So much for chapter II.  Thanks a lot for all of the positive comments and
suggestion I got from chapter I.  Some of you have asked about me
specifically.  If you're interested, I have a homepage at
http://www.geocities.com/WestHollywood/7364/ you'll find out more about me
there.  Keep the comments coming. They're definitely appreciated.
brent@cutey.com