Date: Fri, 23 Jan 2009 15:19:26 -0500
From: spiderwick1 consalvo <spiderwick1@hotmail.com>
Subject: pride and love     Chapter 20

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Pride and love     chapter 20


Heath woke up in the morning and really felt terrible. his head hurt and he
had a funny taste in his mouth, it almost tasted like cum, but he figured
that that was just the alcohol, after all he had never drank before and was
hard pressed to remember anything. I did feel sort of strange an realized
that his dick was buried in Tim crack, It felt so good, then reality set in
and he got out of bed and headed for the bathroom, He looked at him self to
see if he looked as bed as he felt and became very angry, he had what
looked like dried cum on his face, he went to take a leak and noticed dry
cum all over his dick and balls. He was now furious and finished taking a
leak and went back in the bedroom, walked out to the side of the bed were
Tim was sleeping pulled the covers back and grabbed his dick and knelt down
to look at it.

Tim woke up and said Heath don't do that.

Heath stood and said I can not believe that you took advantage of me last
night.

Tim looked at him with a very confused look on his face and said Heath,
what are you talking about.

Heath said what is this and pointed to his face, then said what is this and
pointed to his dick and balls.

Tim said Heath please believe me I have no idea how that got there.  Heath
you know that I would never do anything like that to you.

Heath said then what happened?

Tim said please sit down and I will tell you everything I know, Heath sat
down and Tim started. I was inside talking to Daniel and when I got ready
to leave I started looking for you, I looked everywhere, I even went out
side to look for you but could not find you. I went back inside and started
asking every one if they had seen you, one girl said that you had gone
outside. I went back outside looking for you and had no luck, I figured
that you got mad and wanted to go so you left and started to walk home. I
went over to the car and you were inside. The passenger seat was all the
way back and I thought that you were inside sleeping. I got in the drivers
seat and I could smell very strong liquor. I turned on the dome light and
saw you passed out. Your pants were open and you had cum all over you and
your pants, I was hoping to wake you when I noticed that you had cum al
over your face and shirt. I left the party and stopped at a closed gas
station and got some paper towels, wet a few and tried to clean you as best
as I could.

Heath said who would do that to me?

Tim said I don't know, but it looked like some one sucked you off and then
you came everywhere, and then maybe leaned you over and came all over your
face. Tim said do you remember talking to anyone?

Heath said yes I do, but can not remember his name, he brought my a couple
drinks. He said that it was a shame what happened to my boyfriend and that
it must be hard. I said yes it was very hard. I remember him glancing at my
dick but thought nothing of it. He brought me another drink and we sat and
talked and we both drank and I remember him constantly saying that it must
be hard, I vaguely remember starting to get hard with him talking about it
being hard on me. He said he was going to get another drink and asked if I
wanted one more before he had to leave and I said sure. The last one tasted
very bitter and I remember saying something about the bathroom, he said why
not go outside there is a line at the bathroom and you could go by the
trees. I was very wobbly and he said he would help me. He helped me outside
and when I had a problem trying to take it out to go, he said here let me
help you.  I remember him holding my dick and telling me again it must be
hard. I leaned over to look and it was, I said yeah it is and then I
started to feel real good. I remember walking to the car and getting in and
then feeling outstanding, but after that I don't remember anything.

Tim said that He could not thing of anyone that knew what happened to
Jeremy, he had not told anyone but Daniel and told him not to say anything
to anyone. Tim looked at Heath and said I am afraid that you sex with one
of sterling's gay friends, and that he will use that at some point later
on.

Heath started to cry and said that he will use that to try and break Jeremy
and me up. He put his head in Tim's lap and started to really cry hard.

Tim said Heath you have got to stop and sit up you are getting me hard.

Heath said well I might as well suck you off because one Jeremy finds out
we will be through,

Tim lifted Heath up and slapped him in the face, your are giving up on
Jeremy, you want to call it quits, Tim grabbed Heath by the back of his
head , pulled him towards his cock and said here you want it go ahead and
suck it.

Heath pushed Tim back and stood up and said I thought you were my friend.

Tim said Heath I am your friend I was just trying to make you mad enough to
realize what you were saying.  He said Heath You may not think this right
now but I think we have a way to find out who it was and then we can make
plans on payback

Heath said how?

Tim said you remember that I use to be friends with Sterling, He used me
the same way he uses everyone.  He got my drunk one night at his house and
made me suck him off, and then anytime he wanted to have sex with me and I
would say no, he would say ok, I wonder what will happen when the whole
school finds out your gay. He had me scared and I did what ever he wanted,
Sterling is gay also but no one knows.  please let me work on this for a
few days and see what I can find out, OK

Heath said OK, and said Tim I am sorry for thinking you would take
advantage of me, and also thanks for making me see the right thing to do.

Tim said that he should not be so eager to thank me because I woke up last
night with your dick in my crack and it felt so good I almost gave in. But
I got up and went to the bathroom and then came back and laid down and went
back to sleep.

Heath said well I will admit that when I woke up this morning it was there
again and I had all I could do to stop from driving into you as well. I got
up and went to the bathroom and then saw the dried cum then I got mad and
came back in here.

Tim said I guess that in some way we must be attracted to each other.

Heath smiled and slightly rubbed his thumb over the tip of Tim hard dick
and he shuddered and said I think I better get dressed or you are going to
have to watch me shot a load right here.

They both laughed and stared to head for the bathroom, Heath brushed his
teeth and Tim took a shower, when tim was done they changed places, Tim
dried off and headed back to the bedroom to get dressed and then Heath came
in and started to get dressed. They both headed down stairs to eat and then
they would be on the way to the hospital.

Heath said Will you stop so I can get some flowers?

Tim said of course I will.

When they arrived at the hospital they had to park so far from the door
that it took nearly 15 minutes to get inside, they headed for the elevators
and then up to ICU, they stopped at the nurses station but there was no one
there.

Tim said this is odd that there would be no one here.

Heath said well lets go look at Jeremy while we wait for the nurse to get
back.

Tim said OK.

They walked over to Jeremy's room and were surprised to see three nurses
and what looked like a doctor in there doing something and were moving
quite quickly, The nurse came out and said not now boys please go sit. The
nurse were running in and out of Jeremy's room. They were sitting in the
waiting room when they heard over the PA system, CODE BLUE IN ICU, CODE
BLUE IN ICU.  Then they saw several more people run into Jeremy's
room. They were in there for almost 3 hours and then they started to file
out one at a time. When they saw the nurse go back to her station, they
both went over to see what had happened. Nurse Wilson said that they have
not been able to control Jeremy's infection an they are trying everything
they can.

Heath eyes started to tear up and asked are we going to lose him, the nurse
said honey I don't know, we are doing everything we can, but he does not
seem to be responding.  Heath said can I go in.

They nurse said I will let you both in but only for a few minutes, Talk to
him and tell him to come back that you need him it just may help.

Heath and Tim got dressed in the gowns and things and went in, Tim said you
talk to him, Heath started talking to Jeremy, He looked at Tim and he was
down on his knees with his head down and praying.  heath said Jeremy I need
you with my I can not see me going on without you. please come back, please
don't leave us now, we have so much we haven't done. there is so much we
have to do yet, finish high school, then on to college, heath was pouring
his heart out.

Tim was praying like he never prayed before.

Heath looked down and saw that Jeremy's eyes were open and a single tear
was running down his cheek.

Jeremy half smiled and just above a whisper he said, Heath I love you and I
am really trying, he closed his eyes and and was resting again

Heath leaned over and with the mask on kissed Jeremy softly on the lips
twice.  then he said that first one was from me, The second one is from
Tim, I would let him kiss you but that little stinker is in love with you
too.

The nurse came in and said I am sorry boys but he needs to rest now why
don't you go get something to eat and come back in about an hour and I will
let you back in.

They all three left Jeremy's room and Heath told the nurse what happened
and she said the it was a good sign. and that they should do the same thing
every time they go in to see him.

the boys walked very slowly down the hallway and Heath was not doing very
well, a couple time he almost colllasped but Tim caught him.

Tim decide that he would just hang on to his until they got down stairs and
heath could sit. when they got to the cafeteria Tim found a spot and help
Heath sit down. He said I will be right back. Tim went and got them a
hamburger, fries and soda, he came back put them on the table and saw that
Heath had just come apart. Tim slid his chair next to Heath took him in his
arms and said go ahead my friend let it all out.

Heath finally stopped and said to Tim what am I going to do with him?

Tim said first Jeremy is not going anywhere but home, In any case and Tim
took Heath by the sides of his face and said you and me we are in this
together. if anything happens I promise that I will never leave you. You
may never choose to be my boyfriend but it does not matter because you me
dear, dear friend will never be alone as long as I am alive. tim said to
Heath I am not trying to tell you what to do but you really need to eat
something to keep your strength up You....

Heath said if you tell me to be stronge for Jeremy I will..... and he
picked up the food and threw it across the room and broke down again. Tim
rubbed his back for a couple minutes and then went and told the attendent
that he would clean up the mess and that his friend may be losing someone
very close ot him and is not taking it well, the lady said I understand and
not to worry that she will clean it up. Tim said thank you for your
kindness. and went back over to Heath. Tim said come on Heath letss go back
up stairs.

Heath turned to Tim and said I can not watch him die. It will kill me to.

Tim took heath by the shoulder and shook him and said your boyfriend is
very sick and all that you can think of is yourself, You must not care for
very much, Tim turned and left Heath standing there, Tim went up stairs and
stopped at the nurses station and asked is there any change.  the nurse
looked very sad and saidI am sorry no

Tim said I will be in the waiting room. Tim was kneeling in the waiting
room head down and praying.

Heath walk in and said Tim what should I do.

Tim said Heath I can't tell you what to do , just be there for him if he
needs you.

Heath took a deep breath and said you know what I think we shouold go see
Jeremy

Tim stood up tall and smiled and said I think you are right

Heath and Tim Went to the nurse station and asked to see Jeremy.

the nurse said you better hurry

 Heath and Tim looked at each and they both started to cry, they put on
their gowns and went inside they were standing side by side holding
Jeremy's hand, Tim said hey bud we really miss you when are you coming
home.

Heath said Jeremy I love you.

Jeremy opened his eyes and smiled at both Heath and Tim and said I love you
guys. Jeremy closed his eyes again.

Tim got down on his knees and said DEAR GOD IF YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE HIM
PLEASE DON'T MAKE HIM SUFFER ANY MORE,

Heath said Tim Thanks you for being our friend

They were both standing ther watching Jeremy and they heard the machine
start to beep and the nurse ran in and told them to step outside.

Heath kissed Jeremy and said goodbye my love

Tim said Jeremy I will watch out for Heath I promise.

Both boys breathed deeply and knew that he was gone. they were on their way
to the waiting room and tim was holding up Heath. when thay got into the
waiting room Heath collasped and Tim called for the nurse. they put him in
a chair and proped up his feetand he woke about 30 minutes later. Mom and
dad had arriver and they were ready to make to very long and lonely trip
back to the house. Heath walked into the house and upu the stairs and stood
outside the bedroom, Tim was right behing him .

Heath said I don't think I will ever be happy again, he turned and looked
Tim and asked could you sleep with me tonight.

Tim said I will stay with you for as long as you want me.

Both boys got undressed and got in bed they each held on to one another and
just looked into each others eyes.

Heath said You really did love him didn't you.

Tim said with all my heart and soul, you just beat me to him.

The boys held up very well during the service for Jeremy, There were
hundreds of kids from school there.  Heath got up and said that he did not
know how many people knew but he was proud to be able to say That Jeremy
was his boyfriend and that he will always love him and that the people that
were responsible for his death will be punished.

Tim got up and said there are a lot of you that know I am gay , But what
you don't know was that I was secretly in love with Jeremy. He was so easy
to love, he was everybody's friend, he would go out of his way to make your
day a better one. He always had a smile on him face, for those of you who
did not really know Jeremy all I can say is that you missed out on a pretty
great guy.  Tim lifted his face to the sky and said JEREMY I WILL LOVE YOU
ALWAYS.


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