Date: Tue, 8 Apr 2008 07:07:19 -0700 (PDT)
From: James Truett <savannahkid2000@yahoo.com>
Subject: Queer Medicine - Part 5

I kept Chip happy for the next week.  I sucked him at least once a day and
some times more than once a day.  Allen was stopping by to see me also
during this time.  Allen was the one to take me past my comfort level when
he had me meet him behind the dugout at the ball field. He said he had a
surprise for me as I followed him down a path to a picnic area.  Standing
around was a group of ten kids from the project. I looked around and
recognized most of them.  They all ranged from about 13 to 16 years old and
they became quite when they saw Allen and me.

Allen took charge as he pointed to the picnic table and said "Have a seat."
I asked what this was all about. He said "We all have something you need."
He pushed me down on a bench and he started lowering his pants and
underwear as he stood in front of me. I tried to jump up but Allen grabbed
my arm and he said, "Just cool it and everything will be fine." I was
embarrassed sitting on the bench in front of Allen and I saw all the eyes
watching me.  Allen pulled me forward as he put his cock in my mouth. I
started sucking him off and I relaxed a little. Everyone jumped when Allen
grabbed my head and yelled loudly, "I'm Cumming."  He shot his load into my
mouth and I coughed and I gagged as I was not ready it.

The parade started then as I was the tool for these Horney teens to use. I
don't know how many guys pushed their dicks into my mouth.  I just heard,
"Clay, suck my cock."'  And I heard the joking and the laughing as I worked
with my mouth and hands to get the next blast of spunk. As one would finish
the next hard dick was in front of me.  Some guys went more than once and I
was there for more than two hours. I saw all size dicks and balls as I sat
on the bench.  I tasted and I swallowed all kinds of discharges.  My jaw
was sore and I was humiliated. Everyone made fun of me as I accepted their
offerings. I didn't even notice the faces as I gulped down each load.

Then it was over and I walked back to my house scared and humiliated.  I
wanted to be safely at home in my bed. I showered for a good hour trying to
wash away the memory. For days I could taste the cum I ingested at the dug
out area. It was a week later that James came by my house and wanted to
talk to me, He said, "Allen had told me about the dug out."  I blushed, and
I could not say anything.  I just looked away from him as the embarrassment
and the fear returned, "Did he tell you that your best friend is a queer."
He said he knew everything; about me sucking Allen and Chip's cock and he
knew how I'd blown the group behind the dug out.  He said, "I told Allen if
anyone ever mentioned that day at he dugout that I would spread the word
about some of his activities I know about.  He knew I meant it so I don't
think you will have any problem with him again." I said, "Why did you do
this?  Aren't you afraid to be seen with me?  I will
 understand if you don't want my friend any more." James looked at me with
tears in his eyes, "You will always be my best friend.  We have been
friends since we were six.  I don't think I liked you because of your
sexual preference."  He looked at me, "We all have our secrets and yours
aren't any greater than anyone else's."

I turned to James and I said, "But you don't understand.  I sucked off ten
guys and I sucked off Chip a bunch of times. I did it because I wanted to
and I swallowed their cum.  I am a queer."  He laughed, "You are a ferry
too aren't you.  You think you are the first boy to suck a dick."  The
"ferry" remark caused me to look into James face.  I forcefully said, "I'm
gay but I'm not a ferry."  He said, "Yes you are.  I can see your wrists
stating to becoming limp.  You want to put on girls clothes.  Hell you
probably will start to like show tunes."  I was mad when I said, "Fuck you
James, if you don't want to be my friend then just fuck you." James was
laughing now, "That's OK.  Just be yourself. You have been able to beat my
ass for years.  You just need to learn how to handle this now that `you are
out'."

I said, "Thanks. I'm sorry if I embarrassed you."  He looked at me and
said, "What was that you said `Fuck you'.  If you had tried this you would
not be in this mess." I laughed and I said, "I wish."  He looked at me and
he said, "No I wish."  James paused and the continued, " I tried to find
out if you were gay after you let Robert fuck you but you would not tell me
and I was afraid to bring it again."  I said, "Why did you want to know?"
James said, "After we stopped the game, I started fooling around with Chip.
I guess I sucked him off once but I did not like it because I wanted to do
it with someone else.  I was ashamed and I was not ready to tell anyone but
my brother caught on."  I was amazed and I said, "You told Robert you were
gay? He talked to your dad and the counselors about you?"  He looked at me
kind of shocked. "How did you know that?"  I smiled and I said, "I talked
to him too.  It was his medicine that got me through some tough times."  I
looked at James and I asked, "Who did you want to suck?"  James looked away
as he said, "This is hard to say but I've had the hots for you as long as I
can remember.  I wanted you."  Our eyes met and nothing was said.

PROLOG

I would like to tell you that I fell in love with James and we are still
together years later but that was not our destiny.  After all we were only
thirteen. James and I fooled around during Junior High School but it was
just sex. The chemistry did not exist between us.  I love James and I love
Robert and they are an important part of my life but the love is more
brotherly.

James understood during his early teens that he was not gay.  His
attraction to girls increased to where I don't think he was even BI.  James
started dating girls in high school and fell for Chris.  They dated all the
way through college and then they were married and I was the best man.
Today they have two boys and I am the godfather to the youngest boy.

I met a guy named Chris in college and we have been together for six years.
Robert, James and the two Chris's still get together fairly often. Robert
is still my counselor and someone I can talk to about anything. I came out
when I was a junior in high school.  Robert went with me when to tell my
parents.  After some crying all around my parents took it pretty well.  I
think back to when I was twelve and I understand how lucky it was for me to
have someone who would listen to my fears and not judge me.  I don't know
what would have happened in my life if Robert wasn't a part of it.  Thank
you Robert, you are the best.