Date: Thu, 13 Apr 2000 10:52:14 EDT
From: Double A
Subject: Raven Hair(26)

Disclaimer:

     After a hiatus of sorts, I am back with another story! Yay!
Anyway, due to personal problems, I've been unable/unwilling to write much
of anything for a long time. Here is a new story from me to you. For those
of you who know my style and enjoy it, you should really like this
one. Like I said, though, I haven't written anything for a while, so I may
be a bit rusty. For those who don't know my style, I tend to use a lot of
build-up and "storyline".  So, if you came on to find a story for a quick
jack-off, then this probably ain't for you. However, if you want to take
the time to read a beautiful tale of young love, then sit back, take a sip
from your glass of wine, and enjoy!

And remember...Always stand up for what you think is right, don't listen to
bullshit, no matter who is saying it, and always speak with your fists and
swear a lot to be heard!

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Part 26:

	And so, David and Candace had sex.

	Afterwards, their clothes back on and adjusted, they sat and watched the
closing titles of "My Girl 2" together. David pondered what, exactly, had
just transpired and he came to a single conclusion: Sex wasn't as great as
people said it was. He didn't quite remember what it had felt like, when he
was twelve, but at 16, it was...well, it was different, that was true. It
was different and, yes, David had enjoyed it. He had run with it, right up
until he had ejaculated inside of her, and beyond that point. He had enjoyed
holding her and being that close to her and all that and he wasn't sure
whether she had gotten off or not but, as far as David was concerned, it
didn't matter.

	After all, she was just a female. Her job was to receive sperm from a male,
have children and shut her mouth and do what she was told.

	It was interesting that fifteen minutes of copulation with this beautiful,
barely pubescent girl had turned David into Sean. It wasn't that, though. It
had just put a lot of things into perspective. On TV and in movies, you hear
guys and girls groaning and panting and sighing and moaning, like it was
just this incredible experience, but now that David had done it and had
actually taken the time to examine it, he could honestly tell all those
people that they were total retards. It was good...but it wasn't worth the
hype and pressure that our society put on it. Frankly, David probably would
have found just holding Candace close to him to be as enjoyable.
Well...maybe not, but male/female sex just wasn't as good as he thought it
would be.

	"So, what did you think?" He asked her.

	She turned to him and, smiling, replied, "It was...wow...I never thought it
would be that great! Wait till I tell my friends about this!"

	David nodded, suddenly feeling really guilty. Despite not having as much
fun as she seemed to have, he really did care for this girl, for some
reason, and felt disappointed that he didn't feel the same way that she did.

	"Well, I'm glad you had fun." He replied, "I did too."

	And that wasn't a total lie. He did enjoy it...Really, he did. He just
wished that he hadn't done it, that's all. Well, not really. He was glad
that he did it, but not with this beautiful, young girl. He wished that he
had done it with some total skank, so he could tell her that it was horrible
afterwards, and leave with a clear conscience.

	David got up and set the movie to rewind, then turned to the receiver of
his teenage seed and asked, "So, what do you want to do now?"

	She smiled and stood up, tossing her hair, now slick with sweat, back in a
way that David still found really sexy, and replied, "I'm actually kind of
thirsty."

	David held back a comment that would have been instinctive, and smiled,
"Okay, come and I'll get you something."

	After pouring her a drink, the two of them went upstairs and helped their
parents to paint the room.

	Candace and her mother stayed for dinner that night. David's step-mother
was upstairs with little Natalie most of the time, though. Afterwards,
everybody said their goodbyes and left and David looked out the living room
window and felt somewhat sad as he watched Candace leave. He really liked
her, even if the sex wasn't as amazing as he had heard.

	"You like her, don't you?" David heard his father say.

	He turned around and saw his father smiling at him.
	He shrugged and said, "I guess so, yeah."

	He shrugged and replied, "Well, a twelve-year-old girl is better than a
twelve-year-old guy, anyday."

	Candace was one of those girls who really liked babies, so she kept begging
her mother to come visit Natalie. David's step-mother was glad for any help
with the child, since David's father really disliked babies, so David saw
Candace several more times over the next two months. David and her had
snowball fights, took the dog for walks, and watched movies. David had been
feeling really lonely lately, though, and she was so sweet and, at this
point, very willing, so they also had a few more make-out sessions that led
to more sex between them. David taught Candace how to suck him off and, two
times, he tried to go down on her and she seemed to enjoy it a lot. All in
all, David had a very enjoyable, if very secretive, relationship with the
girl. By the time February and the second-term of school came along, though,
he and her had to go their separate ways. Her, to final year of grade school
and him, to grade 11. At that point, though, David could honestly say that
he loved her and it was a fact that he could carry through the rest of his
life that she was the first girl about whom he could say that.

	She was also the last girl about whom he could say that.

	The first day of Lord Tweedsmuir came again and, despite some remnant
panic, David had confidence. He had gone through the ACRP and had just come
out of a pretty satisfying relationship, in which he had sex. So, basically,
he couldn't say that he hadn't met a few friends in BC. With Aaron no longer
the centre of his attention, he went through a full day of classes with
minimal anxiety. In fact, his first day of drama class, he was paired up
with a guy by the name of Matt and they became quick friends. He started
coming over every day after school, to the point where David's father was
happy for him, but he was also sick of Matt being at the house, all the
time.

	Still, David was happy. He had finally achieved everything that he had
hoped to accomplish upon his arrival to British Columbia. He was attending
school, he was making friends, he was getting along with his father and his
step-mother. He had even gotten the added bonus of a baby sister.

	David really loved Natalie, too. It was normal for him to love her, because
she was, after all, his blood, even if it was only half blood. Still, he
felt even closer with her than that. Since Candace couldn't come over as
much anymore, because of school, David even got to babysit her sometimes. He
would walk in the door from school and, if Matt wasn't over on that day and
if she wasn't being breast-fed or down for a nap, he would take Natalie from
his step-mother and just be with her. He would walk around the house,
hugging Natalie. He would bring her to his room and read to her. He would
take her into the basement and prop her up on his knee, against his chest,
and show her a computer game. He would sit on the couch and watch television
with her. Sometimes, when nobody else was within ear-shot, he would sing to
her. He would sit on the living room couch and sing the only four songs that
he knew by heart: "Mmmbop" and "Man from Milwaukee" by Hanson, and "Heaven"
and "Everything I do, I do it for you." by Bryan Adams. She really seemed to
like Bryan Adams. She was too young to smile, but she would always look at
him while he sang and squeeze his thumb in one of her little hands. Natalie
became the center of David's being. He thought about her when he was in
school, and bored Matt to death about what cute things she did on any
particular day. Matt was a good sport, though, so he listened and nodded.

	David's step-mother began to grow much closer to David, because of his love
for Natalie, and also because he was paying more attention to his baby
sibling, then Natalie's own father was. The dog loved Natalie too and, when
she was lying down and batting at her mobile, the old German Shepard would
walk over and nuzzle her naked toes with her wet nose and occasionally give
them a little lick. Candace and her mother still came over sometimes and
they both delighted in holding Natalie and playing with her. David's
step-mother's parents, brothers, sisters, cousins, aunts and uncles, along
with all their kids came to visit for Natalie's baptism, and they all loved
playing with them. Natalie got more than normal attention for a new baby and
David felt very nice, having so much love in the house. Natalie was not just
a cute baby, after all. In the small house, on sixty-fifth avenue, in
Cloverdale, BC, she was a sister, a daughter, a niece, a cousin, a
granddaughter and a goddaughter. Candace had gotten her period by that point
and so her and David stopped having sex, or else Natalie might have been an
aunt, as well.

	With all this happiness that David felt, he was inclined to announce his
joy to everybody, and what better way to do that, then by creating another
webpage on the Internet, so he did. He created a homepage, talking about his
dad and his step-mom and his half-sister and Candace and, on it's own
devoted page, how great it was to be bisexual, a term that he had only
recently learned.

	And everybody else played and laughed upstairs, not knowing the new storm
that the creation of this page had started brewing.