Date: Wed, 11 Oct 2000 12:03:34 -0500
From: Boy Interrupted5 <boyinterrupted5@hotmail.com>
Subject: Recurrence

Hello everyone, this is Gary T., writer of Blake's Love series.  I have
been working on a single chapter story for some time now.  I hope you enjoy
it.  Email me at Boyinterrupted5@hotmail.com and visit my Website at
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               Thank you again.  Oh, yeah, and look forward to Blake Three,
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The Recurrence
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I woke up too early.  It was only 5:30 in the morning and I didn't need to
get up until 7:15.  There was no use going back to sleep though.  It was
the first day of school, and I was hyped.  I was finally a senior, what I
have been waiting to be for 3 whole years.  My name is Bret, I am almost 18
years old, and the ladies like me.  But ladies are of no use to me, they
don't have meat between their legs, and too much of it on their chests.  I
am gay, totally 100%.  I'm 6'1" tall, deep tan, 138 pounds, hazel eyes,
brown hair.  I dye my hair once in awhile to a lighter brown, or darker
blonde.  At the moment it's just normal though.

My best friend's name is Dakota.  Dakota is one of those names you wonder
whether or not his parents were high when they named him.  It's unique
though, no one else I ever knew had it.  He's pretty hot, but I have it bad
for his brother, Auggie.  That's another one of those names, and I don't
even know what it's short for.  Auggie is 23, really hot.  I have hinted
around to Dakota that I like him, but Dakota isn't the sharpest tool in the
shed to begin with.  Dakota is actually 19, he got held back for just a
year.  He better watch it this year, or he'll be graduating at 21.  He is
really great, and he knows about me, the only person I've ever really told
to on purpose.  Only two other friends know about me.  They really don't
need to, but I can trust them.

Auggie is so great looking, and really sweet.  At times I think we have
moments, but nothing happens after them.  I know we are like 5 years apart,
but I'm almost of legal age.  If just somehow we could have a relationship,
I'd take the risk for a couple months till I was 18.  I don't suspect that
anything will happen though, he just got back from summer courses at the
University.  He's really been talking a lot about his new girlfriend, and
how great she is.  It really gets me down when he has a girlfriend, but
what always keeps me going is that his relationships never last.  So, that
gives me hope again.

Dakota is one of those friends you can't live without.  He's there when you
need him, and he gives you space when you want it.  I really love him, but
he's made it perfectly clear he doesn't want a relationship.  He says he
will always be my friend, no matter what though.  I always wondered about
him, you know about being gay.  Once I told him about myself, I could be
more honest with him, and our friendship got stronger from there.  We go
down to the park and skate.  He never would go out and buy a board, so I
let him use my old one.  I wish he'd get one, so I didn't have to wag two
around all the time.

Now, there's one thing you should know, I LOVE to skate.  I don't get to
much though, because I stare at the cute guys.  And that's the last thing I
need is my skate buddies not wanting to hang out anymore, because I'm gay.
So, I get to go early Saturday morning, and maybe even Sunday.  It gives me
time to think, and time to get to know myself.  Time to know what I want to
do, on maybe that particular day, or even 3 years down the road.  It gives
me my sanity, without that time, I would be so depressed.

It was finally time to take a shower.  I grabbed a towel and headed off to
my small bathroom, which only has a standup shower, no actual tub.  It was
good enough for me.  I declothed myself and hopped in.  I washed all those
good places, concentrating on the ones that felt good.  I had a 4" soft
cock, and it was about 8" fully erect.  Please don't think being bigger is
better, I wish I was smaller, around 6-1/2" or so.  No one likes it when
you can't have a blow job, cuz your cock won't fit in their mouth.  That
has never happened to me, because I never had a blow job, but I know it
will when I do.  I finished up in the bathroom, had my breakfast, and
waited for Dakota to pick me up in front of my house.  He had a Chevy
Prizm, which is grandma had co-signed for.  It was a half decent car.  Got
him, and me, to school and back, to the mall and back, and so on.  I didn't
have a car, I was still saving.  $3,000 so far, and I needed about that
much more for a good down payment.  I was getting something I wanted, which
was a Chevy Monte Carlo.  (My writer is a major Chevy fanatic, don't blame
me).  Monte Carlo is an awesome car.  I love the design, nothing can match
it, or be compared to it.

Dakota picked me up, and thank goodness his car had air conditioning,
because the Arizona sun was out and blazing with full force today.  We got
to school about 15 minutes early, so we went and had some breakfast.  Our
conversation consisted of the usual first day stuff, what teachers we wish
we had got, and the ones we are glad we'll have.  The first day of school
was a half day, so it went by really quick.  I was in 3rd hour before I
knew it.  It was my computer class, and that automatically brought Auggie
to mind.  He was majoring in Computer Technology.  It was his last year in
college, and he started during the summer, so he would be done in just a
few more months.  It was unfortunate that he had summer classes, because I
didn't get to see him that much.  I loved seeing him, and his cuter than
hell body.

You don't know how many times I had to leave his presence because I got a
fucking boner.  Do you know what that feels like?  Oh, god, you have
someone standing in front of you that you want to please so bad, but you
can't.  It's the worst, I swear.

When school finally finished, I went outside to wait by Dakota's car, so we
could go home.  But while I was waiting, Auggie pulled up, in is Prizm (I
guess they run in the family.)  He got out and started talking to me.  We
sat at the edge of the parking space, on Dakota's bumper.  He was getting
sorta close, which freaked me out, because the last thing I needed was to
pop a hardon with no where to go and hide.  He was telling me that his next
College course didn't start until the middle of September, almost a month
away, and that we should hang out a little more.  I wasn't about to
disagree with that, but I was also leery, he never seemed too interested in
me before.  Well, maybe it was just because I am getting older, and
hopefully more mature, although that sometimes may not be true.  I was
beginning to wonder where Dakota was, he was really late.  Then it hit me,
he was probably with Jessica, his girlfriend.  She rode with friends this
morning, so he didn't get to see her.

"Hey, Auggie, I forgot, Dakota is probably with Jessica, so I'm gonna walk
home dude," I said

"No, I'll give you a ride, I got no where to be, my girlfriend and I broke
up last night," he replied.

Wow, that was one of his faster breakups.  I was debating whether or not to
ask him why he had so many break ups.  I decided to go with it.

"Auggie, why can't you stay in a relationship, I haven't seen you keep a
chick for more than 3 months."

"Well, I guess they really aren't my type," he said.

"Your type?"

"Yeah, missing some essential things...in personality, that is," he said.

"Ohh, OK, I gotcha dude." I replied.

Missing essential parts?  He was acting weird.  If I didn't know any
better, I would say he was crunching on me.  I couldn't think that though,
because he wasn't.  He's not gay, BRET, get that through your thick skull
man, damnit!  I was starting to get antsy, not to mention aroused.

"Hey, Auggie, could you bring me home man, I got some stuff to take care
of."

"Ohh, yeah, of course, hop in dude," he said.

On the ride home, I finally remembered to ask him his real first name.
After debating whether I would make fun of it or not, he told me.  It is
one of those "high parents" names, but I like it.  His name is August.  He
went on to explain that he was supposed to be born in October, but he was a
premature baby, and that he was born on August first.  So, maybe his
parents weren't as slow as I though.  Makes sense to me.  Now, Dakota,
what's up with that, hehe.  Maybe I'll ask him when he picks me up in the
morning.

Auggie dropped me off at around 3:15.  I went inside, and did my chores,
watched some TV. Then I went to bed.

Everyday for the next week Auggie was there to pick me up, so Dakota could
stay after with his girlfriend.  Every time, we got more and more personal,
and opened up more.  I started asking more personal questions, like stuff
you only would ask a friend, and I guess that's what he was now, a friend.
The CUTEST guy in town was my friend.  It really felt good to know that.

The time for Auggie to go back to college was approaching.  I had found out
that he would be done in January.  I was really upset, and he could sense
something was wrong the last day he would be able to pick me up.  It was
September 17th, he had to go back the 18th.

We got in his car, and he looked over to me.  Everyday for the last month,
he was there for me to get the stress the day brought out, and to soothe
me.

"What's wrong?"  "You seem really down Bret," he said.

"It's just that you are leaving, and I'm going to miss not having our daily
chance to talk, and not to have a ride also."

"Well, I can still pick you up every Friday, and I can pick you up starting
again in January, it's only for a few months."

Yeah, I know, but I really am going to miss you.

I looked up at him, and I could see the sorrow in his eyes.  He was going
to miss me just as much as I would him.  Our eyes met, and he brought his
hand up and gently brushed it against my left cheek.  My eyes quickly went
to the floor, just out of shock.

"Bret, don't worry, I'll be back, I promise, every Friday."

He kept rubbing my cheek, and I brought my eyes back up to his.  He had the
most incredible look in his eyes, like he finally realized that something
had been missing in all his other relationships.  Something a women can't
bring.  I'm not going to say a cock, because that's not it.  It's more like
security, and when two guys are together, the romance is 50/50.  Not just
one guy, like in a straight relationship, is doing all the work to impress.
He finally realized that's what he has been missing all the years he was
with a women.

He slowly inched towards me, and we kept constant eye contact.  I hope he
didn't think I didn't want him to continue, if that were true I would have
backed away a long time ago.  He stopped for awhile, and I moved in just a
tad to show that I wanted it as much as him.  Together, we slowly inched
closer, now feeling the warmth of his breath on my face.  The heavy
breathing made his chest heave, he was so nervous.  Our noses were about to
touch, and he pulled back a tad.  I didn't know if he was having second
thoughts or just wanted to tilt his head for a more comfortable position.
Thank goodness for tinted glass windows, is all I'm saying.  Before he
could pull away, I met my lips with his, barely touching them together.
Then he could sense that I was having the same nervous and "this feels so
right to me" feelings.  He pushed in tighter, making our lips part a tad, I
started to put my tongue in his mouth, he opened willingly, and started to
do the same to me.  This felt so magnificent, I had never kissed another
guy before, and I have the feeling he hasn't either.

We kissed for a little while, but not too long, and then I pulled away.  I
didn't really feel comfortable doing it in the school parking lot.  But
that kiss is all it took to know, to know we each wanted the same thing.
To give each other our hearts.  Auggie spoke up first.

"Tha..that was absolutely incredible..I neve."

"I know, I never have felt a kiss that good either," I finished for him.

"Bret, I don't want to leave tomorrow, but the sooner I get this over with,
the sooner I can be with you more."

"I know, every Friday is great."

"But you can't tell anyone about this, not at least until I'm out of
school, I really want to finish my school year being the normal Skater
everyone thinks I am," I said.

"That's totally understandable, and I don't want anyone to know yet
either."  "Ever since the first day I picked you up, I knew there was
something there.  I could feel it in myself, and coming from you."

"Yeah, if you knew how long I've wanted you to do that to me, you would
have done it when I was like a 7th grader," I said.

"I never really knew until I started to get to know you.  I mean, I knew I
was gay, but not that I liked you, or that you were gay.  But it's clear
now, and I'm so glad we started this thing after school. The recurrence of
meeting you made me realize that you are the one I want to make happy, and
to spend my life with," Auggie said.

"Wow, that is so awesome dude, I never thought I'd find anyone to be with,
our town is so fucking small, and afraid of something new, I thought I
would live alone for a long long time," I replied.

"Now you don't have to," Auggie assured.

"I know," I said with a smile.

"I guess I should get you home, huh?"

"Yeah," I said, reaching for his hand, to hold for the ride.

We got to my house, and we talked for a little more.  We kissed a bit, and
we explored, but without going to the groin.  We both knew that wasn't too
far off, though.  He had to go and pack some stuff for school, so I went
inside and got up the stairs to my room.  I flopped on my bed and screamed,
this was just so fucking awesome, everything I've wanted since 7th grade,
was here.  Was going back to college, was going to be with me.  The next
week went by so slow, and by Thursday, I just went home and did my homework
and it was off to bed.  I wanted the next day to come so bad.

I woke up at like 5:30, it was like the first day of school all over again.
The butterflies in your stomach, you know that feeling.  When I got to
school with Dakota, we went and ate breakfast and chatted with our friends.
I just wanted to be with Auggie so bad, nothing really mattered.  I felt
like telling them all the good news, and it was all I could do just to keep
quiet.  1st hour went by surprisingly fast, and same with 2nd.  But then
3rd came, and the computers just made me think of him the entire hour.
Finally 4th hour, the last hour on our block schedule.  It went by
normally, not fast or slow.  I got outside, and I immediately saw his car.
I'm so glad he didn't have something to do and have to cancel.  I got up to
the car and he got the greatest smile on his face, like a million pounds
had been lifted off his shoulders.

I hopped into the car, and he immediately locked the doors.  He got over
close to me and kissed me, much harder and with more feeling than the first
time we kissed.  All that power had been saved for me all week, and that
was an incredible feeling.  I melted into his arms.  He went under my shirt
and tweaked my little nipples and got them really really hard.  I was
surprised that he was being so willing to explore.  We kissed for a few
more minutes, and I could tell we were getting too hot for our pants.  I
pushed him off me a tad.

"Auggie, we better go somewhere no one can see us."  "I mean, this is the
school parking lot," I said

"Yeah, do you want to go back to your place, your parents work, right?" he
asked.

"Yeah, let's go."

We took off, and he was driving much faster than usual.  We got to my
house, and he was out of the car before I even had my seat belt off, he was
really looking forward to this.  We got up to my room, and I locked my door
for added security.  We stood there, face to face.  He walked up close to
me, putting his hands on my torso, kissing me deeply.  He started pushing
me back lightly until I was at the edge of the bed, where he pushed me over
onto it.  He was on top of me, kissing me.  It felt so great to me, I never
had this feeling go through my body before.  It was like spinning around
really fast and having a fiction shock at the same time. So electrifying.
I grabbed and ripped off his shirt, revealing what I had only looked at for
almost 10 years, and wanted to touch so bad.  I finally had my chance, I
felt, and licked and sucked on every part of his chest I could find.  I
undid his belt as he started to relieve me of my shirt.  I pulled his pants
off of his legs, and threw them on the floor.  He kissed me again, I felt
so great, better than I ever had in my entire life.  Better than all the
times I felt good combined.  I reached for his boxers, but he pushed me
away.

"I'm going first, you just sit back and relax for a little while," Auggie
said.

I just leaned back on the wall where my bed was, and watched him take off
my pants.  When he started to take off my boxers, and felt the resistance
my cock was giving him, I made him stop.

"Look Auggie, I mean, most guys like a bigger dick, but mine is like going
on 8-1/2 inches.  And that's not "all pleasure" to anyone.  If you don't
want to go down on me, I understand."

"Bret, length isn't what matters when it comes to that right?"  he asked.

"It's big that way too."  I replied.

"It's OK, I'll do my best, OK?"

"Just don't hurt yourself," I said snickering.


Auggie continued taking off my boxers, giving them a little harder tug this
time.  My dick flopped up against my stomach, and I turned red from
embarrassment.  I don't really think he noticed though, he was too busy
admiring it, for the size, or maybe because he never seen one that close.

"Get the condoms out of the top drawer of my dresser."

"Good Idea," Auggie said.

After he worked the condom onto me, I guess he was thinking it's now or
never.  He just opened his mouth wide and started working it in.  Maybe it
wasn't as big as I thought, or his mouth could open wide.  He wasn't having
many problems getting his mouth over it.  It felt so incredible for him to
do that to me, and I wanted to last forever, but this was the first time
anyone ever touched me, besides myself.  After about 10 minutes I was
moaning really loud, and he was starting to gag when my reflexes forced my
dick forward.  I felt really bad and asked if he wanted to stop, but he
insisted he was enjoying it.  A couple minutes later I just couldn't take
it anymore, I grabbed his head and forced it down onto my throbbing member,
and I shot the largest load ever into the condom.  He came up to me, and
kissed me passionately.

"Your dick isn't small, but you were making it seem way to big," he said
with a grin.

"Oh, shut up, I never had a blow job before, how was I supposed to know? I
asked.

"It's OK, I understand, but don't worry about it not fitting."

I was just playing with the little bit of chest hairs he had, waiting to
recoup so I could return the favor.  I always needed a few minutes to
recoup, even with masturbating.  If I wanted to go for seconds, that is.

After about 15 minutes, I was ready, I reached down and pulled his
underwear off.  he definitely didn't resist this time.  He was willing, and
even helped a little.  He was nicely hung, about 7".  That's somewhere in
the neighborhood I wish I was.  I grabbed another condom and pulled it over
his dick.  He was breathing hard, I mean, he was a little too new to this
to feel totally comfortable, but he wanted it.  I jacked his cock up and
down a couple times to get it ready for my mouth.  I reached underneath him
and rubbed the "miracle inch" I've read about online.  He started moaning,
and when I finally started doing down on him, I was afraid the neighbors
would hear.  He was pushing forward, and already grabbing my head.  I
pulled his hands off my head, so I could ease up a little, and maybe make
him last longer.  Once I began, I started feeling weird.  Because for a
couple minutes I was thinking about Dakota, and what he would think if he
found out this was happening.  But, he would just have to deal with it like
he had to when I told about me being gay in the first place.  I worked
Auggie for everything I had in me, and he was loving it.  He was screaming
my name, and everything.  I stopped for a minute and got up and kissed him,
and licked all the way back down to his cock.

I started sucking again, and I knew he was getting close, because his balls
were pulling up a little more than before.  I mumbled over his cock
somehow.

"Are you about ready to cum?"

"Oh, fuck me, yes, please keep going," he replied.

So, I listened and started sucking harder, and making my strokes longer.  A
couple minutes later, he was squirting into the condom.  I was so proud of
myself to make someone cum that much.  It's a great feeling to know that
stuff comes out because you were good.  It's truly amazing that he wanted
to go down on me again right away.  But I told him I just wanted to be with
him for the rest of the night.

We got up on the bed and snuggled until 2 in the morning, and then he drove
home.  We kissed goodbye before he left of course.

We met the next day and hung out for a little while.  We didn't do anything
because we had Dakota with us, who had just broke up with his girlfriend.
He needed us with him, for support and so on.  Every Friday until January
Auggie and I would meet in the parking lot. The 4th Friday, he took my
virginity, and I become is first male sexual partner.  By February, when we
could be together whenever he wanted we were thinking about moving in
together.  He bought a small building, and opened his own computer store,
where he can make computers himself.  We moved in together that summer,
around June.  Our folks were both shocked, but took it well.  As did
Dakota, and all our other friends, with a few exceptions.  By mid summer
Auggie was opening up his second store.  I am so proud of his success.
It's July 30th today, and I start college in 3 more weeks.  I'm going for
computer technology, so I can work with Auggie.  We've been together almost
a year now, I love him more than anything in the world.  We're going to be
together forever.
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Well, I hope you liked this story.  It's not the same as Blake's Love, so
try not to compare.  I would like to dedicate this story to a newly found
friend, Travis.  He is having a hard time, and I want everyone to pray he
gets everything he deserves.  Which is all good, of course.  Please email
me with any comments at Boyinterrupted5@hotmail.com and visit my Website,
where you can read Blake's Love 1 and 2...and soon to be 3 at
http://GTHQ.homestead.com.  MAKE SURE YOU SIGN MY GUESTBOOK.  Thank you and
I hope you enjoyed.  Gary T.