Date: Mon, 2 May 2016 15:15:14 +0000 (UTC)
From: Will Kneelforu <mentoo4me@yahoo.com>
Subject: How I became a redhead sissy

True story from H.S.

I was 15 In my sophomore year in HS, Coming from Indiana, I was a really
good basketball player compared to the Florida players and I wanted to be
macho and get girls but I was a tall and skinny redhead and had smooth fair
skin and freckles, long smooth, skinny legs, a totally smooth chest, pink
nips and round butt and a pink hole. To make matters worse, I had longish
curly red hair almost to my shoulders like we wore in those days. Even
though I was one of the best basketball players in the school, I was still
constantly teased and made fun of because of my red hair and smooth
femme-looking body.

After PE class or basketball practice, when I got in the showers the other
boys, especially the blacks would make fun of my hairless smooth skinny
body, my round bubble butt and my pink tits and say I looked like a girl or
I was in the wrong showers making everyone laugh and point at me.

I would turn bright red and get mad but then I would leave the shower
trying to hide my hardening cock and red face.  I had a nice size cock,
almost 7" in HS so it was not easy to hide it if I started to get hard. But
I wanted to play with pussy and tits.  I flirted with lots of girls and
never thought about cock, whenever I jacked off, I was looking at naked
girl pics or thinking about pussy.  But because I looked smooth and femme,
the blacks and the other boys would constantly tease me and try to molest
me for fun and to watch me turn red with embarrassment when they joked
about me being a sissy or a queer.

No matter how I responded, the black boys got more and more aggressive and
would start pinching my tits or ass when I wasn't looking and then laugh
when I turned red. Then one day 2 of the black guys grabbed me and turned
me around facing away from the rest of the boys in the showers, they pulled
my head down making me bend over and a 3rd black guy spread my ass cheeks
exposing my pink hole and yelled... see?  I told you he has a pussy!!
Everyone in the showers started laughing loudly and pointing at me.  When
they let go of me I spun around with a dark red burning face, totally
humiliated and embarrassed and cussed them out and grabbed my towel to run
out because I was starting to get a hardon that they could see. That didn't
help.  After that they started calling me queer and sissy because they
thought I got hard from being humiliated like that.

I was in denial and convinced myself that I wasn't a sissy and would mature
into a more masculine looking guy but whenever I would think about how the
other boys teased and molested me in the showers in front of everyone I
would feel my face start to burn and my cock would get a little hard even
if nobody was around. I didn't know what was happening to me but I did know
I was getting turned on for some reason.

Back in those days, it was a small town and everyone was terrified about
being outed as a queer or your life would be over.  We had a black
basketball coach and a black PE coach who saw the other boys pick on me in
the showers every day and didn't do anything about it. I couldn't tell if
they enjoyed watching be being humiliated or if they were waiting to see if
I would figure out a way to put a stop to what was going on.  Eventually,
they also started making comments to me when I walked by. They would blow
kisses at me, or whisper "hi sissy boy", etc.. when nobody could hear or
see them. I thought they were just teasing me but I soon found out the
basketball coach really wanted more than just to tease.

This coach was a big tall black ex basketball player probably mid to late
30's... he started coming around the burger place I worked at and would
cruise through the parking lot in his car like everyone did back in those
days while checking me out.  The HS girls I worked with teased me and would
say your boyfriend is back again.  I would get so embarrassed because I
wanted to fuck these girls and they were implying that I was a queer sissy
too.  I would say he was cruising through to look at them and which one of
them wanted to go out with a black guy? But that didn't stop them.

Eventually he stopped in one night and ordered food and the other girls
made it so I had to take his order to embarrass me. They watched me turn
red as I waited on him and giggled behind my back.

He was a big hot black stud, good looking, and he had a very hot mustang
that I really liked.  He sat in the booth right in front of me eating and
discreetly squeezing or touching his crotch while looking at me.  I
couldn't avoid glancing at his crotch when he did this and I'm sure he
could tell I was watching.  I couldn't leave and go in the back because I
was working the register.  Meanwhile the girls giggled in the background
behind my back.  I would feel my face turn hot and red knowing what they
were saying and It was frustrating because I wanted to get in their panties
so bad.  Then I made the mistake of saying how hot I thought his car
was. That was all he needed, He said you want to go for a ride?? As soon as
he said that I knew I stepped in a trap.  I said nah, I have to work and he
said.. what time you get off? now I WAS trapped...

One of the girls who was nearby quickly answered. we close at 9 every night
and before I could say anything. he said. I'll be back at 9 and give you a
ride. I was speechless now. I just stood there burning red for all to see
and he said I?ll see you at 9 and when he walked out the door the girls
started teasing me and laughing.  Oh!  you have a date!... You better clean
up if you're going on a date. Are you wearing clean panties?  stuff like
that. I was totally embarrassed now, trying not to act too mad about what
they were joking and laughing about but also knowing the black coach didn't
just want me to see his hot car.

I thought about leaving early to avoid him but couldn't get out of
working. I had to close the place. A couple of the girls that could have
left early actually got off and waited in the parking lot smoking
cigarettes sitting on their cars which we all did back in those days.  They
were really waiting to see if he actually came back to pick me up.

When I remember it now I get horny and hot. I was a sissy and didn't know
it yet, I got turned on when molested and teased by the other boys but
tried to act mad and cuss them out while my dick was getting hard. Even
though I was turned on by girls, I had always been teased and treated like
a sissy growing up as a skinny smooth redhead.

I got the place ready to close and hurried to get ready to leave quickly if
he wasn't there but about 5 until 9 here he comes pulling into the parking
lot. The girls started to squeal and laugh, here comes your new BF for your
first date!!  I was mad and telling them to shut up. I kept saying I just
wanted a ride in his hot mustang, my face was always hot and red.
Repeatedly saying I'm not a queer, and stuff like, "bend over and find out
if I'm a queer."  LOL, the best I could think of at the time.

I walked to the door and the girls basically pushed me out the door and the
black guy was sitting on the front of his car waiting for me and he said
"hey baby, come on and let's get that ride."  I almost fainted when he said
that and the girls were giggling and whispering now when they heard him say
that. I had no way out.  He was just offering me a ride in his car but I
knew that he knew all about what was going on in the showers and the girls
didn't. Long story short, I got in his car, scared, nervous and
embarrassed, trying to act normal and cool, just going for a ride in a hot
car.

We lived in a small S. Florida town.  He drove out towards the beach. As he
drove, he shifted his left leg raising his knee towards the window and kind
of spread his right leg casually towards the console and put his hand on
his crotch like black guys like to do as they drive. He started rubbing it
and watching me get more and more nervous.  He started to talk to me about
what was going on in the showers. Now I was really embarrassed. I didn't
expect that.  He came right out and said, are you a sissy? do you like it
when those boys call you names and molest you and touch you?  I wasn't
expecting that but I of course said no!... I'm not a sissy!! He pressed on
and said. Why do you get so red then? why does your dick get hard? I see
you trying to hide your hard dick when they tease you.  I was mumbling now,
saying something like "I can't help it, I'm not a sissy." He said I think
you might be, I think you love looking at the other boys' dicks and then
they tease you and you get embarrassed and hard.  I said ?no way?
continuing to deny it.  Then he said, is that what you like? you like to
look at those boys? dicks?  Do you like the black dicks?  I continued to
say no but felt my face was on fire and my cock was starting to throb, and
I felt a wet spot starting in my underwear.  I was having trouble breathing
and even responding to his questions. My body was giving myself away.  I
was still in denial but couldn't understand why I was getting hot.

He persisted, I think you do, I think you like dicks. I think you want to
play with dicks but you don't want anyone to know it, that's why you turn
red and get hard, isn't that right? huh sissy boy?  He was talking more and
more nasty but using a nice tone of voice trying to get me to let my guard
down and admit it. As he continued I was basically panting. Still trying to
deny it, I said ?I'm not a sissy boy? and that's when he said, "you're
not???, let's find out then, and when I looked at him he started unzipping
his pants. He now had a huge tent in his pants and as soon as his zipper
was down his cock sprung straight out standing high. It was HUGE and he had
on no underwear so it just sprung out like a cobra.

 I was shocked. I was staring with my mouth open speechless and he started
to stroke it and show it to me.  I was on fire but petrified now. I didn't
know what was going to happen. He was a big strong black man and my
basketball coach and I knew he could do what he wanted. I literally felt
like I was going to throw up.  I couldn't believe this was happening. I was
in shock and just sat there looking at him wiggling his big long black dick
at me.

He said what's wrong sissy boy? cat got your tongue? laughing, he was just
stroking it and wiggling it at me and said you want this don't you sissy? I
said no way, he said then why can't you take your eyes off of it? and
laughed again. I was even more embarrassed when he said that. I quickly
looked away caught in the act of staring at his cock but couldn't resist
turning back to watch him again. I sat there paralyzed, just staring at his
cock listening to him tease and taunt me about being a sissy and by not
telling him to stop it or take me back to my car . I was basically
admitting that he was right by not protesting.

I didn't know what was going to happen and was afraid to do anything
thinking maybe he was tricking me into admitting that I actually wanted to
look at and play with it.  finally after a few more comments that I didn't
respond to he said, "come on, you can feel it , I know you want to?  and he
reached over and took my left hand and I felt the heat in his hand from
holding his hot cock.  He pulled my hand over and put it right on his hot,
big black cock and started moving my hand up and down making me stroke
it. I think I almost came in my pants instantly when I felt how hot and
hard and moist it was. It literally throbbed in my hand.  I let him guide
my hand up and down on it with no resistance instead of trying to pull
away. I was still trying to act like he was making me do it but after a
couple of strokes he let go and I continued without realizing it.  He let
me stroke it 4 or 5 times and then laughed and said you're playing with my
cock all by yourself sissy boy emphasizing the word "sissy".

I realized what he said was true and knew I had inadvertently exposed my
desire to play with his cock and just continued to do it without responding
but now my face was burning hot, I felt like I could hardly breathe and I
felt like I had admitted that I really was a sissy boy by continuing to
play with his big cock without saying a word.

He sat back and let me stroke and play with it to get me used to it as he
talked dirty, you like that don't you?  I said "it?s OK", "You like my big
black cock don't you?" once again, "it?s all right." Then he told me to say
it, I sheepishly whispered, "I like your big black cock."

He had me now. I was admitting things to him and doing what he said, but at
the same time. I was trembling with desire and terrified that others would
now find out what I did. He told me to feel his big cum filled balls with
my other hand and I did, I had to turn in my seat to face him more and put
my other hand inside his open fly to feel his big, hot balls inside his
pants.  Now I wasn't even hesitating or playing like I didn't want to do
what he said.

He asked me if I felt how hot they were. I said yes. he said that's because
you turned me on and my balls are full of sperm now sissy. You are a hot
sissy boy, Aren't you?  I didn't answer but kept stroking him. I was
basically in a trance and then he said it. "You want to suck it don't you?
that snapped me out of it. I instantly said. "no", my instinct still made
me deny I wanted to be a cocksucker because in those days if you were outed
as a cocksucker, your life was over and I truly had a crush on several
girls and I knew that if it got out that I was a cocksucker I would never
get close to any girl in my town and all my friends and family would disown
and humiliate me as a faggot.

He said I know you want to suck it, you can't take your hands and eyes off
of it, you want to be my cocksucker don't you sissy boy??? once again I
said no, but I continued to play with his cock and balls. He knew or sensed
that I was afraid of being outed and that's when he said. I know you want
it. You want to suck it like a piece of candy but you are afraid everyone
will find out you really are a sissy cocksucker. Somehow I felt that he
knew all along exactly what I was and he figured out how to persuade me to
expose myself.  I didn't answer him so he asked again, is that it?  You are
afraid someone will find out you sucked my big black dick?  You really want
to don't you??? I felt like I was going to puke but I lowered my eyes and
looking at his big black throbbing cock, in almost a whisper I said "I
don't? know". I was not very convincing.

For some reason I felt relieved. I think I figured that now he knew and it
didn't? matter because now I had no control if he decided to tell anyone or
not.  He said. I Knew it, I knew you were a sissy and you want to suck my
dick but you're afraid to admit it and people will find out, but I'm not
going to tell anyone, it's going to be our secret only and you can suck on
my big black cock.  I couldn't believe I was leaning over the console
playing with his big hard hot, wet cock with both hands having this
conversation with a horny black man 20 years older than me who was telling
me I was a sissy and I wanted to suck his cock but I couldn't stop and
couldn't pull away.  When I went to work that afternoon, I was a horny
normal teenage boy, eager to flirt with the girls I worked with and here I
am now alone in a car with a big black man at night admitting I like his
big black cock and doing what he is telling me to do.

Finally, when he assured me nobody would know, he said. go on sissy, give
it a kiss. Take a taste. I hesitated and he put his hand on my head which
was only a couple of inches away from his cock now and he gently pushed my
head toward his big cock. I didn't resist when it touched my mouth, it was
wet and hot and smelled like taboo sex I still wouldn't open my mouth so he
just started to rub his cock all over my face smearing it with his precum
and getting me used to the feeling and scent of his cock on my face. I just
leaned over letting him do it and suddenly I kind of let out a deep breath
and it sounded like a moan and when he heard that he chuckled and
said. Hahah!, I know you love it sissy, you're moaning like a little bitch
now! You like me marking you with my juice?  I felt my face burning with
embarrassment but continued to let him rub it all over my face.  Once
again, I said, "it?s OK."

After a couple of minutes, He stopped rubbing it over my face and pulled my
head up to look at him and then he told me to take a lick. I hesitated for
a moment but then felt him forcing my face back down to it and knew I was
going to have to lick it. When I took a lick right on the slit, just
opening my mouth enough to stick my tongue out, he suddenly pushed my head
down forcing me to take the whole head in my mouth very firmly and he said
?there you go sissy?, "that's what you want, mmmmm, do it sissy, you know
you want it, suck on it now, nobody will know."  He had been very nice and
persuasive and gentle but now he firmly held my head down on it and the way
he started to talk, I knew that he was not asking anymore.

Once that cock was forced in my mouth I went crazy It felt electric
touching my tongue and I suddenly lost all my inhibitions. I had gone this
far and his cock was in my mouth. I think I thought to myself, He just
forced me to take it in my mouth so I can still tell myself or anyone else
that I was made to suck it. I just lost it then, I twisted around so I was
kneeling on the passenger seat with my head in his lap sucking like a whore
now, ass up in the air. I didn't care if anyone saw me but we were parked
in a dark isolated place. Now he had his hands on my head making sure I
didn't' stop, talking more and more dirty, "suck it sissy, suck my cock,
you wanted to be a cocksucker, now you're a cocksucker, you will always be
a cocksucker now, even if you never suck another cock for the rest of your
life." When he said that, I was shocked at how nasty it made me feel,
telling me he just turned me into a cocksucker for life. I slowed down
momentarily as I thought about what he just said, he just changed my life
forever, but then he started aggressively fucking my mouth while pulling my
head up and down by my hair. I had no time to think, I was on fire now, I
realized that it was true. He really did turn me into a cocksucker and
there was no turning back now. I thought I better suck him good now because
I suddenly realized he scared me a little and I didn't know what he might
do if I didn't.

The nastier he talked, the hotter it made me. I felt my face burning on
fire. it was all true. I was sucking a black man's cock doing the most
taboo thing a teenage boy could do and he was telling me what I was and I
was admitting it by my actions.

I was sucking him like a whore and didn't even think about his cum. as he?s
talking dirty and telling me I'm a cocksucker now he suddenly said, "suck
it sissy, suck it, that's so good!!, I'm going to give you my sperm in a
minute, empty my hot black balls in your white sissy mouth then you'll be a
true cocksucker. When It registered that he was planning to cum in my
mouth. I suddenly wanted to stop. I tried to pull up to ask him not to cum
in my mouth and he felt me pulling off and suddenly strengthened his grip
on my head and said., "oh no sissy, you're sucking my cock and got me all
hot, you have to finish the job like a true cocksucker now, nobody will
know you sucked my cock unless you try to pull off and not take my cum." I
was frozen now, I didn't want to swallow it but also didn't want him to
tell anyone he turned me into a real cocksucker. He was holding my head
just humping up into my mouth and I was kind of frozen not knowing what to
do when suddenly he was blasting sperm into my mouth.  As soon as I felt
him start to spurt I tried to pull off but he held my head down with more
force.  He was going to make sure he shot every drop deep in my mouth and
throat whether I swallowed it or not and as he was cumming he said, "don't
you mess up my pants sissy, don't mess up my car, swallow that shit sissy,
that's what you want, swallow it!"  He was pretty rough and forceful now
and it really scared me for the first time. I was truly afraid of what he
might do if I tried to pull off.

I was gagging and choking but taking his sperm, coughing, stuff blowing out
of my nose, He yelled at me, "don't mess up my car man!" So I gulped it
all down. He continued to hold me down as he drained his balls talking nice
to me now as he started to relax. "That was great sissy, You are a real
cocksucker now, you're my cocksucker! You look so good with my black cock
in your sissy mouth."  When he finally let me up I realized that I shot my
load in my pants without touching myself and he noticed me feeling my wet
pants with an embarrassed look and laughed and said, "that's the real proof
you're a sissy, you came in your pants from sucking my dick." and he
chuckled. Now that he had got me to suck his cock and admit I was a sissy
cocksucker, I was totally embarrassed again. I felt my face burning hot and
ashamed of what I did. He drove me back assuring me nobody would find out
but he was going to let me suck it again. He didn't say it like he was
asking if I wanted to.  I had not thought ahead enough to think about what
I would do if he said he wanted more blowjobs.  My mind was racing now. I
realized that I had to suck him again if he told me to because now he could
expose me.

 When we got back to where I left my car the girls were still there hanging
out and smoking and I told him I couldn't get out with a wet spot in my
pants that the girls might see. I felt like anyone could somehow see that I
was a cocksucker now so he drove off and we drove around for a while
waiting for them to leave. He pulled his cock out again and made me stroke
and play with it some more and a couple of times made me lean over and kiss
it or suck the head a little but he didn't make me blow him again. I was
really ashamed and felt guilty now and wasn't really that horny anymore but
I did what he told me to do because I didn't want to make him mad.
Finally, he took me back and I was able to get my car and go home.

I don't think he ever told any of the boys my age but when I'd walk past
him or the other PE coach they would call me a sissy or a cocksucker only
loud enough for me to hear. I would turn red and get hard and then they
would laugh as they watched me trying to hide the tent in my gym shorts. I
would have a red face while exercising. I started to realize that being
embarrassed or teased for being a sissy and the thought of people finding
this out turned me on for some reason.

I was sure he told the other coach he turned me into a cocksucker but he
swore he didn't even though the other coach seemed to have an increased
interest in me now and would always wink at me and make nasty comments to
me.  I worked at that burger place for about 2 more years and the coach,
would usually come by once and sometimes twice a week and cruise through
the parking lot which was his signal to me that he wanted my mouth after
work.  I was afraid to say no because I thought he might let our secret out
so I told him I didn't want him to pick me up there because the girls
teased me for a long time about going on a date with the black guy even
though I insisted he just gave me a ride in his really hot car.  So I would
leave work and meet him somewhere, leave my car and he would drive
someplace and make me blow him.  He never fucked me but made me suck his
cock and lick his balls in every position you can imagine sometimes for
over an hour while he drank a beer or smoked a joint.  He got nastier and
nastier after I went with him the second time because he knew that I was
afraid he would out me to everyone.  He started making me strip naked after
we parked and he would play with my dick and pink ?boy pussy? and spank my
ass red for fun while making me suck his cock. He would tease me about how
I would hide my red spanked ass in the showers the next day.  One time he
made me strip naked and threw my clothes in the back of the mustang and
made me ride through the black neighborhood where he lived to show off and
expose me to some friends of his.  I was terrified being naked in front of
several strange black men and someone seeing me but my sissy cock was
aching hard.  He let them touch and pinch my tits and feel and finger my
ass and dick, but that was all. He didn't make me have sex with any of
them.

Eventually, I didn't have to take PE anymore and graduated from HS, I left
the burger place and started junior college and didn't see him after that.
I had grown some more and filled out more as a jock and I didn't really
look like a skinny little sissy anymore. I think he lost interest.  He
liked boys and I was becoming a man. He had access to dozens of HS boys so
I'm sure he found another sissy to turn into his cocksucker after me. I
always wondered how many other boys were sucking his black dick.  In the
end, I still chased girls and wanted to play with pussy and tits, but I
found myself jo constantly remembering how he turned me into a cocksucker
and how much I still wanted to suck cock and be teased and humiliated about
being a sissy.