Date: Fri, 4 Feb 2005 23:28:40 -0500
From: obando <obando@rogers.com>
Subject: Roses are Red chapter 6

Disclaimer. Okay you know this story is about gay guys so it offends you
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readers who love my story. I'm truly grateful! This chapter is kind of a
steaming one but also good so enjoy!


Roses are Red
by: Monchito

Chapter 6.

           When I got home after school I said hi to my mother and
immediately went to my room.  When I got into my room I threw down my bag
and collapsed on my bed. I stared up at the ceiling and immediately began
to think about what happened at school. I lay down on my side and grabbed
my pillow as a few tears started to fall out. Visions of Alex came through
my mind.  I felt so bad because I had lost my best friend and I could
probably never be the same with him again. I guess it wasn't his fault
since what Brenda did but I was still mad at him because he said that he
wasn't gay making me feel like shit. I was beginning to think that Alex had
a thing for Brenda. Man, I was going through so much stress and the worst
part of it all is that he did it with her. That made me cry and made me
hate him. When you're with someone and you or that person sleeps with
somebody else that is the worst you can do. I was never, never gonna
forgive Alex for that and I would hate Brenda for the rest of my life.

After a while of stressing things over I decided to go down stairs into the
kitchen to eat something. My problems had made me hungry and I wanted to
forget about them. As I was in the kitchen my mother was there and she
noticed that I looked a bit down.

"Mijo, que te pasa?" she asked. I thought of what to say to her.

"Oh nothing I'm just tired."

"You look a bit sad did something happen at school?" she said. I thought
for a moment and remembered lunch time and the news after school. I looked
at my mother.

"Heh..nothing mom I'm just stressed about school that's all." I said as she
looked suspicious.

"Girl problems?"

"Ugh...NO mom I'm fine!" I raised my voice.

"Okay calm down you don't have to raise your voice. Well..if you have any
problems you should talk to me about it." she said.

"I know mom but I'm fine. If something is bugging me ..I'll talk to you
about it." I said but I was lying. I could never talk to my mom about me
and my problem with Alex. I think she wouldn't understand. We continued
talking about other stuff and school. We sat down at the dinner table and
ate there. After a while I was full and I wanted to sleep.

"Okay well...I got some things to do so I'll be heading out. I 'll be back
at night." she said.  That reminded, I completely forgot that Hector was
coming over and that maybe we was gonna do stuff.


"Oh uh..mom..what time will you be back?"

"Think around 11..I got an appointment with a friend of mine. Why?"

"Oh! Uh no reason just curious." I said but then she looked at me
suspiciously has if I was up to something. I was and I wanted her out of
the house if I was gonna do anything with Hector.

She went upstairs and I got up from the table and went into the living
room. I sat down on the couch and started to watch tv. Of course nothing
was on so I just watched anything that seemed interesting. At times I would
think about Alex and how I already missed him. While watching tv I was
remembering the good times we had in the past and over the summer before
school started.  I was thinking to myself, did I really lose him? I could
of been so happy if Brenda had not interfered. Of course I didn't want to
completely stop talking to him or end everything but so much pain that he
made me feel that I just didn't know what to do.  Thinking about him made
me sleepy. I lay down on the couch and put the remote on the coffee table
and continued watching tv.  After 15 minutes I fell
asleep.....................


"Heheheheheheh.....Alex your so funny!" I said as I was holding hands with
Alex. We were walking in a garden full of flowers and beautiful humming
birds. It was beautiful outside, sunny day, blue sky, crisp weather. We
walked on rich green grass as there was beautiful flowers all around us. I
kissed Alex on the lips and he put his arm around me as we continued
walking in a field of paradise.

"Ben I'm so happy that I'm with you." he said as we stopped walking and
then he began to embrace me.

"Heh....your so great Alex." I said as I was in his arms. I kissed him on
the cheek and closed my eyes. A nice cool summer breeze blew against us as
we held each other firmly in our arms. I then opened my eyes and let go of
him but I still held his hands. I gasped.

"Alex look!" I said as we look around us. We were suddenly in a field full
of red roses. Alex smiled.

"Ben this is our destiny." he said.

"What do you mean?"

"We're meant to be together and whatever happens I will always love you."
he said as he pick up a red rose and held it in his hand in front of me. I
looked at the rose and then looked back at him.

"This Ben..this is a symbol of you and me."

"Oh it's so beautiful." I said. He then started to pick out a petal from
it. I then picked one out as well.

"This is a piece of you and that is a piece of me." he said and then we
took the petals that we had in our hands and put in our mouths. We both
swallowed. Then all of a sudden, Alex drops the rose. I bent down to get it
but before I touch it the color turned black. I looked up and Alex was
gone. I stood up and gasped as I saw all the roses in the field turning
black and wilting. I got scared.

"Alex!.......ALEX!" I yelled out as I looked around but I couldn't see
him. Then all of sudden the ground starts to shake. I fall down as the
ground separates and cracks up. I held myself to the ground as I was in
total fear. When everything stops I hear a voice from a distance. It
sounded like a cry for help. Then from far way I see Alex hanging off from
a cliff. I gasped as started to run to where he was. When I reached him I
bent down and grabbed his hands.

"Ben don't let me go!!"

"Alex hold on please don't fall!" I said as was struggling to pull him
up. It was too hard for me.

"Alex I can't pull you up! Please don't fall!" I said. He looked at me and
I looked at him. He was crying. It was dead silent.

"It's okay Ben. Just tell me you love me!" he said as I was still holding
on to him.

"Please DON"T FALL ALEX!!" I yelled out as I was struggling. He began to
slip from my hands.

"BEN! JUST TELL ME YOU LOVE ME!"

" I LOVE..."  It was to late for me to finish as Alex slipped and fell.

"ALEX!!!" I yelled out. I looked down to see but he was gone. I began to
cry but then someone touched me on the shoulder. I looked and it was
Hector. I was scared as I got up and looked at him.

"Hector what are doing here!" I said as I was still crying.

"Don't cry Ben. Alex is fine."

"Wha..what are talking about?!" I said as he pointed to an open space. My
eyes widen as I saw Alex standing there all alone. I began to run towards
him but no matter how fast I ran I couldn't reach him. I kept running and
running. Then I stopped as I saw Brenda walking towards Alex.  She came
close to him and held his hand. They turned around and began to walk away.

"ALEX!!" I yelled to him but he didn't hear me.  Suddenly I fainted. Before
I would hit the ground Hector caught me and he held me up as I was
completely out. He then carried me away...........................


I woke up as I was back in my house on the couch. I was sweating like a
dog. I wiped my forehead with my arm as I sat up. I was confused as to
where I was but then eventually realized that it was just a dream. I stood
up but then immediately felt a huge headache as my blood rushed through my
brain. I sat down again and touched my forehead. 'Ugh...what's is this' I
said to myself as I rubbed my head to sooth the pain. I looked up at the
clock it was 5:40, I was completely confused and couldn't think. I got up
to go to the washroom near the entrance but half way there the door bell
rang. I stopped as I looked at the door 'who could it be' I said to myself.
Then it all came back. 'It must be Hector...but he didn't even call to say
he was coming soon' I thought to myself as I was still confused but now
realized that hector was gonna be here. I said whatever as I began to
unlock the door and opened it slowly while saying...

"Hector you didn't even......" I said but then stopped as nobody was
there. I rolled my eyes and closed the door. I went upstairs into the
washroom to go relieve myself. I then went into my room to change into some
simple clothes. I put on a white wife beater and a light grey sweat pants
that kinda made my ass look big since you tie it up at the waist. I sprayed
some cologne on, it was reaction from Kenneth cole..mmm...good. As I was
checking myself in the mirror the door bell rang again. I immediately went
down stairs but first looked at myself in the near by mirror and then
opened the door. 'What the fuck' I said to myself as I didn't see anyone. I
walked out a few steps to see anybody but no one was around. I went back
inside and closed the door and started thinking. I didn't who it was
probably some annoying little kids playing that stupid door bell game. What
was it called again? something ding dong. Nicky ding dong. Ugh whatever. As
I got a little pissed I went into the living room and started pacing around
not knowing what to do next. For some reason my mind told me to go upstairs
so I started to walk upstairs. Half up the stair case the door bell rang
again. I immediately rushed down and opened the door.

"STOP RINGING THE FU......oh....heheh.." I said as I was shocked to see it
was Hector.

"Did I come at a bad time?" he said as he looked puzzled.

"N..no. hey heh...um...come in." I said as he came in and not looking at
him he kissed me on the cheek which startled me. He was wearing a black
shirt that was fitted at the waist and which hugged his body showing the
shape of his form. He wore blue jeans that were slightly baggy blue jeans
that were a bit faded but looked good on his legs. His hair was jelled
backwards making him look very clean and handsome. Well...the whole look
made him look fucking hot. When I closed the door I showed him to the
living room and as we got there we both sat down at the same time.

"So how you doing?" he said as he smiled at me.

"Oh I'm good. I feel a little relaxed."

"How are you doing with you know....Alex." he said as he moved to get
comfortable on the couch.


"Um *sigh*..uh hector. Can I ask you something?" I said as I intentionally
tried to changed to the subject.

"Sure."

"Do you like me? I mean...I'm such a miserable wreck right now and I'm
going through something that could just drive some one insane."

"Well I know that we don't know each other that well but ...well..to tell
you the truth. Since the time I came up to you at the party and talked with
you. You seemed like a different person. Your like no one else I know and
we get along great so yes I like you."

"Heh I see." I said as I smiled at him. I did like this guy but I was so
caught up with Alex that I was stuck in the middle. Maybe something can
happen between me and Hector but...I just don't know. Alex was like
everything to me and Hector well......

"How do you feel?" he asked. I thought for a moment. Oh god..this guy is so
hot and he so nice to me. He told me that he can me make me happy and
that's what I really want just to be happy with someone.

"Hector...I like you to but I'm just so messed up right now that I don't
know what to think. Alex means a lot to me and.."

"But he doesn't love you. He cheated on you." he said as he interrupted me.

"*sigh* hector it wasn't his fault."

"What do you mean?"

"Listen I'm gonna be real with you? Your....Hector I hate your sister! She
fucking spiked him at the party. She fucking slept with him! What was he
supposed to do when he was totally zoned out." I said as I was getting
frustrated. He just looked at me but didn't say anything right away.

"I had a big fight with him which lead to another one. Then he
fucking....*sigh* never mind." I said I as I remembered when Alex said that
he wasn't gay. That completely pissed me off making Brenda feel all
good. If I could turn back time I would of punched him so hard he would be
left unconscious. But good ol' me..fuck.

"Listen. My sister well...she's someone that if she doesn't get what she
wants she'll do anything to get it and there's no stopping her." he said as
he moved in closer to me.

"Well that could explain everything." I said. He put a hand on my shoulder
and gentle squeezed it.

"Ben you deserve much better then this. If Alex can't make you happy
then..."

"Hector. I can't just move on I've known Alex forever he.." I said but
suddenly Hector put his hand on my mouth. He grabbed me and put his arms
around me. He began to kiss my neck which instantly turned me on. He looked
at me as he was an inch from my face. I looked straight into his eyes as he
was looking at me with a fierce sexy look. I could tell that he wanted
me. We kissed slowly on the lips.

"Ben I want you." he said as then we kissed very passionately on the
lips. I felt his tongue enter my mouth as I then pushed my tongue against
his. I slightly moaned as his kissing were so good.  He had soft lips which
felt so nice I was beginning to get hard. I stopped for a second but he
wanted more.

"Wait.." I said before he returned.

"What."

"I...I ...I can't."

"Why?!"

"Hector please you.....you..*sigh*.." I said as I got up. I didn't what I
was doing but I needed a moment for think. I was standing up and then moved
away from Hector.

"Ben is something wrong?" he said as I looked at him. I was anxious and so
messed up.

"Ugh I can't do this." I said as I walked away from him. I walked towards
the kitchen. When I stepped inside I leaned against a counter. I was
breathing heavy as my heart was beating. I was so nervous but yet so
anxious. My hands were shaking...I didn't want to miss this. I went into
the living and as hector saw me he got up and came towards me and
immediately embraced me.  Then something happened. I started to kiss him
and he kissed me back. We then kissed aggressively as he pick me up and
move towards the stairs. He put me down. I grabbed his hands and we walked
upstairs. We got into my room he immediately closed the door. He then pick
me up by the waist and move onto my bed.

He lay me down on the bed and climbed on top of me. We started kissing so
passionately that it drove me wild. We switched places and now I was on top
of him. We rubbed our crotches against each other while kissing so
aggressively. Then we stood up on our knees and he helped me take of my
shirt. While kissing I unbuttoned his pants and pulled down the zipper. He
took off his shirt and moved in closer to me and began to kiss my neck. I
rubbed my hands all over his back. We started french kissing as I ran my
fingers through his hair with both hands. He moved his hands behind me and
put them into the back of my pants feeling my buttocks.

He then go out of the bed and stood up. He began to take off his pants
along with his underwear.  I watched him completely undress as then I saw
his beautiful 8 inch dick. He came to me and I lay down on my back as his
began to kiss my nipples. I was moaning so sexually as he was doing
everything so good. He was like a pro. He made a trail of kisses on my
stomach as he kept going down and down. He untied my sweat pants and with
no hesitation I began to push my pants off.  He helped me take them
completely off revealing my absolute hard on. He lay down next to me and
started to stroke my dick slowly. I was moaning while I kissed him. I
grabbed his dick and started stroking it as well. He went down on me and
kissed the head of my dick. He began to lick it all around and then slipped
on his mouth and began sucking.

"Oooh Hector." I said while moaning. He was sucking it really good. After a
few minutes of sucking it was my turn. He moved as I position myself in
between his legs having my face right in front of his dick. His dick looked
nice and really big. I began to jack him off but then immediately slipped
my mouth on and began to suck. He touched the back of my neck and rubbed
his hand on my head as I was enjoying his dick. He was moaning as my mouth
completely swallowed his dick. I stopped and then moved up to be at his
level. I was smiling as he looked at me knowing what I wanted and what he
wanted.

"Hector ..I can't believe I'm doing this." I said.

"Don't worry I'll be gentle." he said. Well you know what we was gonna next
right. I wanted him to go inside me and make me feel alive. We grabbed each
other and began to kiss as he moved on top of me. He moved down and grabbed
my legs. He spread them upwards as he grabbed his dick and carefully placed
into my hole. He pushed it in slowly as to adjust it. He began to pump
slowly but after some seconds he picked up the pace. I began to moan loudly
as it was feeling so good. I thought I was gonna feel pain but I didn't. It
felt really good as he was going faster making me moan in such pleasure. He
was moaning which made me enjoy it even more. I grabbed my bed sheet with
me hands and squeezing them tightly into my palm as the enjoyment made want
to grab on to something.


Well, we were having sex and it lasted about an hour or so. When we were
done he collapsed on me breathing quickly. I felt so relaxed and kind of
tired but I felt so comfortable with him lying on top of me.

"Mmmm...that was good." said hector and he kissed on the cheek and moved to
lay next to me.

"No. Your good. Heheh..you definitely know how to handle your business." I
said while breathing off. I know it was my first time having sex with a guy
but man was it good. I was glad that I met Hector. I guess I could get with
him.

"So Hector ..um...well what's next." I said. He looked at me wondering.

"I mean ...well I like you so I don't know if you want this to go further."
I said.

"Ben I like you a lot. I would be glad if we could be together, I can make
you happy." he said. I smiled and kissed him on this lips.


Could I just easily move on with some one else and just forget about
Alex. Well, I was not gonna just sit around and waist my time. Besides I
wanted him to make him feel the pain that I felt.  What goes around comes
around. No I was not gonna use Hector to make Alex feel jealous. I'm not
that kind of a person. I just want to be happy.


     We got up and began to put back our clothes on. When we were dressed I
hugged him and we kissed as we both left my room at the same time. He
needed to use the washroom so he went in and I went downstairs. I was
feeling good as I sighed and went into the living room. I sat down on the
couch and began to think about Hector. I thought about how he's so good to
me. How he's so nice and likes me. I began to smile at every thought about
him and this might be it. I heard him come downstairs and saw him come into
the living room and sat down beside me. I was smiling at him.

"Heh..what you smiling about?" he said.

"Well..you."

"Well I'm glad about you too. I care about Ben and I don't want to see you
sad."

"I know. I..feel happy when I'm with you but..." I said as I stopped to
think for a moment.

"If I'm gonna be with you I need to fix my problems with Alex." I said.

"Ben stop doing this to yourself. He broke your heart so why should keep
dealing with him." he said as he held my hand and looked at me with a
serious look.

"Listen, Alex is not a bad person but you...you're right I should get over
him and I'm gonna really try but it'll take some time. You understand." I
said as he nodded yes.

"I really want.." I said but I was interrupted as I heard the door
bell. For some reason I started to feel nervous.

"Uh...um...I think it's my mom. Hold up" I said as I got up to open the
door. As I got close to the door my heart started beating faster. I didn't
know why I was feeling nervous or why my heart was beating like crazy. I
turned around to look at Hector.

"Heh...well aren't you gonna answer it." he said as the door bell rang
again.

"Yeah I am." I said. It's probably just my mom. I walked to the door and
put my hand on the door knob. It's probably just my mom ...yeah. I open it.

"Mom you're here so..." I said but then gasped as who I saw immediately
changed my mood.

"Uh....Alex!" I said as I was in total shock. What the fuck was doing here
I said in head. I was looking at him and he was look a bit sad.

"Ben...I gotta talk you." he said.

"Uh...um...n..now is not the good time."

"Ben please. I know you hate but please let me talk to you." he said as he
looked like he began to cry.

"Alex...seriously right now is not the good time!" I said as I was begging
Alex to leave.

"What are you doing here?!!"  I turned around to see Hector standing right
behind me. I looked at Alex and saw the look on his face had changed. He
looked angry.

"What the fuck are you doing here?!" said Alex as he raised his
voice. ....Oh my god.

"Look! Ben doesn't want to talk to you so just leave." said Hector as he
pulled me away and stood in front of me. I saw that Alex was getting
pissed.

"Shut the fuck up! This is none of your business......Ben please!" said
Alex. I didn't know what to say or do. Oh god please don't let this turn
ugly.

"Ben please! I need to talk to you ...I miss you!." said Alex. I walked up
to him.

"Alex...*sigh*...I can't do this!" I said as begging to stress.

"Ben you can't walk away from me. I love you!"

"Oh shut up! Your so lousy. You don't love him. What kinda of person says
that when he cheated." said Hector.

"Fuck you! What do you?" said Alex as he yelled at Hector. I think this was
gonna get ugly and I needed to stop it before it happened.

"Look just stop!...Alex please leave." I said.

"NO! I need you Ben. I love you and I KNOW you feel the same way!" said
Alex as he yelled at me. I didn't know what to say to that. He said he
loved me but how?

"Look asshole. He doesn't need you and besides, he's with me now!" said
Hector. I was like oh my god this is not happening.

"WHAT?!!"

"You heard me!" said Hector.

"Ben don't tell me this is true." said Alex. I was thinking but then I got
angry as I remembered what he did to me and I was not gonna give in.

"Alex...why don't you be with Brenda! Besides you said that you weren't
gay! What the fuck was that?!" I said as I yelled at him.

"That wasn't true and I'm sorry...but Ben u can't be with him he's not
good!"

"Oh don't start!" I said.

"Just leave!" said hector.

"Listen mother fucker! You're not taking Ben away from me! He's mine and
he'll always be!"  said Alex. When he said that I remembered when I was
confronting Brenda and how he denied himself. Ugh...I was getting pissed as
I didn't know what to do and Alex was confusing me again.

"Alex just STOP!" I said.

"So it's like that Ben! You just gonna forget about me? You know you can't
do that!" said Alex.  How could be talking like that after what he did to
me. He was not gonna make me feel like shit again.

"Ugh...Hector close the door." I said.

"BEN!!!" Alex yelled at the top of his lungs.

"Good bye!" said Hector and he shut the door. I heard Alex hitting the door
and yelling.

"BEN!!!  BEN THIS NOT OVER!! YOU FUCKING HERE ME!! IT"S NOT OVER!!"  I
think he went away after that. I began to cry as Hector held me and in his
arms. Man, what up with Alex?.........


Okay that's chapter 6. Well what you think! I know I know Alex and Hector
should of fought.  Hey it'll only get better. Ben has two guys that want
him now. Oh Ben what do you do to make guys crazy. LOL. Anyways. Look
forward for number 7.

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