Date: Wed, 15 Jun 2005 12:50:27 EDT
From: Wdreamtime@aol.com
Subject: SAD SONG OF A GAY TEEN 3
Sad song of a gay teen.............Part three by Paul Walker
This story is copywright 2005 by Paul Walker and you
may not copy or post it to another website without my permission.The story
is a complete work of fiction and so any resemblance to persons either
living or otherwise is purely coincidental.The story will contain scenes of
a sexual nature between teen males,so if you are underage to be reading
this,please leave now.Also,please excuse any mistakes that may have occured
n the previous chapters as a)I don't have anyone to proof read this and
b)I'm only human.
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to......... wdreamtime@aol.com.Please include the title of the story in
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Also, thanks to David Lee(Zeke) and Timthestoryguy for
encouragement.
CHAPTER THREE!
The next morning grandad came to pick me up at the
hospital.He had brought some of my favourite clothes for me to go home in
and the new adidas trainers that I had got the previous weekend.In a way,
it felt good to be leaving the hospital but I wasn't exactly leaving to go
home.After all, home was the house that I had shared with my parents until
two days ago......and I wouldn't be going back there anytime soon.That made
me feel really down.After I had finished getting dressed,a nurse came into
my room with a wheelchair to take me to the car.
Before leavng the hospital,we stopped at the nurses
station.This was so that I could give them the box of chocolates that
grandad had bought for me to give to them as a thank you presant.They all
thanked me and said that it had been nice to have looked after me
The drive from the hospital would take us along Oxford
road and Wilmslow road,as we headed towards Didsbury,where Gary lived with
his parents.As we drove along,I began to panic and started to cry again.
"Is everything ok?"Grandad asked me
"Not really,"I said ,in answer to his question."Is
there another route that we could take?You do know that we are going to
have to pass the school by going this way.I'm not sure that i can really
face having to drive past where this all started."
Grandad took a left turn at the next set of lights and
then turned right at another set of lights.This made me feel relieved.At
least I felt as if Grandad had some idea of how I felt.The rest of the
drive passed by pretty much in silence ,as I don't think either one of us
knew what to say to the other.After all,grandad had lost his daughter and
son in law.Not only that but his only grandson had been assaulted,raped and
left for dead.On top of that,I had to find out that my parents where no
longer alive.As a result,neither of us knew what to talk about.It wasn't as
if grandad could ask me how things where at school.I hadn't been there for
two days and it was unlikely that I would return in the near future,if at
all.I knew this would disappoint my parents,had they still been around,as
it would mean I was throwing away my music scholarship.The school was quite
exclusive and the fees very expensive.It wasn't as if my parents couldn't
afford to send me there but I know that they had been really proud of me
when I won the scholarship.I suppose it was a kind of pay back for all the
money they had spent on my guitar and piano lessons.
We arrived at Garys house.It was a large detached
house,not too different from where I had lived with my parents.In the
garden was a huge sign saying"welcome home Jason!"
"Grandad,"I said,"please, will you just take me to
your house.I really don't want to be here."
"Why not?"He asked.
"Thats why fucking not,"I screamed, pointing at the
sign."This is not my home, so why the hell have they put that up?"
"They're just trying to be nice."Was about all he
could think to say.
Phil,Jane and Gary where stood there waiting to greet
me.Gary had left me last night as he said there where some things he wanted
to do before I arrived.If this was one of them,then it was a big mistake.
I got out of the car and screamed at them"Is this
some sick joke?I know you want to help me but you seem to have forgotten
one thing.
THIS IS NOT MY FUCKING HOME.And it never will be."Before i ran off,I
remember Gary bursting into tears and saying to his mum,"please,mum,make
Jason stop doing this.He's really making me frightend now."
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I don't know how long I had been running for before
I reached my house but I was exhausted when I got there.It was only two
days ago that i had undergone three hours of surgery and I still had
bruises on my face and stomach,along with a few cracked ribs.How I even
found it in me to run like I did,I have no idea.Before I passed out,I
remember banging on the door and shouting,"mum,please let me in,its Jason
and I lost my key."
Sometime later I heard a voice whispering to
me,"Jason,are you ok?"
I must have been a bit dazed and confused, as I
responded by saying,"mum,please help me?"
"Its Carol ,from next door.Are you alright?"
Carol had been our next door neighbour for years
and used to look after me when mum and dad had first set up their
sportswear manufacturing company.She had always been a very kind and
considerate person.
"No,I'm not alright.How can anything ever be
alright ever again?It never will be after everything that has happend."
Carol held me tightly for about five minutes and as
she did,I began to wish it was my mum.Then she softly said,"will you be ok
to walk to my house and then I can call your grandparents."
"It may hurt quite a bit but i think i can make
it."I was begining to wonder if i had done more damage to myself by running
off like I had. I was inwardly cursing myself for being so stupid.We made
it to Carols house and she laid me down on the sofa in the lounge,while she
went to call my grandparents.I must have fallen asleep because the next
thing I knew,my grandparents where sitting on the other sofa.
I looked over at them and could tell by their
expressions that they where worried about me.
"I'm really sorry that I ran off like that.I
just hadn't expected that sign when we got there,"I said."Are you angry
with me?"
"I really don't think that getting angry with
you at the moment would help much,would it?"Grandma said.
Carol had re-entered the room and said,"well
look who's finally woken up.So how are you feeling?"
"I feel really sore and i'm not sure if I
haven't burst a couple of my stiches."I said in reply.
"Will you be able to turn over so that I can
take a look?I used to be a nurse."
I did as Carol had asked and she had a look
at where they had performed the surgery."Everything seems to be ok here but
it may be an idea to go back to the hospital and let them take a look."
"We'll take him right now,"said grandad."Maybe
it was too soon for you to come out."
"You can take me back to the hospital on one
condition.First, I need to go and appologise to Phil,Jane and Gary.I just
hope I haven't messed things up with them."
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Thirty minutes later we where back at Garys
house.This time there was no one waiting to greet me.Grandma helped me out
of the car and we made our way to the front door.I really was in alot of
pain.
Gary opend the door and took one look at
me."Sorry about the sign,it was a really stupid idea."
"Its ok,you're not the only stupid one.I
shouldn't have reacted the way I did and i hurt like hell."
Gary took hold of my arm and led me into
the house.But not before he had kissed me on the cheek.That embarrassed the
hell out me in front of my grandparents but Gary just said"I need to make
you go bright red one more time and we'll be even."
I really couldn't argue with that.We all
sat down in the lounge and I looked around the room at everyone who was
sitting there.As no one seemed to be talking ,I decided that I had better
say something."I really do want to say how sorry I am about how I
reacted.It was a really stupid thing to do.I just wish my mum was here."
Jane looked at me for a moment before she
said"Jason,what you did was stupid,considering thet you had to undergo some
surgery two days ago.However,no one here is angry with you.What you have
been through is just impossible to imagine but you have to face up to the
fact that your parents are not around anymore.Thats the worst part for
you.When you need them the most,they're not here to help you and I can
imagine that hurts like hell.We just want to treat you as if you where our
own son and it really is ok for you and Gary to be boyfriends."
"Thank you,"I said."Thats the nicest thing
anyone has ever said to me."
Jane stood up and announced thet she was
going to get the refreshments from the kitchen.When Jane returned Gary
said"Mum,is it ok if I show Jason our room?"
"I don't see why not?"
Gary took a hold of my hand and led me
upstairs.I must have looked puzzled as I asked him,"what do you mean,our
room?"
"You'll see," he replied.
We got upstairs to the first floor and
walked through the door.I was amazed to say the least.The room was huge.It
had a widescreen tv with a surround system,along with a top of the range
hi-fi system.There was a big desk with his computer system on it.Icouldn't
help noticing the kingsize bed."Excuse me for asking but where do I
actually sleep?I mean there is only one bed."
"With me ,in that bed you see.I promise
you that I won't do anything that you don't want me to."
"Gary," I said,giving him my best
smile,"thank you for being around for me.I really am in love with you."I
pressed my lips against his and kissed him.As i did,I could feel my cock
begin to twitch.I felt his tongue enter my mouth and thought to
myself,"mmm.this feels really good."
After about five minutes he pushed me
away but only in a gentle way."Why did you do that?"I asked
"Because I don't want to rush things
with you.After I found you,I was really upset.I love you too, but I am two
years older than you and I have had a few other boys in my life,which means
that I have probably done a few things that you have yet to
experience.Anyway,I have something else I want to show you."
He took hold of my hand and led me
upto the attic room.When we got there,I was amazed.Somehow,they had brought
all my keyboards,guitars and other music stuff from my house and set it all
up.I cried,yet again but this time they where tears of happiness.
"So,what do you think?"He asked.
"This must have taken some
organizing!Its just so cool of everyone to have done this."The way Gary was
smiling at me,I must have looked like tha happiest kid alive.
"So,what are you going to play for
me?"
"Wouldn't you prefer me to play with
you?"I asked in reply.
"Maybe in a few days,when you feel
better.Now are you going to show me what this awesome set up can do or
not?"
"Yeah,ok."I replied.
I had a quick check around to make
sure everything was connected properly.As I was doing that,I thought to
myself,"yeah,this is some great set up you have here."There where four
keyboards,two computers,various guitars,a rack with various fx devices and
a 16 track Yamaha hard disc recorder.The computers where loaded with all
sorts of music production and creation software,such as Cubase,Reason,FL
studio and Live three.On top of all that,I had a whole host of sotware
instruments.All in all,it was one fucking amazing set up.I switched
eveything on and loaded up a couple of programmes on the computers to
provide the backing(mainly bass and drums).I decided that I would play my
Fender Stratocaster but when I tried to lift it,I was in alot of pain,so I
settled for playing the keyboards.Suddenly the room was filled with the
sound of choirs,strings,deep,droning bass sounds and soaring lead lines.
"Wow,thats amazing,"I heard Gary say
.
After about five minute I stopped
playing and looked at Gary,who was totally mesmorized.He also looked damn
sexy.
"So how come you have all this
stuff?"
"It comes with the territory.You
know,being an only child and a musical genious."I said, with a slight
laugh.
"And a big head,"Gary responded.
"You leave my head alone,you have
seen it yet!"
"How do you know I didn't take a
look when you where out cold in the hospital?"
"Ok,point taken."
We both had a good laugh at our
filthy talk.It certainly made me feel alot better.
When I had managed to stop
laughing,I made a few Changes on my gear and began to play one of my dads
favourite songs
which went;
WHEN YOUR LOST\line WHERE DOES
IT SAY\line THAT YOU STAY THAT WAY.
By this time, I had an audience in
the shape of my grandparents,Phil and Jane.They where all claping and
cheering.
"Hey,"said Phil,"I know that song
you where playing.That group are playing at the Manchester evening news
arena in a few weeks.Would you like me to see if I can get some tickets?"
"That would be great,"I told
him."As long as I can invite Chris and Steve?"
"I'll get on the internet later
and sort them out."
It was grandad who had to kind
of spoil the fun by mentioning that he was gonna take me back to the
hospital for a check up.I handed him my mobile phone and asked him to call
Paul,the doctor we had met the day before.Paul said he would be here within
the hour.When he arrived,he gave me a good check over and said that
everything was ok from a physical point but asked if it would be ok to
prescribe me a low dosage of anti depresants,to help control my mental
state.All the adults agreed that it sounded like a good idea.
The rest of the day passed
fairly quietly.At about 9.30,I told everyone I was going to go to bed,as I
was feeling tired.Not long after,Gary joined me.He leaned his head against
my chest and put his arm around me.We kissed for a little while,before
drifting off to sleep.
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That seemed like a good point to stop.See you
in chapter four.Thanks to anyone who has e-mailed me and by the time you
read this,I should have sent you a reply.Lol Paul.