Date: Tue, 20 Mar 2007 20:11:00 -0700 (PDT)
From: D One <doned88@yahoo.com>
Subject: Second Chance

"Ever get a blowjob?" the words rang in his head as Cory walked across
the yard.

Children young and old were everywhere playing whatever games they were
playing. Older young men, many shirtless, were running up and down the
basketball court yelling and cursing.

Usually he would stop and watch imagining what it was like to have torsos
like those he saw or to be able to touch them.

SUV's were lined up by the baseball field with overzealous parents
sitting nearby yelling at their children to make them proud.

He walked past them all.

Maybe the words were actualy "Ever give a blowjob" or "Want a blowjob" or
even "Need a blowjob" or possibly "I'll pay you for a blowjob".

It could have been any of these. He had heard several variations before.

But this time it stunned him.

Cory hung out in the park like most of his friends from the neighborhood
and school. Sometimes there was a baseball game. But usually the kids
just hung around sitting on top of the picnic tables, making fun of those
they didn't know, their teachers or even each other.

He liked being there. It wasn't like school, where kids hung out in
little groups defined by the clothes they wore, their looks or even the
cars they drove.

In the park, even the best dressed kids in school, came to hang out in
jeans and t shirts like everybody else.

He wasn't a popular kid nor was he a nerd. But even the nerds hung out in
the park. It was kind of an equalizing ground during the summer.

The world around him that afternoon seemed unreal. There was almost a
numb feeling in his head as he walked.

Barh who everhone called Bark, was one of the more muscular and
athletically able kids. In school, he played football in the fall and
wrestled during the spring. He wore one of those white sweaters with the
school letter on the sides. He was usually crowded around by the other
kids.

But in the park even Barh was like everyone else. He wore torn shirts and
cutoffs and flip flops. He didn't show off with any athletic prowess, he
just hung out.

And to Cory's delight he talked to him as well as the others. "So kid" he
said "want to go (here or there)" and Cory would tag along as he went
across the field, or got hotdogs from the concession stand or just sat
under the tree talking about school.

When the weather got humid, the kids would strip as far as the law
allowed, wearing short and nothing else. The girls wore elastic tops
which seemed to excite the boys. But Cory liked looking at the bare
chests, thick legs, growing armpit hair, emerging pectorals and biceps of
the other boys.

Cory wasn't dumb. He knew he wasn't the only one. In fact sometimes he
would look around to see which of the other boys were looking at the
hunker kids like Barh.

"So what's up kid" Barh put his bare arm around Cory's bare shoulders
that day.

"Just haning out like everyone else" Cory said casually. In school he
wouldn't dare speak to a school hero. But then Barh never talked to him
in school either.

"Yea know what you mean, want this?" Barh handed a tiny white cylinder of
paper which was smouldering. The kids often smoked pot in the park. But
they were caught so often it raerly happened.

"It's just a cigarette. I role em myself. That way nobody knows when it's
tobacco or something more fun"

Cory waved it away. "Don't smoke man" he said.

"Cool. Bad habit anyway. I can't smoke when schools on, training. The
coach would rip me a new asshole" he laughed and took a drag then crushed
the butt under the sole of his flip flop.

"So...." and then the words came. There were other kids around them so
Barh leaned close to Cory's ear and half whispered the question.

"Ever had a blowjob?"

Cory didn't remember answering. He said something he knew. But then left.
Maybe he said "have to go home" or "Gotta go" or "god I want to suck your
cock int he worst way". Well, maybe not the last one.

Now he was walking across the yards away from the shaded picnic tables,
across the parking lot and up the street towards his house.

"Mom? Carla?" he called out. Cory knew nobody was home but there was some
security in asking as he unlocked the door to the pool house.

His Dad made the offer and Cory couldn't believe it.

"So you want your own room huh? Your little brother starting to drive you
nuts?" he laughed "Your Uncle was the same way to me when we were your
age".

Cory closed the sliding glass door that had become his shield of privacy
against the world. In the one room that he decorated with posters, books,
computers, a queen size bed and his collection of CD's, Cory felt secure.

He reached to take his t shirt off and realized he was still half naked
having left his t shirt at the park.

"Shit" he muttered. It was one of his favorites too. Probably gone now.
Maybe it was in the lost and found. He'd check tomorrow.

Slipping out of his shorts, he flicked his testicle and half hard penis
to cool off. His penis was always half hard and usually rock hard. The
heat made his ball sac hung low. He turned the shower. It was the
original shower stall that was in the pool house and perfect for his
bachelor apartment.

The knocking on the glass door stopped him from stepping into the water.

Turning, he saw Barh at the glass door. Cory forgot to close the blinds.
His nakedness was clearly visable.

Barh didn't acknowledge it.

"You forgot your shirt" he held up the tangerine color t shirt. "Can I
come in?"

The older boy was polite.

"uh yea sure I guess' Cory stepped back. "Want a coke" he was anxious to
show off his little regrigerator to anyone who visited his private
apartment aka pool house.

"Uh yea, can I get comfortable too?" Barh started unbuttoning his shorts.

"Oh shit, sorry man I was gonna get a shower" Cory said as Barh walked
back to the door and closed the blinds.

"Hell me and my brothers are always bareass at home." Barh had let his
shorts drop to the floor.

Cory stared. He had no choice.

"It's comfortable, cool and we save our laundry"

"You have brothers?" Cory asked not sure whether to cover his half hard
cock with his hands or turn away.

"Yea two older" Barh said he was pulling on his penis. "Nice huh?"

Cory didn't know if the boy was talking about his cock, or the feeling he
had given himself by pulling on it.

"uh yea" Cory said. His eyes had measured the cock that was certainly
thicker then his. But in it's soft state he wasn't sure about the length.
His own cock was growing.

"Wow nice one kid, let it get hard so we can jack off" Barh said as he
started playing with his penis which as now expanding.

"I thought you were interested" he said.

Cory felt himself blush at obviously being caught looking at Barh in the
park.

"I mean I hoped you'd be, you're cute" it was Barh's turn not to blush as
he admitted an attraction to Cory.

"Can't tell anyone of course" he said as he moved forward "but we can
take care of each other and keep it our secret"

"yea" Cory whispered his answer rather the gasp when Barh touched his
cock. He couldn't believe the odler, hunkier boy was kneeling in front of
him.

And then as Barh's hands slid up his stomach and his fingers found Cory's
nipples, warm lips surrounded his cock.

"Oh shit, you weren't kidding" Cory said.

"I never kid about this" Barh looked up "besides I want to feel your lips
on my boner too, ok?"

And then Cory responded finally the way he had wanted to respond back in
the park earlier.

"OK"