Date: Thu, 18 Oct 2012 04:09:32 -0700 (PDT)
From: Aaron Hull <wah.stories@yahoo.com>
Subject: Shawn's Turn - 26

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	This is the first story I've ever written, I wrote it over the
summer of last year and my writing skills have grown immensely. Although
this is my first story I've wrote, I have published other stories on here
and am currently working on one. Under the high school section, I have the
One or the Other, which is a current project; Hayden's Story; and GAvin's
Got Game. Under the college section, I have The After Party. The latter
three stories all contain sexual content.
	If you enjoyed reading this story, you can email me at
wah.stories@yahoo.com. I love getting fan mail and can't wait to here from
you all!

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	"Shawn!" Jen shouted after I told her about this McAlister
kid. "What about Avery?!"

	"I'm not doing anything with this kid! He just thought I was cute
and I think he's cute too."

	"You're dating Avery though! You can't be looking at eye candy!"

	"You did it all the time with Drew!"

	"Yeah but I'm a girl."

	"And I'm gay. We both like penis so there! I can get all the eye
candy I want." I stuck my tongue out at her. Which meant I won.

	She took my pillow and hit me with it. I hit her back with my other
one. "You can't hit me! I'm a girl!"

	"Are we sure about that?" I started to laugh and she beat me with
my pillow. After about 10 minutes of pure laughter I reached up and pulled
her down onto the bed with me. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her
close. This wasn't romantic in anyway. This is how we normally laid when we
talked.

	"So how are things with you?" I asked her as we calmed down.

	"Better. My therapist said I've made real progress in the last few
weeks. Do you think I have, Shawn?"

	I hugged her tighter. "I know you have Jen." We sat there in pure
silence for a few minutes. It wasn't an awkward silence. It was a good one.

	"Do you think I'll ever be able to date again?"

	"In all honestly Jen I think you will be able to soon."

	"Really?"

	"Yeah. Even though he did what he did to you," we never call Cole
by his name. The therapist says it's best not until she says it first, "I
believe you'll be able to get past it soon at this rate."

	"It's just...every time a guy touches me, except for you, I tense
up and fear it'll happen again. Hell I even tense up when my dad, Avery,
Tommy, or Tyler touch me and they're close to me. I think he ruined my
life, Shawn."

	I then started to hear her cry. I pulled her more into me. "Don't
ever say that, Jen. Who gives a rat's ass if you end up single for the rest
of your life? You can live with me and bum off me and all that. I don't
care. As long as you're okay I'm okay."

	She turned to look at me. "Will I get to stay there for free?"

	We both smiled and I pulled her in for a hug. We laid like that
until Amy said it was time for Jen to leave. I kissed her on the forehead
and watched her walk out the door. Right now I'm glad I'm gay, or I would
have thought I was in love with the girl.

	Soon after Jen was gone I felt like it was time for me to go to
bed. I called Avery and we talked on the phone for about 30 minutes. We
ended out conversation with us both saying we really liked the other
one. We hung up and I just laid there. Like. It's been four months and
we're still in the like phase. I realized I was in love with Tommy about 3
weeks after I started dating him.

	I groaned and shoved my face into my pillow. I was tired of
guys. Jay. Tommy. Avery. McAlister. Why can't they all just disappear and
leave me alone to die alone. It would be a lot less painful.

	I soon fell asleep. I was dreaming that I was sitting on my bed and
McAlister came in. "Hey, Shawn!"

	"Hey dude!"

	"What's up?"

	"Thinking about you. You know I want you, right?"

	McAlister came over to my bed and crawled on top of me. He kissed
my neck and sucked on it a little. He then slowly moved up my neck and
across my face until he was at my lips. My lips and his lips were only a
few centimeters away and I wanted them.

	"I'll kiss you and be all yours if you tell me my name." McAlister
said seductively. I could feel his breath on my lips.

	"McAlister."

	He smiled. "My first name. What's my first name?"

	"I don't know. You never told me."

	"Well. Reach up and kiss me. I still need you."

	I tried lifting my head, but it wouldn't move. I was stuck in
place. He kept asking me why I wouldn't kiss him in his seductive
whisper. But then I couldn't answer. I tried so hard but I couldn't move
and I couldn't talk. All I could do was look at him. He soon grew tired of
waiting and started to fade away. I tried everything to keep him on top of
me but nothing worked. He was vanishing right before my eyes.

	I jolted up from my dream. "I love you!" I yelled out to no one. I
looked around and my room was empty. It was also dark. I looked over to my
clock and saw it was around four in the morning. I tried to go back to
sleep but nothing I did would let me. All I was able to do was lay there
and think about McAlister.

	Soon it was time for me to wake up and get ready. That's when I
became tired. I tried to shower and make myself look presentable, but no
matter what I did, I still looked like a mess. I walked downstairs and was
greeted by Amy and Mom. Dad had already left for work. I sat down and ate
my breakfast. Ignoring every word that was said between my mom and sis.

	When Amy and I were done eating, we headed out to her car. "Okay
spill it. Is Jay dating Tommy hurting you that bad? Jay called me yesterday
and told me the news. While we were talking he remembered that you and him
were a thing. He said if it was too awkward for you he would cancel it."

	"It's not that. Well it kinda is but there's this new kid. He's
sooo cute and he's gay. Or bi. I'm not really sure. I don't know his name
but he was in my dream. All I know is that his last name is McAlister."

	"I guess it is true that gay guys like every guy. Just look at
you. You had the Alex phase, the Leo phase, the Jay phase, the Tommy phase,
the Avery phase, and now on the Noah phase."

	"Noah?"

	"Yeah. His name is Noah."

	"How do you know that?"

	"His older brother is a friend of mine. Their parents are divorced
and Noah is just came here to live with his mom. Their dad is getting
remarried and Noah doesn't like the woman. Noah sat at my lunch table
yesterday. He asked questions about you."

	"I hate you."

	"What?!"

	"Why didn't you tell me!"

	She shrugged her shoulders. "Because you never asked."

	I flipped her off and she laughed. We continued to talk about
random things until we reached school. She said she would talk to Jay and
tell him it did bother me some but I would get over it. I thanked her and
we went our separate ways.

	While I was walking down the hallway I caught site of DJ. She saw
me too and ran up to me. "Did Amy get my letter?" I nodded. "And?"

	"She cried."

	"What kind of tears?"

	"Not sure. She did say she hated you for doing this to her."

	DJ smiled. "Sounds like I may be back in the game!" She hugged me
and caught up to Evelyn. It's sad that DJ "loves" Amy but she still hangs
onto that slut like her life depends on it.

	I rolled my eyes and headed to homeroom. When I got in there I saw
Noah sitting by himself. He wasn't looking in my direction so he sorta
jumped when I pulled out the chair beside him.

	"Oh, hey Shawn. Didn't know you were there." He smiled that smile
of his and I swear my heart melted.

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~ IMPORTANT ~
	There are two chapters that were written by a friend of mine and I
will tell you if when the chapter is written by her. Please DO NOT contact
me and tell me how different those chapters are from the rest of the story
and they are written completely differently. If you do I will most likely
insult you. :D

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