Date: Mon, 18 Jun 2001 23:25:15 -0400 (EDT)
From: One Shy Rugrat <one_shy_rugrat@yahoo.ca>
Subject: 'Sleepless Night' Chapter 2

Warning: This is a story about two boys falling in love. If it offends you,
please don't continue reading.

Copyrights@ 2001. One Shy Rugrat. All Rights Reserved.

It has taken me awhile to finally get my act together and write this. The
story will develop slowly to make it as realistic as possible. Hope you
enjoy it!

Sleepless Nights
Chapter 2

As summer holiday beings, my crew and I gets ready for the big night of
partying.  Everyone goes off shopping picking the gift for Kenneth whose
birthday was coming up .  Kerry, Ada, Lily, Leo, and I goes off on our gift
expedition downtown where all the funky stuff are located. After 2 hours of
window-shopping, we decided to buy a pyramid- shaped prism lamp and told
the clerk to wrap it up. We put the box into my huge HMV bag with my new
Lady Marmalade single and Christina poster as disguise. We knew Kenneth
wasn't that into the whole music scene so decided to piss him off by saying
we got him a stack of CDs.

"Jo, the slowpoke, hurry up, we still gotta catch a glimpse at Destiny's
Child at Much", cries Ada while I was almost a whole block behind admiring
my singles.

"Yeah, yeah, your majesty!", I bark.

"So, what did you get, Jojo?", asks Lily.

"What makes you think I'm telling you?", I jokingly snared.

"Because I'm Beautiful! What other reason would there be? I bet its
something to do with Christina anyways." Everyone laughed.

"Of course!" I replied enthusiastically after hearing the word, "
Christina".

"Yo, did you guys watch Alanis's special yesterday?", asks Leo.

"Of course not, its been on 100 times already. Only you would watch it.",
cries Lily

"Yeah, we're not depressed like you. We don't like Ironic and all those
other depressing songs.", says Kerry.

"Yeah, whatever!" Leo snaps.

We all gathered to head to our usually hangout, Mr. Green Jeans, known for
their huge servings off food and fabulous buffalo chips. After we ordered
our food, a conversation about school started.

"Hey, did you guys know Anthony is dating Edith?", asked Leo stupidly. He's
always the last one to know anything, despite his being Anthony's best
friend.

"Leo, get with the program. Anthony's news is old news.", Lily snickered.

"Oh, damn. He never even told me.", complains Leo.

"Yeah, everyone noticed. They're like the oddest couple. Its like the roles
are switched.  Edith, being the dominator in the relationship is like the
man. Anthony, haha, the woman of course.", adds Ada.

Kerry looks over at me and starts laughing. I must have blushed by that
little glare.  Everyone started asking Kerry what was so funny. But she
refuses to spill her secret, my secret. Our conversation revolved around
Anthony's new found love and I felt kind of odd feeling totally at ease
joining in their conversation about my so-called 'first crush'.  Two years
ago when I just saw Anthony, I was attracted to his shy puppy face
immediately. It was the cutest. Though he looked kind of nerdy, his body
was quite built for a bookworm, and had a really sophisticated look. I used
to always look over at him during class and go into a trance for the rest
of the period. I noticed his every move.  When he went to school. What his
phone number was. Where he lived. I even found out where his brother went
to University. Obsessed? Yeah, I think so too. We got to be friends after
working together in a chemistry project and started hanging out. He
referred to me as one of his best friends, thought personally I thought I
didn't know him that well at all. I just liked sneaking a peak at his
brief-covered buns while we changed for gym.

I thought after discovering his relationship with Edith that I would hate
Edith for taking him away from me and hating him to have not noticed my
effort in always trying to help him in everything, but it didn't
happen. Actually, I felt happy for him. I didn't hate him at all, though I
still feel uncomfortable around him at times, but we were still able to
maintain a really good friendship. I guess I didn't really 'love' him as
much as I thought.  I wonder when I'm going to experience the love that
people describe as 'falling head over heels' for a person. Am I really gay?
How can I feel nothing when someone I supposedly had a crush on got engaged
in a heterosexual relationship? Maybe I felt relieved that I haven't told
him about my puppy love. I was finally brought back to reality when Kerry
started to poke me with her fork. Our dinner continued smoothly filled with
stupid jokes for the rest of the evening.

After a good night sleep, I had to prepare for Kenneth's birthday
party. Being the fashion fanatic, I always want to look good during any
occasion. Kenneth, one of the smartest and hottest guys in school, are
known as the most ambitious and witty people in our grade. I got to know
him in a quite early stage in highschool. He would always strangle me,
which always pissed me off to the point that I wanted to punch him out from
time to time. He can be such a pest, but nonetheless we were still
friends. Only during this year, we didn't have classes together since he
was in the Art stream while I was in the Science.  We didn't get to see
each other as much as before.

After choosing all my clothes for the night and felt that listening to
'Bootylicious' suits my look, I drove off to pick up Kerry, Ada, Leo, and
Lily. We arrived at Maxis, a really cool restaurant with excellent white
chocolate brownies, at 7pm. Everyone arrived by 7:30 pm. We all wished
Kenneth a happy birthday and ordered our food. We took a lot of pictures
and dinner went on with me sitting beside Eddy, Kenneth's best friend.

"Ed, what did you get Kenneth?", I asked Eddy.

"I got him a really cool badminton racket. He loves badminton", replied
Eddy.

"Cool. Hope he likes our gift."

"What did you guys get him?" asked Eddy.

"A prism light from The Museum" I told him worrying that I might get a
negative response.

"Oh. He's always wanted that. The pyramid shaped light, right?" I nodded. "
Cool, de'll love the gift. It was too expensive for me to get it for
him. Don't worry." I smiled with relief.

After dinner, we decided to tell Kenneth to open his gifts. Yvonne, Jean,
and Fanny gave him a cool black pencil case. Albert and Nicole gave him
badminton gear that matched Eddy's racket. Gary, Lawrence, Laura, and Kyle
gave him a new backpack. Ronda, Eva, and Amy gave him some accessories for
his new cell phone his parents bought him. The last present he opened was
our prism lamp.

After unwrapping the gift, he says, "Oh my god! Guys, I've always wanted
this!"

"Don't thank us. Jojo chose the gift. He said anybody would like that
lamp. It took us 2 hours to persuade him to cross out the other 20 choices
he was considering and pick this one" says Ada.

Kenneth replies, 'Joe. I love it. Thank you soooooo much!" He gives me a
big hug,

As his hands wrap around my shoulders, a shock went down my spine and I
blushed. My heart suddenly started pounding like crazy for some reason. The
hug was longer than I expected. He went off to thank everyone else while I
was left standing there still thinking about that spark that went down my
spine wondering what it was.

"Hey guys! Let's take a group picture!" says Yvonne.

Everyone gathers and Kenneth yanks my arm and pulls me to the
middle. Everyone else stood beside us, a waiter gets ready to help us take
a few snap shots. Kenneth puts his hand over my shoulders, which he has
never done before, and, oddly, another shock went down my spine and this
time my heart pounds even harder. I look over at Anthony, and then back at
Kenneth. What's happening? I can't believe this. Kenneth's grip on my
shoulders became even harder and a third, more intense, shock travels
through my whole body and I tremble. Kenneth looks over at me with a funny
look and I forced a faint smile. I tried to focus my mind in taking a good
picture and smiled at the camera. I felt my whole face became tense and my
heart was pounding like crazy. *Snap* The waiter takes the picture, leaving
me in a daze.



This is the end of chapter 2. Hope you guys find the development
interesting. Comments are always welcome. Yes, even the bad ones. Not too
harsh though.

Until next time,
One Shy Rugrat =)
<one_shy_rugrat@yahoo.ca>

Copyrights@ 2001. One Shy Rugrat. All Rights Reserved.