Date: Wed, 13 Oct 2010 18:42:33 -0700 (PDT)
From: K Davids <k.davids@ymail.com>
Subject: Some sense of Security/ Some sense of Security ch. 8

Some Sense Of Security Ch 8

BY: KD

This story is fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true
sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual contact between to
underage males, if this is illegal to read where you live then please hit
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FICTION made up by myself. All the characters, and where it takes place is
all fiction even the names. PLEASE do not copy this, any past chapters or
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love seems like a mess
when it won't let go of me
but when it's gone I don't feel
when it's gone I don't feel alive
don't leave me alone
don't leave me alone
I can't stand the way the world feels
when I'm walking alone
~Armor For Sleep~ Walking at night alone
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Characters
Chasen- Main character
Tanner- Chasen's boyfriend
Margaret- Tanner's Mother
David- Tanner's Father
Troy- Tanner's little Brother
Aaron- Family friend
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	My dad was due to arrive any minute.  David went to get him from
the airport; I don't know what it is that I'm feeling.  I'm scared,
excited, and pissed off that he wants now to step back into my life.

	Tanner comes up behind me and puts his arms around my waist, "Calm
down babe."

	"I can't, there's just too much emotion going on in my head right
now."  I tell him looking back at him.

 	He kisses me on the cheek, "Well try to calm, down this could be a
good thing."

	"I'm goin to go talk to your mom." I tell him.

	Walking down the stairs that I have become so used to doing over
the last few weeks, and I find Margaret in her usual place in the kitchen
especially today.

 	"Your upset?" I ask walking in and sitting on the stool at the bar.

	She stops chopping up carrots and looks up and gives me a weak
smile, "No honey I'm not upset, just apprehensive.  With court on Monday,
and your father coming in so soon.  Just a lot to handle, but I am a grown
woman, how are you holding up?"

	I look at her and shake my head, "I'm terrified honestly.  I
haven't seen my father since I was so young.  I don't even know what to
call him dad, or Kevin."

	She reaches over and touches my cheek, "Hun, I can't tell you what
to call him. That is your choice not mine or anyone else's, if you don't
think you should call him dad, then call him Kevin.  He is a stranger to
you, but it's up to you."  She tells me going back to cutting up vegetables
and she looks up and smiles, "We have to get you a trim that blonde mop of
yours, it's out of control."

	I laugh, "Yeah it is time for a trim, maybe shave it all off!" I
joke.

	"NO! Then I couldn't be with you at all!" Tanner says sneaking up
behind me and kisses me on the cheek.  "They are here." He announces.

	I go and sit on the couch, Tanner sits next to me, but a little
further away, we don't want to freak out my dad so soon.  I hear the door
open and I hear chatter as David, and my father walks in.

	Margaret goes to greet them first, and asks how the plane ride was,
and just small talk.  I hear them getting closer to the living room.

	David comes in first, giving me a reassuring smile, that's when
Kevin, my dad walks in behind him, and I know that's my father even without
seeing him in so long.

	I look just like him, right down to the body build, though he is
taller than me, he has short dirty blonde hair and pale blue eyes just like
I do.  He is dressed in jeans and a polo shirt. He doesn't look any
different from the way I remember; he even has a smile line on his face.

	He stands in the doorway, of the living room, his pale blue eyes
locking on mine. He steps in and smiles, and walks over to me and I stand
up.

	I look at him and the next thing I know is that he is hugging me. I
mean a full fledge hug, I wince a little not expecting that, but he still
hugs me ruffling my hair.

	"Tanner let's give them some time alone." David says as they walk
out of the living room.

	He holds me out at arm's length to look at me, "Chasen, my boy you
look good, a little skinny, but you're a good looking young man." Then he
brings me in for another hug, this time I hug him back trying to hold back
the tears.

	We kind of stand there and look at each other until Margaret comes
in, "Kevin, why don't you and Chasen go outside in the backyard and catch
up?  I will call you both in for dinner."

	I lead my dad out the back door by the kitchen, and we walk over to
a bench that's placed by a garden.

	"Why now?" I ask without even thinking.

	He looks at me with sad eyes, "I just found you.  Your mother made
sure when I left that I wouldn't be able to contact you.  I have been
trying for the last three years, I had no clue if you where still here in
town or where.  Not a day goes by that I don't think about you, or try to
find you."

	"You left me with her.  How could you do that?" I ask getting
upset.

	"I didn't want to leave you with her I tried to take you with me,
your mother is sick, even when I was seeing her she was to friendly with
the alcohol.  I wanted to get her better, I tried for years.  It was taking
a toll on me, and Caroline." He tells me looking sad at me.

	I look at him, "You were cheating on mom?"

	"No, Caroline and I were a couple before your mother and I even
met.  We had a kid, but she moved home, and I met your mother and we had
you, but your mother and I never worked out, so we never married. In fact
before you were born Caroline and I got back together and married, she had
a second kid on the way, that's when I decided to move on from your
mother. I tried so hard to get you, but she threatened to take her own life
if I did." He patted my leg, "I came over every day after school to see
you, I didn't want you to grow up without me in your life, and that's what
happened."

	I'm nearly in tears, "You mean you always visited, but you would
stay until I fell asleep!"

	He looks at me, "Son, you where young, you would be in bed by six,
most nights.  I would come and see you after I got off work, about five
most days, after you would go to sleep I would go home, you don't ever
remember coming to my house and spending some time with Caroline on the
weekends?"

	I think back, "I do remember going somewhere with you, but I can't
remember, I think I blocked out anything that had something to do with you.
Mom told me you hated us, we were why you left."

	"No son, I loved you more than anything, just it got worse between
your mother and I.  She even tried to attack Caroline.  At that time my job
offered me my own Office in California, I tried to take you but like I said
your mother threatened to take her own life. I had no choice." He says
looking at me, and I know he is telling the truth.

	"So you live in California now?" I ask wondering.


	He smiles, "yep that's where my Law firm is!"

	"So you are a lawyer? What's it like in California?" I turn to look
at him easier.

	He smiles and lets out a laugh, "it's busy, fast paced, but it's a
beautiful state.  We all love it there."

	I look at him curiosity getting the best of me, "By we, you mean
you, and Caroline?"

	He lets out another laugh and wraps his arm around my shoulders,
"well yes, Caroline, and I, but also your two brothers and your baby
sister."

	I look at him in shock, "Three! I have three siblings?  Tell me
about them, please."

	He smiles, "Ok bud, hold on." He tells me pulling out his wallet,
and opening it to the pictures the first one is of me when I was young I
just look at it and then at him and he smiles.

	He flips to a boy that doesn't look much different than me, "That's
Ryan he is only a few months older than you."

	I look up, "So he is sixteen?"

	"Yes, he will be seventeen in a few months." He flipped to a second
picture and it was another boy.

	He had brown hair, unlike Ryan, who has blond hair like me, but he
had blue eyes.  "Kyle just turned fifteen not too long ago." My dad tells
me.

	He flips to the next one, and it's a girl with blonde hair and
green eyes, "This is Lexie, she is fourteen, and let me tell you, she is a
feisty girl! The boys don't mess with her much." He tells me laughing.

	I sit there with his wallet in my hands looking back and fourth at
the photos, "Couldn't keep it in your pants?" I ask trying to hold a
straight face, but busted out laughing.

	He laughs with me too, "No, we just knew we wanted more kids and to
have them around the same age, we had the money to support them and bring
them up right." He trails off and looks at me.

	"Oh, I see." I say.

	He gets up and motions for me to walk with him, "I tried to send
you money all the time, did you ever get any of the cards Caroline and I
sent?"

	I just shook my head, he looked upset, "I should have known she
wouldn't give them to you, probably what she used to buy her booze."

	I explained how living with her was, hardly ever eating, having to
get a job, and having to pick her up off the floors when she would pass
out, and the so called boyfriends that she would have over, and how they
where assholes to me.  We came back around to the bench and I stood before
him.  That's when I told him about the beating I took, and I pulled off my
shirt to show him.

	You could feel the whole atmosphere change around us how sad he
was, but also the anger, he reached out and touched the scars that I had
from when she used belts, and the fading bruises that were barely visible
anymore.

	He pulled me into a hug and starts to cry, "I am so sorry, son I
wasn't there for you; I will make sure nothing ever happens like this
again!"

	I hug him back, and I hear someone come out and it's Margaret,
"dinner is ready everyone."

---------------------Aaron's POV----------------------------------

	I was asked to go, to a friend's house for a bit.  Until Chasen and
his dad had the chance to talk, but I was asked to stay the weekend at
Maxx's anyway!

	I went home with Maxx after school, his mother picked us up in an
SUV, I didn't get the name not that I was really focusing on the vehicle.
Honestly I was a little busy staring at Maxx's butt, he had on basketball
shorts and they just clung to his bubble butt and his smooth tan legs were
a nice bonus too! Plus he is wearing a plain white shirt that fits just
right to his body, shows his arms off too!

	It doesn't take long for us to get to his house, it wasn't a huge
mansion like mine, but I am never really in mine at all, but it was so nice
and cozy!  It was a two bedroom and two bathroom house, big enough for him
and his mother; it was a cool off white color and a nice yard.

	I follow Maxx in and take my shoes off at the door, as does he.
"So want to finish the homework first?" he asks.

	A smile, "yeah let's do that first then we can chill."

	"Boys, how about I make you sandwiches?" He mom asks.

	"Yes Ma'am, Ms......" I trail off.

	She smile at me, she has long brown hair with the same color eyes
as Maxx, "just call me Gail, hun."

	Maxx and I start on the homework, I mostly finished mine at school,
I help him read some of the problems and help him with math, but he is good
at our science homework, which I officially suck at!

	We eat the sandwiches Gail made us, as we finish up our homework, I
look at Gail as she is leaning on the bar watching us.

	"Aaron, I'm glad I spoke with the teacher and asked her to find him
a tutor.  You're a really bright young man and you don't get frustrated
because of Maxx's dyslexia." She says smiling at me.

	I get a little red in the face, "It's cool!  I'm glad she picked
me, Maxx is an awesome friend!"

	"Ugh, I am right here!" He says looking at us both.

	We all laugh at that and we finish our homework, "Dude lets go to
my room so I can show you it." Maxx tells me leading me down the hall.

	I follow him into his room and it's actually a nice size, It has a
queen bed, and a flat screen TV mounted on the wall with a DVD player and a
X-box 360 as well as a desk with a nice computer on it!

	"Dude your room is awesome!" I tell him looking at all his stuff.

	"Thanks, dude let's play a game." He says throwing in a random game
into the X-box.

	We play one of the Call of Duty games, I didn't really know which
one, I guess the newest one. I don't really play the games much besides at
Troy's.

	After about an hour playing the game, his mom popped her head in,
"Boys, I have to go show a house it's a big sale, will you two be ok here
alone for an hour or two?"

	"Yeah mom, no problem we are both mature adults" Maxx laughs as he
says this.

	"Ha-Ha, Maxx.  Call me on my cell if there is an emergency!"  She
tells us and walks out, we here the door close.

	He puts his controller down, "Dude, I am done with this!" he laughs
and lays back and stretches rubbing his stomach.

	I put mine down as well, turning back and watching him as he has
one hand behind his head, and the other rubbing his now exposed stomach and
I can see the outlines of the developing six pack he has and he has cut
lies on his hips and I start to get excited.

	"What are you doing dude?" I ask laughing at him.

	"Dude, I am a fifteen year old teen, I am horny!" he laughs at me.

	I laugh back at him, "You're already fifteen?  Jeez why am I the
youngest always, I am fourteen and a half!"

	He leans up, "So like I know your gay and all, but do you want to
umm...jack off together dude I am so freaking horny!" He says getting red
in the face.

	I look at him in shock, "You don't care that I am gay?"

	"Dude, no besides I think it's hot that you are." He tells me, "So
are you horny or what dude?"

	I laugh, "Dude I'm always horny!  Maxx, are you like Bi or
something?"

	He gets up stripping off his shirt, "I don't know man never thought
about it, but come on man get up get your clothes off!" he tells me and he
strips his shorts and boxers off in front of me.

	I stand there my mouth open, as he walks to his bed and sprawls out
on it, he ass is so perfect, and his cut cock is a little bigger than mine
maybe five and a half inches and has a little patch of brown pubic hair,
and hand loose under his shaft.

	He laughs, "Dude stare all you want I like being watched, just get
naked and get on the bed fool!"

	I strip off my clothes faster than I ever have and jump on the bed
beside him, he takes in the sight of my cut cock, it's about five inches
and I have a little bit of pubic hair above my shaft, and my balls are
sitting nicely below it, he looks at my stomach and chest that is defined
by all the skating I do.

	We both start to jack off, slowly at first I can't take my eyes off
of his cock, it's so perfect I want to lean over and take it in my mouth.
But I keep it cool, I notice him staring at mine as well I just smile and
keep jacking myself.

	We both start to pant, I use my free hand to fondle my balls, I
grab them and pull them a little bit, I look over and see Maxx doing the
same to his loose hanging balls.

	I hear him start to moan and he starts to jack his cock faster, and
I hear him shout, "I'm gunna cum!" His cock spurts out four big shots of
creamy cum onto his stomach, and a little dribbles out on his cock.

	Watching him shoot, his load sends me over the edge, I moan real
loud and release three shots of cum onto my stomach and a fourth one that
dribbles down my cock.

	We both lay there panting, Maxx looks over and smiles at me.  "Dude
you got to admit, that was hot!"

	"Hell yeah it was man." I say smiling back at him.

	Next thing I know he reaches over with his finger and scoops up a
little cum off my stomach and sticks it into him mouth.

	I sit there watching him in disbelief as he sucks on his finger,
"Not bad." He tells me, "you want to taste mine?  I don't mind."

	I reach over using two fingers I scoop off some of the cum off his
hot stomach.  I suck on my fingers savouring the taste, I feel him smiling
at me, I get red in the face.

	"Dude it's all good." He says and gets up off the bed.

	I watch as he gets up, and bends down showing me every inch of his
ass and I feel my cock twitch, and he opens a dresser drawl, and pulls out
an old shirt and wipes his stomach off and tosses it to me to wipe off
mine.

	We get dressed both smiling as we push one another on the bed,
"dude lets watch the new Nightmare on Elm Street and I'm sure mom left us
some money to order a pizza!" Maxx says.

	"Ok!" I quickly agree even though I'm scared shitless of Freddy
Krueger. I can't wait I get to spend the whole weekend with this hottie!

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	Sitting at the table, I caught a sad look in Tanner's eyes.  I
couldn't understand what the deal was?  So I asked him to come help me get
the tea ready so we can bring it to the table for when we need refills.

	"Why the sad face?" I ask moving closer to him to kiss him.

	He turns his cheek so my kiss lands on his cheek, "Your dad still
doesn't know does he?"

	"Not yet, no.  I haven't had the time or the right setting to tell
him about it." I tell him looking at him.

	"Well I think now would be a good thing." He says picking up the
pitcher of tea, and carries it out.

	I sit back down and we eat, my dad and David idly chit chatting,
and I keep catching sad glances from Tanner.

	I let it continue until we are finished eating.  After my dad has
pushed his plate forward I make my move.

	"So dad, uhh...I have to tell you something." I say a little
nervous, and I get glances from both David, and Margaret.

	"Go ahead son. You can tell me anything." He tells me smiling.

	"Well, you see another reason mom hated me so bad, is because I'm
gay..." I say looking right at him.

	The whole room went quiet; nobody spoke for a minute letting the
news settle. Margaret was trying to break the ice but David shook his head
no.

	My dad let out a sigh, "Ok, I can deal with that.  That's not a
problem.  Just you have to give me a little leeway to adjust to this." He
said smiling again at me.

	I smiled back, "I can give you that, it all went down because mom
saw me kiss Tanner in the yard.  That's when she really went off on me." I
let out looking at Tanner.

	My dad furrowed his brows, and looked at Tanner, "he is your
boyfriend?" then looks towards David, and Margaret.

	"We make sure they sleep in different rooms, we support them, but
we make them sleep in their own beds." Margaret cuts in.

	My dad just laughs, "Boys will be boys, I guess its fine by me if
it's ok with these two fine parents."


	"Oh, dad we are not talking about mine and Tanner's sex life here,
no way!" I groan.

Tanner just puts his head down as he turns red. I laugh at him.  "You ok
there Tan?" I say mocking him.

	"I'm great chasey poo." He says giving me a smile.

	We all laugh and chat more, as the night wears on, Dad says he
needs to be getting to the hotel he is staying in and will see me tomorrow,
that he wants Tanner and I to take him to the airport to catch his flight.

	"Why do you have to leave so soon dad?" I ask.

	He looks at me as he opens the door and motions for me to come out
with him, "Well its mine and Caroline's anniversary Sunday, and I told her
we would renew our vows.  Chasen, I wished I would have known I would have
found you sooner, I would have stayed longer, but as I told you I am a man
of my word."

	I hugged him hard, "You're going to stay in touch right?"

	"Of course I am son.  I want you to eventually move in with
Caroline, the kids and I, so we can be a complete family."  He tells me
hugging me.

	I look shocked, "Dad I want to, but Tan's here and I can't leave
him."

	"I know, but the offer will always be open, I will see you tomorrow
kiddo, get some sleep ok." And he hugs me and gets into the cab.

	I walk back into the house, everyone has gone to bed, I know Tanner
has and that's when I get an idea and I grin.

	I slowly sneak into Tanner's room, as I figured he's sprawled out
on his bed nude, passed out.

	I make my way over to the foot of his bed, and slowly crawl in
between his legs.  I stop when I am in the middle of them.

	I lean over slowly and glance at his soften shaft, I lean down and
take it into my mouth.  It instantly starts to get hard.

	I start to just suck on his hardening cock, without touching it; I
look up and see Tanner letting out soft little moans.  I start to suck
harder, until it's at its full length.

	Tanner wakes up and throws his head back moaning loudly, I smile.
I take my hand and start to suck and jack his cock in my mouth.

	I take it out of my mouth and lick up and down his shaft playing
with the head of it, swirling my tongue around it then putting it back into
my mouth I start to suck again.

	I nurse his cock a little more, and take it back out of my mouth, I
slowly lick down his cock.  Making my way lower, I kiss each ball in his
sack.

	I hear Tanner moaning out loud in pleasure, even though he tries to
keep it down.

	I take one ball, and start to slowly suck on it, while I slowly
jack his cock off, I still hear him moaning, as I tease his cock.

	After a few minutes, I switch taking the other ball into my mouth
and start to suck on it, slowly jacking his cock still I can feel the
precum oozing out of his cock.

	I start to Kiss my way back up his shaft, I look at the head and
the bead of precum has formed on in, I lean and lick it off, causing him to
shudder.

	I dive back onto his cock, sucking harder than I have been.  I
start to jack him off as well, and I use my free hand to fondle his balls
and I go to work sucking on his hot cock.

	I manage to get all of his cock down my throat after a few attempts
resulting in almost gagging, I let it sit there and I start to hum,
vibrating his cock, this causes Tanner to moan louder.

	I come back up and start to suck him harder, I feel his balls start
to tighten up and hear his breathe shortening.

	"Babe, I am going to cum." He moans out.

	As soon as he moans out, I feel hot cum hit the back of my throat,
he lets out five big spurts, I swallow, and swallow until I don't have any
more.

	I keep sucking on his spent cock, as it starts to soften, I hear
him moan, "Please, Chasen no more, I am too sensitive."

	I let go of his spent cock and make my way up to him, and kiss him
on the lips.

	"What was that about?" He asks looking at me.

	"Felt like it, and plus your mine so I can." I tell him and kiss
him on the lips and whisper goodnight.

	I walk back into my room and I strip down, and lie in bed.  I just
replay what I just did in my mind, and I notice I am hard as a rock.

	I slowly slip down my boxers and I start to jack my rock hard cock.
I let my other hand slowly play with my balls.

	I know it won't take long, I was rock hard, leaking precum from the
hot blowjob I just gave and sure enough after a few minutes of jerking my
cock I felt the orgasm building.

	I moan loudly and arch my back and four big spurts of cum shoot
onto my abs.  I let my orgasm settle, and lean over to grab my discarded
shirt and wipe myself off.

	Sleep takes me before I know it, I don't really dream that much, I
guess it was due to all the action from the last day.

	Before I know if Tanner is waking me saying we need to go pick up
my father, I mumble and get up and get dressed.

	We go get my dad, and it's hard for me already, I feel my emotions
start to well up in me, since its early in the morning there is no traffic
and it doesn't take long to get to the airport.

	I help my dad with his bags, and he grabs me and hugs me, "Chasen,
you be good ok?  I will call you in a few days.  Let me know how court
goes." He tells me.

	I just nod, afraid that if I speak I will let lose a torrent of
emotions out, I hug him back letting a few tears out, "I love you dad." I
tell him.

	"I love you too!" He says smiling at me and looks at Tanner in the
car, "You take care of my boy, ok?" He says and smiles.

	I watch my father walk into the airport, and I climb back into the
car with Tanner. We start our journey back home.  It is way to quiet on the
ride home.

	I look over at Tanner, "You ok?"

	He smiles, "Yeah babe I am fine, how about you?"

	I nod, "yeah I'm going to be ok."

	"Good." He tells me and reaches for my hand and brings it to his
lips and kisses it and gives my hand a squeeze and puts our hands on the
armrest.
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Well that is ch. 8!  I hope everyone liked it ahh! There is so much I want
to share with you but I can't just yet!!!! There will be big news at the
end of the next chapter!  What is going to happen with Aaron, and Maxx?
Where was Troy this whole time?  Is it me or is Tanner acting distant, and
how does court go?  So many questions chapter 9 will answer some of them!

  Thanks again for all the comments I hope you checked out the sites I
posted.  I know there are teens reading this, and young adults, IT GETS
BETTER!  Please if you are having issues with bullies, or having a hard
time, or just need a friend talk to Ty or I, we are here for you!



tY:Dude, you are such a tease! You're lucky you live so far away. Not even
a small hint as to what's coming!, for all we know Maxx could turn out to
be a straight guy just using Aaron cause he knows he's gay. I am willing to
bet Troy was with his girlie friend lol tho.

Chasen's dad seems like a pretty cool guy, he didn't rage or yell like some
fathers do. I wonder if we will get to see him again.

Now what in the world could you be hiding KD, besides where you live lol.
Maybe it's another new character :)or the commas

And thanks to the guys that sent in the comments, Kd and I both enjoy
reading them. If you are scared and need someone to talk to, don't be
afraid. You won't be intruding on my day, you'd be making my day better :)