Date: Thu, 28 Apr 2011 15:19:56 -0700 (PDT)
From: K Davids <k.davids@ymail.com>
Subject: Some sense of security/ Standing on the Edge of forever ch. 1

Standing on the Edge of Forever-CH. 1

This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything
about the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual
contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where
you live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this
story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not
real; I did not base them off people I know! Please do not copy or
paste this anywhere else, but please feel free to email me
k.davids@ymail.com
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This is the first Chapter of the last part in the Ssos/Isosg series.  Part
three will be a number of things, I have big plans for it. I hope you enjoy
it as you all have the last two parts and I want to thank all of you for
sticking it through with me.

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Do you remember when I said you were my only one?
We were running underneath the California sun
Well now I look at you, and you're still more than I can take
You're like a slow song, starting to accelerate
And all my life, I looked for you
For arms that I could fall into
~With you Around~ YellowCard
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Characters
Chasen: Age 18 - Main Character
Braiden: Age 18 - Chasen's boyfriend
Ian: 2 1/2 - Braiden's son
Kevin: Chasen's Father
Caroline: Chasen's Step Mother
Ryan: Age 18 - Chasen's Brother
Kyle: Age 16 - Chasen's Brother
Lexie: Age 15 - Chasen's Sister
Aaron: Age 16 - Step Brother
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(Chasen's POV)

	The ride home from the hospital was best described as, how can I
explain it...tense fit best, it was a new thing for all of us. My dad and
Caroline did go through with adopting Aaron and he took our last name as
well.

	My life drastically changed so much in the last few days...I was no
longer a virgin. Braiden and I made sweet passionate love. I also almost
lost someone who was like a little brother to me. Now he was going to live
with us. The greatest change of all was the responsibility of keeping an
eye on Aaron.

	My dad pulled me aside before we left the hospital, and told me
that Aaron would be moving into my room until we knew for sure he wouldn't
harm himself again. That meant that I would have to give up my privacy and
stay home a lot more. Aaron was supposed to go to a state hospital but my
father being the man he was able to find a few loop holes and he also had
to promise to make sure Aaron would attend therapy until the therapist
cleared him, and until then he would be rooming with me.

	I wasn't to keen on the idea, I love the kid to death, but Braiden
and I were on a new level in our relationship. We are both completely in
love with each other. I haven't been able to talk one on one with Bray
since we left the hospital, I don't know how he is going to take that we
can't be together as much for a while.

	I pull on the seatbelt; it is starting to really get on my last
nerve right now. I think it's because I haven't really slept and I am
getting cranky from the lack of sleep. Aaron is in the middle of me and
Braiden. I look over to my boyfriend and he is looking out the window. I
wished I knew what he was thinking.

	I stretch my arm across the back of the seat and fiddle with his
shirt to get his attention, "You okay?" I mouth to him.

	His shakes his head, "I just miss my son." He says back and smiles.

	I let out a laugh, only he would say something like that. "You
don't miss me?" I mouth.

	He reaches for my hand, "Always." He mouths back and winks at me.

	What happened next shocked both of us, Aaron leaned into Braiden,
Bray looked at me and I just smiled. We weren't sure if it was because
Aaron meant to or was the effect from the drugs still in his
system. Braiden put his arm around him.

	I just smiled big, I had two of my favorite boys right here with
me, Iand I knew life was changing but just never thought it would be to
this extent, but I could deal, I always managed somehow.

	I didn't know how much my life would come in the passing months,
but right then I didn't care. I was happy to be with my boyfriend, and have
Aaron with us. I couldn't wait to see what the future had in store for us.

(11 Months Later Chase cont)

	"Baby, I am sorry, I know it's been rough on us the last few
months, but I promise I am going to be more available." I say into the
phone.

	I hear Braiden sigh, "Chase, it's been more than a few months, we
hardly see each other, when we do it's like a few hours. I haven't had you
spend the night with me in so long. Even Ian asks where you are."

	"I know. Aaron is getting his own room, and I won't have to you
know, watch him so much, he has done so well. I miss my little man too; he
is talking so much now and I can't wait to get my arms around him." I say
sitting back on my bed.

	"But you also have a part time job, and I am managing the surf
shop, and Ian. I am just stressed babe." I hear him say in desperation.

	"My job is fine, Jesse's parents own the antique shop and they let
me come and go when I want. Bray, you are doing a great job managing the
store. I am sure Jay thinks so, when is he coming back?" I ask.

	"The beginning of next month... I don't know how I am going to
juggle the school next week and running the shop! Babe I am sorry, I am
stressed just I don't want us to miss anything we are seniors now." he
says.

	I chuckle, "We won't ok? This is going to be the best year we will
ever have.  Let's plan a date night ok? Just us, no interruptions from
anyone." I say.

	"As long as we don't have to have sex in our cars again!" he says
with a chuckle.

	I laugh at this too, "Yeah that's not the most comfortable place."

	"Okay babe, I got to get back into work, I will call you when I'm
done." He tells me.

	"Okay, I love you." I say.

	I can hear the smile in his voice, "I love you too."

	I put the phone on the bed, I love him so much. I know he is
stressing so much, Ian is almost three and we have been going out for more
than a year, plus we are both seniors and have college to think about. I
think I want to go into law and join my father's branch, but Bray is
struggling he doesn't know what he wants to do.

	So much has changed in the last year. Aaron is doing great he is
taller now, but still skinny, he hasn't been making himself throw up since
the first week of moving in.  His counselor said he was ready to face the
world without him now, so his last meeting is tomorrow. I am happy about
it, he also finishes rehab for his eating disorder this week too. As a gift
Dad and Caroline have made sure his new room is amazing.

	It's also a gift for me! I get my room back don't get me wrong I
love having Aaron here. I just miss my private time, due to me and Braiden
not getting much quality time together let's say the solo loving has
increased, but I have to do that when Aaron is out of the room!

	Kyle is doing goodwell.  He hasn't been to sick lately, but there
was some bad times and hospital trips. He has shot up in height as well he
looks just like me and Ryan, it's weird except for the hair color. He gets
out a lot more though, always going to the mall or at friends houses.

	Lexie....her attitude is insane I guess she is a diva! itIt could
be said also high maintenance, but we all saw that coming, she is beautiful
though. Ryan and I had to talk to her boyfriend, because we don't want him
trying anything so we did the big brother thing and threatened him nicely.

	Ryan has a steady girlfriend, we all have met her and she is sweet,
we like her a lot, he hasn't changed besides shaping up more for football,
so he looks good. Aaron has stuck to him just as much as he had with me,
but their bond is different than mine and Aaron's.

	I have gotten in better shape as well, well thanks to Braiden. He
has a body that makes me drool even more. He has been making me run with
him, he is preparing for cross country and that involves a lot of
running. Braiden is now a little taller than me; he makes sure I know all
the time. But he is the same loving and caring as always. His little mini
me, Ian has gotten so big and walks, talks, and gets into everything
now. We are in the process of potty training him.....

	Enough about everyone, we are all doing great, I hear my phone
vibrate.  I pick it up, and see I have a text message it's from Jesse, he
is my best friend outside of Braiden and his friends.  We met last year in
school and instantly clicked, he was a joker, smart but lazy is what
Ms. Williamson always called him in class.  It was true but the guy had a
good heart.

	Jesse was tall and lanky he was cute brown, shaggy hair and eyes,
but not my type. I don't know if he is gay or not, that subject never came
up to us so I never asked about it.  I don't even know if he knows about me
or that I am dating Braiden.

"Hey dude, just off wrk want to chill???"-J

"Sounds good you at the store?  What do you want to do?"-C

"Want to hit up the mall?  I need to get some things before school."-J

"Yeah buddy, sounds good be there soon."-C

	Jesse and I hung out a lot, he was a good friend to me, when I was
too stressed or just needed a break I went and hung out with him.  He never
asked he knew I came from a fucked up past, but never asked about it unless
I brought it up.  I guess that's why I liked Jesse.

	I grabbed my keys, and headed out the door.  I have gotten more
comfortable driving my car, and I plug my phone into the system so I can
call Braiden and drive at the same time so I don't cause a wreck.  I hit
his number as I start to back out of the drive way.

	"Yeah babe?"  I hear him answer.

	"Are you busy?" I ask.

	"A little what's up?" he asks.

	"Well I am going to go to the mall, just wanted to let you know.
So what time are you planning on getting out of there tonight?" I ask
wanting to see him later.

	"I hope by eight. Look babe I have to go, okay I will call you
back." He says and hangs up.

	This is where the problem lies in our relationship, he is always so
busy.  If he isn''t than I am, but I am sure once school starts it will all
calm down.  I pull up to the store mall and I see Jesse waiting for me.

	I see him smile and run to the car, "Dude about time man, I was
about to go crazy!"

	I laugh, "Why now?"

	"Dude my parents are on me again, about how I really need to pick
it up this year and what college and shit like that." He says putting on
his seatbelt.

	"Dude I know I am freaking out about senior year as well, but I
know what I want to do."  I say smiling.

	"Shut up dude!" he says smiling back at me.

(Braiden's POV)

	I run my hands through my hair, and let out a sigh.  These damn
bills all look the same and I am sleepy, so there for everything is
blurring right now.  I hate counting down registers it gets annoying after
awhile....

	I put down the stack of bills on the desk and let out another sigh,
I hear a knock on the office door.  I hope it isn''t Hank making another
stupid complaint.  Hank is a guy that Jay hired just to do some little
things around the shop, when we got real busy he helped out, but he was
super annoying always trying to tell everyone how to do things, and putting
his two cents in when itsit's not wanted.

	I just put my face in my hands, I just am under too much stress
right now to deal with Hank, I hear the door open and close.

	"What's wrong bro?  Looks like you need to vent." Alex says sitting
on the other side of the desk.

	I look up and nod my head, "This fucking money is playing tricks on
me bro." I say.

	He laughs at this, "What's got you so wound tight man, it almost
seemed as you wanted to snap Hank's neck today."

	I lean back in the chair, "Man I am just super stressed.... It's
our my senior year, man time to start thinking of the future, and not just
mine but my little boy's as well. man hHe is getting so big and talking and
getting into EVERYTHING!  Then there is me Chasen and ChasenI..." I trail
off.

	"Dude you need to relax, first it's just our last year of school.
You will figure out what to do.  Ian is growing up man but shit happens,
you can't stop him from growing up, and what's wrong with you and Chasen?"
Alex asks putting his feet up on the desk.

	I put mine up on the desk and knock his off and smile, "Jay would
kill you if he walked in and saw you have your feet up there.  Your right I
can't change that stuff but I wished I could.  We just don't see each other
much like we would like or I would like...I just hope he isn''t losing the
feelings he has for me..." I say.

	Alex kicks my feet back, "Dude this depressed stuff you're doing
isn't cool.  Maybe you need to light up? I got a joint if you want, you
aint lit up in so long." He says leaning forward.

	I laugh, "Dude I stopped that shit when I had Ian man I can't be
doing that mess."  I tell him.

	It's not like I used to be a pot head I smoked once every month,
and Alex isn't either at least not that I knew of, but as I told him I
stopped that mess the day I found out Ian was coming into this world. I
don't miss it either, I guess I just did it to fit in.

	"Well bro, maybe you need to go to the deep blue for this mess, you
know Jay told us you can go there for anything especially problems you
can't figure out on land."  He says getting up from the chair.

	Deep blue is the ocean, he means go surfing.  Which I haven't done
in a while, he is right maybe I will go surfing.  Like he said Jay always
told us the deep blue will help you with anything and everything. I just
need to make a few calls first.

	"I think I will." I tell him.

	"Good, bro I am going to lock the door when I leave.  Let me know
what you figure out." Alex says heading out.

	I pick up the phone to call my mom; I hope she picks up so I don't
have to keep trying to get her, and just my luck she picks up.

	"Hey honey, is everything ok?" she asks.

	"Yeah mom, I just wanted to see if you could watch Ian a little
longer.  I really need to surf..." I say feeling guilty already; I always
do when I ask her to watch Ian.

	She laughs, "Stressed out baby?"

	"That obvious?" I sigh.

	"Yes baby it is, do what you need to,o little man is here with
Grandma.  Be careful and I will see you at home." She says.

	"Thanks mom, I will." I say and hang up.

	I love my mom, and dad they have continued to help me through all
this, and were so thrilled when they learned I was running the shop.  Plus
they love being right there with Ian and watching him grow up too.

Hey babe, I am going to surf...I hope to see you t'night...-B

	I hit send, and put the phone down, I am glad I keep an extra wet
suit in the office here, well actually it was my lesson one, but none the
less it is mine!

	I return to counting the registers, I only have this one and then
to count the safe and I am done, shouldn't be that big of an issue.  I feel
guilty about going surfing though, I guess I am so used to doing and being
there for everyone that I forgot how it feels just to go and relax.

	I think I miss Chasen a lot right now, we are in the same town, but
we are both so busy I am just scared of losing him.  I know I am being
stupid, but since Aaron came to live with them everything has changed...no
I like Aaron I just don't like the change that came with him.  The dude is
doing a lot better than what he was, he even has some friends, I showed him
the skate park and he hit it off with the kids there.  I used to skate a
lot, but like I said I gave up things when my beautiful baby boy came into
my life.

	Shit!  Thinking of Ian I need to check my schedule I know he has a
routine checkup coming up.  I need to make sure I am off...I don't like my
mother or anyone taking him but me.  I like to be there to know everything
is ok.  Ok enough thinking, I need to finish counting this money....

(Chasen's POV)

	"Dude how much more shit are you getting?" I ask Jesse who is
carrying a few bags already.

	He just laughs, "I don't know man, and I buy things when I'm
stressed!  My parents knew this was coming.  Plus I need all this stuff for
school."

	I shake my head, "Dude you already have a shit load of clothes, I
was with you when we both bought our school clothes..."

	"Dude I am starving lets hit the food court." He says.

	I agreed with him, I check my phone and see that I have one new
message, a text message from Braiden.  I haven't seen him surf in a few
months; I don't know what's going on with him.  I think he is just stressed
and overloaded, but I am going to go stop by and see my boyfriend surf
maybe that will cheer him up.

	"Earth to Chase!  Wake up dude, so I am thinking Chinese?  What do
you think? I am buying since you gave me a ride, that and for torturing you
with all the shopping."  Jesse says snapping me out of my thought.

	I just give a smile, "Chinese is great man."

	We order out food, and find a table to sit at, I have a random
flashback of the time Tanner took me to the mall and he gave me that
bracelet, but I knew this is nothing like that because I was just with a
friend.  I find myself thinking of him every now and then...I start to eat
my food.

	I look up at Jesse who is staring at this group of kids, "Why are
you like stalking them?" I ask.

	He turns a bright red, "Nothing I thought I knew them.  So Chasen
can I ask you something we never really talked about it and we have been
friends almost a year."

	"Yeah shoot for it." I say.

	"Well I don't know, I heard things, but you know me I don't pay
much attention, so are you gay?" he asks still eating.

	I keep eating and just smile at him, "yeah I am gay."

	"What!  You are?  I never knew why didn't you tell me?  Where you
keeping it a secret?" he launches into all these questions.

	I just laugh so hard I have to hold my stomach, "yes I am.  I don't
know why I never told you, it just never came up and you never asked.  It
isn't a secret my family knows hell some of the teachers know." I say.

	"I never knew, well kind of you kept looking at Braiden like you
yearned for him, aren't you guys like friends?  So have you done anything
with a guy?" He asks leaning forward.

	I just smile, "yeah I have done a lot with a guy."

	He just looks at me. "You aren't going to tell me are you?  That's
lame!  Come on man, I am your best friend, and I haven't even slept with a
girl...wait have you like had intercourse with a guy, how do you know
you're gay?  Have you slept with a girl?"

	"Jess, calm down man, no I haven't slept with a girl ok. I don't
really go into what I have done, it's personal and I like to keep it that
way, but I do have a boyfriend." I say.

	"You have to tell me who?" he asks getting excited.

	"Well you have to tell me why you are asking all these questions
first." I say smiling back at him.

	"Dude come on....okay well cause this friend I know is gay and he
has seen you at school and he likes you." He says to me.

	I look at him strangely, "Wait tell me who?"

	He keeps looking past me and I turn to look at a kid that is
staring at us, he quickly blushes and turns away, I look back at Jesse,
"Jon Latham?"

	Jesse just smiles at me, "Yeah, well we aren't that good of friends
more like acquaintances, but he likes you like big time.  Just thought you
should know, but I would be careful around him especially if you have a
boyfriend...."

	"What do you mean?" I press for answers.

	"Well I heard he gets jealous and isn't the most stable kid in our
school, plus he gets into trouble a lot with school and cops." He says
looking guilty.

	"I hope you were not trying to set me up with him!" I say a little
too loud looking back at Jon.

	He wasn't bad looking, he just wasn't my type at all, he was
dressed in black pants and shirt, I saw he had a few tattoos on him.  He
had dark brown hair that was short, and brown eyes.

	"No I wasn't I just thought you should know you have someone that
likes you, so who is this boyfriend of yours?" Jesse asks turning his
attention back to his food.

	"I have been with this boy for a year...Braiden Walker." I say
looking at him trying to suppress my grin.

	He drops his fork, "No fucking way!  Braiden, the guy that has a
kid, the one I always catch you looking at?"

	"Yes that would be the one." I say.

	He is still staring at me, "Holy shit you aren't lying at all!"

	"No I am not.  Look while you're finishing your food I want to go
look at something I will be right back." I tell him getting up.

	I glance back and see Jon still looking at me and smirking, it
gives me the chills. I don't like when people look at me like that.  I
throw my trash in the garbage, and head over to this store, well a jewelry
store.  I saw something I wanted to get Braiden, because I know he would
love it and I would like to see him wear it.

	There it was an 18inch silver necklace, it was perfect and would
look amazing on Braiden and his tan skin, I asked the sales person to come
over.

	"How may I help you?" he asks.

	"I would like to get that necklace." I say pointing to it.

	"Ok, no problem and good choice.  May I ask who it is for?" he says
smiling at me.

	I, blush a little bit, "My boyfriend that I have had for over a
year now."

	He smiles back, "good choice, I got my boyfriend a gold one." He
says and winks at me.

	He places the necklace in a box and rings it up for me; I pay him
and thank him.  "No problem, I hope he likes it." he says as I leave the
shop.

	As I am walking out the shop, I see Jon waiting outside the door,
"Hey sexy." He says.

	I stop and look at him, "Hi." I tell him and keep walking past him.
I make a bee line to the restroom thinking maybe he won't follow me.

	I close the door behind me and walk to the sink, putting the
necklace in my pocket I was my hands and splash a bit of water on my face,
I hear the bathroom door open and see Jon come in by looking in the mirror.

	"What do you want?" I ask.

	He smiles, "I just wanted to tell you how sexy I think you are." He
says coming closer to me.

	"Thanks, but I am sorry to say I don't reciprocate the compliment."
I tell him.

	He is close to me now, "I know your gay and well I think I could
help you."

	"No thanks, dude." I say trying to move around him.

	He grabs my arm and pulls me close to him and kisses me...I am
repulsed, I try and shove him off me but he pushes me against the wall, and
starts to grope me.

	I finally shove him off me, 'Dude what the fuck!" I yell at him.

	"Come on you know you like it." he says moving closer to me.

	"No I don't dick head I have a boyfriend, don't try that fucking
shit again!" I yell at him.

	He laughs, "I am so scared, what is Jesse going to do hit me, I
aint scared of that little bitch."

	I am getting pissed now, 'No dickhead, Jesse isn't my
boyfriend. Braiden is and he is twenty times better than you."

	"The douche that has a kid, what the hell would he know about
pleasing a guy."  He says coming closer to me.

	He is close to me again, and I don't know what comes over me but I
deck him right in the face.  I see him back up and sneer at me, "What the
fuck dude!" he yells at me.

	"Jon we could have been friends but you're a dick.  Leave me alone
I have a boyfriend that I am happy with." I tell him leaving the bathroom.

	I am pissed as I am walking back to Jesse, and he notices it, "Dude
what's wrong?"

	"Let's go.  I don't want to be in the same mall as that creep." I
tell him.

	"Wait who?" he asks trying to keep up with me.

	"Jon, he forced himself onto me." I say through my teeth.

	As we are exiting the mall, Jesse moves in front of me and stops
me, "dude calm down before you drive ok.  What happened?"

	I tell him how Jon kissed me and started to grab me and shit, I
just am so pissed I feel my blood boiling and I start to tear up.  "I don't
want to feel like this it's been to long!" I shout.

	"Dude I am sorry, I wished I would have been there.  I knew he was
crazy and all, but not like that." He says touching me on the shoulder

	I take a few deep breathes, "Its ok I was stupid to go into the
bathroom.  I just got upset man, let's get out of here I want to go see
Braiden surf." I tell him.

	The ride back to drop off Jesse was uneventful we laughed about
stupid things we didn't mention Jon, or anything that happened.  I am glad
we lived close to the mall, and I am glad my boyfriend is a beach bum
because I keep an extra towel in my car to lay on the beach.  I pulled up
to Jesse house.

	"Okay dude don't think our conversation is over about the things
you have done with a boy!" he says laughing.

	"Yeah OKAY!  Get out I will call you later!" I say.

	I pull out of his drive way and head down to the surf shop, and I
see Braiden car is still outside the shop.  I park right next to it, and
take off my shirt as I get out of the car.  I need a tan or so Braiden
teases me.  I throw the shirt in the car, and pop the trunk.

	I grab the towel and head down to the beach, as I am walking to the
beach I start to look out into the ocean and I spot Braiden right away.  I
know his two surfboards he uses; one is white, the one he is using now that
stays at the shop, and his yellow one that he uses on his own time.  That
and he is the only surfer I know of that wears his sunglasses in the ocean,
because of hishe sensitive eyes.

	I lay my towel out, and sit back watching him surf, I see him catch
a few good waves and then wait for more.  I remembered over the summer how
he tried to teach me to surf.  We found out quick after a month that I was
never going to be able to balance myself on the board, but he didn't stop
trying.  I didn't want to anymore I liked watching him surf more than
surfing myself.

	I see him look towards the beach and he spots me, and starts to
smile, and makes his way to the land.  I watch as he picks up his board and
walks over to me.  "Well hello cute boy." He says smiling big.

	"Hello sexy surfer." I say looking up at him.

	He unzips his wet suit and pulls his arms out of it also revealing
his torso and fine abs, and biceps.  I smile at him as he lies beside me.
I look at him all smiles, "Well are you going to kiss me or not?" I ask.

	He smiles more, and leans in and kisses me.  I love his kisses they
are passionate and soft.  I love the taste of him, it's like a drug.  I
kiss him back, and he slowly moves on top of me still not breaking the
kiss.

	He finally ends the kiss, "Hi beautiful boyfriend, that I miss so
much!" he says and kisses me again.

	"Hi Bray, how long have you been out here?" I ask.

	"For a bit, but I am glad to have you here." He says.

	I smile, "So clear your head?"

	"A lot, I decided to finally listen to Jay, he once told me if I
can't physically change something then let it be and sit back and enjoy the
ride." He says.

	I kiss him again, "Good!  I don't like when you are stressed out,
so I had a problem today."

	He looks at me perplexed, "What kind?"

	He moves back over to the side of me, and I tell him about the
whole Jon encounter...I try to reassure him that I am ok, and that nothing
needs to be done and we just need to let it go.

	"That fucking dude is insane baby, he could have hurt you!" he
says.

	"Babe, its fine.  It doesn't matter anymore I am here with you!" I
tell him kissing him again. "Plus I got you something."

	He smiles, "Really what did you get me?"

	I pull the box out of my pocket and open it for him, "I saw it and
had to get it for you." I tell him.

	He takes the necklace in his hands, "baby this is wow...." He
trails off.

	"Do you like it?" I ask.

	"I love it, help me put it on." He asks.

	I help him put it on and I kiss him softly, "I love you Braiden,
and I am glad even in rough times we are still ok."



(Aaron's POV)

	I kick off my shoes at the door; I am sweating a ton since I just
got back from skating with friends, its killer hot outside.  I make my way
to the kitchen to get a bottle of water and I see Caroline in the kitchen.

	"Hey sugar, how are you?" she asks as she is mixing something in a
bowl.

	"Hot!  I didn't think it got so hot here." I say wiping the sweat
off my forehead.  And pushing back my hair, I still keep it short kind of.

	"Well darling this is California, so did you have fun skating?" she
asks still whisking whatever was in the bowl.

	"Yeah, Jake showed me some new tricks, and I am getting them down
fast!" I say with enthusiastically.

	"Good, let me guess you want something to drink?" she asks.

	I just smile at her and blush a little bit, "yes please."

	"Aaron I told you before you can get whatever you want in the
fridge it has almost been a whole year and you are still asking to get
things." She says getting a bottle of water out of the fridge.

	"I'm sorry." I say opening the bottle and drinking it deeply.

	I see Ryan walk into the kitchen and dip his finger into the bowl
and taste whatever was in there, "RYAN ERIC TARRANT! What have I told you
about doing that!" Caroline scolds him.

	He just smiles and winks at me, "I don't remember, but hey I am
going out to go see my girlfriend, I will catch you later doll." He says
winking at her as well.

	"When are we going to meet this girl?" she calls out to him.

	"Uhh...soon." He says rushing out the door.

	I am laughing so hard at this point, fingering the scars on my
wrists, I like watching Ryan interact with everyone he is funny.

	"Aaron do your scars hurt?" Caroline asks, looking at me as I mess
with them.

	"No I don't know why I mess with them I just do." I tell her.

	"Well let us know if they do, how's your hand?" she ask.

	"Still numb." I tell her.

	Since I hit the nerve in my left wrist, I can only feel out of two
fingers.  It took awhile to get used to it, but I did.  I finish the water,
"Where's Kevin?" I ask.

	"He is at his office, why did you need to talk to him?" she asks
getting concerned.

	"No I just haven't seen him a lot...." I trail off.

	"He will be home all day tomorrow honey, why don't you go find
something to do while I finish making this desert." She says smiling at me.

	I do as she wants me too, I only asked about Kevin, because for
once it was cool to have like a father figure in my life that I could talk
to and watch barbeque and do guy things with.  Sure I had Ryan and Chasen,
but it was just different with Kevin he was a man not an older teen.

	I make my way up to Chasen's room, I figure since he is out I might
be able to jack off I haven't gotten to do that in forever!  I can't wait
till I get my own room, I love Chasen, but I need to do my teenage boy
things!

	I walk into the room, and shut the door behind me, I take off my
shirt, throw it on my bed it is still soaked from my sweat.  I slide off my
shorts and boxers and make my way to my bed, I am already getting hard I
lay down on my bed.

	I don't think twice about, taking my time.  I start too fondle my
balls, it feels so good this gets my dick up to full mast.  I start to
slowly jerk myself off going up and down on it.  Slowly at first, but I
can't do the whole slow pace.

	I start to jerk myself off faster, I rub my defining abs as I jerk
myself off letting my hand roam over my body, caressing my balls and my
thighs, and working myself back up to my nipples and pinching them.

	I am moaning now, I haven't been this horny in so long, I know it
won't be long until I cum and I can't wait.  I start to pant harder,
causing more sweat as I start to reach my climax.

	I start to moan a little louder still keeping it low, just in case
anyone walks by the room, I pull on my nuts as they start to draw up.  I
let out a loud moan as three big shots of cum hit my chest, and I still
keep stroking myself making sure to milk myself dry as another small squirt
hits my stomach, that's when the door opens.

	I look over as Chasen enters the room all smiles, I am like a deer
caught in headlights.  Here I am naked sprawled out on my bed with my dick
in hand and cum all over me....

	Chasen looks up and sees me, 'oh shit.' "My bad dude". He says and
back tracks out of the door.

	I don't know why but I start to cry, I feel ashamed of myself, I
hear the door open again and he comes back in, "Aaron what's wrong?" he
asks from the door.

	"I'm sorry." I say between sobs.

	"Little man its fine, dude you're a horny teenager." He says trying
to make me feel better.

	"I just I didn't think you would be home..." I say try to control
my sobs.

	He laughs, "Dude do you know how often you almost caught me doing
the same thing, we are guys it happens....hey you will be getting your room
this week ok, I think only walking in on you once is a good thing
considering we almost been rooming together for a whole year!"

	"I still feel bad..." I say.

	"Well don't man, how about you put your boxers on at least." He
says laughing.

	I can't help but laugh a little at this, as he tosses my boxers at
me, I look at him, as to get him to turn around.

	"Oh yeah my bad." He says and turns around.

	Moving like lightening I put my boxers on and wipe myself off with
my shirt.  "Okay I am dressed...." I say.

	He walks over to his bed and lays down, "I got to see Bray today."
He says.

	"That's awesome!" I say, "I bet you are happy."

	"I am and dude I think you might have missed a spot." He says by
pointing to my hair.

	I blush and wipe the cum our out of my hair, "I didn't think I shot
that much." I sheepishly say.

	"Dude you're a horny teen shit happens." He says laughing.

	I laugh with him and lay on my bed, I still can't believe I am
here.  And that I am adopted by his father and step mom.  "Chasen, I am
sorry how much has changed this last year." I whisper out.

	He looks over and smiles at me, "Aaron I am glad you are here and
are my little step brother, it is worth whatever change just as long as you
are ok."

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This is chapter one I hope you have enjoyed it, it has taken me awhile to
write it but I am loving what I have planned for this story.

	Like I have said please join the yahoo group if you have not I post
on there to let everyone know what is going on.  Please feel free to email
me, it's the only satisfaction I get to see your comments on the story.  I
have major plans for this last installment I am glad that you all have
stuck with me through it all!  There are hints in this chapter and the last
chapter of isosg to what will happen in the future you just have to look
for them!

KD


Hey guys, Im back :) I had to go get my appendix taken out, glad I only had
one of those lol

This is a great opening KD, it gives us a few questions that only further
chapters can answer. Hope you guys enjoyed it just as much as I did :) take
care