Date: Sun, 4 Sep 2011 12:34:22 -0700 (PDT) From: K Davids <k.davids@ymail.com> Subject: some sense of security/Standing on the edge of forever ch.5 Standing on the Edge of Forever-CH.5 This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything About the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual Contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where You live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this Story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not real; I did not base them off people I know! Please do not copy or paste this anywhere else, but please feel free to email me k.davids@ymail.com -------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 5! I hope you all enjoy it! Thanks for the comments and emails! I look forward to the comments, please no rude ones. I take time in writing this story for the readers that I know that enjoy it! ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Gone so long My eyes open to the sound of a song I've heard Don't know the name, but I know all the words Sun came up, crawled into the front seat Memories leaving me, was it all a dream I had? Time for us to wake up... ~Gone So Long~ Breathe Carolina -------------------------------------------------- Characters Chasen: Age 18 - Main Character Braiden: Age 18 - Chasen's boyfriend Ian: 2 1/2 - Braiden's son Kevin: Chasen's Father Caroline: Chasen's Step Mother Ryan: Age 18 - Chasen's Brother Kyle: Age 16 - Chasen's Brother Lexie: Age 15 - Chasen's Sister Aaron: Age 16 - Step Brother Jesse Holt- Age 17-Friend ------------------------------------------------------ (Braiden) "What's going on?" Chasen shouts at me as I am dragging him to the car. "We have to go, it was your dad...Kyle is in the hospital..." I say gritting my teeth. He rips his hand away from mine and stops. "What is wrong with him?" I sigh out of frustration, "I don't know. All your dad would say was that he was in the hospital, I was to drop you off, and go to your house and take Jake to mine." "What is Jake doing at my house?" He asks. I start to get impatient, "Chasen, please just get into the car so we can get over to your house, that way we can find out what the hell is going on." I say walking to the car. He shakes his head and gets in the passenger side, "Do you think it's our fault?" I look over at him confused, "Do I think what is our fault?" "Kyle...The reason he is in the hospital, we knew he was getting sick." He says looking at me with tears in his eyes. I shake my head, "No, I don't think it is our fault, Chase we were doing what he wanted. He wanted a normal life as a teen, not having your parents hovering over him." He sighs, "Guess you're right, just wish you and I could have a normal life." "What do you mean?" I look at him. "I know it's selfish of me, but I just want one weekend alone, with just you, Ian, and myself. No family mess, just us! I mean you just asked me to marry you! I want time with the both of you. Does that make me a horrible person?" He says throwing up his hands running them through his hair. I reach over and grab his hand. "No babe, that isn't selfish at all. I've wanted that for so long. But I know how important your family is to you, especially since you haven't always had such a supportive one. We don't say much on the rest of the ride to his house. We just sit holding hands tightly. We arrive at his house and I see Lexie and Jake outside by the door. Chasen goes to get out but I catch his hand, "Babe text me when you get there. I am going to run Jake to my house, and make sure Ian is settled in for the night, and I will be on my way. "Ok...I love you." He says. "I love you too, so much." I say and watch him walk up to Lexie who is hugging Jake. I watch Jake hug her back, and he passes Chasen, putting his head down. It was only when he got closer I could see he had a cast on and it was in a sling. Along with a black eye, and some bruises on his arms, and neck. He approaches the car, almost stopping outside of the open car door. "Come on get in." I tell him. He gets into the car slowly, as if I am going to attack him, if he makes the wrong move, he shuts the door, and struggles with the seat belt trying to get it around his bad arm. I reach over and take the seat belt, belting him, he flinches when I do take it from him. "I'm Braiden." I say putting out my hand. He shakes his head and grabs my hand, I can feel him trembling, "I know who you are... I'm Jake." I let go of his hand and pull away from the drive way and start making my way home. I couldn't help but asking him what had happened to him. He stiffened up, but he finally told me. "My older brother, and then my father got pissed off this afternoon..." He says simply. "Who is your brother?" I ask. "Jon...Latham..." He whispers. I snap my head to look at him, "You're a Latham? You're Jon's little brother?" His eyes go big, "Please don't hate me...I know Jon is an asshole, I hate him so much. He broke my arm; he's always hit me, because our dad hit him." "How do I know your not like him?" I ask sharply. I can see the tears start to streak down his face, "I can't convince you that I am nothing like him, but I aint. Jon is mentally unstable; he held a gun to my head today! Ok do you know what that is like? I was so scared I pissed myself and then he broke my arm for fun, then when he was thrown into jail my father went into a rage, and took it out on me while my drunken mother did nothing but tilt the bottle up more! So no I am nothing like my family!" He says trying to catch his breath. I put a hand on his shoulder lightly cause it's his bad arm, "Dude it's ok man. I am sorry that shit has happened... But I will help make sure it won't ever happen again..." He gives me a nervous laugh, "Don't promise me something you can't keep. I am sure, after all this is settled I will be back at my house." I have no reply to this, so I don't say anything. I pull up to my house where both of my parents are on the porch, I see my mom has Ian on her shoulder and he is asleep. My dad takes Ian and they both walk to the car to greet us, "Hey baby." My mom says. "Hey mom." I say getting out of the car and walking over to my father who has Ian now. I pick up Ian, who is sound asleep and I hold him close to me. I watch as my mom is talking to Jake through the window of the car. "Hi, Jake I am Sue. You want to go ahead and get out of the car." She says soothingly. She backs up as Jake opens the door; my father goes over to make sure he can get out of the car ok. He extends a hand and this causes Jake to flinch and lean back into the car. "Son it's ok, I am just extending a hand to help you out of the car I see you are pretty banged up." He says. They finally talk Jake out of the car; I can see he is a wreck now. Trying to refrain from crying, I just hold Ian closer to me. I kiss the top of his head, this causes him to stir, and I hear him say daddy and I smile. I follow everyone into the house, "Mom I am going to go put Ian down into bed ok?" She nods, they turned the guest room into Ian's playroom and when I work late or when they keep him they have a bed for him. I put him down and he doesn't even stir. I push his hair away from his forehead. I think of how lucky I am, too have such an adorable son, and amazing Fiancé. I turn on his nightlight and leave the door cracked open and head downstairs, to where everyone is sitting in the living room, and Jake is recounting the story and how he came to be in this shape. I sit on the opposite end of the couch. I look at my father, who is thinking about something, "Well we will go over tomorrow and get your clothes, and I have a few things that will make your father sign over guardianship to you." Jake's head snaps up, "Sir...I can't let you do that! I don't want to intrude on your family, and I am nothing but worthless." "Son, you aren't worthless. I have made up my mind, so that is that." My father says smiling at him. "Honey, can Jake use some of your gym shorts to sleep in?" My mom asks me. I nod, "Yeah that's fine I think there are some in my old room still. I have to get going soon." My dad walks me out to my car, "Do you know anything new yet?" he asks. "No, the same as earlier Kyle is in the hospital...Chasen hasn't texted me either." I say sighing. My dad pulls me into a hug, "Well he is probably upset I am sure he is fine too, just be careful." (Chasen's POV) I have been sitting here for over an hour with my dad, Caroline, Lexie, Aaron, and Silas, and some girl named Ricki whose house Kyle was at when he fell down the stairs. All we know is that he was fine and he went to go down stars he felt a little dizzy and tumbled down the stairs. The doctors told us that a good amount of his ribs are cracked or broken and his wrist. They are in surgery right now, because one of the ribs has caused a lung to collapse. Caroline is in tears. Dad hasn't said too much other than everything will be ok. I look over at Aaron; he is laying his head on Silas. "I think you should take the boys and the girls home soon." My dad says getting up stretching his legs. "But Dad!" Lexie starts to protest but is cut off by Caroline. "Lexie, it's the best thing you can do right now. Your father and I are going to stay here tonight. You all are tired and I am sure Kyle would want you all to go home and sleep and come back tomorrow when we know more." Caroline says. "Mr. and Mrs. Tarrant I am so sorry this has happened I didn't think it was ever possible." Ricki says still fighting off the tears. "It's ok, Kyle has always been a little weak, and it's not your fault at all. We appreciate you coming up here." My dad says. "I feel horrible, because I think it is my fault! I kissed him and he was so happy and kissed me back, and I don't know I just feel like I am responsible that he fell down the stairs that maybe I don't know!" She says breaking down in tears. This shocks me, Kyle actually kissed a girl! A girl that is really pretty. I watch Caroline hug her. "Honey it's not your fault. Kyle has a bad immune system causing him to be weaker, and get sick a lot. I know he wouldn't think it was your fault. I am happy you care about him but you need to get some rest. You are more than welcome to come back up here tomorrow." Just as Caroline let go of Ricki, Bray comes into the waiting room, and comes right up to me and pulls me to him. I hug him putting my head on his shoulder. Feeling a lot better, just being close and feeling his warmth. I go ahead and fill him in on what's going on. I see Aaron stand up, his eyes are bloodshot from crying, he goes to my dad and hugs, him tightly. "Can Silas still stay over tonight?" My dad shakes his head, "Yes, lets all just try and have a safe night ok?" He says looking at us. We nod, and say our good byes. "You are staying with me right?" I ask Braiden as we head to the parking lot. He grabs my hand, "Of course I am babe." Aaron and Silas ride with Braiden, and I take Lexie and Ricki. Me and the girls get into the car, and pull out of the parking lot. "You know how to get to my house right?" Ricki asks. "Yeah I dropped everyone off earlier." I tell her. The ride was silent then out of the blue Ricki speaks up, "So it's ok for the both of you if I like Kyle more than just a friend?" Lexie gives out a little laugh, "I think it would do Kyle wonders to have a girlfriend." "I agree, I think it will be a good thing, as long as you actually like him." I say keeping my focus on the road. She nods her head, "I really do like Kyle a lot. When we kissed it was perfect and soft. He is awkward, quirky, cute, sweet, and kind. I just like him a lot." We all kind of laugh, not full heartedly or anything, but enough. We drive in silence, it didn't take long and we arrived at Ricki's house. We said goodbye to her and told her we would keep her updated. Lexie jumps into the front seat as we take off to the house, "So are you like crushing on this Jake kid?" I ask. She looks over, and I can tell she is blushing, "How do you know?" "The look on your face right now gives you away and how you were close and watching his every move." I say smiling. "I do like him, he is gorgeous, and kind, I feel bad for him...Jon being his brother and all." She says looking out the window. I brake the car, and pull to the side of the road, "Are you fucking kidding me? Jake is a Latham?" "Yeah, his brother is the boy that was arrested at school." She tells me giving me an odd look. "You need to stay the fuck away from him!" I exclaim. This ticks her off, "Why the hell do I need to stay away from him? Chasen you are my brother and you do not have a right to tell me that!" I hit the steering wheel in frustration, "He could be crazy like his brother!" "That's bullshit Chasen! Did you see him tonight? Does that look like a person that is ruthless and mean? No he was scared, hurt, and insecure! He actually has it worse than you ever had! He didn't have one person just abusing him he had two of them daily! Did you know Jon put a gun to his head? Did you know he broke a lot of Jake's bones before? Did you know Jake's father hit him as well as Jon?" She spits out at me. "You of all people should know not to judge others! You were judged by your mother when she realized you were gay, and yet you judge Jake because of his brother!" She says almost to the point of tears. I don't answer only because I know she is right...I feel like an asshole now, we arrive at the house, and I see Braiden out leaning on his car. Lexie doesn't say another word to me she just stalks off into the house. Braiden meets me as I am walking to the door, he pulls me into a hug, "She's mad at me." I tell him. "About?" he asks. "Jake and Jon being related..." I mumble. He shakes his head, "You lost it didn't you?" I just hug him tighter, and take his hand and lead him into the house. As we walk in I see Silas and Aaron on the couch talking and drinking a glass of water. "You okay?" Aaron asks. "Yeah, just been a long day!" I say leading Braiden over to the other couch. "So you are Silas?" Braiden asks. The boy gives a lopsided grin, "Yes I am. You are hot dude." "Thanks, I know he is and he happens to be my..." I trail off. Aaron slaps Silas, "Chase he is joking. It's how he is. He told me I had amazing eyes when he first met me. Why didn't you call Braiden your boyfriend?" I look over at Braiden who is grinning like the cat off of Alice in Wonderland. "Cause I asked Chasen to marry me!" "WHAT DID YOU SAY!?" Aaron shouts. "I said yes!" I say and showing him the ring he gave me. He runs over and hugs me, and then Braiden, "I am so happy for you guys! This is the best news I have heard! Have you told dad? "No, I didn't have time since Kyle..." I say. "Do you think he will be ok?" Silas asks. I just shake my head, "I don't know he has been sick for a long time." "I don't want to talk about this anymore; Silas and I are going to go into my room ok?" Aaron says. I just nod, and Braiden pull my head into his lap, and strokes my hair, we watch the boys go upstairs to Aaron's room. "Do you think?" Braiden asks. "Silas?" I ask. He nods his head, "Yeah I think so, maybe him and Aaron." "Maybe, I don't know. Fuck seems like everyone is growing up, I think Lexie is crushing on Jake...I'm not happy about that." I say. "Why?" he asks. I look into his eyes, "He could be like Jon, I don't want her hurt!" "Jake isn't like that. I talked to him when I dropped him off at my house, he has had it bad babe. I know she is your sister, but you can't help who you like... Can we head up to your room? I want to talk about a few things?" He asks. We head to my room and he holds my hand the whole way there, he pushes me onto the bed and straddles me, and leans down to kiss my neck. "You know I love you right?" He asks as he moves to the side to lay next to me. "You better love me!" I say kissing his cheek. "So you know how you said you wanted to escape for a while?" He asks. I nod, encouraging him to go on, "Well I have a beach house now and well next weekend you, Ian, and me are going without cell phones, and it's going to be great." I sit up, "When did you get a beach house?" I ask. He lays a hand on my chest to lie back down, "Jay left it to me, he said its pretty much new, he was hardly there. His funeral is Monday..." "You're going too miss him.." I whisper to him He lets out a sigh, "More than anything, he was like a father figure to me, he gave me a shot when no one else would." "What else did he leave you?" I ask. He runs he hands through his hair, "A lot of money, he set up a savings account for Ian for college and well life. The surf shops, the whole chain of them." "He must have loved you." I say. "I was like a son to him." He whispers, kissing me softly. He pulls my shirt up, exposing my stomach and he gently starts to rub it, this gives me goose bumps, and causing a stirring in my shorts. I lift my arms up so he can pull the shirt all the way off. He moves and kisses my chest, and I let out a small moan, "You are beautiful." I hear him say. He moves to my left nipple and starts to suck, and it and very gently nibbles on it, this cause me to moan more, and now I am fully hard, pressing against the zipper of my shorts. He smiles at me, knowing what he is doing is driving me crazy, he moves lower to my stomach, and kisses my abs, and unbuttons my shorts and bulls them off leaving me in my boxers. I see him look up into my eyes and smiles at me, he licks my dick through the fabric of my boxers causing me to groan out loud, and tilt my head in pleasure. I hear him chuckle, and he slowly slips my boxers down to reveal my little bush of pubes, he kisses the inside of my exposed thigh. He sucks on the skin, and kisses back up to my stomach, while he pulls the rest of the boxers off. He leans down and licks the top of my dick, sending shudders down my spine, he takes the shaft in his hand, it feels so warm on my dick, he slowly moves up and down, as he kisses the base of it. This causes me to moan in pleasure. I feel the wetness of Bray's mouth on my dick. He runs his tongue over the slit of my dick, where I am sure pre-cum has started to flow. I feel his tight mouth on my dick sucking hard, I moan out more cause him to giggle. I feel his free hand cup my ass, as he takes the full length of my dick down his throat, and he lets it sit there, and starts to hum making his throat vibrate around my dick. I run my hands through his hair. I throw my head back, as pleasure takes over me, I moan, I feel a finger at the entrance of my hole, and he slowly pushes it in. It feels great. I love having the feeling of him in me. I groan as he bobs up and down on my cock faster, then changing his pace to slower. He takes his mouth off my dick and, just starts to jerk my cock for awhile, while he still has his finger in me working it in and out. "Braiden it feels so good!" I yell out a little too loud. This gets him to smile, and he puts his hot mouth back onto my dick, he starts sucking furiously on it. "Baby I am so close!" I moan out! This encourages him to suck and jerk me off faster, I feel my balls tighten. I feel the climax build in my stomach, and I jerk one last time in his mouth, before I spill all of my cum into his mouth. He keeps sucking as my cock spurts inside of him mouth, he doesn't take my cock out of his mouth until I am too sensitive, and I whimper. He lets my deflating cock out of his mouth and smiles at me. He crawls up beside me, and lies on his side against me, "That was amazing baby." I say grinning. "Good, cause I enjoyed every bit of it as well." He says kissing me. "Let me do you." I state. He stops me, "No babe, tonight was about pleasing you! It pleases me to have you feel so good, I just want to lie here and hold you for the rest of the night feeling our skin touch." (Aaron's POV) I sit on my bed looking at Silas, as he sits in my computer chair staring back at me. "So..." I say. He smiles at me, "You are adorable you know that right?" He says tossing his bag away from the chair. "No I'm not!" I say rolling my eyes. He gets up and strolls across the room and straddles me and pushes me back on the bed, "I don't think we got to finish what we were doing earlier." He says and kisses me. I run my hands through his brown tousled hair, and kiss his full lips, "I haven't kissed someone like this in so long." He gives a giggle, and moves to kiss my neck, I work my hands down to the end of his shirt and pull it up and off of him leaving him bare chest as he kisses my neck. "Well that's not fair, you get to see my body I want to see yours." He says. I just grin, he does have a nice body, I guess its more of a swimmers build, he isn't stacked with muscles but he has the swimmers cut and it's sexy. "No, you don't want that, I aint much to look at." He tugs at the bottom of my long sleeved shirt and I give in, letting him pull the shirt over my head leaving me bare, and I can feel his gaze upon my body, "You have a nice body." He says and leans in and kisses my collar bone. This causes me to moan out loud, as my jeans start to become uncomfortable, due to my cock starting to bulge. I take him by the face and kiss his soft lips again. We stay like that for a minute, before I slowly press my tongue to his lips and he parts them letting me slip into his mouth. Our tongues start to battle each other, as he starts to press his groin into me, causing both of us to whimper. I press back into him, and he giggles, "You keep that up I'm going to jizz in my jeans!" "I wouldn't mind that one bit." I tell him grinding into him. Silas grinds back into me, the friction in our pants and bodies against each other, makes a ripple of sensation throughout my body. He kisses my neck again, and lets his hand explore the rest of my body, as I grab his back, and cause him to press into me harder. This sends me over then edge I grunt, he smiles at me as I start to cum in my boxers, he grinds harder into me as I am cumming. The orgasm subsides and I look up at him, and noticed he is blushing as well. "Did you?" I ask. He nods as me and I smiles, "I didn't hear you?" "Cause I am kind of silent." He says and kisses me again. "We need to get out of this wet boxers." I say trying to get up. I get off the bed and move over to my dresser and drop my jeans and cum soaked boxers. I look back and watch as Silas is already putting on a clean pair of boxers from his bag. I move back over to the bed and he lies across me, and slides to my right side laying his hand on my chest. "I like you a lot Aaron." I look over at him, his eyes looking across my face, "Do you mean that or just because I'm gay and you can get off with me?" A quick pain flashes across his face, "I'm not like that Aaron, I flirt a lot, only because I am bored and have ADD, but I really do like you since the first day of class that I met you and I told you're your eyes were beautiful. You're cute, funny, sweet, goofy, sexy, and nice. Would you consider being my boyfriend?" This takes me by surprise, "Silas...I would like to a lot, but I have baggage..." I mumble off. He lets out a little laugh, "If that means you have a past then everyone does, I can see the loneliness in your eyes though Aaron I want to be the one to take that away." I lean over and kiss him, "I would like you to be my boyfriend too." I whisper. He kisses me more, and runs his hands up my arm, I get lost in his kiss that I don't notice he has stopped right at my wrist where the horrible scars are, and he breaks the kiss and touches them more. "Aaron what are these?" "I was in a bad place, before I was adopted. I tried to take my own life. It didn't work." I say. He takes my wrist and kisses the scar, "Well I wont ever let you get back into that place ever again." We kiss for awhile, I am not sure when we fall asleep but we do... I am woken up by Chasen pounding on my door, I get out of bed and go to the door, "What?" "Caroline called, they got some results back, we need to get dressed and get to the hospital." He says, and I notice he isn't even dressed. I look at him confused, "What time is it?" "Nine wake up Silas and get dressed! Lexie is already dressed and Braiden is getting dressed now!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hey everyone sorry for the long wait, every time I think I get time to write more stuff happens, I am proud to say that ssos series has been going on for over a year! I also wont start the next chapter until after the 11th my birthday is on the 10th I will be 22 and I will be out of town for the weekend. There are 5 more chapters left of ssos! I hope you all enjoy them. KD A WORD FROM THE EDITOR! It's great to see some sexual release after so much drama (HAHA). I can't believe this story has been going on for so long, it will be sad to see it go, however, there is other stories out there. Happy Birthday for the 10th. Who would have guessed that a 21 year old was writing this stuff??? Looking forward to seeing what happens next! LOVE! M. Patricks! P.S. -- M. Patricks (Me) is editor. KD is writer! Don't get confused people! haha