Date: Thu, 6 Oct 2011 17:31:00 -0700 (PDT) From: K Davids <k.davids@ymail.com> Subject: some sense of security-standing on the edge of forever ch. 6 Standing on the Edge of Forever-CH.6 This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything About the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual Contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where You live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this Story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not real; I did not base them off people I know! Please do not copy or paste this anywhere else, but please feel free to email me k.davids@ymail.com -------------------------------------------------------------- Here is chapter six I hope you all enjoy ----------------------------------------------------------------------- It was the roar of the crowd That gave me heartache to sing. It was a lie when they smiled And said, "you won't feel a thing" And as we ran from the cops We laughed so hard it would sting ~Disenchanted~ My Chemical Romance -------------------------------------------------- Characters Chasen: Age 18 - Main Character Braiden: Age 18 - Chasen's boyfriend Ian: Age 3 - Braiden's son Kevin: Chasen's Father Caroline: Chasen's Step Mother Ryan: Age 18 - Chasen's Brother Kyle: Age 16 - Chasen's Brother Lexie: Age 15 - Chasen's Sister Aaron: Age 16 - Step Brother Silas Watson- Age 16-Aaron's Boyfriend ------------------------------------------------------ (Kyle's POV) I hear the beeping before I even open my eyes, the stench of the sterile room hits my nostrils. I know I am in the hospital, I know this smell all to well... That's when the stinging starts in my side, and I feel the pressure on my lower back area; I open my eyes to see the dark lit room. I moan out. That's when I feel a hand grab mine, "Hey honey." I hear my mom whisper to me. "Water..." I manage to croak out. That's when I see my dad move from my other side and bring forward a glass of water with a straw in it. Sucking the cold liquid down slowly felt good on my hot, raw throat. "How long have I been here?" I ask looking at both of them. "Four days, you had us worried, are you in pain? What do you remember?" My dad asks taking the glass of water from me. I grow red in the face, "Well I remember kissing Ricki..... I went to get something from down stairs. I don't remember and I got really, really dizzy and that's all I remember..." "Ricki is out in the waiting room with everyone else. Honey we need to have a serious conversation about what's going on with you." Mom says holding my hand. I feel dad grab my other one, and see he has tears slipping from his face, "You have Ewing Sarcoma" I look at them confused, "What is that?" My mom chokes up, "It's a form of bone cancer, that many adolescence between the ages of ten-and twenty develop. It is found in the spine, ribs, legs and or arms. Honey it started out on your spine but moved to your ribs, that's why when you fell a few ribs were cracked, they had to do surgery to remove some of the pieces in fear it could puncture your lungs and cause them to collapse." I just stare at them blankly, "Is this why I always felt so sick, I don't understand!" I begin to get loud. Dad steps up closer, "Son it is our fault, when you started to feel this, the doctor said it was an immune disorder, that's what we went on. We should have sought out a second opinion but we didn't." "How long?" I look up at them. "The doctor said you have a great chance, since it hasn't progressed into your lungs or bone marrow. You will have to start Chemo and radiation therapy right away. But the doctor said you have more than a fifty percent chance, since you are young." My mom says. "When does it start? Does everyone know?" I ask. "We thought it would be best if you told Ricki yourself, since you and her are together, but your brothers and sister know." Dad says, "We are going to send in others ok? They wont stay long the doctor wants to start right away." I watch my parents leave the room and Ryan and Chasen come in. They both take one side of my bed, it still gets me how they look so much alike, "Hey lil dude how you feeling?" Ryan asks. "Like I'm on top of the world." I say grinning at him. This makes him smile, "That a boy, tackle this mess head on." "How's that mystery girlfriend?" He looks at me trying to suppress his grin, "Well she is good. Not that she is a mystery." "Dude you won't let any of us meet her!" Braiden shoots at him. "Well she is concerned and I am going to bring her to meet everyone when the time is right ok? But the real question is Kyle are you scared?" He asks. "It's ok to be scared lil bro; I am scared for you..." Braiden tells me. I look at both of them, "I am terrified, but I mean if this can cure me then I want to do this head on! I just don't like I am going to get even more sick, and miss school...plus I think I might lose all of my hair..." I say with a chuckle. "Well when you do lose your hair I will shave mine low as well." Ryan tells me squeezing my hand. I just smile, "Thanks Ry...but Chasen you can't cause well you'd look way to weird!? This causes us all to laugh, "Where is Braiden?" Ryan shifts from one foot to another, "I am going to go tell Lex and Aaron that they need to get ready and come visit." He kisses the top of my head and leaves. I still look at Chasen waiting for my answer, "He is at a funeral, his boss passed away...a few days ago, but I wanted to show you something that none of the family knows yet." He puts out his hand and I see the nice ring, I look up with wide eyes, "Is that?" He smiles, "Yeah, he proposed to me on the beach where we met. The same day you fell." "When are you going to seal the deal?" I ask. "I thought it was going to be soon, but with this stuff happening with you its way more important. Plus I would be moving out of the house to live with him, Braiden's boss left him a lot he was like a son to him." He says sitting on the side of the bed. I grab his hand, "No you have too! I am always sick this is just a little more than what I am used too...besides no use in putting off your life for me." He smiles at me, "Thanks lil bro." I start to feel a little pain, "I hate hospitals." This caused all of us to laugh, "Dude you better get used to it." Chasen tells me. (Braiden's POV) I am the last one to leave the grave site, as they get ready to lower the man that was a huge part of my life. It was a good turn out, a lot of old friends of his showed up. I am still processing that he is actually gone. I feel a hand on my shoulder, and I turn to see my mom, and Ian. He automatically reaches for me and I take him in my arms. "Why you sad daddy?" He asks. I just kiss his head, "You are getting so big huh? You ready to go see Chasen?" "Yes Chay, lets go see Chay." He says bouncing excitedly. This causes mom and I laugh, I put him down, taking his hand as we started our walk back to the car. "How is Chasen's brother?" My mom asks. "Cancer...but the doctor is hopeful. So I guess we have to wait and see." I tell her while I am putting Ian in his car seat. "I am sorry to hear that baby." She says rubbing my back. I straighten up, and turn around to face her, "Mom what do you think of Chasen?" She looks at me for a minute, "Well baby I've come to love him like a second son of mine, and I see how much he loves you and cares for you. I see how your eyes light up when he is around. I think he is probably the best thing that has happened to you, since you had Ian." This makes me smile, I reach and hug her, "Good, because I asked him to marry me." I tell her. I open the car door for her, as she looks at me shocked, "You did?" I get in on the passenger side, "Yea, mom I did. I realized with Jay dying, that life is to short. I love Chasen with all my heart I cannot imagine a day without him, or even a life without him. Ian loves him so much too, and you can see he loves Ian. He just makes me so happy." She just pats my cheek, "Good baby. Life is to short, live while you can and do not worry what the others say." I feel my phone vibrate and I already know who it is. Chase: Hey sexy I miss you, how was the funeral? Me: It was good, I guess as much as a funeral can be. How's Kyle? Chase: He is being himself which is good......scared you can tell. When are you coming over? Me: Soon, I'm sorry I wished I would have gone to see Kyle, but I didn't want to intrude, Ian is talking up a storm he misses you. Chase: :) Awww. Hurry up! I want to see him! What are we doing today? Me: Hmwrk! Is what I am doing! I can not believe it is just Wednesday...did you not go to school? Did anyone go to school? Chase: No we didn't, yeah I have a shit load to do as well...Am I going to get to see you at all today? Me: Probably not til Friday babe. I have a lot of homework to do, and I need to be with Ian. Plus I am telling my dad about us. Chase: You are! Wait did you tell your mom? Me: Yup, and she is happy for us. Chase: Aww babe I am happy for you! When are you opening the surf shop back up? Me: I am hoping to Monday, the lawyer said everything should be done being transferred into my name; until that is done I can't open up. Chase: Sounds good, so Friday? I really want to see you! Me: Yes babe, besides I think it's the weekend we are going to go away! You, me and Ian. Chase: Can't wait, love you! Me: Love you to babe, see you at school tomorrow. My phone starts to ring, I expect it to be Chasen but the I.D. pops up as Riley. "Shit!" I say. My mom slaps me on the arm, "Braiden! Language, your son is in the back seat!" "Sorry, but his no good mother is calling my phone!" I say answering the phone. "Hello?" I say with no emotion. "What kind of greeting is that to the mother of your child?" She barks out. "What do you want Riley?" I ask. "How is he?" she asks, "Ian! Is doing just fun, talking and getting big, do you even know how old he is?" I ask trying to hold my tongue. I hear her giggle, "Duh! I did give birth to him, he just turned like four." I let out a sigh, "Wrong Riley. He is three, so what the hell do you want." "I am coming in this weekend, I want to see him. Actually I want to take him back with me to New Hampshire; I heard you and that fag are still together. I don't want you tainting him." I laugh, "Yeah me and Chasen are still together, and Ian loves him. That won't happen Riley you signed over all your rights as a mother. Besides your parents had him last weekend it isn't their weekend to have him, I am taking him out of town. I thought you lived in New York?" She scoffs, "I moved, with Tim. We are getting married. I can't believe you are a fag. I knew when we fucked you didn't like girls." "I am hanging up Riley, don't call me again, I don't know how you came from such great parents, cause you are a horrible person." I say and hang up the phone. I just shake my head when my mom looks over at me, and I reach behind me to lay my hand on my son, who is fast asleep in his car seat. It doesn't take to long to reach the house; I get out of the car and go to the back seat to wake Ian up. "Hey little man get up." He looks at me with those sleepy eyes and smiles, "Lets play outside!" He says waiting for me to get him out of the car seat. "Ok, little man lets go have some fun outside!" I say and pick him up. "I will bring some lemonade out for you and some juice for him." My mom says. I take him to the back yard, and set him down, "Ian go get your ball!" I tell him. I watch him take off to get his ball from the porch, and I sit in the grass and wait for him, I remember when my dad brought the ball home Ian didn't put it down for hours! I watch him pick up the big yellow ball and throw it to me. I get up and rush over to get it, and toss it back to him; he misses but laughs at the ball since he is chasing it around. We play for a little longer and mom comes out with some drinks, so I grab Ian up and put him in a chair, and sit next to him. My mom hands up the drinks and she says she is going inside, to figure out what to cook for dinner. We sit there and drink out drinks, I set mine back on the glass patio table, and watch Ian drink from his sippie cup. I hear the door open. I look up and it's Jake. He makes his way over to the empty chair across from me, but doesn't make eye contact with me at all. "I just wanted to thank you for letting my borrow some clothes." He says messing with a leaf. "It's no problem man, I am to big for them anyway, how's the arm?" I ask. "Still broken, but I think I'll live." He says with a smile, "How is Kyle?" I smile back, "He is sick man, but the doctors are hopeful for him. Why didn't you want to go up there?" He looks out to the pool, "I didn't...want them...I don't know, I feel like I caused problems and I didn't think I would be welcomed." "Dude, you haven't caused any problems man, we get it you got a jacked up life. Trust me we all do in some way or another, but the thing is your getting healthy you have a roof over your head and are fed well. So why the down mentality?" I ask watching Ian as he runs over to his slide. He shrugs, "I feel like I am imposing by being here, your parents won't even let me help around the house! Plus I am used...just things are a lot different here than at my house." "You were beat a lot huh?" I ask. "Yeah, I just I kind of want to go by the house to see if I can get some of my clothes or things...just so I have something I don't want to overstay my welcome here." He says. I get up, "Well let's go get some of your shit man." I tell him. He looks up with me, "Really?" "Yup, I will have my mom watch Ian." I tell him and I go pick Ian up, and we walk into the house. "Mom?" I yell out. "Yes babe?" She says hanging up the phone. "Sorry didn't know you were on the phone." I say. "Yeah that was Ron from the police department, they went by Jacob's house. It was empty. Just a box of stuff for Jacob, and a note that says they forfeit any rights to him." She says looking at him. "Oh." He says sitting down. "What do I do?" She pats his good arm, "Honey, you stay with us and go to school. You keep your head up, and graduate when it is time." "I can't impose on your family like that..." He says sitting down next to me. I put my hand on his shoulder, "Dude it's cool I need another baby sitter." His eyes open wide, "Dude I am horrible with kids!" He stutters out. Mom and I laugh, "Chill Jake I was joking. I know you feel bad about coming and moving in with us, but honestly it's fine. My mom and dad love you already if they didn't you wouldn't be here. Dude when your arm is better than what it is I will even give you a job at the surf shop." "Really?" He looks up at me with his bright green eyes full of hope. I nod my head, "Yeah man for sure." "Boys go to the living room and do your bonding there I am trying to cook!" Mom shoes us out of the kitchen. We both, laugh and head to the living room. Ian goes straight to his toys and throws a ball at Jake who catches it and tosses it back to him, "Dude you know your stuck with throwing him the ball now." I say. "It's ok. So umm...have you seen Lexie?" He asks. Tossing the ball back to Ian. "You like her huh?" I enquire. "Owie!" Ian says pointing to Jake's arm that is in the cast. "Yeah buddy he has an owie." I tell him. "Why?" He asks. I pick him up, "Cause he fell down!" I tell him tickling him. I wink at Jake who is smiling, "Yeah I like her a lot...but I don't know...Her older brother doesn't like me at all, because of Jon." He says. "Yeah I have been talking to him about that you know he is my boyfriend right?" I ask. He nods, "I just I wish he could understand I am not like Jon at all...I have never raised a hand to anyone. I hate Jon so much I wished Chasen would know that. I like his sister a lot, she makes me happier than I can remember." I pat him on the back, "I know man I am working on him, you know as well as anyone how Jon is he forced himself on Chasen more than once, or tried to. Chasen came from an abusive mother as well. So he is very protective of his siblings." "I understand that, I mean I wished Jon would have been like that, but he wasn't he was a dick." He says rubbing his neck. "He do that?" I say pointing to the bruising on his neck. "Yeah, he also did this..." he says pulling up his shirt to see the deep blue and purple discoloration running up his chest, over his ribs and back. I also see a bite mark. "He bit you?" I ask. He just nods, "Sucks, but family is for forever right?" I just nod, "Yeah man...I will talk to Chasen about you and Lexie." I say getting up going towards the kitchen. (Aaron's POV) Friday. The final bell rings, and I am in the hall headed towards the door to start my walk home. I feel someone grab my hand and pull me over behind a wall. I look at my boyfriend. His blue eyes looking into mine. He leans down and kisses me. "Been wanting to do that all day." He says leaning down to kiss me again. His lips are soft, and tender. I kiss him back leaning against his slim frame, and he puts a hand on my lower back, "I wanted you to kiss me all day!" I whisper to him. "What are you doing today?" He asks. I bite my lip, "You mean what are we doing today!" He leans against the wall pulling me into him, "Yes that is what I mean! How about you come over to my house, and we can go to the beach and then go swimming in my pool." "That actually works out good, I am sure my parents wouldn't mind, because Kyle is actually coming home. Since he has been in treatments he isn't going to be very...up to seeing people so they are trying to get us all out of the house tonight." I tell him kissing him again. "Where is everyone going?" he asks. "Chasen will be with his boyfriend, Ryan is staying at his friends, Lexie is with her friends, and I will be with mine." I say with a wink. Silas grabs my hand and we start to walk, "So let's get to my house already! So we can change...oh wait you don't have a swim trunks, I think I have some they might be a little bigger on you, because you're so skinny!" "I'm going to call my parents and let them know what's going on." I tell him. I hit Caroline's number, it rings for a few seconds. She finally pick up I hear she is out of breath, "Hey baby, sorry did you need a ride?" "Nah its ok, how are things?" I ask as Silas and I walk towards his house. I hear her let out a sigh, "They aren't the best, he has thrown up a few times, and he is moody, and in pain. He is in his room laying down." I felt bad instantly, "I wished this didn't happen to him oh, I am going to be at Silas's house tonight...since well everyone is clearing the house so Kyle can re-adjust." I "Okay, sweetie do you need any clothes? If so I can drop them off." She says. "No, Silas said I can borrow some of his clothes." Silas whispers in my ear, "Well turns out we wont be needing clothes!" I hit him in the arm and give him a sharp look, "Ok yeah, I will call you tomorrow when I am ready to come home...Love you too." I say and hang up. "REALLY!" I say to him. He has that lopsided grin that I love, and takes my hand, "But it is so true." I lean in to him and he puts an arm around me, "You are lucky I like you!" He laughs, "So I have to warn you about my parents, they aren't your typical parents at all." He says. I just look at him with a confused smile on my face, "What do you mean?" "Well they are very hippie-ish...like a lot." He says smiling. "Haha, well what do they do for a living?" I ask. "My mom does paintings, she is actually really good, makes great money. Dad designs blue prints and all. You need to know their names James, and Jocelyn." He says. We turn the corner, and stop at a house I have never seen before. It was tan, but had all kinds of flowers and things in the yard. We walked up the gravel drive way, and he opened the door. "Sigh, is that you?" I hear a female voice ask. I see Silas, blush, "Yeah mom it's me, I have a friend with me." I see a woman, with red curly hair come around the corner, she is skinny. "Well Hello! I am Jocelyn!" She says and hugs me. I hug her back; she is wearing shorts, and a tie-dye tank top, with a braid in her hair. She is young looking. "Hi I am Aaron." I say sheepishly. "Aww Sigh, he is so cute. You better take care of this one!" She says. I look at Silas with a shocked look on my face, he shrugs. "Where is dad?" "In the living room." She says motioning us to follow her. We walk into the living room, which is spacious. There is some kind of music playing, and I see a man in a chair laid back, singing along to the song. He has long graying blonde hair and a beard. "Hey dad." Silas says. "Hey kiddo, who is this youngin' with you?" He asks standing up. "This is Aaron." He says. "Good to meet you Aaron!" He says rushing over and hugging me as well. "You to sir." I say nervously. He laughs, "Hell son call me James. No need in being shy around me. You like a smoke?" He says holding the joint in his hand taking a long puff. That's when it hits me I knew that smell, well besides the smell of the incense, it was the smell of weed. "No thanks." I say. He shrugs and sits back down, "Gotcha a cute boy Sigh, you know where the condoms are if you need them." I feel the heat rise to my face, and Silas pulls me down the hall again, "So sorry." He says as he opens a door. I look around the room; it has his clothes all over the floor. The room is painted green with a full size bed, and a computer. With a stereo as well, I walk around looking at the pictures on his dresser. Of him and some kids, I guessed it must have been his old friends. I look back over to him and he is standing looking nervous. "I am so sorry about my parents. I told you they weren't normal..." He says. I look at him, "I didn't expect that...not the weed thing, or the condom comment..." I say sitting on his bed. "Yeah, the weed thing its medicinal he has turrets. Well it's legal for him here, before he had to take medicine for it. It helps him...I mean I told you they were pretty much hippies. That and we are pretty much open about my sexuality and stuff like that. I am sorry. I understand if you want to leave." He says coming to sit by me. "Yeah, they definitely aren't like any parents I have ever met, but neither was my mom. I don't want to leave; I want you to kiss me! Right now!" I tell him leaning in. He leans in as well and kisses me, he pushes me back onto his bed and moves on top of me, he presses his body into mine, and I moan. Kissing him back, "We should really skip the beach and just stay right here doing this all day." I say. "I agree, but let's at least go swimming, and go grab a bite to eat. I want to see you with your shirt off outside in the sun." He says kissing me then getting up. He helps me up and moves to the other side of the room and starts to dig through his dresser, he throws a pair of swim trunks at me. I watch him as he takes his shirt off. I didn't realize that he was already wearing swim trunks. "Did you wear swim shorts to school?" I ask. He laughs, "Board shorts, and yes I like to wear them a lot." He says facing me. I see something that is almost all the way covered by the waistband of the shorts; I walk over and pull the shorts down more to reveal a tattoo. I look at the word and look back at him, "What is that?" "Lorem Ipsum, its Latin, for always hope." He says smiling at me. Still with his waist band low, "Why didn't I see this the other day?" "You were a little to busy kissing and cumming in your shorts, to look down, and I faced away from you when I changed. Are you gunna let go of my shorts or do you want to pull them all the way off already?" He says, and then kisses me. I let go of the waist band blushing, "Not yet." I say and ask where the bathroom is. "I will go get towels, you can change in here." He says leaving the room. I change real quick, and open the door he is standing there smiling at me with two towels in his hand. "Let's go. I follow him out to the back of the house, and out the door to a huge back yard. Right in the middle is the pool. He runs and jumps in the pool by doing a flip. I laugh at him, and set the towels on the chairs next to the pool. I sit on the edge of the pool putting my feet in the water, watching Silas swim, "You are too cute." I tell him. He swims over to me and puts his hands on my knees. "So are you, and I would like a kiss." I lean down to kiss him and he pulls me into the pool. I break the surface of the water and hear him laughing. I lunge towards him, and he catches me, and pulls me into a kiss. "That was mean!" I say trying not to smile. "But I wanted you close to me." He says, kissing me again. "Good answer." I say I wrap my legs around his waist. "I guess it's a good thing I can touch the bottom, or we would both drown." He says. "You wouldn't let me drown." I say. He leans against the pool with me still wrapped around his waist. "You are something else Aaron. Why you haven't had a boyfriend before is beyond me you are perfect." He causes me to blush, "Well I used to have this huge crush on Chasen. Like I kissed him before and he turned me down like so many times." This makes him laugh; he runs he hands down my back, placing one on the small of my back. "You have an amazing body." "I doubt it, you are my boyfriend you have to say that!" I tell him. He smirks and starts to walk towards the stairs, and starts to get out of the pool with me on him, "Oh my god, Silas what are you doing!" I ask. "Just relax and hold on to me." He says I wrap my arms around his neck, and he walks over towards the chair and lays me on it, and starts to kiss my neck, "I like that." I say trying not to giggle from the tickling feeling. He kisses down my stomach, and starts to tug at the swim shorts. He unties them and starts to pull them down, "You trust me?" He asks. I am in heaven from the kisses he is giving me; I just nod my head and lift up my butt so he can pull the shorts off. He flings them off and takes the sight of me in. I feel self conscious, about how little my body is compared to his. "Lets go to my room." He says pulling me up. "What about your parents?" I ask. "They left to go out." He says tugging my hand We go to his room, and he pushes me down on the bed, and grabs my hardening dick, "I want to suck you so bad." He breathes out kissing my pelvis, causing me to shiver. "I want to suck you as well." I breathe out. He gets up and slides his shorts off as well. I watch as his boner pops up and hits his flat stomach. I see that he is clean shaven and that's such a turn on for me. I lean forwards and wrap my lips around it, causing him to moan in pleasure, I can taste the precum that is leaking from his slit, and it taste so good. I hear him moan out, "Oh god. Lay on your side I want to suck you off as well." He says and positions me and lays so he is in-between my legs. I take his dick into my mouth, as he does the same. I can't even begin to fathom the pleasure that is coursing through my body. I suck hard on his dick, bobbing my head back and forth. I feel him playing with my balls as he is sucking furiously on my dick. I let out a moan, and he lets a hand explore my body caressing my tight ass and runs a finger down the crack of it. This causes a shiver down my spine. I massage his balls, as his dick is hitting the back of my throat. I hear him grunt as I take his dick down my throat and I hold it there trying not to gag breathing in deeply. "Oh my god that feels amazing Aaron!" I hear him pant out. I go back to sucking his cock harder, feeling him match my pace. I am grunting with pleasure I know I won't last much longer. I feel him circling the edges of my hole with his finger, this sends my over the edge, I moan out, I feel my cock spurt loads of cum into Silas's mouth. I thought he would take it out of his mouth but he keeps sucking it down causing me to moan louder. He starts to hump my face harder, I hear his breathing pick up, I know he is about to cum. I want to return the favor, and his cock begins to shoot three big loads into my mouth I try as hard as I can to swallow it all, but every time I do his cock spurts out more. I keep his cock in my mouth until it goes limp. I know I have cum running on the sides of my mouth, Silas moves to face me and he is smiling at me. "That was just wow." He says and wipes the cum from my lips. "You are so beautiful." He leans in and we kiss passionately. (Chasen's POV) I sat on the steps waiting for Braiden; I have butterflies in my stomach. I have been waiting for this weekend for a long time. It wasn't even about the sex if we actually had it, since Ian is going to be with us. It is about the time we actually get to spend with each other, since this is the person I want to spend my entire life with. He finally pulls up, and I hop up on to my feet pull my duffle bag with me. He gets out of the car to open the trunk for me. "Hey." I say. "Hi." He says taking my bag from me putting it in the trunk. I take him in, he is wearing a simple wife beater shirt, cargo pants and his sunglasses, and he looks so hot right now. I lean in and he kisses me. "I am so ready for this weekend." I tell him. "You are not the only one!" He says shutting the trunk and getting in the car. I get into the passenger seat, and look at little Ian who is excited to see me, "Chay!" "Hey baby boy, what are you doing?" I ask. "Nothing." He says fiddling with a strap on the car seat. I just laugh at him, and look how handsome he is getting, "He is looking just like you! I don't know if the world is ready for another one of you!" I tell Braiden. "Well then they better prepare because he is going to be a heartbreaker!" Braiden beams. We start out on the highway. "How far is the house?" I ask. He purses his lips, "Maybe fifteen, twenty minutes. Not to far at all, and its right along the beach, I cannot wait for us to get on the beach with Ian. How are you babe?" I hold his free hand, "Much better now that our weekend is here. I missed you so much!" I tell him. He smiles, "I have missed you too baby. How is Kyle?" I look out the window, watching the highway. "He is alive, not feeling too great. The chemo and radiation has him feeling really shitty." I look over at him. "I am sorry babe." He says glancing at me. "I don't want to sound rude, but I just rather not talk about Kyle this weekend I want it to be about just us. You, Ian, and me our future little family." I say squeezing his hand. This brings a smile to his lips, "Sounds perfect to me, besides this little guy back there has been asking for you all week!" I smile, "Well I have miss him too." I say looking back to see he is knocked out in his car seat. "At least he is easy to put to sleep." "Yeah get in a car for five minutes and he is down for the count." He says. I study his face, "Babe what is bugging you?" "Is it that obvious?" He asks. I laugh, "Yeah, you wear your heart on your sleeve babe, lets talk about it before we get to the house, so we can just enjoy ourselves." I say. "Riley called, she is down this weekend...she wanted Ian permanently...the thought of losing him makes me sick to my stomach, I would rather be shot, than lose him to her. She won't even take care of him!" He says his voice rising a little. I put my hand on his thigh, "Babe you don't have to worry about that. It will never ever happen; she gave up all parental right to Ian. There is nothing she could do." We pull off the high way, and make a right, and I can instantly see the ocean. It is beautiful blue. We pull onto another street, and there are a few nice beach houses. We keep going till the third house, and Braiden pulls into the driveway of this one. It's a beautiful white, with an elaborate glass door, with the image of a wave in the glass. "Is this it?" I ask. He nods, "Yes babe, this would be one. Why don't you get Ian out of the car seat and I will get our bags and the pillows and unlock the door." He shuts off the car, getting the stuff out the back. I move the seat up and wake Ian up. He smiles at me and I start to undo the seat belts. "Ready to go play?" I ask. "Yes! I want out!" He says reaching for me to hold him. "Hold on lets get you out of this car seat!" I tell him. "Hurry up!" He says. I laugh, and finally free him from the car seat and out of the car. "Happy?" I ask. He nods and hugs me. "Let's go find your dad." I tell him. I walk into the house, and the hallway feels good. It has white linoleum floor, which is beautiful, there are pictures hanging up of various places, with beaches and the ocean. We make our way into the living room and it steps down to an opening, with a couch, and coffee table and two chairs. Hanging on the wall is a flat screen TV, and to the far left are the kitchen and a round glass table. I looked for Braiden, and I spot him, to the right was a huge glass door, and he was standing in the doorway, and it lead out to a little patio and right onto the beach. I walk up next to him and stand next to him. "It is so perfect here." He says looking at me. "It's pretty amazing here." I look at him. "Cannot thing of a better weekend than spending it with my two guys in my life." He says hugging me and kissing Ian on the head. "I want down!" Ian says. "Well let's get you changed and we will head down to the beach lil man." Braiden tells him. We find the master room and it was huge, with a nice big bed, and a bathroom with a Jacuzzi tub and a separate walk in shower. We change into out swimming shorts and head to the beach. We sit down and start to play in the sand with Ian. We play in the sand for awhile, burying Braiden multiple times. "This is just amazing." I tell Braiden leaning into him. "It is isn't it?" He says putting an arm around me. While we watch Ian play in the tide that keeps coming up he runs up the beach every time it reaches his feet like a game. "So how about we call this home?" Braiden asks looking at me. I look back at him, "You mean you want to live here?" "Yes after we get married, lets move here. I don't want to live separately. In fact lets get married in two weeks!" He says pulling out a envelope which held two aeroplane tickets. I look back at him, "Oh my god..." "Well?" He asks. "This is what you want?" I ask. He pulls me into his arms, "I can't think of spending anymore nights alone. I want to go to bed with you, fall asleep with you in my arms. I want to wake up to your beautiful face, and gorgeous body next to mine. I want Ian to be able to have two people instead of just one dad I want him to have two. I want to make love to you every night if we want. I love you Chasen, and I can't think of anything more in the world that I want." I have tears running down my cheeks, "Yes baby I want to do this as well." I say kissing his lips. "But we need to tell my parents as soon as we get back. We kiss tenderly, until we feel tugging at our shorts and we look down to see Ian looking at us, "I'm hungry!" He cries. We both laugh, and I wipe the few tears left on my face. "Well let's eat then! What do you want?" I ask picking him up. "Pizza!" He says loudly. "Well Braiden?" I ask. He laughs, "Yes pizza it is!" ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hey everyone I hope you enjoyed the chapter. So what do you think about Aaron finally having a boyfriend? What about the upcoming union in two weeks? Four more chapters left and still a lot of ground to cover! Email me your comments and let me know what you think! KD