Date: Mon, 12 Dec 2011 18:30:01 -0800 (PST)
From: K Davids <k.davids@ymail.com>
Subject: Some Sense of Security/ Standing on the Edge of Forever Ch. 9
Standing on the Edge of Forever-CH.9
This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything
About the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual
Contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where
You live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this
Story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not
real; I did not base them off people I know! Please do not copy or
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Here is chapter Nine I hope you all enjoy
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We were just kids, but we were the rulers
We had the world, but no we never had enough
Your head on my chest, I watched you sleepin'
Stayed awake and wondered what you're dreamin' of
~Back To The Start~ The Summer Set
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Characters
Chasen: Age 18 - Main Character
Braiden: Age 18 - Chasen's boyfriend
Ian: Age 3 - Braiden's son
Kevin: Chasen's Father
Caroline: Chasen's Step Mother
Ryan: Age 18 - Chasen's Brother
Kyle: Age 16 - Chasen's Brother
Lexie: Age 15 - Chasen's Sister
Aaron: Age 16 - Step Brother
Silas Watson- Age 16-Aaron's Boyfriend
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(Chasen's POV)
"Yes! Yes! Yes! Bray he finally did it! Ian used the potty all by
himself!" I yell into the living room.
I hear him chuckle, everything has smoothed over for us. We pretty
much have the best sex in the world now. The house is all set up and I
love it, oh, did I mention I married a man that can cook? He can and damn
its so good!
I feel him wrap his arms around me, "Hey baby." He says kissing the
back of my neck sending a shiver down my spine.
"Hey sexy!" I say kissing his cheek.
"Daddy I used the restroom!" Ian says running past us.
"Well at least he is potty trained. Think we should keep pull ups
on him overnight?" He asks looking at me.
"Probably for a few more months, just to make sure." I tell him
turning around.
I kiss his lips and he holds me, "Work today?" I ask kissing him
again.
He smiles, "Only in the bedroom.".
I feel up his abs, "Sounds like that could be tedious?"
"Mmmhmm, I hope to get a good workout." He says trying not to
laugh.
I play slap him on the chest, "You horndog. We just had sex this
morning. Two hours ago to be exact."
"Sick of me already?" He asks.
I lean in and whisper into his ear, "I never get enough of your
cock inside me."
"Isn't it time for Ian to nap?" He grins.
I laugh, grabbing him and feeling to see if he is hard. I laugh
harder, "Not yet." I say giving him another squeeze.
He lets out a moan and I massage his dick through his pants, I love
to hear his low moans. He leans against the door frame of our bedroom; he
leans in and kisses me. While I still massage his cock. I hear him whimper
in my ear as he nibbles on it.
He kisses my neck, his stubble grazes my chin making me giggle,
"You need to shave!" I say.
He laughs, "Why? You don't like me with hair on my face?"
I just squeeze him more and he moans, "I like your face smooth!" I
say kissing his chest.
I can hear his breathing getting shorter, so I pump his cock more.
He kisses me harder biting my neck sending shivers down my spine. "That
feels so good." I tell him.
I pull him inside the room and shut the door, pushing him against
it, I get on my knees and yank his shorts and boxers off. His hard cock
springs up and hits his abs. I kiss up his shaft to his mushroom shaped
head and slipped my mouth over it.
I flick my tongue over the slit causing Braiden to moan out load,
and I start to suck harder, letting my free hands roam between his legs and
caress his ball sack.
"Oh Chasen, that feels amazing!" He seethes out as his head is
tilted back.
I feel him run his hands through my hair, as he starts to move his
hips in rhythm to me sucking him. I start to suck harder on his cock, and
cup his balls in one hand. I can start to feel them draw up more, I know he
is going to cum soon.
I take all of him into my mouth, slowly letting his cock go down my
throat. I keep him there, I hear him moan loudly. I start bobbing my head
back and forth.
"Uhh..I am gunna cum!" He whimpers loudly.
I suck his cock harder, and I feel his whole body tense and his
cock swell more. H finally starts to shoot his hot load into my mouth, I
swallow three big loads and two smaller ones. I hold his softening cock in
my mouth. He is leaning against the door panting.
He pulls up his shorts, then pulls me up with him and kisses me on
the lips, "Now it is my turn to please you." He says seductively.
"No babe, we need to make Ian some lunch and besides I am fine." I
say kissing his lips.
He gets a pouty look on his face, "You sure babe?"
I laugh at his expression, "Yes! Besides Ian comes before any of
our pleasure!" I say grabbing his hand as we walk back into the living
room, Ian is sitting on the floor watching cartoons.
"Oh man he is going to be just like you." I tell Braiden with a
grin.
He furrows his brows. "How so? I don't watch cartoons."
I look over at him, "You lie! What do you do early Saturday
mornings when you eat cereal on the couch?"
"Eat my breakfast." He says smiling.
"And watch Scooby doo!" I say.
Braiden blushes, "Well then he will be a stud if takes after me."
I roll my eyes, "Ian what do you want for lunch?"
"Fish!" He yells.
"That's for dinner, how about peanut butter sandwich and milk?" I
ask.
"Wonder what I could do to get you to make me a sandwich?" Braiden
asks smiling.
I laugh, "A whole lot more than that puppy dog face."
Ian runs up and hugs my leg. "Hungry?" I ask.
He shakes his head, "Very hungry."
Braiden picks him up, "You are always hungry lil man."
"He is a growing boy." I say.
I watch them as Braiden puts Ian in his highchair and walks over to
the counter and smiles at me. I get the peanut butter from the cabinet and
the bread.
It doesn't take me long to make the sandwich and Braiden to pour
the milk into a sippie cup so Ian wouldn't spill. I turn towards Braiden
who is sitting on the counter, "Do you want a sandwich?" I ask.
He shakes his head. I walk in-between his legs and hug him,
"What's wrong babe?"
"We need to talk about something I haven't brought up, since we
have been under a lot of stress but we need to talk about this." He tells
me.
I feel my gut tighten I hate those words, anything that comes after
that is never good. "Okay, well lets talk about it." I say my voice giving
away my insecurity.
He lets out a sigh, "She keeps calling and texting me more and
more." He says.
I look at him confused, "I don't follow." I say.
He gives me a sad look, and nods his head towards Ian.
"Riley?" I ask a little louder than I need to.
"Yes, she calls almost every other day. She texts quiet a bit as
well." He says.
"Do you answer her? What does she want?" I ask trying to keep my
voice in check.
"Maybe we need to discuss this when we put Ian down for a nap." He
suggests.
I nod, "Yeah you are right." I say turning my attention to the
dishes, and I start to wash them. I just can't get my mind off the fact
that Riley is calling and bothering him. I sigh out of frustration and he
grabs my arm.
"Stop obsessing over it, there is nothing she can do. We are going
to be ok so just put it in the back of your mind right now babe." He says
giving me a concerned look.
"I just...every time things are going smooth something happens, and
I am so tired of it." I say putting my head down.
"That's just part of us growing up, its all going to work out just
fine babe. I promise!" He says walking over to Ian and cleaning him with a
wet napkin.
I watch him as he picks up Ian, and brings him over to me, "Give
him a kiss Ian time for a nap." He tells him.
Ian leans in and takes my face and kisses me, I kiss him back. "I
love you little guy." I tell him.
"I love you too!" He giggles.
I move to the couch and wait for him to come back into the living
room, I fidget with the cushions, re-arranging and fluffing them. I see
him come back in and shake his head at me.
He sits on the coffee table in front of me, "She wants Ian." He
says simply.
"She can't have him!" I say.
He smiles, "I know, she signed her rights away that's why I don't
know why you are making such a huge deal out of this. There is nothing she
can do. So we just forget her and we move on with our life."
"I just don't want her around." I say.
He nods his head, "Neither do I, She will get bored and leave us
alone. It's only a matter of time. She realizes she isn't going to get
her way, so she will give up."
I let out a sigh of relief, Braiden straddles me and kisses me
deeply, "I love you, and from now on no more arguing!"
I laugh and kiss him back. "Ok we are done arguing!"
(Ryan's POV)
I grip the steering wheel hard, I wipe the tears away with my free
hand, I have to keep it together, I am almost to Chasen's house. I watch
my speed, because I have already found myself speeding more than once
already.
So much is running through my head, like what do I do? What are
they going to think? I let out a scream from the core of my chest. I
can't deal with this pressure right now.
I pull into their drive way, shut off the car and slam the door.
'I wish it wasn't so damn hot today,' I think to myself as I wipe the sweat
from my brow. I get to the door and knock a few times very loudly.
I wait impatiently, I pace back and forth finally Braiden opens the
door and stares at me. "Is Kyle ok?" He asks.
"Kyle is actually doing really good. The doctors are happy with the
treatments." I say actually smiling.
"What's wrong?" He asks.
"A lot is wrong right now." I say almost crying.
"Ryan?" Chasen asks coming to the door.
"No. Kyle is good doctors are very hopeful. It's Nikki." I say
almost crying.
"Did she say no?" Chasen asks.
Braiden looks from me to Chasen, "Say no to what? Ryan come
inside."
We head to the living room, and I finally sit on the couch. "No,
she said yes." I say.
"That's good bro! Then what's wrong?" Chasen asks.
"She's pregnant." I say and the tears start flooding my face.
Braiden comes and puts his arm around me, "Are you sure she is
pregnant?"
I nod my head, "Yeah, and it's mine. I was her first...I knew
something happened. The condom broke, I wasn't sure though. After I took
it off I thought I was just tired and saw it wrong."
"It's going to be ok, I mean she is your fianc now." Chasen says.
"You proposed to her?" Braiden asks.
I nod my head, "Yeah, but she is pregnant and we are about to
graduate. Our future is over!" I say letting more tears flow.
"No its not! Look at me, I am doing great and I have a son! I was
barely in high school when I had custody of Ian. Ryan you are a smart guy,
so is Nikki. You both will be ok." Braiden says.
"We are both going to UT in Texas. How are we going to do that
with a baby? Wont you and Chasen take it?" I ask looking up.
"NO!" Chasen says automatically. "Ryan, this baby that is growing
inside Nikki is what could change your whole life. You are my brother and
I love you, but you have no responsibility. What would dad say if he knew
you were trying to give the baby away already? What would Nikki say? Stop
being so fucking selfish, make it work! Braiden did without the help from
the mother. He busted his ass working and going to school. I will not let
my own brother be a coward!"
I just look at him with my mouth open, "I'm sorry. I just... I
don't know what to do."
Braiden clasp my knee. "You marry Nikki, you take the scholarship
to UT, you get a job and an apartment and you both have that baby. It's
going to be rough but once that baby comes along your whole world will
change."
"How far along is she?" Chasen asks.
"Almost three months." I say.
"You both just noticed it now?" I ask.
"She knew, but was to scared to tell me. When I proposed to her
she told me. I did it the night that we talked, it just hit me when I got
the Academic scholarship, and that Nikki got accepted into UT. Shit how
are we supposed to tell our parents?" I ask.
"Well that's the hard part. You both need to tell your parents.
Then tell hers." Braiden says.
"Just don't be upset if dad doesn't say anything, we all know how
much stress both of them are under." Chasen says.
I look at Chasen, "Please be there when we tell him, you and
Braiden?"
"If you both agree to keep the baby." Chasen says looking at me.
I sigh, "We are. Nikki wants to, she doesn't believe in abortion
and well I am just upset I was stupid to ask that of you and Braiden. I
just... I don't know what to expect."
Braiden laughs, "That's the best part. This baby is going to change
everything. It's scary, but when you look into that baby's eyes for the
first time everything you were worried about will be gone. That's what
happened to me when I laid eyes on Ian, what you need to do is just calm
down."
I take a deep breath; I calm myself down not trusting myself to fully
speak. "I am just scared; I never thought this would happen to me...at
least not yet."
"No one ever expects it to happen. It just does, you can resent
this baby and not take responsibility for it, or you can be the man you
were raised to be and raise this baby and make the best of it." Braiden
says getting up.
I shake my head to push away all the thoughts. "You both are
completely right, this isn't the best thing that could have happened to
Nikki and I, but we are going to make the best out of it. Oh and Braiden,
you need to do something about Riley. She is coming to my house now looking
for you."
"How the hell does she know where you live?" Braiden asks getting
defensive.
I hesitate, "We used to date."
"Did she say anything?" Chasen asks.
"She wants you both to meet here, just so she can see Ian. She
said after that she will leave you alone." I say.
"No!" Chasen spits out.
I look at Braiden who is in thought. "Chase, dude, she is the
mother this doesn't mean she has to be in Ian's life. Hell she will see
that he is healthy and leave."
"I will call her and set it up." Cutting Chasen off as he went to
speak, "Before you say anything, I need her to see how much we love Ian,
and that she has no place in his life. This way she will understand she is
nothing to me or to our son." Braiden says picking up his phone.
Chasen sits next to me looking defeated. "What's wrong?" I ask.
"I don't want her to see Ian." He says lowly.
I shake my head, "Chasen, that's not right. She needs to see that
he is doing amazing without her and I know she will leave him alone. I
know Riley, she is a crazy bitch, but she knows when to let things go."
"I know your right. So you said the doctors are hopeful for Kyle?"
He asks.
"Yeah they think he might be going into remission real soon! Maybe
in two months." I say.
Chasen smiles. "That's good, I bet he is excited. What did dad
and Caroline say?"
"Kyle is tired of this mess and I know he is happy. He's been
sleeping in my room since he fell last week while trying to get to the
restroom. The parents are so happy that he is getting better." I tell him.
Braiden comes walking back into the room; me and Chasen look at him
waiting to hear what he has to say. "We are going to meet her at the surf
shop, she sounds defeated." He says.
I know its time to go, and I thank them for listening to me and
calming me down, I tell Chasen as I hug him that its all going to work out
just fine.
(Braiden's POV)
I put Ian in his car seat, of course he is still sleepy I wanted to
wait until he was fully awake, but Riley insisted on seeing him now. This
actually was ok because he is a little grumpy when he wakes up from naps
and he wont want to be held by her.
Chasen hasn't said too much, he isn't mad, just nervous. "I love
you." I tell him getting into the driver side.
"I love you too. I just wished we didn't have to see her." He
says.
"Well if it means getting rid of her for good isn't it worth it?" I
ask.
He smiles, "Yeah, you're right."
He grabs my hand and I hold on to it as we start our short drive to
the surf shop. I check the mirror as I am driving and Ian is passed out in
the car seat. "This boy can sleep." I say smiling.
"Just imagine when he is a teenager." Chasen says laughing. "Do
you think he will be straight or gay?"
I glance at him, "I thought about that a lot. I don't know, but I
know I will support him no matter what gender he chooses to date."
"Either way he is going to be a heartbreaker." Chasen says.
I laugh, "You couldn't be anymore right."
We pull into the parking lot and I see Riley leaning on her
mother's car. Her hair is up in a pony tail with sunglasses on. She
doesn't look much different than I remember, she straightens up as I park
the car. She keeps her distance as I get out of the car and get Ian out of
his car seat.
Chasen gets out of the car and I can tell he is nervous, Riley
makes the first move, "You must be Ryan's brother Chasen." She says holding
out her hand.
"That would be me." Chasen says taking her hand.
"Braiden." She says to me looking at Ian in my arms.
"Riley. He is still sleepy, he was taking a nap when we talked on
the phone." I tell her putting Ian down as he is wiping the sleep from his
eyes.
Riley bends down and opens her arms, "Come here baby." She says
looking at Ian.
Ian grabs my leg and looks up at me, "Who's that?"
"I'm your mother." She says still waiting for him.
Ian looks at her and to me, but doesn't move he just looks at her,
then moves to Chasen and puts his arms up. Chasen picks him up, Ian lays
his head on Chasen's chest, but never takes his eyes off Riley.
"He doesn't know who I am." She says to no one.
"No he doesn't. Riley I tried to tell you, but you thought I was
being spiteful. I wasn't trying to be, he doesn't know you because you
aren't a part of his life." I tell her.
"Is he really happy?" She asks.
I nod, "He is loved by both of us. He will never want or need
anything in his life."
"He needs a mother." She says.
"He hasn't needed one so far, and I highly doubt he will need one
in the future, I don't know you Riley, but from what I do know he is lucky
not to have you in his life. You didn't want him to begin with so why now?
To prove to some guy that you have responsibility? Watch too much teen mom
on MTV? He has a solid family that loves him and two grandmothers and
grandfathers that love him. Your parents stepped in when you couldn't."
Chasen says to her.
I don't say anything, neither does Riley. I was too shocked. I
knew he has anger built up, but I didn't know it was this much. I watch
Riley to see if she had a snide remark but all she does is look at him.
"You are right...." She says.
I take Ian from Chasen, "If you want to spend ten minutes with Ian
that's fine with me, but after this Riley we are done and you walk away. I
want this over, I am happy with my family and I would like to keep it that
way."
"That would be great." She says.
I turn towards Chasen, "That ok babe?"
He smiles, "Dad always knows best." He kisses me and Ian on the
head.
(Chasen's POV)
I watch Braiden carry Ian as they walk towards the beach. I didn't
even know what came over me when I told her off. I am just so tired of
stupid shit getting in the way of my happiness, first my mother, then
Tanner, then this struggle I had to go through to let someone love me, and
I am over it! I want me and Braiden to be happy.
I walk around the beach, and let them have their time. Suddenly I
feel my ass being slapped, I turn around quickly ready to go off at who
ever it was, only to find that its Aaron.
"Hey sexy." He says with a devilish grin.
"What are you up to?" I ask.
"Bored, Silas is doing homework so I thought I'd come to the beach.
Who is that chick with Braiden?" Aaron asks.
"Ian's mother. Hopefully after this she will leave us alone." I
tell him sitting down.
He sits beside me, "You don't seem too happy about it?"
I shrug, "No, I know Braiden is going to take care of it. After
that we get to be free of her. So how are you and Silas?" I ask.
He smiles, "Amazing, I get it now. How you feel when you see
Braiden. It's intense. I love him, plus the sex is fantastic!" He says
bumping me with his shoulder.
I look over, "Have yall?
He shakes his head, "No, just hand jobs and blow jobs. We have
talked about going all the way. We are going to soon, just nervous. I
know he is a top, and I am a bottom, does it hurt?"
I think about how I should answer this, "Honestly? Yes it does." I
tell him.
He nods his head, "Well how do we make it not hurt so much?"
"Lots of lube, and I hope you plan to use a condom, just have him
go real slow, don't rush it. Please tell me you want this and its just not
him?" I ask.
He laughs, "Hello!!! This is me. I'm ready to fuck like
rabbits!!!!" He says getting up bouncing around.
I look at him with a stern look. "No, we talked about it and we
are both almost ready for it. I just wanted to make sure its not just the
sex I like. But I know its not, I do love him a lot!"
"Good, I am happy for you. So how is everyone at the house?" I
ask.
He sits in front of me this time, "Its weird, Kyle is getting
better, but David and Caroline are stressed out but getting better everyday
especially since Kyle is getting better. Ryan is freaking out though. He
was not crying but almost of the verge of it this morning."
"Yeah he came over, it's about his future." I tell him.
"Did he not get the scholarship?" Aaron asks.
I laugh, "No he got it. It's about him and Nikki. If I tell you
don't say anything to the parents, he wants to tell them."
He looks at me without that smirk, "I wont, I know it must be
serious then."
"He proposed to Nikki, and she is pregnant." I tell him.
His face goes blank, "She's pregnant? Is it his? What is he going
to do if it is? What about UT?"
"Aaron, Breathe. Yes it's his. He wanted me and Braiden to take
the baby, but we talked him into keeping it, and they are going to get
married, and they both are going to go to UT." I tell him.
"Ok that's good. I am going to be an uncle!!!!" He says getting
hyper again.
I just shake my head, "Calm down man." I tell him.
"This is awesome, but I am sad." He says.
"Why?" I ask.
"Well everyone is leaving; you and Braiden have your own place.
Ryan is leaving to Texas. It's just going to be me and Kyle left at the
house." He says with a pained look.
I laugh, "I live like fifteen minutes away. I am sure once summer
comes, Braiden wont mind if you and Silas, or Kyle come stay the night at
the house. Hell not much longer you will be graduating."
"I forgot about graduation! It's like two months away!" He says.
"You are such a nerd." I tell him pulling him in for a hug.
"Well I am the hottest nerd you know." He says.
I roll my eyes, "Ok little man I got to get back to the surf shop,
I think Braiden is back there now."
I get up and so does Aaron he hugs me, "I love you."
I smile, and hug him back, "I love you too. Please be careful when
you and Silas go all the way. It's so weird seeing you so grown up now."
He just laughs and takes off down the beach. I slowly make my way
back up to the surf shop, and I was right I see them talking by the cars
and Riley is crying and she bends to hug Ian.
I walk up as she straightens up. "All done?" I ask Braiden.
"Yeah we are." He says picking up Ian and putting him into the car.
I step towards Riley, "Are you finished?"
She looks at me, "Yes."
"Good, because now I want you to leave and when you do know that
this is the last time this will happen. I won't have you interrupt my
family's life anymore. You want news on him ask your parents, they have
been amazing and helped when we needed it. It's over Riley, and I want you
to lose my husbands number and consider this a closed chapter in your life.
You signed away every right you had, and if you want to fuck with me about
it my dad is the one who saw over it. Do we have an agreement?" I ask
firmly.
"Yes." She says and turns to her car and gets in it.
I stand there and take a deep breath; I am making sure she got the
message loud and clear. I have so much to look forward to, and I have no
patience for people holding me back.
I get into the car, and Braiden looks over at me. "Everything
okay?"
"Just made sure she got the message loud and clear. That my family
is doing amazing and that she has no part in it."
He kisses my hand. "I love you."
"PIZZA! I want PIZZA!" We hear Ian scream.
We both laugh, "Pizza it is!" I say.
Ian yells YAY.
There is chapter 9! I hope you enjoyed it sorry its not got a lot in it I
am saving the best for chapter 10! It is the last chapter of the
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Hey Guys! OMFG! I so totally thought that Riley was gonna kidnap
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he was a lady's man, but still..... Silly Silly boy!
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