Date: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 14:54:59 -0700
From: Everlasting Song <stories.everlasting@yahoo.com>
Subject: Song In My Heart Chapter 2

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Song in My Heart – Chapter 2


	Did I mention I hate morning? I didn't even realize I fell asleep
on the couch until I heard my mother yelling that it was time to get up
before I miss school. Worst things in the world I think to wake someone
wake up out of a restful sleep by an alarm clock or these things called
screaming parents. Whoever invented mornings I would like to have a word or
two with them.

	Dragging myself off the couch I stretch and did my usual morning
back bone cracks before looking at the clock and heading for a shower. I
sadly had no time to take care of the normal morning wood business. There
is nothing like a hot shower and a good jerk off session thinking about
someone's sexy body. I not a virgin, though I not a typical jock whore
either. I've had about 3 girlfriends and all of them I've date for about 4
or 5 months before we went our separate ways.

	By the time I got out of the shower my mother had already left for
work. I only had about 10 minutes before I had to leave the house just
enough time for bagel and cream cheese to eat on my way to the bus
stop. This was the normal me, walking around without a care in the world,
that I didn't even notice I ran into a person standing right in front of me
at the bus stop.

"Shit man, talk about having my head in the clouds"

	I reached down offering a hand to pick them up when I saw his
face. SHITTTT! I was screaming in my head, my stomach was doing backflips
because of all people it had to be him. That is when it hit me. The
electric pulse that seemed to travel through both of us the minute he
touched my hand. The world stopped at that moment. I swear there was not
even a breath of wind blowing and all of time stood still right in that
moment. All I could do was look into his golden brown eyes that seemed
almost orange in the morning sunlight. I couldn't read his face, it was
half caught in in the moment, half fear and I believe he felt it to. The
pull...

	He quickly pulled away from me and just as the moment it came it
went away. "Watch where you're going next time will you." Was all he said
as he turned to pick up his backpack and dusted himself off turning away
from me. I myself was still standing there stuck just by his sheer
beauty. The way his hair was still wet from what I assume was a morning
shower and how it glistened in the sun. The square shape of his face and a
tight jaw line that for some reason I just wanted to kiss.

Shaking my head out of the daze I took a step back and forced myself to
turn away from him. Never has a single person in my life has had an effect
on me like he dose and I still couldn't understand why. Thankfully before I
even knew it the bus rolled in front of us and we both got on. I got
instantly dragged into a seat with Rose as I watched him move to the back.

"Omg. Last night I was on the phone with Jackie and guess what...she and
Chad are going out can you believe it! Chad of all people, man whore of the
entire school. I tried to talk her out of it but she wouldn't listen to me,
so I hope she doesn't come crying when he breaks her heart and..."

	Rose stopped and looked at me. I was still in a daze doing nothing
but staring at the bus seat right in front of me not even listening to a
single word she was saying.

"Earth to Kris...come in" Finally snapping out of it again I shook my head
to her waving her hand in front of my face. "Morning Rose"

"Yea...Morning." She moved up a bit and looked in back and then turned and
looked at me. "It happened again didn't it Kris.

"I was walking, in my own world as normal, I bumped into him and he fell
over. I didn't know it was him until I reached down offering to give the
person a hand getting up... and... his hand touched mine and..."

	In reality I still felt the surge moving though me. I looked down
at my hand and just smiled. "I never felt anything like it, it was like
electric, it was cosmic it..."

"You're in love Kristen" That's all she said or if she said anything else I
didn't hear it. Love. I never have been in love before so I didn't know
what it was like or if it was even like this. I knew this was something
powerful, something I didn't want to let go and I had to find some way to
keep. At this point I didn't care if he was a guy; he had to be mine...my
Chance.

	Classes seem to go by in a complete haze. I honestly don't remember
a single thing anyone said to me all day. I didn't see him either. Not that
I looked I mean...ok maybe I did but I wasn't like stalking him or anything
just hoping he was in at least one of my classes. There were often times I
would close my eyes and that jolt of electricity would run though me. I
could still smell his light male scent in which then I had to force myself
out of a daze to forbid an embarrassing hard on.

	None of this made sense to me. I am straight. I mean I've dated
girls, some pretty hot ones. I've even had sex and performed well you
know. At least I think I performed well, I mean I never had complains only
asked for repeats you know.  I have never once thought of a male until I
saw him, until the rain and his glowing orange brown eyes.

	On my way to my last period I heard a sudden hit against my locker
that jolted be out of my haze. I looked up and there was Rose with her
classic Rose is very angry face.

"You been a Zombie all day Kris, would you snap out of it your scaring me"

"I wish I could Rose...I don't know what's wrong with me."

"Look here he comes"
	Was all I heard her say as I turned around after closing my locker
to see Rose run up to him and stopped Chance in the middle of the hallway
pulling him towards me. ME! I wanted to bolt and run, I wanted to kiss him,
and I wanted to take him to bed. Before I could even think fully about that
last statement there he was standing right in front of me. He looked rather
shy, a bit annoyed but behind those eyes it was like I could see his pain.

"Chance has a few classes with me Kris so I'd figured we all both be
friends you know. He is new in town and what better way to get acquainted
then to get to know the schools star player."

"Soccer player"

	I have no idea what made me even blurt that out but Rose gave him a
little shove forward and without knowing it he kinda tripped into me and I
swear right then and there I had a heart attack. I don't know if I can even
describe this or put it into words but when the person you can't keep your
mind off of falls into you and everything in the world seems to fall right
into place, even things that you don't even know was out of place fit
perfectly together it's the most unimaginable thing in the universe. I was
sure he felt my heart beating agaisnt my chest and in the distance I was
sure that I could hear Rose giggling in the background but it seemed to get
further and further away.

	But then I felt something or rather heard something I didn't
expect. A wince. Was he in pain? Did someone hurt him? My mind was racing
at this point as I slowly and gently made sure he was steady. I cleared my
throat though I didn't want to but if I was going to speak with a full
voice then there was no other choice. Chance looked back at Rose like he
was giving her the evil eye and that made me laugh to myself a bit. Putting
on my best act I could without completely falling apart and confessing my
feeling I stuck out my hand.

"Hey man call me Kris, everyone else dose and yea umm...welcome to our
great city?"

Yea, I was kicking myself a bit, such a lame introduction but that's all I
could muster up.

"Nice to meet you Kris."

	His voice was so small and fragile that it was making my heart
melt. I probably had one of those dazed love sick looks on my face right
now but I didn't care at all at this point. I saw him look behind him like
he was looking for an excuse to get away. He was so shy, fragile, and he
seemed lost or that no one even ever took the time of day to talk to him. I
really didn't know what to do or much of how to handle this situation
without seeming awkward but I guess this is why Rose is my best friend as
she can read me like a book.

"Hey why don't we all hang out after school? We can all meet up at Kris
place since his is the closet and just you know watch movies spending our
Friday night doing what teenagers do?"

	I both wanted to kiss her and beat her all at the same time and I
swore a long time ago never to hit a woman but Rose has it coming. I was
not sure if I could even handle a night with Chance rather or not she was
there or not. Chance on the other hand seemed a bit timid by the idea. He
started to speak and then stopped and then started to speak again looking
behind him as if he just wanted to run away.

"I...I can't...I mean thank you for the offer but..."

"No, no, no Chance there is no getting away from the all mighty
Rose. You're coming after school even if I have to drag you there myself."

	Rose and her threats I tell you. They seem to really scare him
because he jumped. She had some force behind her voice but nothing that you
would not just laugh off normally so this concerned me greatly.

"Hey man don't listen to her if you can't you can't we understand."  "He
can...can't you Chance."

	She looked at him with what I like to call the Rose eyes of
death. The eyes of if you say no an almighty wrath would come to you to
swiftly that you would never see it coming. I could see Chance conceding in
himself like he didn't want to disappoint her. He simply nodded just as the
final bell rang for us to attend our final classes.

"Great. You and Kris can ride together on the bus; I have to do a small
afterschool thing so I will be there maybe 30 minutes late."

	With that Rose gave her classic bright white smile and bounced away
down the hall. I saw a small smile on Chance's face and my knees nearly
went weak. It was so small, probably not even noticeable to anyone else but
it was there and if that small smile made me weak then a full one would
surely kill me.

"I'll um...I guess see you on the bus them. You don't have to sit next to
me or anything we umm, get off at the same spot so I can just wait for
you..."

	Before I even could reply he ran off down the hall. It was the way
he said wait for you that had me hanging as the second bell ranged. I
wanted to curse it I swear. I started walking to class not in any real
hurry as the freak out and panic begun to take hold. HE IS COMING TO MY
HOUSE! I felt sick and then decided instead of going to my final class I
made my way up to the roof top of the school. I was thankful for when I get
there that there are no stoner kids hanging out smoking weed on school
property so it was just me because I needed to collect my thoughts.

	I made my way to the farthest corner of the building and leaded
against the bring ledge. Thankfully it was tall enough to prevent anyone
from accidently tipping over and I'm able to rest against it letting the
cool brick rest against my back and neck. I closed my eyes just letting the
cool breeze kiss against my skin. So much has happen in the last 2 days and
none of it I was ready for. I was content with my simple life and now, I
don't know if I ever was really content.

	Shaking my head I reached in my backpack and pulled out the song I
have been working on since I met him. Normally songs just pour out of me
but this one...this one is special and isn't coming as easily. Closing my
eyes again I see his face. His golden orange eyes and the fear behind them,
his fragile nature, the way his lips were thin but made his jawline more
interesting. His jawline, just that thought alone made me giggle. Sharpe,
square and kissable. And then the ugly words "I'm Not Gay" rear its ugly
head and I sigh. I never once in my life felt this way for another person
let alone a guy. Not a fantasy, not a quick glance in the locker rooms,
nothing. But the site of Chance almost brings me to tears.

	Hearing the first bell ring knowing it was time to start making my
way to that bus and usher the love of my life into my home all why trying
to keep my cool. Love of my life...it is really almost comical.

I got a song in my heart, as it bleeds for you, it sings for you I got a
whisper in my soul; calling your name...it screams your name And I never
felt a love like this before...

(Chance POV)

	A pulse. A draw. A pull. So power, so intense, intriguing. Wrapping
around your body like a snake, choking, squeezing yet electrifying. The
more you fight it the more it consumes you until it's not just your body
it's your heart, until it's not just your heart it's your mind,
until...it's not just your mind...it's your soul. You can't breathe. You
can only feel.

	That pulse; that pull. Ran through my body the moment he touched my
hand. It grabbed me, choking its way into my heart, worming its presence in
my mind and taking over my soul. I have to get rid of this but I don't know
if I can because I didn't know if I could survive without
it...without...him.



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