Date: Wed, 13 Jul 2005 19:57:36 -0400
From: obando <obando@rogers.com>
Subject: Stolen chapter 4
Disclaimer: You know the deal ...don't abuse. This story is completely
fiction and contains homosexual activities. Thanks to my loving fans that
are enjoying this story so far. You guys are great!! Well here's the newest
installment of Stolen. Enjoy!!
Stolen
By: JRZ
Chapter 4.
It was lunchtime on Monday. I was sitting with Ricardo and Devon
in the cafeteria. I was daydreaming away about Brad while Ricardo and Devon
were chatting away. I think that I still was having a sex hang over. The
one that you can't forget about and it urges you to back for more. I hope
that this relationship that I have with him is not based on sex ....well
not only sex but love as well. I kept biting my finger tips as I thought
about him. I played with my food as I though about him. I would look out
the window while thinking about him. I just couldn't get my mind off of
him.
"Miguel." said Devon as she would shoved my shoulders to wake me up. Devon
was sitting across from me and Ricardo sitting beside me.
"What?" I startled.
"Man...where are you drifting off to?" she asked. I smiled and went back to
thinking about Brad.
"What's wrong with him?" asked Devon to Ricardo.
"My man here." he said while putting one hand on my shoulder. " is in
love."
"No I'm not!" I said. "I'm just ......infatuated that's all."
"Uh no boo...your way past that..humph." said Ricardo. I began to laugh as
I felt like I was high on this drug of lust.
"Oh really! Who is he?!" said Devon as she was excited to here some good
news. I don't know why I couldn't tell her before but I guess I was ready
now.
"Br.."
"I'll tell her." I said as I cover Ricardo mouth. He always has to speak
for me. This time I would break the news.
"Look, I wanted to tell you earlier but I don't know why I couldn't." I
said as I took a deep breath in. "...............I'm with Brad."
"Whaaaaaaaat!" Devon was shocked. Her mouth dropped when I finally told
her. Her hands were covering her mouth with her eyes wide open.
"When?!" she said raising her voice.
"Girl it's a really long story... but it's true." said Ricardo. I nodded
yes while looking at her.
"You knew about this shit the whole time and didn't even bother to tell
me.!" exclaimed Devon. She looked mad.
"Why are you getting so mad...we just told you already." said Ricardo.
"Don't gimme that shit! If I would of never asked you, you would of
probably never tell me." she said.
"No...I would probably come around to it sooner or later." I said. She was
nodded her head saying no and She looked like she was getting upset about
it and that got me surprised. I thought she would be happy for me.
"This shit is crazy." she said.
"Oh Devon... let it go." said Ricardo. She was still nodding her head.
"But why? I mean Brad is dating Tina ..hello." she said.
I rolled my eyes. "So what are you saying here? You ain't happy for me." I
said. I couldn't believe that she was making this difficult. I thought she
would laugh about it and then say 'awww'. But no... she get's mad.
'No...I'm cool. But I'm just saying that...if Tina finds out about this,
she'll be all up in your face." she said. Ricardo and I both looked at each
other and laughed then looked back at her.
"You think Tina is gonna get in my way?" I asked.
"Look Miguel...Tina may be white ..but she'll go crazy like a black girl."
said Devon.
Ricardo and I both began to laugh as Devon was rolling her eyes. I did try
to tell Brad that he had to chose either me or that Tina. But something
like this doesn't happen to often. Plus, I think that he'll chose me ....I
hope.
"I'm not afraid of her ...heh....I got cousins too you know." I said. We
all broke out laughing. I know that Devon is just concerned about me and is
afraid of something bad happening but, if things have to get ugly, ...I
know girls that can fight for me.
"I thought Tina was a nice girl." I added.
"She is but not when you mess wit' er man." she said. I rolled my eyes not
believing anything.
"Oh...well what do you know." said Devon. " I guess everything is still on
the DL...for Brad."
"What?....what are you talking about?" I asked.
"Look!!"
We turned around and coming into the cafeteria was Brad. But this time it
wasn't only him. He was walking with Tina and not to mention holding hands
with her. She had a huge ass smile on her face while Brad looking down at
her. My mouth dropped as I saw this. Walking behind them were a few of
Brad's football friends. They came into a cafeteria and sat at a table. His
friends sat on one side of the table while he and that...Tina sat on the
opposite side. When they sat down, Brad put his arm over her shoulders and
they kissed. Honest to say...that hurt...a lot. I turn around again to face
Devon. They were both looking at me.
"Miguel don't stress over it." said Ricardo. I wanted to cry but I couldn't
as I instantly felt anger. That guy was not going to have this way. I
can't be having this shitty relationship with him while he acts like
nothing.
"Yeah. What you should be doing is ending this craziness." said Devon.
"Damn Devon..... why you gotta be so cold. Can't you see that he's in
crisis right now." said Ricardo.
What I really wanted to do was to go over there and start bitching at
him. How could he do this to me after all I gave him. Don't I mean anything
to him? My mind was everywhere as Devon and Ricardo where debating as what
I should do. Just sitting there was driving me nuts while Brad was close
by. I should be the one sitting with him with his arm over my shoulders and
not that bitch Tina. Wait.... I shouldn't be getting mad at her. She
doesn't even know about me and Brad. But how can he do this, this is not
right.
I gotta go." I said as I got up.
"Where you going?" asked Ricardo.
"I don't know somewhere...anywhere but here." I answered.
"I'll go with you."
"No I want to be alone." I said. "Catch you guys later."
I got up slowly and took a deep breath in. I turned around and prepared
myself to walk pass him. I walked away from my table and just a I was
about to pass by his table I was imagining myself going up to him and
punching him in the face and asking why is he doing this to me. I walked by
him and looking at him like what the fuck is going on.
He then noticed me. He was looking at me while I was looking at him nodding
me head sideways. I then turned my head the other direction and pressed on
forward. I wanted to go back but I couldn't think. Before I would disappear
from his sight I turned around to look at him once more. He was still
looking at me. At that moment I was thinking to myself and saying 'why am I
doing this'. Why can't he see that what he's doing is killing me. As I came
out of the cafeteria I exhaled and rubbed my hand across my head trying to
ease the stress. I was hoping that he would come after me....but he
didn't. I wanted to cry my eyes out but I wouldn't let myself. I had to
keep up some pride.
I decided to go to my locker and sit there for the remainder of lunch. I
walked upstairs feeling a bit depressed and wishing that it didn't have to
be this way. As I finally reached the second floor and turning the corner I
bumped into Bryan.
For a moment we just looked at each other not saying anything but then I
broke the silence.
"Hey." I said very softly.
"Hi" he said in the same tone. There was silence again.
"Um.....where you off to?" I asked.
"Oh um..I'm gonna get a drink in the cafeteria." he replied.
"I think it's better of you don't go there right now."
"Why?"
"Cuz Brad is there." I said.
He rolled his eyes, "look I put up with him everyday so it's really ok for
me."
Even though Brad was his brother, Bryan didn't look like him at all. I
mean, to be honest with you, Brad was better looking then Bryan. But, at
least Bryan was a sweet guy and not difficult. It's like he's the good one
and Brad is the evil one.
"Uh...aren't you supposed to be with him right now ...you two are together
right?" he asked.
I sighed, "look, I really don't want to talk about him right now."
"Oh did something happen?" he asked.
"Bryan....please..."
"I'm someone you can talk too. Maybe I can help you .. I do know him very
well."
I laughed, "yeah I know. Hehehe.....uh...well I'll be at my locker so when
you come back ...you'll see me sitting there like a loser." I said. I found
him to be so adorable by his personality. No, I'm not falling for him.
"Hey don't say that...you're not a loser. Brad will be the loser if he
fucks up." he said. Aww....this guy is just a sweetheart. I smiled at him
while I gently punched him in the stomach. ........ Still not falling for
him.
"Okay ...go." I said.
He went downstairs as I went to my locker. I sat down on the floor when I
arrived. I had my back against my locker with my arms on my knees and
feeling so shitty I wanted to scream. I began to think about that time in
the car. How good it felt and what great passion it was. I just wanted to
break down and cry and then....wanting him to come to me and hold me while
he comforts me. I rubbed my head as I tried to think of something else but
I couldn't. This has gotten me all fucked up and I couldn't escape
it. Maybe it was the sex that's keeping me crazy about him. I looked down
at the floor trying to think of something. Some solution that might make
Brad come to his senses and realize what's he doing or ...maybe something
that would make him feel, how he really feels.
"Okay so I'm all ears." said Bryan as he finally came back after ten
minutes. He sat down on my right and made himself comfortable. I looked at
him and then looked down at the floor.
"Um.....first I gotta ask you something." I said. He nodded yes.
"Why...........did you tell me that he's not gay and that I'm doing
something very wrong?"
He looked at bit nervous when I asked him that question. He bit his lower
lip and cleared his throat.
"Heh......eh......okay look. I said that because I didn't want you to be
someone that would break your heart and not even care at all."
"So you think that he's just playing a game with me?" I asked. I really
didn't want to here bad news after what I just saw earlier.
"To tell you the truth I really don't know what's he's doing. I never knew
that he liked guys."
"Really." I said. I looked down to think for a moment. Well, I had sex with
him and it was good sex so...I really don't think that he's playing me.
"Well what about you?" I asked.
"What about me?"
"Does he know that you're gay?" I said and then he smiled and looked down.
"Brad and I used to get along when we were little kids. Now that he's
changed into a different person and me, well I'm still the same, he started
to not like me anymore."
I began to feel bad for Bryan. Brothers shouldn't do this to each other.
"I haven't told him that I'm gay...and I don't think I will." he said.
"Have you had any boyfriends before?" I asked.
"Yeah I did.. but it had to end because he was moving away." he said. At
least he had one before. I'm trying to get one but this one is with a guy I
don't understand.
"You know maybe I can help you with Brad. I can try to talk to him about
it."
'Oh ...thanks but....don't get yourself into shit now." I said.
"Oh don't worry.....uh..... I noticed that he had a girl by his arm when I
went downstairs."
I sighed, "yeah I know...that's Tina.....the girlfriend." I said as I
rolled my eyes. Just when I beginning to forget about that moment it all
came back.
"And yes, I've tried to talk to him about breaking up with her but he
wouldn't do it." I said.
"So do something about it."
"What the fuck do you want me to do?" I raised my voice. "I've tried to end
it with him but yet I......*sigh*.....I go back to him. Something is wrong
with me."
He put a hand on my shoulder to try to comfort me. Again, I wanted to break
down and cry but I was still strong enough not to.
"Miguel....you should talk to him. And I mean really talk to him. Let him
know how you feel and keep telling him until he does what's right." he
said.
"And what the hell is right thing to do?"
"Well I suppose....that he chooses you. You deserve better though." he
said.
"Oh shut up." I said as I giggled. "You're making me hopeful."
"Well you gotta be."
We continued talking until lunch was over. I got along so great with
Bryan and of course me, wishing that Brad could be like that. I began to
think that maybe this relationship that I want to have with Brad will not
work out. I think that Brad would chose his popularity over me anytime.
Hopeless isn't it. That's all I could think about when the rest of the day
went by and I couldn't wait to get home. Luckily I didn't see Brad when the
day ended and I wouldn't have to deal with these crazy feelings that I have
for him... yet.
When I arrived home, I collapsed on the couch. I didn't want to do anything
I just wanted to sit there in silence. My mother heard me come home when I
shut the door and she said hi. I didn't respond to her. I then went up to
my room dragging my bag along and shoving the door open. I threw my bag on
my bed and then shut the door. I sat down on my chair and began to think.
Think about Brad, about what I saw, about what Bryan had told me. All of
those things drove me crazy and then sitting there in my room in silence I
couldn't hold back what was coming next. With my hands covering my face I
began to cry. Tears just started flushing out as I tried not to make a
sound. I was crying gentle but just as the though of Brad on my mind made
me cry stronger. I didn't know why I was crying. Maybe I was in love...I
don't know. I couldn't figure out what I was feeling so strongly
about. Maybe the thought that .....I .... could never really have him all
to me. The passion we shared, the nice things he said to me. I thought I
was finally going to have love in my life.....and not some one night
stand. I was beginning to think that he just wanted to have sex with me and
that was all. But I didn't want to think that....no way on earth could I
let him do that to me.
As I was crying I heard a knock on my door. It would be no one else but my
mother. I tried to wipe my tears away but she would know that I was crying
from the force on my face that makes my eyes red.
"Yeah?" I said trying to sound normal.
"Honey...I'm gonna go see your auntie. I left some food on the stove if
your hungry." said my mother.
"Ok ...bye." I answered. Thank god she was leaving then she wouldn't have
to see me like this.
"Be careful who you open the door to."
"Yeah ok whatever." I said.
When she left I decided to take a nap to kill the stress. I slept for
about an hour and then went downstairs. I felt hungry so I went into the
kitchen and grabbed whatever my mom had made. I sat down on the table to
eat my food in perfect peace. It was completely silent in the house. It was
so quiet that I even heard that sound of the wind. Looking down at my food
I began to imagine if Brad was here with me. We would be talking about
anything while we eat our food. He would tell me sweet things about me and
I would feel so happy being with him. Damn, I would probably even do it
right there on the table with him. I imagined him sitting across from me
and looking at me with his smile. Shit, I was so fucked up over him it was
driving me crazy. That thought made me laugh ...but laughter became into
sadness. Maybe watching tv would get him off my mind.
After I was done eating I went into the living to watch tv and watch
whatever was worth viewing. But I knew something on tv would trigger my
mind to process and ponder about....*sigh*....Brad. I was flipping through
the channels when I heard the doorbell ring. I guess my mother was back
from visiting my aunt. I got up to get the door and usually I would here
the doorbell ring twice but this time it didn't. Not that it made any
difference but usually my mother rings the doorbell twice, she's always too
lazy to get her keys out, before I would open it.
I walked up to the door and waited for the doorbell to ring. Unfortunately
there was no peek hole to see who it was. The doorbell didn't
ring....hmmmm. You're probably thinking, 'fuck just open the door'. Well,
in my neighborhood you can't just open the door to anybody but, I took the
risk and gentle unlocked the door and slowly pulled it open.
As the door moved it's way for me to see I gasped. So still and so shocked
as I couldn't believe who was standing on my front step.
"Oh..my...god. Now you know where I live?" I said. Yup, you guessed
it....Brad. It was night time and he looked like he was exhausted. He was
breathing heavily.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"Can I come in...please."
"Why?"
"Miguel!... Please!" he said slightly raising his voice. Okay, now it's on.
"Fuck you! You think that I'm going to let you into my house after what you
did to me!!" I yelled at him.
"What! What are you talking about?"
"You walked into the in cafeteria today with that skinny ass bitch holding
hands with her and acting like you got it all!!" I seriously yelled at
him. He deserved it.
"Oh come on we already talked about this shit."
"Well you can go fuck yourself then..I ain't letting you in!!!" I said as I
closed the door but Brad pushed it back open.
"Look I'm sorry okay but you gotta understand what I must do! I want you
Miguel ...but it's not easy for me." he said.
Why do you keep doing this to me!......you're fucking killing me." I said
as I began to cry. I starting crying right in front of him. I had my hands
covering my face trying to hide my tears from him. He stepped inside and
came up close to me.
"Miguel....I'm so sorry." he said as he wrapped his arms around me. I was
crying on his shoulder as he rubbed my back. At the same time I was
surprised to be having comfort by him.
"Baby don't cry." he said as he continued to comfort me and me still cry my
ass off. Did he just call me baby. Wow.
He shut the door behind us and walked me to the couch. We sat down and I
was wiping my tears from eyes as he looked at me.
"The reason I came by was I wanted to talk to you." he said.
"You're joking right? The last time you wanted to talk, we had sex
instead." I said still wiping my eyes.
"Look...I had a talk with my brother, I'm sure you know him." he said.
"Yeah."
"Well he said some pretty interesting things."
"Oh yeah like what?" I asked.
"Miguel.....*sigh*....I can't just give up everything for you. Do you know
what your asking for."
"First of all!" I said I as I stood up. "I'm not asking you to throw your
life away. All I want is for you to break up with Tina."
"We already talked about this ...you know why I can't do that!"
"What the hell do you have to lose!! A popularity that doesn't mean a damn
thing!" I yelled at him. I was getting so mad that I actually wanted to
start fighting him. Though he would probably win, he... won't look pretty
anymore.
"Don't yell at me!" he stated and pointed at me. I gave a dirty look.
"You know, there will be a time where I ...had just about enough of your
bullshit and I will completely give up. And when that happens, it'll be too
late for your ass." I stated. He then too got up.
"Look just stop...okay." he said as he put a hand on my shoulder.
"Don't fucking touch me!" I said as I shrugged his hand off. I looked at
him and he looked pissed. I think that he was about to kill me. ......Well
not literally.
"Ugh...Miguel!!!" he yelled as he grabbed my arms and forced me onto the
couch. I fell onto the couch and he came on top of me. I was trying to push
him off but he had my arms pinned against the couch. He laid on top of me
with his arms resting on mine. He was to heavy for me to move so I was
stuck.
"What are you gonna do?! Hurt me." I said still trying to free myself. He
just smiled at me and then tried to kiss me but then I knocked his lower
lip with my forehead.
"Aaah!..what the fuck Miguel!" he said as he touched his lip. Now it was
chanced to push him onto the floor. So I did and he drop onto floor with
his back first. I then got up and moved towards him and sat down on his
crotch. He touched his lip again and then looked at his fingers to see he
was bleeding.
"Oh Miguel....you made me bleed." he said in a very weird expression. He
sounded as if he actually liked it.
"Yeah papi...don't you just love that." I said as I pinned his arms to the
floor. He looked at me seductively and licked his lips.
"Ooh Miguel ...fuck me." he said. He then moved his arms breaking my force
and rolling me over to side. He was now on top of me with my arms pinned to
the floor. I had to admit, he was stronger than me.
"You feel that." he said as he was rubbing his crotch against mine. He
began kissing and licking my neck. I was completely turned on but I still
wanted him to get off of me.
"Brad." I said while breathing heavily. "Ooh Brad please get off."
"Why?"
"Cuz my mother might come anytime and then you'll be busted." I said. He
stopped and got up. I knew that would get him.
I stood up and looked at him. We were both breathing rapidly and I had to
sit down. I collapsed onto the couch while he was still looking at me.
"Can I use your washroom?" he asked as he smiled. His smiled looked kind of
sneaking.
"Sure....upstairs." I said. He went upstairs and I was left in the living
room. I was thinking to myself, 'what the hell just happened'. I looked out
the window to see that it was really dark outside with only the street
lights on.
It had been 20 minutes and Brad hadn't come back yet. I was thinking that
he found my room ....which I would kill him for. I was ready to bitch at
him some more if I would find to be in my room. I stood up and took a deep
breath in. I stomped upstairs making sure that he would here the loud bangs
from my feet. When I reached upstairs I saw my bedroom door wide open.
Why are you in my room?!" I said.
"Nice room you got here." I heard him talk back from my room and was ready
to knock his lip again. I stomped towards my room and when I walking inside
I gasped. My eyes were widen and instantly feeling lust.
"Why hello. Care to join me." he said. Brad was laying on my bed completely
naked. He looked so beautiful with his amazing body and nice skin tone and
the bed sheet just covering his dick. I never though that I would have a
gorgeous looking guy on my bed, naked and asking me to come join him.
"Come to bed baby." he said.
He looked so hot that I couldn't resist. I mean if you were me at this
moment, wouldn't you just gladly hop onto the bed with him. He got up and
came up to me. He touched my dick with his hand and rubbed my hard on. He
then took my shirt off and began kissing me. We moved onto my bed still
kissing. He then helped me take my pants off revealing my complete
nudity. He climbed on top of me and we began kissing so aggressively that
it sent so many chills down my spine. I curved my toes and I moved my arms
around his neck running my fingers through his hair. He kissed my neck and
out of my breath I spoke the words that I thought I would never say.
"I love you."
I spoke into his ear. He continued kissing my neck but then unexpectedly he
whispered into my ear those three powerful words plus one.
"I love you too."
He kissed me and we made love all night long. Well, for a couple of
hours. I keep falling for sex and I guess saying I love you just slipped
out. I don't know if I love him. This was the second time...will there be
more.
End of chapter 4.
Man oh man is Miguel getting his freak on or what. Honest to say, I wish
this happened to me when I was in high school but hey ..s'all good. Well
tell me what you thought about it and I'll post the next chapter soon.
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