Date: Tue, 16 Aug 2005 01:19:56 -0400
From: obando <obando@rogers.com>
Subject: Stolen chapter 7.
Disclaimer: okay so this story is about gay guys ..that's right gay guys
and gay love. If you don't like that then please leave. This chapter 7 and
so...enjoy.
Stolen
By: JRZ
Chapter 7.
After everyone had left that night I cleaned up the place and
went into my room. I couldn't stand to look at my bed as it would bring
back memories of Bryan and Brad. I decided that maybe changing my sheets
and covers would help me forget about what happened. So I did and when it
was all done I collapsed on to it and sighed. Just as a slight memory of
Bryan would rush through my mind I would cry my eyes out and punch the bed
with my fist. I would roll around with my arms covering my face as I cried
and cried. I met someone that made me smile and made me forget about all
the shit about Brad. A love that would of been flawless was now gone ...and
he was gone. I so did not want Monday to come and seeing him would be
fatal. I was stuck, my mind was everywhere and constantly thinking over of
what could of happened if Brad had not walked through that door. I sat on a
my bed and looked around my room and imagined everything that occurred.
Brad slamming the door open, Bryan getting up and me looking at him. I
didn't know what to do next.
I woke up by the screeching noise of my alarm clock. I had forgotten to
turn it off since it was Saturday morning and I always have the alarm on
for school. I rose up from my bed and then instantly feeling a huge
headache, I rubbed my head to ease the pain and turned off the alarm. It
was seven o'clock in the morning and I was still way too depressed to fall
back asleep. I looked out the window to see the sun already shining down my
face. It looked like it was going to be another beautiful day and what else
could be done instead of going outside to enjoy the weather. I decided that
I would do something to ease my mind and make me forget about my problems.
I got up and I put on a white beater and slipped my flip flops on. I was
going to the beach. I had already shorts on so I was set to go. I lived
near a beach which was just a block away and nobody was there this early so
I had the advantage of having a beach all to myself.
I grabbed my keys and walked out of my room and passing by my mother's room
I heard her snoring which had made me giggle. I tip towed downstairs so
that I wouldn't make any noise and cause my mother to wake up and then
she'll grab her pistol and start a raid. I'm just kidding, she doesn't have
a gun. I unlocked the front door and as soon as the door was completely
opened I cool breeze rushed in and hugging my entire body making feel very
light. I inhaled and exhaled as I stepped outside and looked at my
surroundings and saw no one. It was completely quiet and no sight of any
human being. All I heard was the sound of the fresh wind and the trees
dancing with the wind.
I walked to the beach, and it wouldn't be a long ass walk just about 25 min
if you actually count. I walked down the streets and cut through a
neighborhood and seeing how everywhere was empty and just a few cars would
rush by, I felt quite lonely. Oh no, it's the depression mode again....save
me. Seriously, it's kind of depressing seeing how the world is not so alive
early in the morning and that was not making me feel any better. As I
walked I began to think about Bryan and how it would be so nice to be
walking with him and holding hands with him. My chest would hurt thinking
about nice things like that. The simplest stuff are the most romantic stuff
such as cuddling up or having an arm around your shoulder by the guy you
like. Oh....excuse me, did I say like...I meant love. I barely knew
Bryan...but deep down inside I felt like I loved him. I couldn't stop
thinking about him, from the moment he kissed me until before he walked
away, it was the love I've been waiting for and the biggest asshole in the
world, managed to take that away. Now that, is very depressing.
When I finally reached the beach I saw the shores of the ocean run up
against the sands. At the end of ocean I saw the sun half way before it
would reach up to the sky. No one was there yet, so I had time to sit down
and look out towards the horizon. After finding my spot on the warm sand
near the shores I immediately began to think about Bryan and how it would
be so nice to be with him. It was so peaceful and humble to be alone at a
beach and looking at my surroundings, it would be absolutely perfect to be
with the one I love. The site made me think about anything that was in my
mind like...Bryan of course. I would sigh even once in while thinking about
him but at least it was a really nice day. The cool breeze would rush up
against my back clearing the sweat away and the sound of nature was truly
enjoyable.
After about a good 30 minutes of pondering, I looked to my left to see some
one running along the shores and which got my attention. I couldn't clearly
see that person but for sure it was a guy. He was a good distance away and
he looked like a typical person just out for a jog. Going back to my
thinking, I sunk my toes into the sand and placed my arms on my knees. The
guy who was jogging was getting closer and soon he would pass by me. I
tilted my head down to stare in between my legs to look at the sand. I
looked up once more and to see....the guy standing. He had stopped and was
looking at me. I looked over both of my shoulders to see if anybody else
was around but no, it was only me ...and that guy. I watched him as he was
stretching and then suddenly, he begins to walk towards me. Seeing this
happen I felt a little nervous and began to rub my palms together as he
came closer to me. As he was close enough for me to see a how he looked, he
was an attractive guy. I examined his face and he looked like he would be
mixed. He had a very nice body as I could clearly see that since he had no
shirt on and he also had great legs. I love a guy who has great legs.
Okay, now I was feeling very nervous as this completely gorgeous stranger
was coming towards me and I wasn't thinking that he was just gonna pass by
me. No he was going to sit down besides me. Ay Dios mio,.... there are
plenty of very gorgeous, hot, amazing looking guy out in the world and that
just by looking at them I would melt into hot liquid. Well that what I was
feeling when this guy suddenly appeared and was coming towards me.
"Hey." said the stranger as he finally approached me. I cleared my throat
and said.
"Uh.....h..hi."
I felt so completely embarrassed by my stutter.
"How are you?" he said as he sat down me beside.
"Uh.......good." I said being confused. "Who are you?"
"Oh I'm someone from far away and I'm here to help you. You look a bit
sad." he said.
Someone from far away? Hmmm....doesn't really help me. Okay so he wouldn't
tell me his name or when I asked him where he's from he wouldn't tell me
that either only that I shouldn't worry about that.
"You're name is Miguel...right?" he asked.
I was shocked. How did he know my name. I didn't know this guy or where the
hell he came from and his name. Okay...time to get freaked out.
"Okay..how did you know that?" I asked.
He laughed. When he smiled he had a very beautiful smile and with a nice
set of teeth, it only made him look cuter. I pressed my legs together and
placed my arms on top of my crotch area to try to force down my boner.
"I can see on your face that..you're having problems with someone." he
said. "Some you love...and someone don't want to love."
Okay, he was really freaking me out. He also knew my problems?...damn is it
written on my forehead.
"Um....are you a mind freak?" I asked but he just smiled and looked at me
with those piercing green eyes.
Suddenly he puts an arm over my shoulder and I immediately felt the nicest
body warmth I have ever felt.
"Miguel it's okay...I know that he loves you just as much as you do but,
he's not ready to tell you that."
I looked at him very shocked. He knew exactly how I felt and what I have
been feeling. I was beginning to think that this guy was an angel or
something.
"his name is Bryan..right?" he said.
"Uh huh."
"Tell me what you think about him." he asked.
"Oh my god.." I said as I suddenly wanted to cry. "This guy Bryan...he must
be the greatest guy I have ever met. He makes me feel so good and he always
makes me smile."
I stopped talking to take the time to wipe the tears falling down my face
and then continued.
"And when I'm with him .....it's like he takes all my fears away."
"He has a brother....Brad..is the name. What about him?" he asked.
I rolled my eyes, "oh him...well he...*sigh*...I thought that he was going
to the one but he cares more about his stupid ego than anything else."
I wanted to cry like a new born because I felt so hurt from what Brad did
to me. This was a really fucked up situation for me that I didn't know what
to do. I needed some help and maybe this.....angel guy...could help me.
"I want to be happy with someone...but it's so hard to keep it that way." I
said.
"Miguel..you haven't lost him." he said. "He's just upset but he'll soon
realize what he has."
He was making me hopeful. In fact, very hopeful. At that moment I just
wanted to drown myself in the water and die. Okay not really, but I thought
about it.
"Let's lay down on our backs." he said.
"Um...why?" I asked weirdly.
"You'll see." he replied.
After agreeing with him, he grabbed my hand and held it firmly as we laid
on our backs against the sand. My eyes were looking at the sky but then
began to water as their weren't any clouds to focus on. I turned my head
to look at him and he was staring at me.
"Now, I want you close your eyes and once you do I want you to think about
someone you want to be with right now." he said.
"Oh, you're gonna do a magic trick." I said. He laughs and tells me to
focus.
"Okay..anybody....right, got it." I said as I closed my eyes. Well
obviously the person I wanted to be with is no other than Bryan. So I
thought about him as I sighed.
"I want you to listen to the wind while this person is on your mind."
"Uh huh."
"And one last thing." he said.
"What's that?" I asked.
"don't ever give up on love...it'll come to you."
After following his directions and his one advise which really got me, we
laid silently on the sand as the wind brushed our bodies.
I thought hard about Bryan and listened to the wind as it freshened my
entire body. It had been at least five minutes doing this with my eyes
still closed and I still held his hand.
"Okay so.. what is this suppose to do?" I asked as I was a little
impatient.
"Oh come on.....this is really nice."
I gasped. That voice was different. It wasn't the same voice the guy had,
it was someone else. I slowly opened my eyes and then slowly looked to
where the voice came from. I was shocked as the person laying down next to
me was not that guy.....it was....
"Bryan!" I said as I sat up. I looked around to see where that guy went but
he was gone.
I looked at Bryan to see his eyes were closed and he had no shirt on but
had the same shorts that guy had. He then sat up to look at me.
"What's the matter baby." he asked.
I looked at him very shocked. I couldn't believe he was here with me. I
touched his face and I could feel that everything was real. He kissed my
hand.
"Bryan how did you get here?" I asked.
"What?" he said dumbfounded. "Miguel we came together.......are you okay?"
I exhaled in relief and then hugged him. I embraced him tightly just to
make sure it was really him. I began to cry on his shoulder as I was so
happy again.
"Bryan I'm so sorry for hurting you. I've should of told you everything." I
said.
"Don't worry about it." he said. "I'm here with you ...so it'll be okay."
"I love you so much." I said.
We kissed and then began to roll around on the sand. We stopped to kiss
again and again and again. He was on top of me kissing me very sexually and
then unexpectedly he tickled me which made me jump. He started to laugh and
then got up. I got up after him.
"I'm gonna get you." I said.
He was still laughing and began to run towards the ocean. I quickly took my
off my top and ran after him. Almost catching up to him to he turned and
spread his arms out. This was the most romantic thing ever. I ran into his
arms and he grabbed and we fell into the water. Under water we kissed as we
swirled around. After several seconds, we emerged from the water and I
wrapped my arms around his shoulders as I kissed him. He lifted me up by
the waist and it felt so romantic I wanted this moment to last forever.
It's like a woke up from a nightmare then changed into a beautiful dream
that I wanted to stay in forever. We played around and kissed off and on
at times. After a while, we decided to sit on the shores and stare out at
the beautiful ocean. We would hold each others hand and sit together as
the water rushed up against our bodies.
"Miguel." said Bryan as he looked deep into my eyes.
"Yeah."
"This is so perfect." he said.
It sure was. I mean, what else would be better then spending your time with
the one you love. To me it's paradise.
"But you know we won't be truly happy until everything has been cleared
out." he said.
I sighed, "I know....Brad is not gonna let us be together. I don't know
what to do."
"Talk with him and he'll eventually come to an understanding." he said.
"I wish that I had met you earlier in my life, why did it take so long?"
"There's a time for everything." he replied.
At that moment I knew I was in love with him. This guy was one of a kind,
one in million, the whole package. What I've been wanted for so long was
right in front of me. ......and god I'm such an emotional bag.
"I don't want to lose you." I said.
"You won't....even if I'm gone, I'm still with you in your heart."
He kissed me again and then he laid on top of me to kiss me all over my
neck. We were making out as we laid on the shores and the fresh water
covering us like a blanket. Then we stopped to lay on our backs as we
looked up into the sky. This was so right and so good I wanted this
forever. I closed my eyes to exhale the enjoyment I was having. We held
each others hand while staring up into the true blueness of the sky. I
closed my eyes again and listened to the wind as the water rushed through
our bodies. I felt his hand loosen up and then slowly slipping away from my
hand as I still had my eyes closed. Suddenly, I didn't feel his hand at
all. I moved my fingers to feel but his hand was completely gone. I quickly
opened my eyes and sat up to see....nothing.
I gasped as Bryan was completely gone. I got up quickly and looked around,
but he was no where in sight. I began to think that maybe I was dreaming,
but then again changed my mind to think that it was all real. Maybe that
guy I met was actually an angel who came down to hear me out and changed
into Bryan. Before I would go crazy again, I sat back down to think. He was
just here with me and now he was gone..again.
I couldn't stay like this, I had to do something to get him back. That
mother fucker Brad better sure be ready to get what's coming to him. No, I
was not gonna beat it up.. I can't do that. But, he better confess about
some certain things such as who is telling him what and how. He was crazy
but he was not going to control my life. This was a very fucked up
situation and it was my job to fix it.
Monday.
I was at my locker with Ricardo and Devon on a very annoying Monday. I so
didn't want to be at school especially after all the shit that happened
over the weekend. Well, half of the weekend. I was getting my books for
class as usual until I began to think something which I shouldn't of
thought about. I looked at Ricardo and Devon and thought that maybe they
had to do something about Brad knowing things about me. But, why would they
do that? They're my friends and friends don't do that unless they are not
real. I laughed it off and let it slip my mind as I was ready to go English
class with Devon.
"You ready?" said Devon.
"Yup." I replied as I closed my locker.
We said bye to Ricardo and then went to class. Amazingly, I didn't see Brad
or Bryan while heading to class. I really wanted to see Bryan but he might
be a little awkward around me so I would wait until a later time to do
that. We went into class as usual and sat at our usual spots. It's so
boring how I do the exact same thing everyday for 5 days.
"So how are you feeling?" asked Devon. I turned to my left to face her.
"Oh..just shitty." I said.
"I'm sorry for what happened."
"Oh please don't apologize you had nothing to do with it." I said.
"Sweety..this is why men are useless." she said. "They have the equipment
for sex but anything else, they are shit."
"What?!" I said. "Oh really... so why do you have a boyfriend..huh?"
"Well..I need my sugar daddy. Why do you think I look good all the all
time..I gotta get money." she said. I couldn't believe this crazy bitch.
She does always look good and if I was a girl I would be rockin' the
hottest outfits all the damn time. That's what most girl don't take
advantage of. They can look good all the time and wear so many things to
pop anybody's boner.
"You're crazy, girl." I said.
"And you know what? I bet you anything if it was the other way around...
you know... You and Brad and then Bryan slams the door open. Brad would ask
him to join in." said Devon and then she started laughing.
"Ewww..Devon they're brothers." I said.
"They're not gonna be fucking each other ..they gonna be fucking you."
I started to laugh. Notice how we're in class and swearing. Oh no. I took a
moment to think about a threesome with Brad and Bryan but.....
"Ewww...no way." I said.
"Well I wouldn't mind a threesome. It's only more action." she said.
Okay this is for the all the horny boys that just want sex and don't care
who it's with...she's just messing around.
"No a threesome is not me and besides ..I think the other person would just
get in the way." I said.
"Ooh..greedy aren't you."
"Yup! I want it all to myself." I said. We broke out laughing at the same
time and caused attention.
"Yeah so...I need to talk with Brad first and then Bryan... and hopefully I
can resolve this problem." I said.
"I still don't know why Bryan left." she said.
"I think Brad told him something which caused him to feel bad and I'm going
to find out what it was."
"No wait." she said with a smirk on her face. "He didn't get any ..that's
why."
"What!" I exclaimed. "No no...Bryan is not like that, he was just a little
drunk that's all."
"Well I think he's upset for not getting any. I mean, he's a guy.. that's
how they work."
"Oh so you think the solution to this problem is to give him sex...hell
no."
"you would be much more happier if you were just another horny guy." she
said.
Okay now she was talking crazy. I don't believe that all guys are horny
freaks and only live for that. Some are just regular normal guys. There's
at least ...let me think.....oh....two guys like that in the world. The
horny freaks can be changed though.
"Listen, they are guys that are different from that... and besides, girls
are horny freaks too." I said.
"Yeah but only in the bedroom we don't express it in public." she said.
"Oh that's a lie."
"It's true!"
We continued talking throughout the class and not really paying much
attention to the class. I hope Devon was wrong about all guys being like
that because it would break my heart if that was Bryan's intention. The
rest of the morning went by including my annoying class math and it was
time for to talk with Brad. As the bell rang for lunch time and everyone
crowded the hallways, I was walking with Ricardo to our lockers and from a
short distance I saw Bryan coming from the other direction. As soon as he
saw me he stopped and I was still walking. I was close enough to him to say
hi and when I did he couldn't say anything. All he did was looking at me
for a few seconds and then continued walking. As passing by him was awkward
enough, I turned around to see him walk away and stared at his back. I wish
it wasn't like this.
After reaching our lockers and putting our things away I told my friends
that I needed to do something and of course it was to talk with Brad. So I
began my search to find him and I would begin with the hallways. Walking
around the school looking for him was annoying and walking by yourself
makes you look like a loser. On the third floor I would see Tina with her
friends sitting by her locker and when I passed them she looked at me. I
looked at back at her and then turning my back towards her I laughed. I
didn't know why I laughed...maybe because I sort of stole her man. I was
not about to get into a girl fight so I didn't do anything just quickly
passed by her and pressed on. I couldn't find him anywhere, even when I
went into the cafeteria it was impossible to find him due to the amount of
people. So then I thought of a place where he might be to get away from
everyone. That place where we first talked without him attacking me. The
place where we kissed me the second time.
I went outside through the main doors and went around walls of auditorium
and where the parking lot would be. I felt like I was repeating that time
when he had to talk to me except this time I had to talk to him. When I
finally reached my destination...he was there. I thought that he would
smoking a cigarette but he wasn't. He was seating on the ground with his
head hanging down which made him look like he was thinking. I felt so
nervous to talk with him but I had to. I had to straighten things out and
finally put out the fire that has been created. Before I would even walk
towards him he saw me. He immediately got up and stared at me. I slightly
smiled and began to walk towards him. As I got closer to him my heart beats
faster and faster. Here we go.
"Hey." I said. He didn't respond.. he just stared.
"Um...I need I to talk to you." I said.
"About what?"
"About...........us." I said.
It felt very weird saying that and I'm sure he felt the same way too.
"Please...there is no us." he said.
"Can I sit down beside you."
"Why?" he ask.
I quickly thought about what to say but nothing came in.
"Brad please. Why do you have to be so difficult."
He rolled his eyes and then finally agreed. We sat down beside each other
on the ground but didn't face each other.
I cleared my throat. "Brad......I ....."
"Let me guess." he interrupted. "You're mad at me for doing what I did."
Wow. I was surprised he wasn't acting dumb and pretend like he didn't do
anything.
"Brad you really hurt me and you made my life more difficult. Why the fuck
do you do that?"
"Because I don't want you to be with Bryan okay!" he raised his
voice. "I...*sigh*...I wanna be with you."
"Why?" I asked.
"Because I don't wanna lose something great like you and I was acting way
to selfish to realize it." he replied.
"Do you what's happening." he said. "My friend are acting all awkward
around me because they think I'm gay now and all the girls are giving me
dirty looks. I have lost Tina and now I can't fit into the crowd any more."
He looked like he was about cry which was very strange coming from him but
he was holding it back.
"First of all. If your friends don't like you anymore then they're not your
real friends. And, who cares about those bitches..they don't mean
anything." I said.
"You think it feels good to lose all of that?"
"No. But, I know exactly what you're feeling and trust me it's not worth
feeling sad about it. You know, if you were a nicer guy you'd still have me
but since you fucked up and you caused me to blurt it out to Tina....it's
too late." I said.
"Oh thanks for making me feel better."
"Oh my god! When the fuck are you gonna realize that you hurt me so
badly. You ripped my heart apart and when I was trying to fix it you come
back and destroy it again!" I yelled at him like a queen bitch.
"I have all the reason to hate you and you don't deserve to be treated
nicely by me." I said.
I got up but then he grabbed my leg.
"Wait Miguel please! Don't walk away from me again." he said. I saw tear
fall from his eye. Lord, I finally made him feel bad for what he's done. I
sat back down at again.
"Um....I ....I ......... oh god." he said. My mouth dropped as what I saw
shocked me. He began to cry and it was real. I felt his pain as he panted
and tears dripped from his eyes. He covered his face with his hands as he
completely broke down.
"I'm so sorry really I am. I'm soo fucking sorry." he said as he continued
to cry.
Now this was a side I never knew he had in him. I rubbed his back to make
him feel better which I shouldn't of done but I felt his pain. Suddenly he
hugged me and cried on my shoulder. His mourning was all too much for me.
"Okay stop crying or you're gonna make me cry." I said but he continued.
After several minutes he finally calmed down and wipe his eyes with his
fingers.
"Can you ever forgive me?" he asked.
"Look, I'm gonna go now but I'm not walking away from you okay." I
said. "I'll leave you alone to think about everything and......I don't know
about forgiving you right now. That I need to think about."
"Okay."
"Okay...so...bye." I said.
I thought about kissing him bye on the cheek but I was still mad at him. I
got up and began to walk away but then he called my name out.
"Hey Miguel." he said. I turned around.
"Yeah?"
"I really am sorry."
I smiled at him and then walked away. I left believing him and hope that's
he'll be true to his word. Can't wait to tell Devon and Ricardo about this,
they are gonna flip.
End of chapter 7.
Okay so Miguel is having man problems and it's up to him to fix it. Tell me
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